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Installment LXV: The Full Wolf Moon - January 2012
The Wine of Sex - Part II
As I long to give her all of me. To tell her everything there is to know of my desire for her! My truth is all I want is to drown myself in her liquid wet pussy love. Nothing else exists in this now for me! That is my truth. Her...
Her eyes, her tongue, her neck, her hair, her smell, her legs, her ass, her arms, her everything, her life energy, is all I can worship in this moment. This full moon empowers me to be devoted to this woman!
I am drunk in her embrace and my cock follows with deep passionate abandon as I look into her eyes and I see her. I see her liquid eyes dance through my body and I tremble in wait for our union.
Yes, she whispers....yes, slide into me now she begs, and I deliver!
I dip my longing dripping cock ever waiting into her luscious yoni. She is so warm wet and deep. I stroke in her womb universe and receive the trembling tingles of ache crawling up my spine. I am thrusting and traveling throughout her body. She breathes and I catch her breath between my lips.
We kiss ….....
My desire for wine is my desire for her. I realize now, that every time I have ever had a glass of wine, it was my need for sex. My need for liquid goddess pussy! My need for her! For her, tonight on this full moon, I understand the connection of all that we do eat and drink and live in worship at all times.
All for this moment. To be in her body in her union in my goddess wine of sex! I am in love with her!
I embrace his weight on top of me and receive his lingam gift deep inside of my body. I feel his words with each of his thrusts. His love and his wanting of me travels as our bodies rock in harmony. As I reveal more of myself to him as we fuck tightly and deeply all emotion begins to fly from me as I experience sensations of ecstasy through the hungry passions flowing between us.
My legs spread wide as I caress his body and squeeze his ass firmly as he thrusts. I look into his eyes and I want to penetrate him the way he penetrates my deep red pussy now! I stroke my fingers along his back and ass and I grab his ass tighter and force his body deeper into mine and as I am able to do this I find my fingers crawling up and down his ass crack and I desire to slide my finger into his ass and I do so! I press into his ass while he thrusts into my body and our eyes lock and my breath shoots out of my mouth into his and he swallows my soul into his in agreement as my finger pushes deeper into him.
The pleasure of her finger in my ass causes an immediate eruption from my cock! I jerk and look deeply into her eyes as I spill my sperm into her womb.
I am out of control with my juice surrendering to her touch. I pump and pump my body into her and I feel as if my ass is drawing up into her body and that my whole self is being sucked into her wonderful body universe. I want to disappear in her life-force.
As he comes forcefully into me the emotions fully rise out of me and I begin to cry and shake as he holds me and buries himself even deeper into me. My tears reveal my pleasure. My tears reveal all truth! All pain and joy I've ever known flows from me and he is witness to this as he melts into my body. The tears lead way to more trembling as our eyes never leave contact as the rivers of ecstasy flows out of them. He stayed connected! He stays locked into me as I receive his juice! He stayed and held me and did not run from this emotional embrace!
He is devoted to me and honors all parts of me as woman as goddess on this full moon. I feel his truth! His language. I can share more now!
I turn him over and let his body lay on the red wine drenched earth and I kiss his eyes and nose and lips. Then I smoothly move to his ears and neck and I bite him. And I leave a mark. He is mine!
I kiss and bite him all over. My hunger for him grows in the moons powerful glow. I suck his nipples and lick all over his belly. I smell his sacred manhood and I know that now he his the wine of my sex.
I want him. I can reveal it all to him now! He witnessed the ecstasy of my grief and did not run! He deserves my piss all over his cock. My juice of love and power to fall and drip over his body as I come all over his dick!
We now drink the wine of sex together!
I Straddle his body and pound my pussy onto his waiting lingam, his golden rod! Our cries of joy erupt simultaneously and we experience peace and joy. I lean myself closer to him as I thrust and he strokes my back and lifts to suck my tits and embrace the waves of light energy flowing from my nipples into his mouth. He is fed. I am exposed.
This full moon has offered the foundation of our physical truth to be revealed through our love of wine together. The love of wine is the mutual desire of sex. Of our pursuit of oneness. The meaning of life, is the Wine of Sex too!
I rock my body on him as he sucks strokes and squeezes my nipples. The love flowing from us is the life-force growing between us! I shiver as I spasm into convulsions or rapture and scream into my orgasmic bliss and I come and I cannot stop coming all over him. He is drenched!
I see her blossom as she pours her lovely yoni juice onto me! I can hear her words without her speaking. I sense the writhing heartbeat of her rocking body and it speaks volumes of wisdom. I realize that her very essence is the ecstasy of wisdom, the ecstasy of inspiration and the ecstasy of love. As she lifts the veil of her physical love for me to witness and share, I know that my worship and devotion to her in this moment on this full moon is why she has allowed me the gift of knowing.
She falls on my body spent and I cradle her. My Goddess, my woman, my wine. Oh how I love my wine.
Then in our silence, I realize....in this now, I realize! I have paid attention to her essence. I have received her bounty, her beauty and honoured it! My devotion to her in this now has allowed me to pass through the layers of initiation. All emotions are veils that teach us about her! All women are goddess. This woman helped me to know that! If only I could have given myself in this vulnerable way before.
As I succumb to this realization and I cradle her as we melt into the earth. My eyes open and my smile is wide and I go into a full body awareness of this truth! Tears soak my cheeks and drop onto the earth and I wonder to myself. How I could have ever taken her in all her emotional forms for granted even for a second!!!
My dick lays at rest. She lays on my form and we are in peace and in harmony. I smell the wine in the air around us as the moon begins to sleep above.
I am happy to be blessed, to have shared the juice of the grapes of rapture with this woman, with this goddess on this Full Moon!
I love wine and I love her ….. always, too!
The Liquid Goddess lives in us all.....
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Installment LXIV: The Full Cold Moon - December 2011
The Wine of Sex - Part I
Our last two attempts to meet failed and finally on this night, on this full moon it works. We’d been emailing for sometime and it lead to texts and phone dates. How nice, yet no time worked before tonight to meet in person.
I look up at the moon before I enter the restaurant as I think about my personal ritual I would be doing at my home altar tonight. Instead I’ve chosen to meet with him. I get the feeling it’s the right thing to do. And, I become aroused by the thought. And then, I thank her energy for being in me as I honor the goddess in me. I receive her moon glow and allow it to bathe through me and enriching me. How I wish I could be nude and moon bathe correctly. Yet her energy is full and her rays drape over me and I am still connected. Nude or not, I am goddess.
I feel the energy in the full moon tonight is very erotically charged! Nude or Not....
I turn and walk into the restaurant.
I pull into a parking space and turn off the engine. I’m looking forward to meeting her. My body grows with excitement! We’ve been in contact for a while and now finally it happens tonight. I get to meet her in person and share my spirit and body with her. I look up at the moon through my car window and embrace the layers of colors surrounding her. It’s as if the colors are invisible messages of energy being sent to the earth and to us. I can sense what the full moon wants me to know. While I find myself radiating with the embrace of the moon I blink and then I notice a woman looking up into her full moon grace as well. I wonder to myself, could that be goddess? I think that it would be nice to be sharing in this moment of the full moon before we meet. She is looking up at the moon as I am and understanding and appreciating the power of this night. I think back to the other times we tried to meet and it didn’t workout. Tonight is the night. It was always suppose to be this night!
I notice a thump in my cock. Whew....I gaze further at the beautiful woman looking up into the glowing night sky. Her long curly chestnut hair shimmering and her curvy body teasing me through her long coat. I am aroused. I think of the ways I would love to worship her. And the desire to spring my cock from it’s warm bed gives me pause.
My fantasies take me away for a moment. As, I smile and imagine the growth that erupts between us as time goes by. I see myself kissing her and sucking her nipples and breasts. Holding her close and enjoying her neck and collarbone. My lingam swells....I think about how loud I am and how much of myself I will give her as I fuck her deeply....so deeply her neighbors down the street will hear us! I pack quite a load and she will be gifted with all of it! I pray. I know....It is my will.
Back, to this now.....
I watch her turn and walk away into the restaurant we planned to meet at. I realize that must be her. I open my car door and join her.
By the time I walk in I see her at the bar having a glass of wine. Red wine. I watch her lips part slightly and pour the wet red wine into her full shapely lips. I’m staring. I should go to her, I think to myself. Wishing for my lingam to soften. As I approach her she turns towards me and her eyes. Her bedroom dark eyes capture mine. Our eyes lock into a union of knowing, I can feel the connection between us as I make my way closer to her. She smiles, as I am now in reach of her and I stretch my hand to her face and cup her left beautiful cheek and bend to her cheek bringing my left cheek to hers. I stroke her face with my left cheek as I whisper, “Hello Goddess” and then I gently kiss her cheek. She smells of rose oil. And as I pull from her face, her eyes capture mine again and we just gaze for a moment. A moment of knowing.
I sit and order my glass of red wine. “The same please, I request from the bartender.”
My dick is rock hard now!
Waiting for him, I order a glass of the house red wine and it is quickly served and as I take my first sip, I feel a tingling in my face. I turn to see him staring at me. I think it’s him. I smile and look at him as our eyes lock and he comes towards me. I feel the strength of his energy as he draws nearer to me. He’s so focused on me. I like that. I can see his clear blue eyes making it’s way to my soul through his stare.
He kisses my cheek.
All the words we shared with each other over the internet phone and texts seem to fall away as we just sit and share space. Drinking our wine and looking at one another brings a peace into my body and a strong surge of passion for this woman.
I look up from his gaze and over his shoulder behind him the huge curtain free window gives a clear view to the full moon glow! Seeing her full moon presence makes me feel as if the great goddess energy is witness to our first union. I smile and return my look into his comforting gaze. I begin to feel turned on by his look. Turned on by his silent thoughts. Just turned on. It is the full moon for heavens sake! My body pulsates in his presence. Can he sense that? The full moon energy makes it harder for me to hide my longing.
We talk and eat and enjoy the night and the wine is especially perfect.
I pick up my glass and I pour some red wine onto my plate and I say. “In honor of the full moon, I pour this liquid goddess to revive the body spirits tonight and to honor the divine in you and me.” I look at him and take a sip of wine from my glass and then I offer it to him and then he takes my glass smiles at me, takes a sip and then pours some wine onto his plate and says. “In honor of the full moon and in honor of the Goddess in you.” he looks at me smiles and then returns my glass.
I am wet.....very, very wet.
Our knees and thighs touch and as we talk and other parts of our selves and bodies connects and responds.
I excuse myself to go to the rest room and catch my breath. I wonder how this evening of full moon wonder will end. I enter the bathroom and take a look at myself in the mirror. I breathe.....I breathe.....I breathe....once more. I view myself and then......I see the image of the moon in the mirror and remember the importance of this night, this moons energy for me. To be Blessed and to be full....Full of love desire love and wine. I smile.
She opens the ladies room door and without her seeing me, I grab hold of her and take her in my arms before she can become to afraid and embrace her with passion! I look deeply into her eyes once again and then I stick my tongue wet hard and ready deeply into her mouth. I open her mouth wider to receive me. She receives me! I press her body firmly to mine. I caress her ass and press my penis in between her thighs and yoni area. She knows what I feel now. Our wet tongues continue to share liquid electricity and my body shivers to be inside her. Harder and harder I squeeze, and wetter and wetter we are. I drip from my tip with need. I slowly break from her lips and we speak without words for a moment. Then a knowing smile erupts between us.
I have a surprise for you, I inform her.
I smile, What is it? I ask.
We finish our evening at the restaurant and we leave. Let’s leave your car here and take mine, he says. I have a surprise for you! Okay, I agree with him. We head to his truck. I realize as I look up at the moon and think to myself. I guess on the full moon, all acts are ritual acts to honor the full moon if you are aware of the energy and it’s gifts to the planet and us.
I would normally be at my altar. But tonight, the altar is the sky, the company and the wine. I smile at the simplicity of life.
We jump in his car and he reveals three bottles of red wine in the back of his car. I am surprised and I say I cannot drink that! He laughs and says. It’s not just for you and me! He pulls off. I laugh with wonder and excitement!
Enjoying the ride and not asking him any questions. I am happy for the safe sacred connection I feel with him. My arousal increases, as I am blissful to be spending this full moon with him. I watch him as he drives and I see his happiness and I wish him blessings in silence. With each blessing my pussy throbs.
Onto the highway, out of the city I drive her to a special place. To a scared special place. Off the road into the woods, along the clearing. I stop. I look at her. I smile, she smiles. She still smells of rose oil and we exit my car. I grab the wine and a bag. It’s not far, just a few steps. I tell her.
I trust him and I am happy to be here out of the city and with nature. So nice. It’s a bit cold, but I don’t feel cold. I just feel the breeze. This is nice.
We enter into the spot I think is best for us.
I open my bag and pull out a big thick blanket and place it on the earth. Then I pull out sage and cedar and other incense and stick matches. I pile leaves bark and sage together and then I light the fire to bring the light and sage scent into our space. S the fire grows I throw in the cedar and other incense to add to the sacred circle creating. We remove our shoes.
I also bring the bottles of wine out and open them. I pull grapes from the bag, then bread and butter. I look up at her and she smiles. As I lay a separate cloth for the food and wine she joins me. As I pull the grapes apart she butters the bread. This warms my heart. She gets what I am creating for us!
With the air filling with warmth and scents of sage cedar and vanilla. I bring her to the center of the blanket like a woman statue to be worshiped. I look into her eyes. I bow to her. “I honor the Goddess in you!” Silence pauses the moment. My dick rises once again! She looks at me. She bows. “I honor the God in you!” We embrace and then I remove her clothing. Piece by piece, I reveal her true beauty! Naked, her chocolate silky skin glows in the moon light. I want to lick and pray over every inch of her. I desire her strongly.
I stand naked in the dark moonlit breeze. My nipples erect! My pussy wet and my heart open! I Look at him and in our mutual silence I remove his clothing. Jacket shirt to his bare chest. I stroke nipples. He shivers. I remove his pants underwear and socks. He’s naked and dripping. I want to suck his cock. I stand.
I pick up one bottle of wine and I hold it over her head. She looks up. I invoke out loud! “The spirit of the Liquid Goddess to bless and bring the union of our oneness to prosperity and mutual love. May this wine anoint her and bless her as I worship her!” I pour the wine over her shoulders and let it drip all over her silky warm skin and then I lay her on the blanket while she shivers and drips in pussy wine juice. I drop drips of wine into her belly button. Over her breasts. Over her neck. Into her mouth.
I then proceed to lick and suck all over her delicious body and with each lick, I am thankful to God to be here to bring her this pleasure, this arousal, this love. She moans. I smell her, and feel her body as I rub my cock on her legs as I crawl along her curvy goddess form. My dripping growing cock longs to go deeper into her core. I drink the wine from her body and she allows me this gift. With every sip tingles of light flow from her and the moon glow colors stream into our circle of wooded sacred love.
I want to fuck her!
With every lick sends waves of carnal passion throughout my loins.
I turn him over and I grab the bottle of wine and I pour it over him from his beautiful golden face all over his neck with laughter flowing, to over his chest down his belly and to his rocking cock. Shimmering dripping lights of juice falling over his wand with the wine moistening every morsel. I lick and suck him. I bite and rub up and down him in a gentle sweep of prayer and body passion! I stroke my face over is wet lingam caressing my nose and lips over his tip shaft and balls. I spray my nipples across his dick, left to right and the right to left again. Teasing and tingling his wand of light and watching it throb and pulse and pound! I desire to drink him as I open my mouth and sink his swollen lingam into my other yoni, deeply penetrating him into a gentle intercourse. My mouth wants to be his whore!
As I suck and lick his sacred cock visions of colors flow through my mind as I am thankful to embrace him in sexual prayer. Colors or red orange yellow and green and then as he rocks his hips up into my mouth I see more of the moon glows colors of blue indigo and purple passion. I want his seed in my body. In my soul. Or is it my pussy calling for attention as I suck? Great Goddess hear my prayer!
My hard aching body filled with blood of a strong dick sliding in and out of her other wetness, I crave to rock her womb and give her my longing semen gift.
The gift of light flows over us from the full moon. I slide from her mouth. Our naked bodies lay in sexual union on the blanket in the sage smoke drenched in wine.
Goddess is Good!
Moving on top of her. I wrap her with my body. Our light and dark shades mix in the moon light and we embrace with the wetness of yoni lingam reaching into the moonlight of full fellowship. My cock, my joystick, my right is to worship!
Feeling his weight on top of me. I feel his passion, his purpose. “Our” desire, and then the drink of desire is the love of wine. The love of liquid goddess! I see her all over us! We exist. We matter. Always! In all ways!
His kissing and rubbing embraces me in the melting earth. I look up and witness the draping of the moons grace over us!
Colors or red orange yellow green blue indigo and violet stream over us and pulsates into the earth the way the red wine drips over us and soaks into our cuticles of lust!
Then as I open my mouth to say the words to him I realize, I realize the truth! The desire of wine is my desire for him! My desire to for her is my desire for drink.
I drink her in my body and I exist. The full moon blanket shimmers just above us. It’s glorious golden orb floats and sends rays of ecstatic pleasure through us. And then I begin to tell her my truth as my cock throbs while my blue eyes meet her dark almond joys and I begin to release........
Goddess Blessings... Part II next full moon ; )
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Installment LXIII: The Full Beaver Moon - November 2011
Yoni Getaway
Om Shum Hum Yum Ram Vam Lam
Om Shum Hum Yum Ram Vam Lam
Om Shum Hum Yum Ram Vam Lam
Sitting in my Baudelaire chanting and gazing into the golden full moon glow.. I am experiencing the expansion of my chakras as I continue my chant on my half round chair naked with my legs spread and my dick and balls exposed to all of her energy I can receive. I am filled with motivation for union with this full moon.
This is a very powerful time during this portal full moon. I have been chanting for hours and gazing at her essence and rays as the night continues to envelop the sky and as I intend to connect and become one with her full force during this time.
Om Shum Hum Yum Ram Vam Lam
Om Shum Hum Yum Ram Vam Lam
Om Shum Hum Yum Ram Vam Lam
The tingling grows in my body as my chakras strengthen and the colors flow normally throughout my centers. Red Orange Yellow Green Blue Indigo and Purple vibrates stronger and the energizing energy begins to bring my lingam to lift.
The embrace of the Sacred Masculine Sun shining through her full moon form from behind is the perfect union to the Divine Feminine.
It is at this full moon time mostly (because of this portal year 2011) that I offer myself to the Goddess energy through awakening the Sacred Masculine within me by chanting as my chakra centers spin and expand to meet her vast energetic balance to hopefully join. If it is ever going to happen it will be during this portal full moon.
I stroke along my sacred lingam to the point that I want to explode and give all of my seed to the goddess source, but I don't, instead I place my hands over my heart to connect my sex and heart centers even stronger.
From my nipples on my chest to the intense feelings waxing and waning through my entire being with each wave of bliss, I climb the steps up the erotic altar of life.
With my true dedication sweat rolls down my back into the crack of my ass and adds goosepimples all over!
Om Shum Hum Yum Ram Vam Lam
Om Shum Hum Yum Ram Vam Lam
Om Shum Hum Yum Ram Vam Lam
I close and open my eyes as the full moon's rays steam through my big windows, the windows framing the moon like a portrait as I sit silently in my Baudelaire, facing her magical glow. My desire to unite growing. The moon is my altar and I see her in my minds eye as strongly as when they are open and gazing. My lingam rises to meet her power and my arousal increases as my chants continue and my body spirit responds to the embrace of the moon as I offer myself to this full moon goddess glow as my lingam tip now throbs.
Om Shum Hum Yum Ram Vam Lam
Om Shum Hum Yum Ram Vam Lam
Om Shum Hum Yum Ram Vam Lam
Dripping pre-come fills my head and smoothly begins to drench my shaft and my chair. My natural juices just add to the flowing strength of my chakras and sounds of desire start humming from my voice as I chant.
The throbs grow in my cock and it starts to feel like my lingam is being stroked by other hands than mine, first lightly, and then increasing in speed to faster, fythmic strokes. The waves build in my body and I want to grab hold of my rock hard lingam and shoot my juices into her warm golden glow but I know it's not time. I am here for her! Her Glow is my altar and I am offering myself to her full form. This is my ritual in honor of the Goddess during this special full moon.
I feel her pull on me tighten around my long wand and the pulling travels into my sacred sex center into my groin and up my spine into the top of my head. My crown chakra pulls up and stretches further and the pulling sensation feels like my body begins to lift off my chair. With my eyes shut my lingam begins the dance of flap and bounce with my aching juices falling. The heat grows as it continues to sail up and down from root to crown.
My chair starts to tremble in it's place and rumbling from underneath grows. Then the trembling grows more forcefully and I open my eyes to witness the lights radiance beaming into my windows and all though my home space.
The pulling sensation grows and I am now experiencing the waves of motion flowing all over me. Colors and sounds and movements beat throughout and around me and now I decide to open and close my eyes because it's getting very intense and each time I look into the moons glow the pulling charges faster and I find myself pulled up right from my chair crashing through the window with glass shattering everywhere! My body being controlled by this force and my dick growing harder and longer as I fly!
Om Shum Hum Yum Ram Vam Lam
Continues to vibrate and rise inside me.
The heat grows as I am brought closer to her fullness. The winds breeze cascades over my body as I fly higher and higher. The full moon glow is dragging me to her light as I am drawing nearer to the moon!
I'm thinking quickly to myself, my promise. “My Goddess, my whole body and spirit is yours and I offer myself from the top of my head to my feet as your Sacred Masculine.” I will become a full body lingam as I realize I need to become this in order to penetrate her golden orb soon.
My body becomes firmer as my dripping cock continues to grow and grow longer wider harder faster. At a length I realize is not a human man's length. Not at all! It is a Sacred Masculine Man's length. My purpose to be one with her increases as I sore through the melting colors of life force extending from her planet body.
And my body, my body as I am swept through the light changes color. The color of my skin is changing before my eyes. I cannot make clear, the color of my skin, it looks like a mix of green and gold. And my lingam, my engorged wand is a deep red wonder with a purple dripping fucking tip! And how long it is. It seems I have stretched and grown in form to be equal to her massive size and quality. My sacred cock looks to be a length of 3 miles....and my entire form from my quick scanning is at 3 times the size of my sacred wanting cock!
At 30 miles in physical growth I am the full measure of a human planet myself as I rise above the earth and soaring closer to her through the powerful personal growth I am experiencing in Om Shum Hum Yum Ram Vam Lam supported with my intention to give myself and be in union with her as her consort! My arousal increases!
As I expand, the way is being made clear for me to enter her atmosphere.
Then the planets center appears right before me and I see something or is it nothing?
I am here Great Goddess! I manage to yell guided by my intuition.
I stretch my awesome arms up above me with the strength of a million men. My body cocked strong and ready!
I am thrown into her form right at the center of her light and then the light disappears. Her hole is moist and tight. Sending shock waves of tingles and needles spiking through my massive form! As I break into her the glows of light and dark blend as the dense passionate energy takes over my whole and newly created masculine form.
I am sucked inside deeper and deeper...seeing nothing, yet feeling everything...everywhere.
Her yoni gateway has allowed me in.....
I am on the erotic verge to explode and come everywhere out of my pores not just my dick. This rise in temperature grows in my body as I swim through her gateway! Then I realize, I am a giant sperm generating the life semen energy power with every stroke which is my strength! I am the dick of the sacred masculine! That is how I am able to travel within her womb, within her yoni gateway! This must be why I want to come so badly and squeeze all my life into her out of my entire body from every orifice of my being. That is my purpose of union with her. To die inside of her. I am her gift, her offering. I am her Sacred Masculine who witnesses her full moon form and brings light to her form in honor of the great goddess life force in our world consciousness. By shining my light, like the Sun which is my seeds awareness body mind and deed during this time. I am in the portal power of the goddess that began all life on earth. Her goddess pussy smells sweet and I am licking the dense walls as I glide through her and the stingy sensations evolve into spams of ecstasy as I swim. Multiple orgasms flow through me with bursts of new strength with each rocking motion of pleasure erupting from me!
And as I am closer to dying inside her womb when I explode into the rapturous joy of our union I am gifted with the clarity of all creation of life on earth through the union of the divine feminine masculine forces of life by the light of the sun honoring the moons glow in oneness.
I blast forward from the moist tightness and begin descending fast and falling into a nothingness that only awakens my massive ability to connect with all darkness nowhere and right here in this now. I stretch my arms wide and spread my legs and my fall comes to a halt as I float in her sacred chamber. I look around at nothing and sense the growing fulfillment of closeness that is surrounding me as I drift.
MMMMMMmmmmmmmmm............I hear her sound. I recognize her, she is aware of me.
I remain motionless in her grip.
MMMMMMMMMMmmmmmmmmmmm..........
MMMMMMMMMMMMmmmmmmmmmm.......
OHM.....AHH....OOO......YES.....
I cannot resist any longer...I reach for her and then I am instantly THERE!!!!
All light is around me! I cannot see through the light. I hear sounds of laughter and playful words that I cannot make out. I just know it is a joyful tone. I still cannot see a thing through this light but I am aware that I am standing on the ground. On a surface with a firm foundation. I take a step but cannot move from my spot. I soon realize that my eyes are still closed. Ohhh Goddess! I open my eyes and It is still very bright, yet I start to see an image moving slowing towards me. An image of...laughter and erotic wonder. She is seductively strolling towards me. Her deep intense eyes just makes me want to run to her yet I cannot move from my spot. I can only continue to take in her form and I then notice her long flowing hair dragging the ground behind her springing fourth new flowers from the ground with every step she takes. She is life energy it self in the flesh. And her arms long shimmering like silk in the light and her curvy body with round full hips and ass with a shapely waist just begging for me to embrace, and her breasts with dripping nipples firm and darting lights of energy springing forth from them, guides our heart centers together.
As she comes closer to me the environment reveals itself. All around as far as my eyes can see...layers of grass and ground with flowers and trees of multiple shapes and colors making way for the mountains and lakes creating a scene of perfection with soft colors abounding all around with it's own vibration adding to the lands life sensual force and the joyous sounds of life giving life to itself. I see all sorts of flying birds and other flying beasts that I cannot name and animals all sharing a sacred space with everyone! I see others running around at play all naked and in joyous unions of oneness. All different life forms are here. Not just human. All I sense are either a feminine or masculine entity.
Our eyes now connecting with our hearts becoming one.
Where am I? I ask
You are in the core of my being...her voice sings into my heart mind and cock.
You are changed by way of my yoni gateway, great goddess continues and...I have heard your request and I receive your offering as you are truly a divine sacred masculine in human form. I see you and now you see me.
With that a trembling begins beneath us on the ground and as the ground grows in its quake she starts to fall back as the ground opens and I reach to her and grab hold of her as we both fall into the opening growing light filled pit beneath us expanding and with her in my arms our bodies mesh and her legs wrap around mine and we fall and continue falling fast. Then her arms are wrapped around my shoulders and our eyes remained locked as her mouth opens wide and her tongue makes an appearance and I quickly take her lips and tongue into my mouth and suck her energy into mine. It seemed to be what she wanted and then I feel my sacred cock slide between her legs rubbing wan-tingly between her moist lips.
And then the fall comes to a slow halt and our hovering begins and our embrace continues. There is nothing here yet everything we need is here. I feel the security of the cores invisible force and I lay her back fully and glide my masculine body over her and with our lips locked I finally slide my red dick with purple dripping cock tip into her throbbing wet fucking great goddess body!
My 3 mile long cock in her 3 mile long pussy sings to me. I am fucking her so deep and our hearts and mind becomes one heart and one mind. I see and hear all life energy inside of her gateway of life. Our wet bodies bounce in unison and our breaths continue in a shared flow of life giving energy. My ass rises and falls with each thrust and she opens more and more of herself to me and I seek to know her more. I feel sparks popping out of the tip of my cock like lightening bolts with every thrust. My power increases as the light grows within me.
My minds collapses as harmonious moans erupts between us and I give my thrust my breath and my body to all of her. With every advance I make in penetrating her core I am witness to the creation of all other races and lifeforms in the universe. She is not just mother goddess to our earth she is mother goddess to all other planets and life forms. Her cycles spins with the sacred masculine sun energy that shines in oneness with her as the phases of her full form is shared with all life throughout the entire astral system. She is appearing to me in her human huge radiance for my ability to be one with her. I get that now and I am here to offer her my sacred cock to my sacred great goddess with on going thrusts of power love balance and ecstasy.
As our genital embrace tightens my green golden form starts to vibrate a light body frequency. I am becoming light energy and with our loud moans and faster gyrating bodies my light shimmers through her body and I see her true form. She is the moon a round voluptuous life giving yoni with a seduction for creating life through connected union with any other life form. The ultimate being the sun and the form body being the sacred masculine light force being in a man.
I am close to dying within her by releasing my life seed into her and knowing my erotic status she then rolls me over in the empty space around us and continues our romp with her on top of my cock. Squeezing and releasing her grip around my dick we rock with arched backs in and out of each other. With our sounds of ecstasy growing between us with yells of yes happily escaping, as the celebration of our union growing. I look above and I see our holy hole created for our union has witnesses! At the edge of our sacred circle there are those I saw in joyful union earlier now witness to our creation. I feel their joy! I feel every joyous feeling all around as my crowning eruptions begins ascending!
I stroke her lovely rump and hips and draw her nearer to me. I feel her ass and the dripping of her sensual sweat as she rides me. Our mutual sweat drips over us both and each drip turns into a crystal that falls and penetrates the nothingness and creates another source of life energy flowing forward!
The air beneath us supporting our spiritual romp, gives way to the universal love alive in all areas of existence. I slide my hands up and down her back and then to her breasts and I squeeze her nipples with her delight. Our huge forms never leave my awareness as my time is here. With movement on top of movement of deliberate pleasure filled motions. She wraps her arms around my neck holding me in place as her pussy and awesome clit ride me harder and with more purpose. I am loving her smell and taste and our eyes lock as I pump and pump with a scream as the pulling from my penis piles high and my throbbing cock juice aches to rock all life out of me into her. I am here for her to honor her and give myself to her for her! I need to give it all to her and I jerk my sacred body and then all I have is given with loud spasms as I burst forth!
With my drops of seed inside and alive in her private gateway, my goddess yells a life force sound so fierce that it rocks the planet! All fall into mutual ecstasy as my juices bring her into her orgasmic life giving form.
In our blissful union our eyes locked her lips find mine again, and as we kiss sweetly she then breathes deeply into my mouth and as I drink her in completely our embrace releases and I fall and fall into nothingness.
I am here Great Goddess, the union is made through your yoni gateway for all life! May my seed continue to bring harmony and prosperous healing and balance to our astral system.
Nothingness......then the gateway...I'm falling into...nothing. Then...I open my eyes spent in my Baudelaire as I catch my breath, I look around my space home and think what a dream I must have had and then I look up at the shattered window making way to her golden glory as the sunlight dawns on the morning, I smile as my offering was received. My lingam responds in kind.
Yoni Gateway....
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Installment LXII: The Full Harvest Moon - October 2011
Harvesting Desire
Seek ye desires and achieve enlightenment...
This full moon ritual is in the heart of the fall season and it is the time of harvest. We will hold our ritual out doors this evening in the back of our temple building on the 20 acres in our back yard. It is a cool night and the moons glow is growing as the bonfire is lit and sage and cedar scents begin to fill the air as the fire grows!
The grounds are filling with ritual participants and what a harvest it will be for us all.
As I walk to the gazebo altar, my flowing thin gown strokes my nipples and the gentle cool breeze sends tingling sensations through my body with promises of desires being filled. I grow wet between my legs with the thoughts of how this evening will go. We are a blessing and all are here to continue to be a blessing with their bodies.
Hello all and thank you for sharing in the harvest of desire this full moon. I ask that those of you that have brought vegetables, herbs, fruit, nuts and any food in honor of the full moon and mother earth please come forward and place on the altar.
As the offerings are placed in on and around the altar, I notice the different types of people that are here to receive share and celebrate this full moon. People from all walks of life that feel this is their truth of sharing in their holy body and the honoring of the god/goddess within.
In Honor of the full moon, the Goddess in me honors the god/goddess in you all. Raise your arms high with me towards the moons growing glow and as we all raise our arms high....I continue...We lift our arms and open our hearts in celebration of our bodies as holy temples that resides on mother earth. May this full moon support our ability to harvest our desires for the blessing of our prosperous lives to continue to grow by a thousandfold.
And So It Is...
Let us now bow once in honor of the divine within ~ everyone bows. And again to honor the divine in the other ~ everyone bows once more.
I clap my hands and call to the drummers. May the drumming begin!
As the beats begin and the rhythms grow I call out to all. Now everyone! I invite you to disrobe and throw your clothing into the bonfire so that your energy will be cleansed as we receive the harvest of our desires.
Shirts dresses pants and panties are flung into the fire along with bras blouses etc...the fire expands as the energy fields of all is cleansed by the fire ritual. I join by removing my gown and allowing the breeze to greet my naked form and throw my dress into the desired flames! The coolness in the air starts to shift into a warmth from the bodies in attendance.
Dancing clapping and chanting ensues! As the fire grows to a powerful light force that keeps the grounds lit for us all to share!
As the freedom of expressions grows through our dancing the desires to unite in sexual union becomes evident. The bouncing lingams and mini kisses that pop from one to another. The railroad of colors flowing from the moon expands the colorful energy fields of those most excited! Swollen cocks and drenched pussies play a part is the desires to unite!
Speak your desires...I call out! Speak them loud into the air around you into the love vibration that exists all around us!
Dancing and movement continues as we looked into the eyes of the one we want to share our desires with and then move on to share with the next person and so on....
I desire you to kiss my lips ...
I desire love
I desire penetration
I desire to be held
I desire love
I desire to fuck you deeply
I desire to rub my body all over you
I desire love
I desire to lick your yoni
I desire to rub my pussy on your hard cock
I desire to stroke my cock and for you to watch
I desire love
I desire you to kiss my nipples
I desire to suck your lingam
I desire to give myself to you
I desire to give pleasure
I desire to massage your body
I desire to kiss you
I desire love
I desire to bury my body deeply inside of you
I desire to lick your ass
I desire to embrace you
I desire to press my lingam deeply into your ass
I desire to come in your mouth
I desire love
I desire to sit on your face and have you suck my clit
I desire to kiss you
I desire to lick your entire body with my tongue
I desire love
I desire to suck your toes
I desire to stroke your head
I desire to make out with you
I desire to drink your juices
I desire to drink with you
I desire joy
I desire to stroke your pussy with my yoni
I desire you both
I desire love
I desire pleasure
I desire you to enter my ass
I desire to be free to love everyone
I desire love
I desire to suck your tongue
I desire to kiss your face
I desire to stroke your long hair
I desire to eat with you
I desire to come on your breasts
I desire you to slide your fingers into my ass
I desire love
I desire that you all receive your passionate harvest now!!!!!!
...and on and on the desires grew and the passions rose as we shared loudly our desires for union! Seek ye desires and achieve enlightenment .... I call out!
Gaining everyone’s attention once again at the altar! I bow and they respond with a bow.
I place my hands in a prayer position in front of my heart and I turn to the North. Aroused and sweaty they join me. We offer thanks for our homes, finances and physical health. I turn to the East and they turn with me. We are thankful for the gifts of knowledge and then we turn to the South. We are thankful for our accomplishments in career and hobbies and then turn to the West. We are thankful for our relationships, family lovers friends and community. Then we turn to the Altar and bow. We are thankful for spiritual insights and messages.
I turn to the naked group thriving from the growing energy between us all.
I honor the god in all men as the Corn King and Harvest Lord Emerges! May your manhood show all honor to her earth body and be continuously blessed by your actions of service!
Let the receiving begin!
At once as if I just revived everyone with fresh air with my commencement, the connections begin.
People cover the grounds with their bodies and begin wrapping themselves around one another in unity and in connection! The heavy moans and loud sighs turn into natural erotic chants. The love making grows around me as I remain at the gazebo altar witnessing the physical passion play. My own arousal grows as the fire offers the light and sage scents to fill the rocking aching joyous rapture being created in this moment.
The drumming continues with song as each drummer and singers take turn sharing music and their bodies.
I witness the harvest of desire flowing from a lingam slowly soaking into a yoni and the bliss that erupted from the bodies in union. Another person in yoni worship as she lays on her back with legs spread wide and his head bouncing up and down and his mouth and tongue honors her pussy with passion. Another bent over a beautiful woman at her head and sucking her breasts from over her head while another is thrusting into her wet dripping pussy as she explodes!
From behind him, he grabs hold of his hips and holding him steady he slides his ass cheeks slightly wide and lick his ass wet with his mouth and then crawls back up his body kissing his back until his hard cock pushes up into him with joyous praises.
One woman has straddled herself over him and with her teasing pussy she soaks his lingam into her tight warm yoni and then pulls off his wanting cock, and then pushes herself onto him over and over with jaunting fun.
As the passions build with all receiving the blessings of desire, I look up to the moon and experience a peace and powerful presence in her form. The glow from the sun behind the moon shows the ultimate union of the divine masculine and feminine. My heart and mind opens to this understanding of true union and this is an ongoing desire of the planets to unite each month and that is why we also celebrate this time with increase desires to unite. We are connecting to the one within each other and through our loins.
My pleasure grows as my desire for knowledge expands and I look upon the people in rapturous rocking union and the grounds begin to shake as the bodies pound more onto each other. The drumming grows louder and louder as if the instruments have desires to be heard themselves.
It all takes on a growing sensation of color pleasure and power!
The group orgy of love and desire is the harvest!
The rumbling of the earth expands as she is beginning her ascent into orgasm. This causes more pulsating sensations in those involved in love acts! The crescendo of moans and yells of excitement continues. Then the rumbling expands, but not from the earth. From the sky! I look up into the sky and witness the ever expanding colors of light growing across the atmosphere!
Through the sounds of bliss as desires are met the colors in the sky seem to respond in unison with dripping hues of red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo and purple. The rainbow is growing thorough the moons glow and dipping itself like a lingam into the earth.
As I witness the colors pour it’s illuminated cock into the earth, the sky crackles and the rain begins to fall. The pouring of the rain feels like drippings of potent semen spilling on our bodies and into the earth giving her the fullness of her fruits through our body unions. As it falls the bonfire expands. Her flames responds to the rain in pleasure. The flame does not fall out, it grows! As it grows so does my desire.
I stand in the altar witnessing this miracle of nature and watching the wet bodies roll in the magic juice emerging as lingams erect their juices into the earth and onto the bodies of all the lovers and the women exposing their yonis to the full moons glow in mutual satisfaction.
I feel the crawling of wet hands and fingers along my body and then lips at my neck and pleasing squeezes at my tits as my body if lifted up and now carried out into the muddled grounds. I continue my vision quest with the rainbow spirit and see the colors of the earth sky union all around and the joys of our desires impress into our environment for pleasure and prosperity.
As I now stand in the ongoing love circle at play, I am filled with touches and strokes all over my body temple and the sensations are ever expanding and widening my need for union. As I look around and notice the unending love unions with women licking other woman’s yoni and men sucking on life rods, I bask in the glory of unified oneness as I witness a man holding a woman tight around her hips as she rides and rocks his cock into wondrous ecstasy!
And the hands, all the hands anointing my body and sending waves of delight throughout my energy centers. Then as if I can read his mind, I see him crawl between my legs as I stand and he tips his head back and up and opens his mouth to suck my yoni moistened lips. As he parts my lips with his tongue and penetrates with pleasure I gyrate my hips to join in the ecstasy dance taking place between my legs as his worship grows with his tongue licking and sucking and dipping deeply inside me. I award his gift of strength to maintain his focus between my thick chocolate thighs with squirts of my yoni juice for his blessing. Then from behind me, arms wrap around me and a thick hard lingam between my round full ass cheeks finds a home, and his dripping lingam juice add to the comfort of his stroking grace of happiness flowing up and down my ass. I smile with sweetness and then another devotee comes to my left side and cups his left hand under my left tit and commences to gentle squeezes of my breast and sucks my tit tightly. This fills me full of life’s delights and then another lover comes to my right side and cups my right breast and sucks from my portal tit and waves and waves of intense pleasurable pressure is building and soon the cries of ecstasy and rapture erupt over and over around us and orgasms springs forth from others and semen spills onto the earth for growth and bodies are being filled with potent semen for life giving energy to grow inside the wombs of those that need it.
Desire is fed and the Harvest is full and we are blessed with the assistance of the full moon and with the drippings of the rain falling it’s last few drops, his lips meet mine as my pussy is sucked and another lingam honors my ass with my tits being sucked in mutual delight his tongue makes it’s way to mine straddled over the head of the man worshiping my yoni on the verge of all truth of expression! Being held by the Sacred Masculine is my true desire! My Harvest for honoring the Goddess in me is to be held firmly and fucked lovely and embraced by the God Man as I come into his mouth and he sucks my tongue and worships my body with his heart soul body and strength!
Yes , yes, yes, I scream in my romp of joy! My explosion comes without warning and as I pump my ass and wet my pussy with my warm flood of yoni juice my worshiping yoni lovers come falls from his hardened cock and feeds the earth and then my guy holding and supporting me from behind comes all over my ass and gifts me with his powerful juice! I love it and then my nipples are squeezed and when I come my tits shoots erotic electricity from the tips of my tits and my suckers receive the energy and shoot their wands full of wonder over my thighs and onto the muddy ground, which springs forth silver light buds bouncing like fairies. Then the kissing, the kissing continues as I breathe my breath of life into his mouth and he sucks my breath into himself deeply and as our eyes open to embrace and I see his deep brown/green eyes. Something I have never seen before. He gazes deeply into my eyes and never removes his lips and tongue from our lip-lock embrace and yet he speaks to me.
“I am your Harvest Lord”
You are my Earth Goddess...I come in your mouth with my tongue and we will be one, forever! With that said he sticks his tongue deeply into my mouth and his tongue grows long and begins traveling down my throat and I scream a loud scream heard all over!!!!!
I come so hard out of my deep throat and my pussy and the flow is soooo strong it causes others to move away to make room for the flood flowing out of my pussy!!!!
Left with our embrace and the witnessing of everyone in the ritual and the offerings are made and the spent joy relaxing into sweet union they watch and they receive the last desire for us all...
He lays me on the muddy earth while my pussy continues to spill orgasmic juices and as he stands over my body he calls out to everyone that can hear him!
“I am the Harvest Lord, she is my Earth Goddess!”
With that he lays on top of me and enters my swollen womb with his 50% full lingam and with a gentle press he is inside of me and looking into my eyes and remaining still his magical cock grows inside my womb 100% and the world of earth and sky opens up in my mind as his dripping lingam feeds me, and the rainbow filled rain stops dripping over us all as the moon glow lifts us up from the muddy altar and his thrusting is witnessed as we both kiss and then yell a joy of yes, yes, yes as we jerk with orgasmic bliss and come hard one and all and onlookers cannot help but feel this pleasure and join in the rapture once again and then the colors grow and grow wider and wider around us and the light takes over the entire grounds as we escape in the rapture of desire and the harvest is full with the joys of my multi- orgasmic love with the Harvest Lord and then. We are ONE and then we are light and then we vanish in the bliss of the full moon glow. The gazebo altar vanishes with us! The Harvest Lord Desire was filled with the Earth Goddess! The Earth Goddess desire was filled with the Lord. The Altar offerings have been received and we are all blessed this full moon!
Harvesting Desire......May your Harvest continue to bless you - by a thousandf
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Installment LXI: The Full Harvest Moon - September 2011
Sweet Goddess of Mercy
an offering from: RAK
sweet goddess of mercy
have mercy on me
guide me to mountains
plunge me to sea
your every movement
is locked in my heart
i’m dreading each moment
the moment we part
part of me’s with you
and part of me’s gone
sweet goddess of mercy
take me beyond
angel of angels
hold me once more
are you but a vision
when dreams start to pour
tell me what’s real
i haven’t a clue
i’m seeing things vanish
yet i still see you
what does it take
to find a new star
angel of angels
let’s go that far
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Installment LX: The Full Sturgeon Moon - August 2011
Ecstatic Union! A Tale of Erotic Bliss
Once upon a time on a night just like tonight's full moon... I found myself in need of being in Her energy more directly. So, I decided to take a late night run in the night time heat. It felt great and with the light of the moon I felt my path was lighten before me by the glow, so I followed.
Running through the park and into a more woodsy area, I came onto a small lake. It seemed hidden away from others and could only be found by those who knew of it. It was nestled in the center and in the cover of trees and bushes, yet the trees were not to high to cover the sky. The sky view was wide and the full moon glow brightened the whole lake with shaping colors of silver and red waves bouncing from the water to the sky in union. You could see the image of the moon in the waters of the lake. I felt the lake calling me, I ran to the edge and immediately removed my shoes and dipped my tired feet into the water which felt perfectly cooled.
I laid back on the earth and just gazed into the moon and meditated and allowed the moon to bathe me with her vibration. As the ring of colors came into view I was able to bring each particular ring of color and connect it to each one of my chakras from root to crown. The ring of red to orange to yellow then green to blue and indigo to violet. Such a nice wave flowed throughout my body as I connected deeper to the energy of the moon and the earth beneath me as the lakes waters cleansed my feet. I decided to take a dip in the water. Why not, I thought to myself it's a beautiful hot night on this full moon. No one was around and if I wasn't suppose to get into this water I would not have found this lake.
I jumped up and took off my shorts and t-shirt and let my lingam fall to my thigh. I raised my hands to the moon and thanked the earth, sky and moon for their relationship, so that I could join in the Joy of this union! I could feel the wave of heat blowing pass my body and my sweat dripping freely now. I bowed and blessed my body before I stepped into the cool water. The water appeared so sacred to me. It was the right thing to do. It felt like I was going to make love and penetrate these waters. I wanted to bless my body the way I would before I made love with another. My lingam started to rise at the thought. I kissed my fingers and simply said, Blessed are my feet, knees, sex, heart and lips. Then I thanked my body for being with me, because it is my holy temple. Then I stepped into the water and dipped my body all the way in covering my head.
Aaahhhhh......As I drift in the waters I am able to connect to the gentle movements and soon feel the lakes vibration throbbing like a heartbeat around my body. I float and swim across the pond and I start to feel the waters around me caressing my body as it feels like it is literally reaching to firmly touch my skin, as if to share this space with me now. The touches are distinct and clear that it is a different energy around me. It is not a wave of water, but a sort of ball full of desire firmly stroking on me when it wraps itself to a part of my body. Like my arm and face and then over my belly and butt and legs and then sliding up and down my groin and I begin to strengthen “their” again. With each stroke I feel the desire in my body the water has for me. I feel connected to this lake, I feel like I am not the only thing penetrating the water now. I am being penetrated.
I turn over and float on my back and I notice my fully erect lingam reaching out of the water and I feel the tip of my cock stretching upward as to rise high very high towards the sky. The pulling causes my back to arch and I feel my cock control me. The waters around me slid up and over my thighs and dribble around my groin and up and down my cock with a life of it own. What in the world is this?, I think to myself. Is this a supernatural lake? Am I crazy? I feel the joy of the pulling on my cock and I start to drip out of the tip of my lingam and the water continues to seduce me into rapture. I am no longer floating but being carried it feels. I am not moving my hands or feet and I am drifting and tingling all over. The sensations from my dick well up my body into my torso and chest. The crawling of the waters over my body are like fingers stroking me in a sensual massage.
I exhale and I open my mouth to moan in ecstasy as I feel the presence of pressure beneath me and I feel stroking along my ass cheeks and the deliberate stroke of water between my ass. I embrace the sensations and reach my arms out of the water to the moon and placing my palms up, I say aloud. Please receive me and bless me with my Divine Birthright of Prosperity on Earth!
I know that in sensual delight if you were to offer yourself to the source energy, to god/goddess you can be blessed with more prosperity in your life. The sexual energy is life energy and it can bless us with more than just life in a person. It can bless us in our lives now! I say it again. Please receive me!
I continue to wave around in the water in the bliss of peaceful pleasure and then I let my self stand in the water as I hear my name being called. I look around and of course I don't see anyone. Yet, I still hear my name being called. Is it coming from the trees? The Moon? I look down, the lake? Nothing. Soon, I feel it. Hands crawling up my legs from below the water. Crawling up my ass and over my very hard dick. Sliding up my belly and to my face, he looks into my eyes with water blue eyes. How can this be possible? His lingam caress mine. I feel his breath on my lips. He says nothing. I say nothing.
He looks up into the Sky and gazes as if in some sort of silent communication and then he quietly whispers. Thank you......
I am so drawn to him. I have never been so sexually turned on by a man. I have never been with a man. Yet, I am not sure if I even view him as a man or woman aside from his lingam. This is something more! He is something more! Together we are neither man or woman in a traditional sense yet his cock is longing for me and I can tell how much he desires me. He wraps his arms around me and sinks his tongue into my mouth and when he blows into my mouth, I recognize his breath and the hot wind that flowed passed me before I entered the waters. With his firm hands squeezing my body, I remember the feel of his touch from the waters stroking me.
I pump my hips slowly towards him and raise my arms to greet his embrace. My wanting increases too and I celebrate this opportunity to be in union with this spirit man. As we kiss under the wonderful light of the moon the heat increases between us and it seems the lake cannot cool us. My hunger growing I gently push him through the water to the edge of the lake and with his body pressed against the rock wall. I lift his legs wide and up around my hips and as if I been with him before. I reach my hands around to his ass and spread his cheeks wide and I dip my hips under him a bit and slide my needy dripping lingam up into his crack and as I soak up into him he looks deeply into my eyes and says. Thank you!
His water blue eyes speak truth and I say. Thank you to him to as I thrust up and down and slide my harder than ever cock in him. He begins to bite my neck and suck on my ear and he tightens his legs around my hips as I hold him hard on the rock surface. His asshole fits me perfectly, his body is strong, firm and tender all at the same time. His kisses penetrate my body and my heart loves him. He is a blessing the blessing that I need. I think to myself. The overpowering feeling of Joy escapes from me and I moan and sigh and push deeper into him. As if it is possible to live in him at this moment I would. My desire is to be one. In one union right now! My ache for him grows as I feel the pull in my cock to come and as I sense the rise of my juices starting to flow out of me, he yells yes my love give me your love gift. And he squeezes his ass tight around my lingam and I yell and jerk my cock juice into him and I push and pump my body hard up in him and I grunt as I shake and arch and pump my love juice all into him. Aaaaahhhhhh.....the joy is overpowering! I can barely breathe and I start to laugh in my rapture and I look at him and see waves of colors in his eyes. The rings around the moon that settled in my body were the same colors in his eyes. He is one with the moon and we are in union, I think to myself. Perhaps tonight the moon is male energy. Not female. I wonder. Or maybe both or neither. Yes!
Then he says to me. We are in Union. He can hear my thoughts. We are one he continues. I am you.
I slide out of him still remaining very close to him and his body and then he reaches for me and grabs my body and lifts me up and walks up and out of the lake. He then lays my wet body on the earth and lays his body on top of mine on my back side. We drip onto the earth and create a moist bed for us. He feels like he is melting into me as our bodies drench the earth and I am peaceful.
We rest in this position and drift in and out of sleep or is it bliss. Yes Bliss.
He begins to massage me again. The way he did in the water. Very sensual. Now I am beginning to feel charged up again! I am wanting him again. However, I now have a different desire. I moan loud as he feels me. I desire him to be in me! I want him to give me his gift. I am aching and start to moan louder as his touches find there way over my entire body. Lifting me to my knees, he presses my back to his chest and lets his cock slide up between my wanting ass crack. His hands stroking my chest over my nipples and down to my stomach sends shivers. Sucking on my ear he holds my lingam in his hands and strokes me. With every stroke his dick becomes wetter and wetter. I feel his dripping lingam falling down and between my ass and I hunger for him to penetrate me more. His moans grow in my ear and I can feel his need for me. His Thank you's continue in his mind and I can hear him. I can hear his thoughts. They are not just thoughts of carnal desire. Not just for my ass. For Life!!! For all healing and love to heal this earth and this planet.
He is praying as he strokes me. He is praying for us all!!! My desire grows and with that his prayers are heard louder in my head. My dick grows with his every pump and now. Now, now, I can't wait anymore. I want you! I yell! I..., and before I can say it again. He pushes me onto the ground and slides my ass wide and for a moment I think his hot dick is sliding in wet and hard. But it's his tongue. He is sucking my ass with his lips and tongue. He is stroking my ass lips with his wet mouth and strong tongue. Inserting me in and out. Like he is eating a full course meal. My dripping erect lingam cannot take anymore as I am pressed onto the earth my arousal has reached a high pitch state and I am pumping my ass up and down and direct counter flow with his tongue to meet his every thrust into my ass with his tongue so that it will go deeper into me and I feel the joys of ecstasy rising up in me and my energy is pulled out from the top of my head and I arch my back as my cock grinds the earth as he digs deep in me and I scream out my juices into her warm wet soil. My seed plants into the earth body. I jerk and spasm as I come and he kisses up my ass and onto my butt cheeks and up my back and without another moment of rest, he penetrates my ass with his hard dick and I stretch my body up towards the moon and the last drops of my come drips into the ground.
The power of his lingam over takes me with instant joy at a very deep core level of pleasure that just continues the rocking of union between us.
His mind speaks of pleasures throughout our world though this universal love with nature and one another. A time of universal ecstatic bliss is among us for those that respond. You responded he says to me out loud. You are ready to receive my Ecstatic Union for I ache and pray and jerk my life force into you loudly!!!!
And with that, he pumped and pumped into me, held me tightly and my eyes went blank.
I dropped into nothingness and just fell into his embrace as his body and lingam pounded into me and the flow of his juices pumping up into my ass filled me with so much wetness, I felt a crawling sensation flowing up my spine and into my crown. His tight embrace pressing his belly on my back with no space for even air between us was sending even more shivers into him. His yells and growls grew and my mind was lost in the ecstatic union of us and with his belly on my back and his breath on my neck and his arms wrapped around me, we were one. My dick became hard again! Responding to his charged energy! And just then, this union of ecstasy finished with is loud yell of joy inside my body. He holds me still for a moment and breathes in deeply before he slides his cock out of me and some juice of his falls onto the earth with mine. We collapse onto the moist earth together and I turn my body around and look into his eyes and as our eyes lock all I can see, is the bright light of the moon. The blue of his eyes flutter from silver to blue in a wave like the water in the lake, and then we kiss and touch our foreheads and connect our third eye.
Our spent lingam's rests on the earth.
We sleep.
It is Done! I hear at a distance....
I wake up just before dawn, when the moon is being replaced by the sun. I am alone. Yet I am full of joy.
I get up and dress and jog back to my home.
Once upon a time on a morning just like this one, I recalled a time spent in the woods at a lake with a spirit man. I heard the call and I responded yes.
I will again.
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Installment LIX: The Full Thunder Moon - July 2011
Anal Portal Power
You may enter. She opened her arms and embraced me. Then pointed toward the curtains for me to enter. Remove your shoes and then stand in the center of the room on that red cloth, facing the altar at the window.
She left.
I did as instructed and as I stood facing the altar, I was amazed at how much light was flowing into the room from the full moon. No other lights were on except for the candles flickering on the altar.
She returns and this time I notice she is naked.
Remove your clothes and I will cleanse your aura before Goddess comes in. I remove my clothes in silence because I was told that part of my healing time during this full moon was to do what I was told only and not to ask any questions. I didn’t know what to expect from this healing session, I just knew that being able to get time with Goddess during the full moon would prove powerful for me.
I needed to release the blockages I felt in my body. I found it hard to connect to myself deeply for a long time now and I knew this block showed up in the way I made love with my wife. She deserved better and so did I. She was happy when she knew I had finally gotten this full moon time with Goddess.
Spread apart your legs and raise up your arms so that I can smudge you. She then uses a feather and blows the sage smoke around my body. Her nakedness starts to arouse me and my dick can’t hide. I hope that this is okay, I think to myself. It feels so good to be excited, but I don’t want to offend and lose my session. I just can’t make my cock go down!
Then she goes onto her knees and blows smoke at my dick and balls. She seems okay with my erection. Whew....
You can drop your arms.
She lays the sage on the altar and then picks up a small bowl. This is blessed oil, she informs me. I will anoint your body. She then taps oil onto my Feet and then says. Blessed are thy feet. My knees, Blessed are thy knees. My softening dick. Blessed is thy sex. My chest. Blessed is thy heart. And then my lips. Blessed are thy lips. She returns the bowl of blessed oil back to the altar and leaves the room.
She says nothing.
Some time passes and then, I start to smell incense wafting through the air. It smelled sweet to me, but I couldn’t tell what scent it was.
The naked lady returns and then she blindfolds me. Saying nothing to me she grabs hold of my dick and strokes me quickly to a full erection. My breathing quickly speeds up and I am becoming confused and aroused and very hot! I feel the softness of her hands and the rolls of her fingers as she has total control of my cock. Her pulling is causing me to want to rock and jerk my body and bust my juice all over her face. My dick gets rock hard and soon I start to feel the tip of my cock drip. I feel close to coming. She stops stroking.
I am pouring three drops of blessed oil over your erect Lingam, she announces. I feel the drops and then soon I feel her hands cupping my cock/lingam.
May the power of this Full Moon and the power of your Lingam hold strong your Yang energy for your healing power to be increased during your time with Goddess and beyond! And So It Is....
She leaves....Silence.
The Light of God Surrounds you
The Love of the Goddess enfolds you
The Power of God protects you
The Presence of the Goddess watches over you
Where ever you are the God/Goddess is and
All is well.....
This was a different voice, a powerful soft voice already starting to penetrate me. This must be Goddess.
She lays a hand over my heart....still....I feel her heat penetrating my heart. I want her in me! I already start to fall into her loving hands. I need her, I can tell already how powerful she is. My lingam pops up at attention again!
Then, I feel her hand move to my back. She lays it at my upper back at my heart center there. More heat pours into my body and soothes down my back. I am warmed by her energy.
Get down on your knees. I do what she says. Now lay onto your belly. I lay down and my dick has a hard time trying to adjust. Her voice is intoxicating to me. I feel the red silk cloth I was standing on and it seduces me to relaxation.
Soon I feel her breast laying on my butt. She is just lying on my ass. In the silence in the air and the heat growing in my body, I start to tune into her heartbeat. And as I tune in deeper, I go deeper into an aroused relax state.
She then begins rubbing her breast across my ass and her soft mountains tingles my ass and sends vibrations up my spine. I begin to float as I fade into her energy.
She spreads my ass cheeks apart and blows into my asshole. I shiver in response and waves explode throughout my body. Then it begins, her touching my spot. My Sacred Spot. And she rubs me there! In circles as her oiled finger glides around and up and down she rubs and generates sensations not able to be explained in my ass. The folds of skin at my asshole flip and squeeze into tingles of delight. I start to see light behind the blindfold and deep in my minds eye. Light of different shades of color as my spot is rubbed into openness. She blows into my opening again and now I feel her wave all the way at the top of my head. I shiver and exhale as my ass wants to pop up in the air and receive more.
You must surrender yourself to me fully, Goddess commands! Let me enter!
Enter me Goddess, I agree!
She squeezes my ass cheek. One and then the other. My dick hardens. I feel the drips of oil fall over the opening of my ass and then I feel her. A shooting sensation spiraling up my body and through my spine causing me to arch my back and then I feel her finger glide into me and I widen my legs for more. I start to drip out of my cock and in my minds eye I see colors. All different colors and shades as they glow and dim as the energy flows thorough me. Her penetrating pulse pushes me closer and closer into ecstasy. I see the moon Full in her glory and I am thankful. I have a strong desire to penetrate Goddess and give her my gift. How I wish that could come true. For now though, I am open to receiving her. I need her inside me doing to me what she wants!
Deeper and deeper I feel her fingers probe and with each thrust I feel unburdened. I feel free to express my pleasure as she strokes the inner walls of my ass and then pulls out to circle the sacred spot hole and blow into my portal and send waves of information into my aura. Aaahhh....I now understand why the cleansing needed to take place with the anointing. So that I could receive what Goddess has to give me. Give to me! Give to me! So that I can let go! Let go! Let go!
Freedom! Freedom! Freedom!
With this understanding comes another level of arousal and I am now being pulled up onto my knees as she fucks my ass! One then two fingers in my ass and I groan and ache for more! I want more cause I am Free!!!
She wraps her other moistened hand around my swollen cock!
Your love wand is happy she says to me! My Goddess understands my Dick! The Lingam is always telling the truth! Goddess continues. She stokes my lingam as her other fingers travel through my ass portal and visions of joy and progress float into my consciousness. I see myself making love to my wife and sending the same charge of energy into her pussy as Goddess is sending into my ass! She is so powerful I think to myself.
YES!!!! She answers...she hears my thoughts. Yes! She is truly GODDESS.
I am up straight on my knees and at oneness with Goddess as she slides up and down my cock and slip finger one and then two fingers in and out of me. I can no longer control my desire to come! I wish I could remove the blindfold and behold my Goddess face to face, eye to eye. Truly...however the energy is stronger than me. She has me captive in her power, in my ass and I just.......EXPLODE!!!!!
As I come, I jerk my body and shoot and shoot and I feel as if I am filling the room with my seed! My exploding bomb seed is filling all free area! I am shaking and coming and breathing and writhing in the splendor of my rapture. I fall to my belly. Spent...relaxed....free...done.
I am then overtaken with spiritual bliss and connection. I turn over quickly and am able to grab hold of my Goddess and she allows a hug between us! I feel the urge to cry and then instead I have another explosion of orgasm! I come so hard I realize I have to let her go to stop the seed from spewing out all over me and everything. Oh my Goddess, I love the gift of healing Power!
I fall to Ecstasy!
Colors of red orange yellow green blue indigo and purple pop all over in my minds eye and bliss resides.
I receive your gift and offer it to The Great Goddess for your Prosperity and Healing. Goddess Pronounces...
I am alone.....
The Goddess has given you the release of your portal power. You will no longer suffer. Said the other voice. She was a kind voice too. Goddess has healed you!
Some of your seed is placed on the altar for your continued healing and prosperity during this full moon. Afterwords it will be given to the earth.
Goddess Blessings she said and then she removed my blindfold and allowed me time to shower. I dressed and left. Still bathing in the glow of the Goddess and the full moon.
That night, when I got home. I made love to my wife and connected deeply with strength and slow loving bliss. She is very happy this full moon and beyond!
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Installment LVIII: The Full Strawberry Moon - June 2011
The Bliss Breath Anointing
It's so beautiful tonight on this full moon. I enjoy camping during the full moon because so much energy is alive at this time and in the woods, I feel especially connected to mother earth. I have been going through a hard time for a while now. It seems every area of my life has produced challenges for me.
I am hoping this time with the earth and full moon connection I will be able to shake off some of this negative shit that's been happening. I'm stressed out and feeling so horny I just pull my pants down right before I set up my tent because release seems to be the only way I can relax right now. I pull out my cock spit in my hand and start to stroke it hard and I quickly fill my dick with blood and my tip expands wide. I am stroking so fast I don't even have time to fantasize about fucking anyone! I just want to come. Ahhh....I shoot so hard out of my dick my body jerks once real hard.
Whew.....done.
I know enough to at least bless my gift even if I don't feel so blessed right now.
“Please receive my gift great goddess, I bless my semen.” I say out loud while looking at the moon and then to the ground that has just ingested my come.
I am all settled with my tent up now, and my small fire burning. I pop open my bottle of wine and offer some to the Goddess and then pour some on the ground to honor my ancestors. I then remove my clothing because I love to be naked and I want to moon bathe to receive her essence.
I bend over and let my ass float up and allow the moon glow to cascade over my ass crack. Nice. And then I turn and stand and stretch my arms up and wide and just breathe to suck in her essence deeply. Eye gazing sends tingles into my body as I breathe and witness this union of earth sky and me here right now. What a sensation, being alive at this moment makes all the struggles I've gone through seem a little less painful.
I then sit to meditate before I prepare my meal. Sitting on a small towel on the earth feels wonderful with the gentle warm breeze that's flowing. I sit and my dick rests on my balls and my balls rests on the towel and my ass pressing into the towel offers sensations of the earth beneath. I feel my ass is cementing me into the earth energy connection.
I start with squeezing my pc and sphincter muscles at the same time to allow the wave to grow through my body from the earth to the moon through me. Squeezing my pubic coxes muscle is the muscle that's stops the urine from flowing and when I squeeze there my cock starts to bounce up and down and when I squeeze my sphincter I just close the opening of my ass hole. This sensations creates a charge of energy flowing up from the earth through my ass up my spine and out the top of my head and into the full moon vibration.
I continue the squeezing with my breathing and just riding the wave and allowing this bliss to build. I feel peaceful and present. I need this. I have had such a hard time achieving this level of connectedness at home with so much going on. I am glad I took the time to come out in nature and reconnect. Some times it's just what we have to do. I think this to myself and wonder why I didn't do this last full moon.
Anyway, back to breathing and peacefulness.
After my meditation I prepare a simple meal and eat and gaze at my full moon companion. Enjoying the wine and food, I make sure to offer a little to the earth in honor of the full moon and my ancestors. I place a small amount by the tree closest to me. I say a prayer of thanksgiving and then I kiss the tree.
After my meal, I pull out my drum and spend some time beating with the rhythm of my heart and the sounds of the nature around me. I chant and hum and groove on my created rhythms of the moment. I look up at the moon and I can now see rings of colors around her fullness. Red and Orange stick out the most and that adds to the heat and warmth growing in me.
After my recital, I start to feel the pull again. That pull to come so hard and release my tension and I decide to try to take my time now and let the moon assist me with my self love. I lay my body down on the cool warm ground and I lay my hand over my lingam. My lingam, yes!
I just lay there still for a moment to reconnect with my lingam and then with my heart. When did I stop doing that? Shit, I think to myself, I let my issues get in the way of my own personal love. Shit. I start to stroke my lingam and let myself feel good and then I just get the fuck out of the mood. I stop. I sit up.
I'm a mess. I think to myself. How quickly I can pull myself from my peaceful place and for what? I get up and start to pace around my sacred space, and I am becoming frustrated that my anxiety is building. I start to obsess over the problems I've had in the past and why this has been happening for so long.
I want to scream because I don't want to ruin this night with my bad mood. Maybe if I just let myself come, I will feel better. I spit in my hand and grab my cock again and start to stroke so hard I quickly fill up with blood and my tip expands. I want to come so bad, I need to relax so bad, I can't stop until I come! I start to jerk my hips to make myself explode quickly. Make these crazy thoughts leave my mind! I want to come and then.....
What are you doing?! I hear....
I am startled! Who was that? I stop and turn quickly. No one is there! I look in the other direction! No one! What the fuck? I think to myself. Now, I'm really bugging.
I decide to drink some water instead and lay in my tent and look at the moon and let it watch me fall asleep. My dick slowly becoming flaccid.
I am awakened when I am drugged out of my tent. Whoa....I scream as I am being pulled. I look up and no one is pulling me! I swing my arms and kick my legs at nothing but the strength of the pull scares the fuck out of me! I am then pulled to the tree that I laid my offering next to and am then pulled to standing and my body is somehow sucked onto the tree and I cannot move from it!
Hey! Hey! Hey! What's happening, I'm screaming!
Silence....
Nothing.....
I'm naked on this tree and I cannot move! Am I dreaming? Am I still asleep and having a full moon nightmare?! I look up at the full moon and the rings of colors around her have grown. Red, Orange, Yellow, Green, Blue, Indigo and Purple pop out! I let my head rest on the tree as I begin eye gazing again and allowing my energy to connect with the colors vibration.
Soon the warm breeze flowing starts to increase. I become aware of scents in the air. The leaves the dirt and the grass scents heighten. The air smells sweet like vanilla and I have the desire to sniff and smell more. Each inhale tastes sweet to me.
Then it begins......
A breeze and direct and deliberate breeze directed at my.....at my.
What?
My dick.....
I feel a strong blowing breeze cascading all over my cock! What?!
I feel it traveling all over my groin and it feels.....nice.
The blowing over my balls increases into arousal and my dick begins to grow! Wow what a sensation and I cannot move my hands or my body from this tree but my dick is responding and it feels wonderful! A natural blow job is happening to me right now! I must be fucking dreaming!
I look up at the full moon again and continue my deep breathing and receive the joyous scents floating all around me.
Then gently my ear is blown into and I long for the kiss to follow.
I will cleanse you with my breath and you will give me your seed to feed, and all of your troubles will be gone. Give me your offering and my anointing of you with my breath will bless you.
Who are you, I ask? I cannot see you.
You know me.....
Then it begins again....the blowing over my growing lingam. The blood fills me up so hard and strong and I feel the tip of my cock swelling and dripping. The drips grow and fall to the ground as the blowing continues all over my sex center.
My legs part as the breeze expands and the sensations grow. I start to feel the rocking of my hips as this breeze expands to my inner thighs to under my balls as they tighten and fall with the ache to push all the come out of me. I start to moan in enjoyment as my blow job is sending so much pleasure all over my body. My entire body is tingling and my bouncing cock is wet. The blowing all over my lingam evolves upwards to my belly and around my stomach and with each breath comes pleasure! As the breathing floats up to my chest my nipples feel like they are being sucked by the strong breath and they become erect! I continue to rock my hips and am enjoying the rise of bliss I am experiencing.
My mind starts to go back to the anxiety I was feeling earlier and those thoughts that took me there. Oh man, as I start to remember the shit happening in my life the breath starts to increase and then those thoughts leave. Wow and then my balls all being pulled and my dick squeezed and there is no one there!
How is this happening? I think to myself.
The blowing now has grown all over my body. From the top of my head and all over my face and my arms and chest. All over my belly and down my legs to my feet. It keeps flowing all over me and grows in intensity as my lingam in fighting the urge up and down up and down and my load is growing as my cock is throbbing and dripping and spilling with heat and desire. I just let it all go and resume my joyful and thankful moaning. And let my hips rock as much as I can and my lingam flows in and out of the vortex of wind that pulls at my lingam and grabs my juice from inside of me and I squirm and push my body! As I writhe with the pumping pleasure and build my juice up to give! As I feel the tree holding me it becomes my lover too! The wind the breath the tree the ground the life and all this bliss comes screaming out of me as I yell! YES, YES, YES!
I shoot so far and scream so loud and open up so much! My load won't stop! My grinding hips pump more and more come out of my body than I've ever seen in my life! My body is trembling! I am trembling.
I witness the ground soaking all of my come into her!
I pass out on the body of the tree, my goddess!
When I wake up I am sitting on the ground leaning on the tree. I turn and kiss the tree again.
I look up at the moon and say! Thank you great goddess for your anointing and blessing.
I have received the bliss breath anointing this full moon, I am cleansed and all is well now!
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Installment LVII: The Full Flower Moon - May 2011
Yoni/Lingam Love in the Sky:
A Note of Honor to the Goddess
This month, a contibution from one of Reverend Goddess Charmaine's loyal followers.
When I see the full moon in the sky I still reach my hands up, cup it, bring it to my face to kiss and suck it. I love being able to sit naked in Service, crossed legs with balls resting. Upright torso like the erect lingam, and my cockhead aglow, attuned to and activated by the vibratory words coming thru your mouth and from the sacred depths of the Yoni Goddess!
Rise lingam in salute to the Yoni! Enter into her Sacred depths. Shine your light within the warm cave of her mysteries and together bring the revealed truths to bear upon the Earth.
I love and give my offering to you my Goddess this full moon my body spasms with relief that you share your Goddess Yoni with us all.
Happy Full Moon!
~ Love, Your Loyal Lingam
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Installment LVI: The Full Pink Moon - April 2011
Vibrational Love: The Eros of Sound - Part I
On my way to the full moon sound healing empowerment gathering. I am happy to be able to attend. It was hard to get into the group because it’s always full during the full moon. I had to get on a waiting list to attend. I am hopeful that the ceremony will help me and yet at the same time I feel so disconnected, so tired of where my life seems to be going now. I’ve had a hard time for a while now and I really need this full moon empowerment to hopefully help me gain the courage and wisdom I need to get out of this funk. I lost my job and then my lover and I can’t even come when I masturbate!! Shit! I am just feeling fucked up and I am noticing my friends don’t even want to hang around with me because I am so toxic. I feel lost.
Walking through the temple doors I am greeted by someone with a smile and a bow, guiding me to remove my shoes and place my belongings in a cubby hole. I do as told. Then I am given an agreement to sign. “Please read this and sign, if you agree and want this transformation, it is our universal intention for the sound healing tonight”
Group Intention:
A True Warrior is a Protector of The Earth.
You worship Spirit in every Living Thing.
You consume only what you need.
You remain Balanced and Alert.
Loving Life as it comes.
You allow multiple mirror reflections of self so that you may perfect your Whole Self as a Lover.
You Honor your lovers as a resource to connect to The Source which is the Great Spirit.
A WARRIOR FEELS NO SHAME!
EROS IS WARRIOR POWER!
~ Eternal Truths in Native American Sexuality
Please sign in agreement: ______________________________ .
I sign. Then I cross my fingers.
Please enter into this room and remove your clothes the priestess with give you a wrap to put on and a towel to lie on. I open my eyes wide. Do I have to change? I ask, I prefer to keep my clothes on. Sorry, I am told. No street clothing can be worn. He points to the changing room.
I remove my clothing in front of the priestess and I wonder if she is looking at my ass as I bend over and put them in the cubby the priestess points too. She then hands me a white wrap and I tie it around my body covering from my breasts to my knees. I wish it was longer. She then hands me a big towel, then bows to me and says. Follow me please.
I am guided to another room and the scent of sage starts to float into my nostrils. Upon coming into the sacred space another woman is standing at the cloth entrance and bows to me and then says I will sprinkle the holy water over your feet and then you may enter. Whatever, I think to myself. Can we get this going. My mood is really getting funky. I put on a fake smile and look down towards my feet. She sprinkles cool water over my toes.
You may now enter.
I enter. There are so many people in the room. All sitting in a circle around singing bowls drums rattles a flute and chair in the center. I look around and find a space to lay my towel and I sit crossed legged like most others are. My wrap falls when I sit and my breasts pop out bouncing and I scream and everyone looks at me and I just feel like a fool. I cover my tits and feel frozen. If I grab the wrap my tits will be exposed. If I stand the wrap will completely fall. My goodness why did I come here I think to myself.
May I help you? A soft voice whispers to me. I turn and a very nice looking man with dark eyes and long dark brown hair flowing over his shoulders reaches to me. He smells of sandalwood. I will lift your wrap for you and place it over your hands covering your chest and tie it and when it is secure for you to remove your hands you can tighten it more. How’s that? He asks. Thank you, I say. Gently lifting my wrap his scent sails into my nose and his hands stroke over my fingers as he ties the wrap until I move my hands and take over. I look up into his eyes and say. Thank you, I really appreciate this. He stands and bows.
Catastrophe averted I think to myself.
Then he walks over to the chair in the center of our circle and I realize this must be the well known sound healer. Lord have Mercy, I become embarrassed that he saw me this way and then when I notice him looking over at me, I start to feel calm and think that it is okay. I look back at him with a smile.
Thank you everyone for joining the full moon ceremony this evening! I am Lion Heart and I am your guide through sound tonight. You can sit crossed legged on your towel. Or you may lay down. During the vibrational connection you may feel the need to remove your wrap. You are allowed to do so.
I open my eyes wide at such an announcement. I look around the room at the others and wonder who would remove their wrap. I know it won’t be, thinking to myself. Then I think. I am so uptight.
Now, the priestesses, Lion Heart continues and turns to the ladies who are now topless! Will be smudging the room through the sound ceremony so that the energy remains cleansed as you all release and heal.
Now in Honor of the Full Moon. Red Wine is being passed around. Let’s all raise to the moon and allow this liquid goddess to become one with us and let the moon glow in. He raises his glass then pours some onto the floor and drinks the rest. We all do the same and the wine is sweet. I like it. It helps me relax more. Perhaps that is part of their plan as well in sharing the wine.
I will read our group intention for tonight.
Group Intention:
A True Warrior is a Protector of The Earth.
You worship Spirit in every Living Thing.
You consume only what you need.
You remain Balanced and Alert.
Loving Life as it comes.
You allow multiple mirror reflections of self so that you may perfect your Whole Self as a Lover.
You Honor your lovers as a resource to connect to The Source which is the Great Spirit.
A WARRIOR FEELS NO SHAME! EROS IS WARRIOR POWER!
~ Eternal Truths in Native American Sexual
The lights go dark and candles are being lit. As all the candles flames grow they illuminate the moonlight in this space. I start to feel as if I am in the sky. Like I am being drawn into the moon. Sage and Cedar scents waft through the air and silhouettes of naked women float around.
I see in the dark glow Lion Heart his long hair his white t-shirt and white wrap shaping his body. I see him picking up an instrument and soon the sound of the singing bowls send an alto melody through the room. How nice. I decide to lie down.
The waves of the bowls bounce in the air as he walks around playing. Each shift in sound starts to send a wave through me. It’s smooth movements travel through my body and I am impressed at how fast I am being touched by is sound. I rest deeper.
Soon the sound is over my body directly and Lion places a vibrating bowl onto my chest and the singing bowl shares it’s song in my heart. I feel the deep vibration in the bowl as it travels from my chest into my heart and down my torso. Breathe...he whispers. I breath deeply and feel the bowls vibration moving slowly down into my sex center. I start to feel a wave and a pulsating sensation as I exhale and breathe in again deeply. I wonder if he can tell what’s happening? Lion removes the bowl slowly lifting it from my chest and I experience a stretching sensation in my aura. Like a pulling up from my body through my hands torso legs and feet. It feels freeing.
He plays the bowls for a while gifting everyone with the heart connection to the bowls. I hear sounds of moaning and breathing and this brings a connection to others in the room for us all.
I open my eyes for a moment and see in the night glow the moon light seems to be following Lion Heart as he plays around our trusting bodies. He seems to be charged by the moons energy. Or that the moon is charged by is sound magic. His hair swings as he seems to dance as he moves around. Soon he slows the singing bowl song to a silence and then places the bowls down and stands and removes his shirt. Revealing a slender chest with silky hair across his chest and it flows down to his belly ending at the wrap around his waist. He then pulls a drum towards him and sits in his chair and opens his legs wide to fit it in between his thighs. I can’t help but notice his graceful ways. I am becoming aroused by him. I am feeling shy. I close my eyes.
He strokes the drum at first with his fingers making a wooshing sound come from it. He strokes and strokes it and the sound builds like a wind and I fall into the sound as my body goes into a deep relaxed weightless space. Then he brings his voice out and sings. Native American singing and chanting fill the space as his drumming joins. His deep voice vibrates with his fast drumming and I feel my heart racing with it. I float deeper into my body as I expand into a lightness that cannot be explained. The tingling that’s building up in my body causes me to feel every beat that’s coming from his drum. Every single one. Beat after beat, after beat with the ha ha ha coming from his voice I am rocking along.
I smell the sage again and as the smoke flies past me, I see deep into my third eye my body. My naked body in my minds eye. Beautiful...I feel light and beautiful. I can feel the dancing music in the air. I want to play with the sounds I’m feeling. The vibrations are so strong I feel it pulling me into it’s dream. I cannot resist my urge to touch myself. I feel light hot and free. I open my wrap.
So peaceful and yet full of quaking fire! My Eros!
I am in union with the vibrations being shared through the sound. The dream of union with the music is taking me there. I am so hot and aroused my nipples stand erect. And my breath grows! I am being caressed by the vibrations and my body is joining the dream. I feel like he’s singing and drumming for me! Around my body in my minds eye the vibrations start to take form as color. I see all the colors of the spectrum moving in and around my body with each beat and tone. They stroke me and I am rising as I feel out of control with excitement. I feel touches stroking across my face and onto my lips. I lick them. I feel the waves of movement crawling down my belly and over my yoni causing me to increase my wetness. All the way down my legs I am tingling as I sense my primal nature awaken. I see myself stand tall under the moon in the middle of the woods. A large fire burning and growing high. I throw my hands up to the moon and she sends me her waves as Lion Heart beats his drum in honor of her power! I feel my power erupt in my body and my roar screams from my throat! ROAR.....I push from my mouth and I immediately jump into my dance. In my body I run around the fire and feel the air trying to keep up. His drumming increases with me and our union locks and we send and receive through every beat and movement. I stop in front of him and as he plays he looks up at me and our eyes gazes images of one another. I rock my hips and grab my breasts and pull on my tits and ofter my energy to his! He opens his mouth wide and licks his lips and with a big smile tilts his head back and the moon drops her light energy all over him. He yells loudly and then continues his song chant. I continue my rise. I lay back on the ground and opening my legs, I lay in the butterfly position with my knees down and the bottoms of my feet touching. This helps to keep my pussy lips wide so my portal can open to receive the vibration deep inside. I’m dripping.
I feel the music is pulling at my pussy and I want to stretch it wider to embrace the vibrational cock that’s entering me.
I slide my fingers in and out of my yoni and I squeeze my pussy tight and then let the muscle relax and I do this over again. Every time I squeeze and release my pussy muscle it feels like a large cock is soaking deeply inside my yoni and each tight squeeze makes my clit grow!
I am drawn deeper into vibrational love as I lift my hips and let my fingers glide over my lips and clit with his beating. I pump and pump my hips up and soon he matches my thrusts as his beating drum becomes like my beating heart. Sounds are growing all around me as it must be others feeling the growing ecstasy like me. It gives me more freedom to moan out my pleasure as well. The heart beat of his drum thumps and thumps through me. Soon the heart of the drum becomes still and the shaking of rattles quiver in the air.
I hear her....The Full Moon Vibration. “You are entering into life through the veil of the Dream ~ A Shaman Saying.” I feel it in my body and through the veil I feel full of life and the wave of vibrations rocking through me as his rattles release any blockages of shame fear rejection and any other fucking blocks left in me are jumping out through my pussy with painful pleasure, and I am entering into a place of possibilities!
I continue to sing over her wet thriving body. My song grows as the vibration speaks! She is strong and I see her medicine magic has fallen asleep. I am tapping into her primal energy to awaken her medicine again and her pussy power responds. I remove my wrap as I shake my rattle through the air as all others here are ripping off their wraps and responding to the vibrational love affair! Aching pleasures of wonder arise as someones lips embraces another and bodies begin to connect. The scent of sex blends with the sage and cedar in the air and the love moans join in. The expressions of yes and please continue as my music sound healing continues. I travel with my eyes for a minute to notice the many have become one in wet delight. I am witnessing lips on lingams and yoni’s on lips. With hearts embracing in the mix of three or more. For it is written......
When you fine your Tribal Mate, be brave together. Follow the SPIRITUAL PATH to love your Self your Partner and Others openly, honestly, with maximum mutual respect and benefits for everyone you agree to touch. ~ Native American Sexuality
My lingam rises and falls as my pre-cum dripping slides down my shaft. I push my energy into her like a lingam through my sound healing and this makes my cock desire to vibrate inside her!
The Eros of my Sound is taking over. The fire in my cock is sending vibrations of arousal all over the temple space. The group sounds of ecstasy grows as one person starts to love another.
It’s growing and growing and now I want to reach out to her and give her my gift of vibrational love...I look at her and just then in her wild rapture she looks up into my eyes and sees my joyful turmoil. We embrace.
To be continued.......
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Installment LV: The Full Worm Moon - March 2011
Touched
Looking up at the brilliance of the full moon I am feeling the rush through my body as I recall my experience with her last month. I think of her often and we have shared our feelings of the spontaneous ritual that started our journey with one another. Her firm body and soft skin are part of me now. Her scent intoxicates me and I am filled.
I have been touched.
Planning to be together this full moon brings such excitement to me. It's so wonderful to be able to share with him again. I will never forget the way he pushed me onto that mirrored wall last month and sucked me into ecstasy. His image remains in my third eye. I have been touched.
I arrive at his place just as the dusk settles in for the night and the full moons glowing essence is starting to fill the sky. He opens the door with a smile and a bow. Hi beautiful goddess, how are you? I'm great, I answer as I walk into his space. I hang my coat and turn and bow to him. Happy full moon. We both open our arms to embrace, and as soon as he touches me it begins. The warmth of his touch travels throughout my soul and into my chakras sending waves of oneness with our connection.
As soon as she walked into my home her energy begins to charge the space with her essence. I cannot wait to worship her and honor the goddess in her. My boner is growing. I open my arms to hold her and as soon and she wraps her arms around me my breath and dick respond. And then we melt into oneness.
The stillness of our embrace brings about a peace and arousal of the right kind. I can feel the hardness in his pants. I wonder if he can imagine the wetness growing in my yoni.
Piece by piece we remove our clothing and then we walk into the shower to wash together. Stepping under the flow of the water and feeling the heat and the splash of the water flowing over us supports the erotic play our ritual needs tonight. He pours peppermint liquid soap into his hands and rubs my back and shoulders and massaging me as he cleans me he slides his wet soaked hands down my back and into the crack of my ass. He washes and touches me like he never touched anyone so special before. He is in true honor and worship and as I receive this, I think to myself how any person can be blessed by such an experience.
As his fingers slide up and down my ass, I feel such a great aching in my pussy for him to be inside me. Pouring more oil and washing my legs he turns me around and begins the travel up the front of my body.
The peppermint oil soap penetrates my skin and invigorates my body. He washes my yoni and I have dreams of him doing more. He pulls on my lips and slides the tips of his fingers up and down my vulva and then climbs up to tapping the head of my clit. My body jerks. He sees this and looks up at me with wet hair and deep blue eyes and a smile and then he kisses my pussy lips and continues up my belly and then sticking his tongue into my belly button while rising and rubbing up my chest to my wet dripping tits and standing completely erect now he looks me deep into my wet eyes and rubs my breasts simultaneously and then gently squeezing one nipple and then the other. My mouth wides. He slides his soaked hands up around my neck fully encircling my neck.
He holds me firm and forces is tongue into my wet mouth and presses his very hard lingam right between my legs as he moves me to the wall of the shower. The kiss, the kiss, the kissing grows. I can't tell if the wetness flowing down my face is from the water of the shower or from my tears of ecstasy and love.
I am touched.
She starts by washing my hard cock. I don't blame her, it's fucking hard and all over her. I want to be in her now! Her touch is delicate and firm and as she strokes my balls I am feeling her prayer of pleasure for me. Sliding around to my ass her face presses on my cock as she washes my ass and slides her fingers up and down my ass crack. Oh my god this feels so intense, I want to burst all over her face and have her suck me dry. I feel a huge load building up and I want to give it all to her and I think I will come if she continues. Sliding down my legs and washing back and front at the same time is sending tingles all over me. Sliding soap in between my toes and stroking me the way she is brings such a grounding feeling and peace. I really feel the honor she has for me.
Climbing up my body her body strokes over mine and I just want to reach out again and just pull her up on the wall, lift her up and bury my cock and soul into her. Her strokes across my chest and her playing with my nipples starts to cause me to shake and I look right into her almond eyes and she knows what's next. She smiles. I've been holding my gift just for her and she knows it. She holds me close and slides her hands around me to my back side and she then washes my back while her breasts stroke my chest.
Up and down my back she washes and her body rocks on mine and we sway together. She slides her hands to my arms and finishes her cleansing and then we rinse off together. The erotic embrace brings the peacefulness again and I calm down and just breathe my breath of life into her mouth and we are one.
I am touched.
We emerged out of the shower dripping and stepping onto the towel to soak up the water he brings out the blessed oil I prepared and we gently rub the oil onto each others body while we are still wet and then we each take a turn and dry the other off. Leaving our skin glowing moist and blessed.
We bow and greet each other with the heart salutation.
I honor the god in you.
I honor the goddess in you.
I take her hand and escort her out of the bathroom and into my bedroom. I prepared the space with candles and incense and I already have big plants in three corners of my bedroom sharing it's life energy with us. The huge window just in front of the bed/altar has now framed the moon and it's sending direct moon light onto it.
While she is just standing in silence looking around our sacred space. I light sage and smoke the room and once that is done. I close the bedroom door. I guide her to the front of the bed and motion for us to sit on the mediation pillows on the floor.
We sit.
As we sit on the pillows for meditation, I am feeling the appreciation growing in me to know that he takes this ritual as seriously and sensuously as I do.
I begin with a prayer.
The Light of God Surrounds us
The Love of the Goddess Enfolds us
The Power of God Protects us
The Presence of the Goddess watches over us
Where ever we are the God/Goddess is
And All Is Well
And So It Is.....
I continue....
We are Spiritually Whole and Sexually Perfect!
Our Bodies Know it and Show it!
And So It Is.....
We finish with three Oms.
After her prayer and our Om Chant I bring over the wine and grapes. One Chalice for wine and several grapes to share.
My body to your body, I say to her and then I feed her a grape.
She receives.
My body to your body, I say and then I gently pour some red wine into her full lips.
She receives.
I take the plate of grapes and I say. My body to your body and I feed him some grapes. To many and he laughs.
I then take the chalice of wine and I say. My body to your body and pour some wine into his mouth.
He receives.
We stand....
I place my hand over his heart and I pray. May this full moon ritual bless you and empower you. May our sacred union continue to bring the pleasure of prosperity into your life as we experience the pleasure together.
I place my hand over her heart and I pray. May you continue to be blessed this full moon and bring your desires into reality. May you expand and grow in the love and respect I have for you. May our pleasure together forever bless us.
We kiss and sink into our lips as the moon watches with colorful gazes that bounces from candle to candle in the room. The flickering lights seem to be dancing for the union that's taking place. I crawl my hands all over her body as we kiss and my hardness quickly comes back. She wraps her arms around me with such a hold that I know she is desiring me as much as I desire her.
As my eyes are closed in our frantic embrace I see her image in my mind. Her curvy sexy image full of spiritual grace flows erotically all over me. She has the ability to fill me with her love and it sinks deeply into my heart and loins. Her beauty spirit captures me and I am going to fuck her so deeply and long, I promise she will be filled with my essence and never lose the image of me in her.
I am touched.
With the glowing moon enhancing the space I am drawn to her gaze while we kiss. I feel she is calling to us. I motion to the window with my goddess and we walk over to the wide window and I open the window pane to let in the wind charged by the moons force. This wave flows perfectly over us as our lip lock embrace begins once again. Her wet hair drips as it flows with the enticing wind and our breaths soon create sounds as our moans express how we are really feeling now! As she inhales deeply the exhales with a silky sigh I find myself drinking deeper from her fountain. Soon I discover the waves have evolved with the plant life in my room bending to her every sound. The actual leaves are leaning towards us and each time my goddess shares her sounds of ecstasy the leaves and branches respond.
The tingling grows in me and my ache for her becomes more intense for me as my wand is dripping!
The moon glowing rain is showering us and this connection to the energy is extending to the area around us through our erotic connection with our spiritual body.
I need to be in her.
I move her to the bed/altar and bend her forward. She glides onto the bed and spreads across it like a fallen perfect silk wrap. I lay over her back side and kiss the back of her neck and then I lick her and suck on her skin. I need to taste her like the red wine we shared to become one. I lick her all over her back and kiss her in several spaces along her spine as I bless her energy centers with a bite. MMM...I then slide my waiting lingam up between the crack of her delicate ass and I find my way to her moist pussy. I start to go slowly into her and with my pelvic push she moans and lifts her ass up to guide my cock in. Her pussy is tight and my head is needing to prove his worthiness as worrier dick to penetrate her glorious womb. With each push my dick hardens and drips until finally I slide my wand into her warm wet juicy cave. I am now alive!
Every stroke sends electricity up my body and I tremble to pleasure as I rock my cock deep inside of her. Her warm wetness builds as I throb on her womb wall and our creamy juices blends together to continue our electric surge of power between pussy and cock. Looking at her body as I stroke I am able to witness my long hard white cock sliding from the base of my shaft to the tip of my dick in and out of her black juicy pussy. I feel very close to coming so I stop deep inside her and I move the energy to come up into my heart and allow my heart chakra to explode open even more.
I slide from his lingam and turn my body over to witness his heavy breathing with his hand over his heart. I sit up and take his tasty cock into my mouth and I slide my tongue and tighten my mouth over him while I suck and taste our juices together. He rests his hands on my head and follows my up and down stroke over his deserving cock. He goes deep into my mouth like deep throating and my gag reflex open my throat more for him to penetrate my mouth and feed me his dripping pre cum.
I am touched.
I pull him out of my mouth and stand and turn him onto our bed/altar and as he drops on the bed his dick bounces and I can see the aura of his cock showing sunshine colors flowing from his dick. MMM
I slide onto his dripping lingam with my body straddled over him. I squeeze my yoni tight around his cock so that her can feel the strength of my wetness and my pussy as I sink his dick deeper inside of me while I pray for him to fuck me more.
Thank you goddess! I say to her as she is holding me hostage in her yoni.
I rock back and forth on him and slide up and down on his lingam now finding my clit a spot to rub as we grind. The colors in the room are so beautiful as the wind is mixing with our erotic love dance and our vocals of yes and ahhh and more are revealing the closeness of orgasm.
As I am riding him he takes my breasts one nipple at a time into his mouth and this causes my pussy to get closer to erupting. And then I grind and suck him deeper with my pussy muscle and then as I feel myself about to blow. I stop and move this sensation to come up into my heart. This is a very powerful technique to do in full moon ritual. It cultivates the power of our juices and energy to be able to bless each other in a every aspect of our life. We have already experienced a surge of blessings since our last encounter last month.
She holds her hand over her heart. The beauty of sex flows through her and the light of the moon has captured her in it's aura. I see all shades of colors around her body.
I am touched.
I turn her over onto the bed and with her on her back and her legs open for me. I slide on top of her first making my way to her yoni. Kissing and licking and sucking for a moment to taste our lovely juices. I then rise over her and stick my lingam into her and with my eyes open wide and hers too. We stroke, and stroke, now in silence.
I give her everything I have inside of my body. My moans, my sweat, my energy, my cock. It's all hers as I look into her eyes and see the oneness of everything in life at this very moment. With my cock inside of her she is sharing her pleasure of me in her through her eye gazing embrace. I see what she feels. My long slow gentle fuck thrusts. My dripping lingam moistening her womb and the tingles that arrive because of that. What a gift she is giving me. Her pussy speaks to me. It says yes and more and yes and please and you shall be blessed it says the most. I know this because I see it in her eyes and feel it in her pussy power.
Oh my, we are locked into one another. He is holding me so close as our eyes meet in agreement. His beautiful face brings sunshine into my heart as my prayers are answered by his deep fucking. All I can say is thank you for the gift of his deep fucking that is all for me. He is a gift.
My body is close to dissolving in orgasm as he continues his thrusting. I think I will die now. I am close.
She is so beautiful and sexy. I must tell her. You are so sexy and beautiful. She just smiles and with that I am done. I am going to come deeply into every part of her pussy and hopefully her spirit. I will drench her because my load is huge. I have been saving it all for her.
I am going to fill you now, I tell her.
Please, I respond.
Oh my god! I push and pump my body hard on her as I jerk out all of my come into this lovely goddess temple. My body receives his gift as I pump up and as his drips flood into me the sensations over whelm me and my pussy finally erupts! We look into our eyes and see simply everything that matters in this moment.
Then we kiss......
We are
Touched
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Installment LIV: The Full Snow Moon - February 2011
The Love Journey
This full moon.....I find myself working later than usual and I am hurrying to get home to do my personal full moon ritual to the goddess.
Finishing my charts in my office I am reminded of the fullness of the moon through the big window framing the moon and guiding her full vision into the window along the mirrored wall beside me. I finish the day by cleansing the space with sage and a grateful prayer of thanksgiving to the sacred space I use. I am about to leave.
Then he comes in.....Oh you are still here he announces. (The man I share this office space with)Yes I am, I reply. I am just on my way out. Cool, he responds. How are you doing?
I am well Thank you. Grabbing my coat and going to put my shoes on. It's full moon and I want to get home and do my ritual.
Oh yea, that's right. I love the full moon, he replies. Reaching out for my hand, he takes hold of it and says. Happy Full Moon, Goddess.
I turn and look into his eyes and I see the moon in his eye gazing glow. I lift my hand from his and allowing my coat to fall I touch his left cheek with my hand and locking our eyes together. I say...Happy full Moon to you. In the stillness of this moment we continue our meditation of one another with the moon as our witness. Raising my other hand to his face I bring our third eye together by touching our foreheads. This mediation allows the at-one-ment to begin. Our eyes close as our souls touch through the third eye. Breathing deeply and slowly I let my hands fall to his body as he brings his hands to my hips we become at one.
With every breath his image becomes stronger in my minds eye. First his face then is eyes only and then nothing. Just a void filled with his essence. As I am experiencing him, he says.
This is very profound...I can feel you inside of me...Is this okay? He asks....
This is what the Goddess wants, I answer.
I see you clearer with my eyes closed than ever before, he states.
I know....
In this peaceful connection the hands start to move where our minds want them too. He begins stroking my back and I just hold him firmer as he dances strokes along my back. The strokes start to send waves of tingling pleasure that escapes to other parts of my body and I step a little closer to him and our heads rise and our third eye meditation ends as the body meditation begins.
Looking slightly up into his eyes again I see the full moon even clearer and I notice shades of blue and green around the moon in his deep eyes. Taking a deep breath into my mouth I rest my lips on the tip of his and I blow into his mouth and he receives me. He continues by blowing back into my mouth as I receive his breath and the yab yum of our heart connection continues.
I am feeling the love between us growing as the room starts to vibrate these same sensations with the moon colors floating around us. His tongue touches mine and our embrace meshes our bodies closer. I am now becoming very aware of his arousal as his lingam now pressed against my body is speaking to me of desire.
You are so beautiful he says to me. I see your full goddess glow in your eyes he continues, the moon is in your eyes with an indigo hue. That's so cool you are connected. Then our kissing continues as our bodies sway with wetness growing between my legs.
Our hands support our erotic embrace and we kiss like we are breathing for the first time. His tongue tastes sweet to me and his cock is forcing itself onto my clit right through my clothes. I slowly pull away and I place my hands in a prayer position in front of my heart and I bow to him and then I say. I honor the God in you.
He then follows along and bows to me saying. I honor the Goddess in you. Then he smiles and goes to the desk and opens it and reveals a candle and then placing it on the table by the mirrored wall he lights it.
We stand in silence and then he comes to me and he says. I believe the ritual has begun.
I agree.....
He then approaches me and slowly stroking my blouse he starts to unbutton. Is this okay....he asks. Saying nothing, I smile. He returns the gaze. I reach to his pants and unbuckle his jeans. He slides my blouse from my body and my naked breasts are exposed with perkiness. He deeply inhales. We slide his pants off and his lingam bounces to freedom and I desire to take him into my mouth fully. Just not yet though. My hunger is growing. He removes my skirt and sees my yoni lips throbbing and I can tell by his momentary freeze he wants to suck me. Just not yet though. He stands and I pull his shirt off over his head and soon we are both naked and accompanied by the energy of the moon and the candle light everything is perfect.
I slide to my knees and give him the five fold kiss to anoint his body. Kissing my fingers I then touch him with my kissed fingers on his feet and I say. Blessed are Thy Feet and I continue the blessing to his knees and then his sex center with a gentle stroke of his cock and balls I then bless his heart and then lips.
He then kisses his fingers and bends to his knees he looks up at me and instead of touching my feet, he kisses each and then says. Blessed are Thy Feet and then he kisses my knees and then when he reaches my yoni, he slowly spreads my legs and thighs apart just a little and then slides his lips and tongue gently over my lips and clit and I sway a little as the erotic bliss floats up into my body and he repeats the blessing. Then to my heart and then to my lips with a kiss that's locks our mouths together again. Now we are one and blessed and our bodies and heart start rocking and throbbing harder and harder.
He forces me to the mirrored wall and grinds his cock harder onto me. I feel his dripping lingam sliding up and down on my swollen pussy. It's as if we are going against nature if he does not enter me. Then he slides himself in between my legs and strokes between my lips with his dick and I rock my pelvis forward to support this connection and my wetness builds and I want to beg him inside of me. His hair is falling over our faces as we kiss and he begins stroking his hands through my long goddess braids and with every stroke of his hands in my hair he pumps forward his pelvis and we continue to rock in unison and the wetness fills between my legs with his pre-come and my wet pussy juice.
You are a true goddess, he announces, I want to give you my entire being. I feel so connected to you and I thank you for sharing with me.
My feelings exactly......
He glides his lips from mine and travels to my breasts and begins his sucking prayer of my tits and he wraps his hands over them one by one cupping and sucking and breathing so heavy I swear by his breath alone I will explode and come all over him. Thank you goddess for the gift of this man. He then moves down to my belly and licks over my belly and belly button his tongue travels into me and kisses me there several times as his hands grabs my ass and then he puts his head right into the kingdom of my delight. He licks my yoni and spreads my lips with his and pushing his tongue into my womb my thighs spread wider. He is fucking me with his tongue and I respond. The moon light is showering over us and you can see the image of the moon encasing us in the mirrored wall. We have her blessing upon us. My body rocks and shakes as he enters me deeper and deeper with his love tongue and then gently teases my ass by sliding his finger up and down my ass crack. I pump and cry with ecstatic joy as I am climbing the mountain top of orgasm. I place my hands over his head and guides his face in and out of me and I grind as my clit is swollen and with his tongue and pressure I move slower and slower as the focus of orgasm is growing closer I pump and start to yell yes...yes...yes...and the waves shoot through me from my clit to inside my deep deep pussy up into my heart as I pump and scream my juices out of my pussy all over his face.
He holds me....
You taste so sweet, I love that you let me drink you and be inside you that way. He kisses my lips and my pussy scent arouses me again!
I embrace him and turn him towards the mirrored wall and pressing his body onto the wall I kiss his lips then his heart and to his belly and down to his sex and then his knees and kissing his feet I rest onto my knees and then looking up at him I take his throbbing lingam into my hands and I stroke him. I pray, I honor your lingam for the yang life it has. He smiles and rests his head on the wall and surrenders to my hands. I then open my mouth wide and place him into my wet mouth and I just hold him there quietly, letting his cock receive my energy through the tip of his lingam.
He moans.....
I slowly start to tongue him and gently move my mouth to the left and then right as I cup his cock with my mouth and tongue. The motion of my head causes my hair to drape over his thighs and tickle his legs and this adds to his pleasure. You are so beautiful, he voices...thank you for giving to me in this way. I love your energy and your light goddess. I suck harder and grab his ass and now I allow my worship to include sucking his balls and deep throat him as often as I can. My heart is opening up even more and the love of my worship makes me happy. I am honoring him and this ritual is more than I expected this full moon.
For a moment I think about my stress for working so late today and I now realize this is truly what goddess wants. For a union to take place through this love journey on this full moon.
I continue to suck him and his moans grow into thankful comments and thrusts. I pull back and continue with stroking him and with my saliva and his wetness I stroke him and is lingam pulses in my hands as his hips dances back and fourth. He smells so good to me and his taste is sweet and clean. I love this. Together with my stroke and his moans he says, goddess I am going to come. Can I give it to you? Yes, give it all to me, I answer.
Thank you goddess, thank you goddess, he says as he pumps and pumps and pumps and moans and yells yes! As he squirts all of his love juice thick and white out of his love wand and I open my mouth and let as much of his juice into my mouth and allow the rest to fall onto my lips and cheeks and down to my chest like drips of rain drops blessing my body. His quivers stop.
I bless Us....”Great Goddess, Please receive his offering and continue to Bless us with our Divine Birthright of Prosperity on Earth and Healing for Us All, And So It Is.”
I stand and he looks at me with come all over my face, he says you are so beautiful, you're glowing. I know...then he kisses my cheeks and then my lips and we hold one another as the moon witnesses the worship of love.
We laugh together and then I bring our third eyes back together by touching our foreheads and breathing. In Silence the sweat and sex juices leave a sweet scent in this sacred space.
We shower.....
We Bow as we dress....
See you next full moon, He says to me.
Goddess Blessings, I respond.
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Installment LIII: The Full Wolf Moon - January 2011
Untitled
I am laying in my bed slightly tired from the night before. Sprawled out horizontally across my bed on my belly with my legs hanging off the edge. Wearing only a white silk sarong that's scrunching up between my legs begging for room or attention. I lift my head to gaze up at the full moon. Knowing it's watching my heavy breathing take me back into slumber land. As I start to melt into sleep I can only feel and hear the sound of my own breathing and the flowing sensations of my breath which allows me to drift into peacefulness. The waves of my drifting breath allows my body to float into a true flowing connection of nothingness to everything. From the tips of my toes to the crown of my head, I am breath....a portal or true relaxed pleasure. I sleep.
In my slumber my sleep is only enhanced by my tiny body movements while I pull my right leg up slightly and cause my silk wrap to press against my naked yoni and a slight aroused shiver floats up into my body. I am drunk with deep sleep and yet the energy around my body from the moon to my wrap add to my aroused comfort. I reach under to address the subtle sensation flowing between my legs and with false hope I soon sub-come to my drowsy friend. My sleepy haze continues as I turn my head towards the stream of light flowing into my room from the moons glow traveling through my space and over my body and towards my bedroom cracked door.
In my dream state I notice him and his piercing eyes and golden glow. Am I dreaming I wonder and I think I am. I am asleep right? Or is it the Veil?
In my sleeping contemplation I dream deeply of her. She is the wonder of my heart and loins and I desire to touch and smell her essence. I love my full moon dreaming because the Full Moon Goddess always blesses me with her form in my dreams during this time. I often see and feel myself deeply inside her and holding her close as I collapse inside of her yoni and give my gift of life. As I sleep deeply I feel my body spirit pull out of my skin as I lay in my bed under the gaze of her full moon wonder. My outer body sensations sends tingles of flames all over me and I float across my room into her spiritual sensual universe. She sleeps so lovingly and I love her and need her. I have never come this close to her before each full moon I am gifted with her image in my dreams and allowed the opportunity of closeness in this reality. I have learned that offerings on my Altar to Goddess grants me more connection to her during this time and in my meditations I offer prayers of gratitude though my body and during my self love. So now I believe she accepts my love and has allowed me entrance into her spirit temple this full moon.
I watch her quietly sleeping on her huge flowing bed sprawled across like a raft on water to every where. She is beautiful, a full body with chestnut skin long hair and wrapped like the goddess she is in white silk. I desire her. My body vibrates at the sight of her and my wand starts to grow in anticipation of our union.
He looks so powerful in his silence. Can he see me looking at him? Perhaps there is a Veil between us. He seems to be staring strait into my eyes but no movement from him. I must be asleep and dreaming because I am not moving from this spot on my bed while my body is being pressed to sleep I continue this dream, he feels safe.
In my desire I open her door slowly wider and walk into her sacred space. The light from the moon growing brighter as I enter. With each step towards her the light glows! I start to feel increasingly drawn to her stronger than before. Like I cannot breathe unless I am with her now and that's when I notice my lingam growing to full attention and when I look down to witness my growth I see that my feet are not on the floor. I am walking on air, I am spirit in form in my male body as a whole holy form in the presence of goddess in form. I must be dreaming.
I see him float into my room and I know I am dreaming and as he moves closer to me I feel his vibration spread across my room and slip onto my bed and tap into my body. I desire him. I slide my right hand down between my legs and I join the bundle of silk squeezed between my thighs mimicking a hard cock lovingly nestled. I place my hands over the hardness of the silk and stroke it up and down on the now growing wetness of my yoni as his golden vision joins my dreams.
He is golden in color tall long streaming brown and blond hair which falls long past his strong shapely shoulders and his lingam in hard. Hard long wide and dripping wet.
I desire him.
In my beautiful dream I allow my arousal to grow and I stroke my nice hot pussy with my hard silk dick and enjoy my dream as I press and rock my hips towards my dreamy silky lingam. My pumping sends streams of pleasure all over my body and I look up at the moon again and notice the most beautiful site. I see his image in her glow. He is in the moons energy and watching my love play and now my love prayer. I desire to be with him and bless him with my joy and the power of my yoni. These feelings grow greatly in me and now I begin to float and turn over on my backside and continuing in my stroking quest I now allow my other hand to stroke over my visible breasts. My wrap is beginning to fall away from my body and I am rising up and burying my finger now into my yoni and squeezing my nipples as I start to moan. He watches me and the moon is making this happen. I am floating in the air. What a Dream.
She is rising up and opening her womb to me and I am eager to join her yet my body cannot move from the spot it stands in. I am to just witness her greatness and revel in her bountiful spirit of pleasure. My lingam grows and my wetness begins to ache for home. Her home my life in oneness with her. I feel her arousal growing and I am being tormented by her pleasure and not able to be one with her.
Dear Goddess, I pray, let me enter....
Then she hears me! She is floating now high above her bed. Floating and then as her white silk wrap falls from her body her legs and arms spread wide as if a wind forcefully blew through. Her hair raises up and wide and the glow from the moon connects to her strings of hair as they become beacons of erotic rays charging this room with pleasurable power. Her beautiful almond eyes are wide and piering right into my entire being! She sees me.
Her yoni portal opens wide and I see her wet world open the doorway to life right before me. I am swept away by the vision and fall to my knees and I grasp hold of my throbbing cock and begin stroking it as I look up to the wet womb controlling me. The colorful butterfly walls open to the pink chambers of her sweet pussy. The tip of her clit protruding at the top like a mountain peak. The pulse of her pussy sends waves of communications to me and I hear her voice through her yoni saying, begin the growth of all life through your desire to plant your seed in me. Begin, begin, begin now with your wand of life and stretch into my force field and spray me with your essence. I will obey!
I stand and see him clearly stroking his wand in desperation for me. I look around and notice I am not on the floor below me. I have risen in the air and firmly planted in the energy everywhere. I am aware of what is happening now. I know who he is. He is the god in form that has earned my audience. He is worthy.
I reach to him and he stands and I lay back and spread my holy body and allow my yoni scent to float towards him and give him my scent which will stay forever in his aura. For I am Goddess.
I smell her vanilla scent wafting from her hot pussy and am risen with love and strength to my feet as she is floating over me and I feel my swollen love wand waiting to explode inside of her.
I reach toward her chestnut form and am gifted with her consciousness through her vanilla pussy. I slip my tongue into her paradise and I drink and suck and am filled. I feel the shivering of my cock wanting it's turn. So powerful my joy wand and I know my hunger is strong and I need to eat before I feast.
As he slides his tongue like a dick in and out of my humping pussy I am thrilled by the pulsating vibes caressing all over me as I glide into his strong embrace. His long hair strokes the sides of my thighs as he pulsates up and down into my communicating womb. We are one! My body spasms quickly as I rock and come all over his mouth and tongue! My rocking body causes my nipples to shoot strong energy waves from my tits and rings of colors of red orange yellow float into the space as I scream in my first wave of ecstasy! Now my hard filled pussy wants more! Fuck me now! I think to myself.
I pull unwillingly from her rapturous pussy and as I taste her sweetness all over my mouth and tongue pull her down to my dripping stick and lay back to guide her yoni into place onto me as we melt into cosmic union. We are one with the Full Moon She knows us! Who We Are! I feel the glow growing brightly all around as our union is met and so is the light force in this sacred space! I am blinded by the light as colors green blue indigo forms around us as she wraps her legs around my waist and her breasts fall into my face. I grab hold of her round firm ass and cup her to guide her up and down on my lingam of love. She is in my loins. I fuck her deeply now!
He fills me full of charged energy and I am excited by his strong embrace and his vigorous pumping takes hold of my body and his strength speaks volumes of life lessons inside my pussy. I know it all. I see him and who he is. She know us! The full moon knows who we are.
I am close to screaming with ecstasy again and as I call out loud to catch my breath I suddenly awaken from my sleep! I am startled by my embrace with him. He is still holding and stroking his wet cock inside of me and his moan speaks love songs to my pussy and heart. I know him. But how. Am I still dreaming?
My eyes are wide and I grasp hold of the vision of my room and my bed and the moons glow. Glowing so brightly I can barley see. But I do see. I see it all.
The vision of us in union brings forth to cosmic union of one life. We are the beginning and the ending in my pussy fuck motion on his cock. He pumps for my pleasure. My pleasure only!
We drop fast to the floor and then we are lifted quickly back up! Our sexual union brings forth spastic prayer from my mouth and body.
Allaaagosimagosticforthisispasicissalllassssummminoonorisummiummofthrossiilllism...and so this causes our forms to mesh as his pumping and breathing increases and he finds his way to my mouth and we hungrily suck the breath from one another into parallel life. The creation of the Universe.
My legs around his as his lingam lays cemented inside me he gives with his hips into me and draws nearer to explosion. My legs around him and his mouth on mine as I draw him into me with my heart open and tits aroused we thrust. Wrapped tightly around we merge and continue merging as we fuck! He his forcing his weight on me now and he lays forward on my body and I melt back as his penetration rocks us both. We are painfully fucking in the pleasures of the god goddess form and we begin the rise of our ancestors. Plant Animal Human all life forms begin here.
I am closer to coming and I pull my hands through his hair and it drapes over me. His silky firm lips caress me with sweet wetness. He tastes of cinnamon and the oak of the air. We grow.
We are growing like my dick grows for her always. As my cock sucks into her pussy world I am close to dieing inside of her. I need her blessing and as I think and feel her warmness around me, I feel the oneness of our union speaking through me. We grow.
We grow into the ground beneath us and his simple wand of life pushes his way up and into me deeply. My wetness and warmth receives his embrace as our crown chakras extend beyond this sacred space of my bedroom.
The moon calls to us as home call us in every night. Our legs branch into the earth body and we are rooted by the connection of the beginning. As I stroke up into her and our fluids blend we see all life together. The Purpose of every being! All Life through our fucking fiercely into each other we are the life we see! The Power of the Union of all Souls.
Each cock push causes me to gush more wetness and I love for the life of all through his embrace of me. I send life seed to the earth body and our embrace is the fertility needed to bring forth the promise.
Fuck me, fuck me, my god in form. I love thee till the evolution ongoing of all sacred life. I come for thee in the union of one.
We stretch into the heavens as our bodies expand beyond this space room and into the roof of this house and out into the air of this town and up into the skyward indigo realm. We are one as our ache for explosion comes near and the roots of our legs and feet have formed into her earth body and our arms shoulders and head has embraced the branches and leaves of the tree goddess that speaks to the moon sun and universe. We are connecting.
We are receiving.
We are hearing
We are understanding
We are coming......Coming for the one life of us all in this one floating space of genitals throbbing into the full moon flow of life.
I look beyond my lovers face and I see us out in the sky above it all. 500 feet tall embedded into each other as my arms are the branches of a tree as we see the life of all beginning and being. As he fills my every need instantly. We are one.
As I start my ascent into her universal womb and drench her with my come for all life to continue. I am witnessing the growth of us into this space of greatness as our bodies has transformed into the planets only signal of communication. Plant life as tree life as organs into the dirt body as the earth body as the cock and pussy juice that flows as I give it. As I give it all to my Goddess and I scream my inner fire semen into her pussy, all my joy! All my tree god life into her precious life pussy and I pump my sap into her cavern of grounded life force....forever. The Purple Sky of the universe promises to continue these waves of pleasure for us all. Look up at the Full Moon see us in the tree image through her. We are forever together and together with the Planet you can now continue. As We are one....and my lingam remains in her universal womb in continuous rapture. Forever.....
Forever.....
Forever.....
Forever.....
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Installment LII: The Full Cold Moon - December 2010
The Eros of Dharma
I awaken to the shine of the bright white moon upon me. This morning this early morning, I lean over to look at my clock and it flickers 3:00AM. Flicker, flicker it blinks and my eyes cannot focus as I turn to my window and witness her greatness over me. I always keep my curtains open during the full moon it's the best way to bask in the energy. The next best thing to moon bathing. The crispness of her silver lining starts descending towards me.
I stretch my tired body to breathe and desperately plan to fall back to sleep. The moon accompanies me in my bed as the energy filters all over me. I look at the hugeness of the moon and I start to feel the full vibration of the moons body as I continue my focus. I am filled with awe at the beautiful connection of the earth moon relationship. I decide to say a prayer in honor of the Moon Goddess.
“May this full moon bring into balance the earth healing and shared love of the people that live on her and may the god/goddess in me stay strong and wise.”
Feeling the connection stronger now with the moon, I convince myself to dream of her as I allow myself to fall back to sleep. I turn over and drape the covers over my head. I know I should close my curtains but I just don't want to block that holy glow sliding in.
I drift off to sleep and my prayer floats in the recesses of my mind as I enjoy the restfulness. Soon I start to just say a silent prayer to my body. I hear myself saying thank you to my body over and over. I am sleeping yet, I am in silent appreciation of my body. “Thank you body for being with me all these years” I feel a joy in my body spirit when I show gratefulness to my body. I breathe deeply once again and then I start to feel the joy of my words in my body and this arouses me. I keep the breathing deeply going and I turn back onto my backside and look up out the window into the moon. It's as if she is speaking to my body wanting me to embrace myself in holy body ecstatic prayer.
I slide my hands over myself and start to connect to the touches inside my body and out. I follow the root of my hunger to down between my legs and I raise my knees and sink my hands around my mound. I am quickly filled with desire as the blood rushes into my mound and I become swollen and wet. My heart beat quickens and my holy prayer continues.
“As I grow in arousal may I always be a blessing to others” I stroke and feel my wetness drip and I start to rock my hips up and down and let the flow of passion build.
As my hips thrust forward my wetness is overflowing and I am increasingly becoming more and more swollen. I stroke and stroke and then I lift one of my hands to my nipples and squeeze one and then the other adding to the pulsing rocking through my swollen mound dripping and pumping my body with aches of joy as the rapture wants to soon follow.
I take a break from my stroking for a moment and bring both hands to my nipples and I squeeze them both at the same time and then I stroke my nipples in circles to stimulate myself even more. This brings shivers into my melting mound and the desire to penetrate and be penetrated grows. I slid one hand down to my mound and stroke and rub and squeeze myself and the increase pleasure continues. Then I slide my other hand to my back side and I manage to stroke my ass hole gently and then I just slightly penetrate my ass and as soon as I go into my ass my body shivers and I start to cream all over myself and my explosion is close and yet the erotic nature of my prayers take over!
“My body continues to evolve in ecstasy as I self love and stroke my mound I rise in wetness as the blood pushes itself into my growing mound and signals my heart to race for joy, may this power keep me strong and blessed”
I am in my Dharma in my spiritual prayer time with the passion of the body guiding my words. The full moon witnesses my dharma and my kama plays a vital role. My Kama is my desire as I ache to come and I stroke to pray.
I continue my love play with my ass and as I am close to exploding I just feel so much more joy as I am loving how good I am fucking myself. I am rocking my body stroking deep in my ass sliding my hand on my mound and pumping my body full of fucking pleasure! I am at one with my spirit and my sex and it is good. God and Sex are One and I am one with it in this full moon glory! As the moon goddess washes her vibration over my body as I show her all of me.
I jerk my body with the joy of orgasm and I start to scream as I come! I force my finger deep into my ass and this causes me to come harder. Shit Fuck, oh my god, I love it! I fucking love how I am feeling, shit can I come any harder any longer? I slide my finger out of my ass and I continue the last few strokes over my mound and pump out the last drops of come from my body.
I lay still with the silver moon as my audience. In my rapture I see myself going through my day. This day that has come and I see myself being the Blessing that I pray I will be to others and I also see that I received the abundant life for it.
This is my Dharma, this is my Kama. Spirit and Desire are one that is the Eros of Dharma!
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Installment LI: The Full Beaver Moon - November 2010
Kama
She is the light inside of me and I will insert my desire into her and we will become one as we were originally. This full moon is my time to merge into her being and to live in KAMA for a time. KAMA is our original life force energy. KAMA is desire and it was desire that created this world and us. We continue to honor Kama every full moon by honoring the god goddess in her as me and my desire for her during this sacred full moon ritual will form our bodies into one and we will be released into the original Kama life force. My lingam in her yoni will go deep into her wetness and bring forth the joy of ecstasy and I will die inside of her for life.
He is the light inside of me and I will surrender my vulnerable pleasure and I will delight in his erotic prayer and worship of me for oneness. It is his time this full moon to worship in KAMA and bring forth his strength and submerge his godhood into my wanting yoni for life.
In the beginning was sex, and sex was with god, and sex was god ~ The KamaSutra
My bedroom is filled with flowers and candles and scents of rose and sage. I have bathed in a spiritual bath and rubbed my body in rose oil. I chanted yoni – heart, for eight minutes as I wrap an Indian red silk sarong around my body. I am now Kama.
I enter into her sacred chamber, dimly lit in a red hue. The full moon glow flows through her windows and gentle colors of red and orange with indigo and purple pops in and out as witnesses to our KAMA.
My dick quickly responds as I see her warm eyes gazing at me as she lifts her face to me and with a gentle shift of her body her red wrap reveals a nipple once being caressed by her garment now lay exposed for me to taste.
Without saying a word I approach her and we both great one another with the “Heart Salutation” our hands in a prayer at our hearts and looking into the eyes and as we gaze we bond our souls in union. I see myself in her eyes and I am sure she can see her image in mine.
We bow....
I then been down to my knees and kissing my fingers I anoint her body by touching her feet and saying
“Blessed are thy feet”
Blessed are thy knees”
“Blessed is thy sex”
Then standing....I continue
“Blessed is thy heart”
“Blessed are thy lips”
As I move my fingers from my goddesses lips, my kama for her grows and my whole body starts to vibrate in anticipation of pressing my wholeness onto her. I embrace her and we touch our foreheads together in another show of honoring the god/goddess in each, and I smell the scent of rose coming from her hair and I slide my face towards her neck and sweetly press my lips firmly on the nap of her neck and as she floats her neck back accepting my kiss, I motion her to the window where the moon is our audience and her full moon glow is adding to the sensations between us.
I have her tightly pressed against the window and the glow around her face from the moon shows her hot red aura expanding and my desire throbbing in my pants as our mouths press together expands. My kama is the point and my purpose is to worship her body with my desire, to be inside her and at one. As I dream of the moment my dick is in her pussy I feel my dripping slipping from the tip of my cock. With our tongues embraced I manage to slide my clothing off peace by peace without disturbing our pressed kiss. She taste so sweet.
I honor the goddess in her, I desire her.
My lingam falls onto her silk wrap and for a moment the silkiness impersonates her yoni.
KAMA
As we stand, I feel the weight of his body on mine and his arms around my shoulders secure me and I slide my hands down his back already starting to sweat and I trace it to his ass and I hold him firmly there and press his hot cock onto my yoni mountain through my red wrap. This pressing against my yoni causes my pussy heart beat to speed. His body has purpose and his purpose is me. I see myself in him and I will allow his message to speak aloud in me.
My sarong feels wet against my thigh as his lingam juice drips like wanting tears with desire for entrance into my womb.
As we grind together the pressing on my womb wall causes my clit to grow and I feel as if my first burst is on the horizon. I hold him close and breathe.
As I move deeper into her thigh our muscles rub harder together and I hear her breathing rise. Her hands guide my ass into her deeper and I feel the tip of my cock onto her clit as I rub her and I feel myself desiring to explode, but I will not. I can tell she is riding my wave to her bliss and that is my purpose and desire in kama.
To please her.
I tremble as I come closer and closer to my throbbing rapture and I now slide my wrap out of the way and slightly spread my right thigh to give just a little space for his complete pelvis to rock harder on me. And it works! My slight opening causes a gentle breeze from his thrust on me to send a wave into my womb and my clit to throb and I breathe in deeply and then exhale a loud rocking yes!
And I jerk in joy!
She slides her wrap to the side and open her leg and I fall deeper into her womb space and a burst of breeze spills from her pussy as she opens wider and this pulls my penis closer into her. I want to force my cock into her pussy and make myself one in her, but I hold steady onto her for her joy. She presses me harder and with a vibrate and shutter my goddess yells out a YES! I feel her juice fall onto my lingam and I love her deeply with my desire.
KAMA
I pull away and look into her eyes and slide my tongue into her mouth again to taste her saliva and receive her energy. I then pick her up and carry her to the bed altar and lay her on her back and begin kissing every single inch of her body and slowly stroking her with gentle strokes to firmer whole hand stroking for her to know I want her safe relaxed and desired!
KAMA
The moon glow dances with my movements around her holy body. My kama grows as I worship her. Her every breath and movement causes electrifying surges to push through me. It's like I need my fix of her so bad. Oh my Goddess I desire you! I slide my face over her breasts and slide my wet lips over her nipples, one tit at a time and with a gentle bite called a point bite, I desire her.
KAMA
I slide down to her belly and kiss her at her second chakra and lick her belly button. She moans. I then glide my face to her temple space and I drink in a deep inhale and smell her rosy pussy scent and feel my heart and cock race and rise stronger. I smell and take her into my kama and I see colors of all shades and we energetically connect deeper. I then slowly rise from her holy doorway and reach to the altar by the side of the bed and pick up a small glass bottle with blessed oil in it. I arrive in between her legs again and then slowly drip three drops of oil on her clit, lips and opening. Then after placing the bottle back onto the altar, I massage her yoni lips and pray for her prosperity and power in her body and in all things she chooses to do. I then fantasize about the moment I slide my cock into her wet heaven. I slowly and firmly slid her lips between the my fingers one wet lip at a time and then rub my whole palm over her entire yoni and squeeze her tightly and she moans and rises her hips in unison to my desire. I then slide one finger into her opening and circle inside her inch my inch deeply in and sliding close to her opening, giving her reflexology for inner balance. In and out of her pussy I glide and with one finger and now on her clit and it grows big again and the pink of her clit pops out at me and I bend over to suck and give her love and pleasure with a purpose.
This is my kama prayer for her.
I move slowly from her inner chamber and then turn her over onto her belly and then begin again kissing her strong silky skin. Holding onto my desire to push my lingam hard into her pussy and burst. I stroke her gently and then firmly and I then use my face and caress her with my nose as I continue to drink in her scent with my inhales. I slide down her back and make my way to her ass and I slide my tongue down her ass crack and make my way to her butterfly in the center of her buttocks and I kiss and lick her sweetly. My goddess squirms and my body aches for her more and I eat her with a great hunger and make her ready for my embrace. I hear her breathe loudly and continue her sounds of ecstasy and I now know it's time. Her spirit will allow me in. My KAMA has earned her.
KAMA
I crawl up her backside and begin kissing sucking and biting her neck and spread her thighs apart for my form to fit and I slide into her own wet wonder and penetrate. As I do I breathe so loudly and call out my baby's name. I fall into her pussy and it feels like there is no bottom just wet firm bountiful tight space holding me and pulling me all at the same time. I stroke and stroke in and out of her lovely opening and breath in unison to her. She is my focus my desire my life.
KAMA
I continue my target strokes for a while and I rub my hands up and down her body with matching kisses on her neck and back. My cock rocks inside of her pussy and she starts to match my thrusts. We lock harder into one another and our embrace knows no separation. We are one.
KAMA
My body rises up and I hold her hips in the palms of my hand and the sweat builds and drips onto her and this adds to the lubrication in our lingam yoni dance. Her moans and permission of our union allows me further connection into her source. I love fucking her and she melts into my hands and gives me her all. I desire her with all of my energy and focus to pleasure her for my chance to die inside of her. I am deeply within her being now and all I see is her and she is all light. Her wet pussy pounding on my cock and the smashing sounds grow with the pushing of my body deeper into her. I rub one of my fingers at her ass hole and slip in and out of her ass and she squeezes her ass and pussy muscles every time I dip into her and this causes my cock to spurt some more juice out of me. I'm close to releasing myself and giving it all to her. So close!
Gripping tightly around her ass and pounding and fucking her so hard now we both start to yell like wild animals in the woods slamming against the trees and dirt while we devour each other. The moon glow has now sent sprinkles of colors in our sacred chamber. They must be fairies witnessing the beginning of creation.
I arch my back and raise up as he pounds into me. I wrap one of my hands on his and support my body on the bed with the other. I am about to explode and I feel his swollen lingam pulsing and throbbing and we are close.
Give it to me! I yell, you are mine, Give it to me! With a loud yell he bursts his love juice all inside of me and with the feeling of his come filling me up inside his dripping offerings send surges of energy and I expand my pussy and come hard onto his cock and we shake and rock together. As my body continues to throb I feel empty and full at the same time. Expanding into all space and going no where. I feel him floating inside of me his throbbing still pounding loud his dick sending me signals of life. I see him, I see the light. I desire to die and to live. It is the same.
I explode into her and my purpose and desire fulfilled. I feel my juice filling her yoni full of my life source. She is my desire, my cock stays hard for her and I fall into her space and I see only her and I see only me as her. I am right here in her and yet I feel no where and every where. I desire to die and as I fall my sweaty body on her back side. I breathe my last breath and I am gone.
Dripping my last bit of gift into her. My semen of all life I give to thee. I desire you. You are my original source. And with my next new breath, I see.
Seeing only light only colors only the desire only.
KAMA
KAMA
KAMA
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Installment XLX: The Full Hunter Moon - October 2010
Tantric Thoughts
This month, Reverend Goddess Charmiane offers some
food for thought from noted tantric writers and philosophers.
Where there is ecstasy, there is creation;
Where there is no ecstasy, there is no creation.
In the Infinite, there is ecstasy;
There is no ecstasy in the finite.
~ Chandogya Upanishad
My Vineyard is mine to give; My fruit is mine to give
~ Songs of Songs
When my Beloved returns to the house, I shall make my body into a Temple of Gladness.
Offering this body as an altar of joy, my let-down hair will sweep it clean.
Then my beloved will consecrate this temple.
~ Vaisnav Baul Song
The Door to the Lover's Heart is opened by Enchantment.
~ Tarot Sutra
When there is only worldly enjoyment, there is no release,
and when there is only release, there is no worldly enjoyment.
But both worldly enjoyment and release are in the palm of the hand
of those who are devoted to the higher being.
~ Kaularahasya
If you don't know the way of intercourse,
partaking of herbs is of no benefit.
~ P'eng Tsu
There are so many positions of love: Each curve on a branch,
the thousand different ways your eyes can embrace us,
the infinite shapes your mind can draw, the spring orchestra of scents,
the currents of light combusting like passionate lips,
the revolution of existence's skirt whose folds contain other worlds,
your every sigh that falls against his inconceivable omnipresent body.
~ Hafiz
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Installment XLVIII: The Full Harvest Moon - September 2010
Chapter 4, Verse 22
Please enter through the drapes, she guided me. Remove your clothes and put on that robe and come back to me and I will take you to her. It was a nice cozy room with very low lighting and candles glowing everywhere. I really needed this blessing this full moon and I was happy to be able to get time with the goddess on this full moon night.
I undressed and put the burgundy terrycloth robe on as directed and left the cozy space I was in.
As, I walked to the priestess waiting for me I could see all around so many other cozy rooms all flickering candle glows and soon I became aware of the scents of sage and cinnamon floating in the smooth air. I followed the priestess into another larger room and as we both enter she turns to me and bows towards me and says,This is the “Goddess Chamber” and she scans the room with her hand outstretched and as I gaze upon the space I see a four by 6 foot wide plush bed in the center of the room. I see huge pillows about the walls with flowers placed around them. I see statues of Kali Nut Isis and God Osiris placed on different altars.
I see Ochun and Chango in sexual union on another more spectacular separate altar lit by a huge four foot candle adorned with fruits, wine, and a large bowl of water. This particular altar stands out to me because on the altar I see a large mirror behind the statue as wide as the four foot candle and holding the image of god/goddess in it - and from it I see another image, a glow, a powerful fullness of light shining from the mirror and as I look closer my eyes are lifted upward and I see the indigo moon showering through the wide open glass ceiling showering the room with dark creamy warm energy adding to the vibration of this chamber space.
The priestess bows again and leaves me alone.
Remove your robe a voice speaks from one of the corners of the chamber. I do as instructed. It drops to the floor. Now walk over the altar and stand in front of the mirror. I continue to obey. I see my reflection in the mirror and I can still see the moons glow above.
Now place your right hand into the bowl of water and leave it there. I put it in and I notice the water has more than just a wet water feel. It feels like there may be oil in the water and I also feel and see at the bottom of the bowl of water rice. Hard rice sits on the bottom of the bowl.
Now remove your hand and brush the water over your feet. I do so.
Now put it back in the water and continue to your knees. I do so.
Now over your Lingam. I do so.
Your heart center. I do as ordered.
Then drip the water over your lips. I wet my lips with the water and I also now taste orange on my lips and parts of my tongue.
Now, your cleansing is almost complete. I cannot come towards you until you are cleansed and aligned.
Now place your hand back into the water and mix it up some more to get more of the orange oil over your hand. I now drench my hand and swoosh it around and let the oil melt over my hand making it greasy.
Now stroke your lingam for me and get it hard and let me see.
I turn away from the mirror and altar and focus where the sensuous voice is coming from and I grab hold of my already growing cock and I stroke the creamy orange flavored water all over it.
I spring hard and strong in seconds and my touches over my dick causes the water to flicker onto my legs and feet and I feel even more aroused by this. Soon my pre-come is flowing from my tip and I start to wonder how far my goddess wants me to go with this.
Keep stroking, she directs and I can only comply. Don’t give me your gift just yet but get it close and let me hear your breathing. I start to moan for her and as I do I feel my balls drawing up into my groin and all I can think about is wishing I could insert ever so deeply into my goddesses pussy. I look up to the open ceiling and I feel as if the moon in vibrating with my gyrations and I feel a wave of energy pulsate through my body. I moan even louder now as I feel the shooting sensations start to rise out of my dripping cock.
I’m going to come. I’m going to fucking come! I think to myself.
Now, stop and place your wet hand over your heart center and let your inner fire crawl up your spine and into your heart. Do this for me now. Goddess Commands me.
I place my wet pre-come dripping hand over my heart center and the shooting tingles fly up my back and cracks sensations of pleasure into my heart. As I look up into to dark moon glow I see waves of colors spilling forth from the full moon dick. It’s like the moon is coming all over me now!
I yell in rapture as the flow of energy from the moon comes all over my body in hues of red orange yellow green spurts and pleasure fills up a huge bubble of ecstasy around me while more intense colors of blue indigo and purple passions melt me.
I tremble in this blissful space and experience a happiness and oneness that is hard to explain.
As I start to calm down I see her emerge from the corner chamber as if she is being born again. She comes forward face first from the dark womb of this chamber and opens wide her almond shaped dark eyes high cheek bones and full red lips. She is golden brown with curvy full round hips, thick thighs and a shapely waist. Her breasts are firm with perky nipples that my mouth starts to water to worship. I feel instantly in love with this woman. What’s happening to me? My draw to her goes deep and I feel obsessed to touch and smell her.
As she comes closer I move to embrace her and as she allows my embrace my cock grows hard again for her and I long to be inside her yoni and at one with her. Her body is smooth and just a touch cool. We are sealed by the wetness from my chest and she looks into my eyes and I am transfixed instantly in them and I see myself in her eyes and I see our union in that moment. The ultimate oneness is soon to come.
You are cleansed and aligned now and you are for me. You will be blessed fully in your life when you give me your gift. Prosperity is yours! She promises.
She then licks my nipples one by one and my lingam bounces, she sucks on the wet orange juice drying on my chest at my heart center and then takes hold of my throbbing cock.
Looking at me deeply she asks.
Whose cock is this?
Yours my Goddess!
She pumps my cock a few times then glides her hand up to my heart.
Whose heart is this?
Yours my Goddess!
Then she says…”I honor the God in you”
Lie on the altar on your back and wait for me. She leaves.
I go over to the bed and lay there and as I am still in this silence I feel my body expanding and extending out of this room and up into the moon that just joined in my soul sexual body. I am feeling the air outside and the warmth is this space. I am feeling her heart beat and I am merging into a wholeness with all that is.
My dick is still hard.
Women enter into the chamber and circle the alter bed. They do not speak and I take that as I should remain quiet as well. There are six priestesses around me and they are all holding hands and just looking at me and stroking my body with there eyes. I feel close to coming again.
My dick and my heart start to race and bounce and I now start to feel their energy field entering into oneness with mine. I now see that I have the ability to expand further in my aura and my arousal is the actual forces making this happen.
My pleasure is power!
My Goddess comes back to me and enters into the circle and stands at the head of the altar and she is holding a book.
From The Holy Body Bible she states:
Chapter 4 Verse 22….
And behold the god man in form and take from him his seed as gift to the goddess in form. This union is the Sun and Moon Union also known as Ochun and Chango and will spring forth the wisdom of erotic bliss as the true nature of human oneness and prosperity. All human erotic bliss union can spring forth this wisdom when one holds chango and one holds ochun spirits.
Then she places the bible by the bed and then bends and kisses my forehead.
Then the priestesses start to chant the names Ochun and Chango over and over silently building the volume.
Goddess climbs onto the alter and crawls in between my legs and says.
We have the promise of Chapter 4 Verse 22 as Ochun is my goddess spirit and Chango is yours which is why you were chosen to be with me this full moon and give your gift. She continues. Your obsessed desire for me is because you posses the chango spirit and Ochun and Chango are passionate lovers that bring pleasure and prosperity onto the earth being body for us all. She kisses my lips. Then slips her tongue into my mouth and I quickly wrap my arms around her body and suck all of her breath and saliva into my mouth and I can’t get enough of her into me. Inside of me it’s as if she is life itself!
I feel the pulling in my aura again and I am expanding even further, each boost of arousal that pulsates from my cock and up my spine extends me even more.
We continue to kiss and suck on each others tongue. She feels so open to me and I start to feel the wetness between her legs as her joy is expanding too.
She pulls from my lips and slides down to my heart and kisses my chest then slowly down my belly to my rocking lingam and she blows over my wanting wand and her breath seeps into my tip hole and I gyrate upwards and then she slides her tongue over my tip and I respond with a jerk up this time and my ache builds for her. Goddess then moves to each knee with a kiss and then to my feet. She is honoring me, honoring my godhood.
What a Goddess!
Then the priestesses come over to us and join in by gently stroking me all over where my goddess is not touching and these sensations travel all over and support our erotic union. My legs are spread apart as my goddess crouches over me and says. Your portal must open up for me so that your gift is strong and full of life. She slips over my cock dripping of pre-come and slides down my shaft with two good sucks on my balls with her hot wet mouth and then slides a creamy firm finger up my ass. I continue to spring forward.
What a Goddess!
Slowly in and out in and out of me she glides her firm little dick and I widen for her and energy just keeps flowing out and up my body as my auric field feels as if I am shooting to the stars right past the full moon witness. As I feel my swelling building I see my golden goddess cradling my lingam like it’s a new born lover. She is just as transfixed on me and I am to her. As my cock is filled with so much blood that is it larger than I’ve ever seen it in my life is about to erupt all over her face she reads my mind and pulls her little lingam from my sweet melting ass and climbs her cinnamon body on top of my wanting deserving member.
As soon as she slides me into her yoni we both breathe deeply in unison. We look through the darkness, through the candle lights, through the indigo moon and I see her and she sees me.
I love you!
I love you!
I love you!
She just sits quietly on my lingam and places her hand on my heart and one on hers and then it begins!
I feel a trembling building in me and I cup my hands on her thick round hips and hold her up with my strong strapping body. I am her god and I can support her power.
I want to pound her and blow up inside her lovely goddess womb. I want to give my gift!!!
She says softly….
I am praying…
And I hold still while her wet pussy drips over my cock and with hands held on hearts….she prays.
Then one of the chanting priestesses rises from the group massage and goes to the Ochun Chango Alter and picks up the wine and pours it over the statue of the god and goddess is sexual union.
At once my eyes are widened and I see bright red to orange to yellow to green to blue to indigo and purple light. Like the rainbow streaming through my mind and I see her eyes also and I look to her and I can tell she is seeing the same vision. Then she begins her music. She rocks me with her moist yoni and I can feel the swell in her clit ride on my mountain. We rock together and I rise up to suckle her sweet perky tits one at a time between my lips and teeth. She moans for me and her sounds only make me erupt faster and I begin to pound up into her and hold her heart close to me as I suck her. My ass is open and I feel surges of power moving from my kundalini into my crown and this shoots from my head into her crown and down her body into her pussy and she starts speaking in tongues as she is wiping me with her powerful pussy.
She is speaking of the oneness of life in her tongue dialog. The union of sex and creation of all things on earth in her dialog and how chango found ochun or is it that ochun found chango and they were made the connection for the earth being and us humans to grow in prosperity through sex.
Then out of no where the priestess pours wine on top of us and I taste the oak liquid and gasp as the wine activates a connection the to statues and us and we are in the statues and I see myself on the alter with my love goddess and we are holding the vibration of all sexual soul lives on the earth being planet for prosperity.
We are fucking and enjoying and rapturous energy and I look up from the alter and see all life gazing on our union and receiving the blessing from it. This is the image I saw in her eyes at our first gazing this evening. It is true and then I can see myself on the bed alter and looking over at the altar I see our image in the mirror and my goddesses round rump ass pounding up and how and I see her sweat dripping down her back into her ass crack and I slide my hands down there to feel her wetness and her ass opens for me to sneak and dip in with m finger then oh my God….I’m coming in my loves body and oh my Goddess she is screaming her come juices all over me!
The volcanic eruptions explode in us both and she is spilling out of her mouth with wetness from her tongue and I take her face close to mine and drink her saliva and she taste and smells so good and then I take in her essence. I see her…this woman her spirit being as a little girl and a young lady and as a goddess… she gave me her soul. I am still dripping in her.
I look up into her almond eyes and I see what she sees……
All of me…………
She has my gift……….
She is pregnant this full moon with life!
Prosperity will be for us all…
Chapter 4 Verse 22
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Installment XLVII: The Full Sturgeon Moon - August 2010
The Great Naked - Part II
As I am floating into the melted creamy dirt, I am filled with the passions of the other holy ones giving and receiving in their erotic rapture. Screams and joys of ecstasy float in the air and I am imagining what a wonderful site it must be.
I am here, I am First Father!
I am here, I am First Father!
I hear his call and I acknowledge him in kind!
I am here, I am First Mother!
I am here, I am First Mother!
Then I feel my legs spread apart and his hands crawl up and along my body. I feel the heat from his skin and his breath is growing. I run my hands along his back as he crawls over me and his dripping sweat becomes one with mine. I don’t know who this man is except that he is symbolic First Father. What an honor. My arousal is growing to its peak and the sounds and moans around me state that there is no end in site.
Soon I feel the energy of a circle around me with soft chants growing as first father grinds his hard cock along my inner thighs.
First Mother ~ First Father is the ongoing chant hovering around us in support of the first union of the creation.
First Mother ~ First Father
First Mother ~ First Father
First Mother ~ First Father
As his hard sweaty body curves himself around me I feel the longing in his lingam for my first mother yoni growing.
His muddy mouth finds mine and we embrace with our tongues and his body finds its fit on mine.
As we enter into one another deeper with our wetness and breath the memories come forth from my mind. The reason the how of first Mother first fathers union of creation.
With each thrust of his cock in my pussy the memories live on and we will never forget.
First Mother First Father
He slides his cock into my wanting pussy and my nipples rise to meet his chest. I feel penetrated deeply although it’s not all from his cock. My hands grasp at his waist as I support his rocking ass and thrusts in me.
I desire…..
My nakedness is covered in the wet mud and the rain has long since stopped and now the blue light of the full moon sends shivers of cool breezes upon us all.
I hear the orgasms of others and the joys of pleasure coming from others. They are charged to continue giving in this way to honor first mother and first father for all life comes from these erotic portals.
His thrusting grows faster in me and my clit starts to find its place on his hairy mound. While the extra sensations fill me with alternative pleasure the moans growing around us fill the air with sensational desires of needs being met. The moon is spectacular in her response to us and the heat has dried the grounds to a secure mattress beneath us and my meshing into her earth is becoming the altar bed needed for such ground shaking cock raising pussy fucking happening in this very moment.
We are one in the creation of all life. Verse 4
I am riding his lingam into ecstasies built for a goddess and his cock is strong in holding onto my tight drenched yoni and sending shivers of pre-come filled juice into me.
My desires evolve as my vision opens into seeing the original creation of all life on earth through first mother and first father and these images flowing through me entice my body to act out the joys of giving life over and over again as my arching back causes my pussy to pump back into his body and send him shivers of strong love and visions of passion filled truth.
This revealed erotic truth extends beyond our mutual love to the onlookers and they are responding in kind to the mutual visions and joy that has come from within us. Then suddenly as if pulled into oneness with the moon earth combination the men all begin to bring their erect lingams into the earth dirt ground mound and pound their cocks into the solid earth mush and grind and stroke their dicks into orgasms with screams as they come into the earth ground and leave their sperm for reproduction into the vegetative life that will spring forth.
I suddenly pull my first lover from my body and push him onto the earth and climb my body on top of his on his backside as if I am the man, I grind on his back side and allow my clit to grow like a cock with pre-come flowing into his ass from my pussy. He is opening his ass to receive my glow and melt into the earth’s vibration.
The light of the moon envelops us both as I remove my blindfold and behold the surroundings of lovers spent and lovers abound in glorious rapture and those witnessing my encounter and those falling into the earth while giving their juice of life.
This is a glorious moment in time this full moon I think to myself and as my heart opens the scent of first father pulls me deeper into desire for his flesh. I kiss the back of his neck and I slide down his back removing the earth from his body, I scroll down to his butt and reveal his ass cheeks and press my breasts onto them sending my heartbeat of passion and love into first father as I am sure he is receiving my signal.
I then slide open wide his ass and find my way to his butterfly door and lick my tongue on his opening and slide up and down on is ass crack with a hungry cause of need entering me. He raises his ass in agreement of my choice to orally bless him and I continue to bury deep into his ass crack.
His moans of pleasure grow as I deeply penetrate him and the cheers of love flowing from the holy ones in attendance grow into passions building within me. I suck him into me and fill me need of his taste on my tongue.
I then crawl up his backside once again and smell his hair and kiss his neck and shoulders once more.
First father then turns over and forces my pussy onto his lingam and I immediately ride his long cock song into a dream land of ecstasy as I writhe in the delight of his smell taste and body and bring myself into oneness with all life before us! And together at once we sing, together at once we rejoice, and together at once we release.
I release my wetness onto him and it spills all over him and onto the earth and his yes and screams of joy squirts into my yoni and drips fully into my womb and continued visions of love and prosperity evolve for us all through his joyous pumping come exploding into me!
Into my life…into my body…into
The Great Naked.
And so it is...
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Installment XLVII: The Full Buck Moon - July 2010
The Great Naked - Part I
I prepare for this full moon ritual through my personal self love time. I am happy to begin the sacrifice into death through honoring the one that birthed us all here on earth.
In the beginning was the formless and the body were made one with this formlessness and I therefore created you! First Mother and First Father in form, and I gave you life in your holy body and I created all life in various and vegetative natures and forms were created by me to evolve and generate from the Great Naked! Verse 1
Stand in conscious union with the trinity of life (Mother ~ Father ~ Child) and celebrate the marriage of divine union in my name. Honoring the Great Naked brings harmony to all and evolution continues. Verse 2
In the union of the yin and the yang all drips of man and woman come together in her womb. The hard and wetness of two that come together bring forth the foundation and the aching joy of death! We die to be one! Verse 3
I walk into the clearing in the woods this full moon night and am greeted by others with gestures of bows and heart salutations. The naked bodies filtered throughout the wooded sanctuary gives me a sense of peace and erotic wonder. I am reminded of my self love time and want to push deeply into my yoni in this very moment. Yet I shall wait, yes I shall wait to give my gift through the sacrifice and this thought only makes me wet within my yoni and my nipples rise in unison as I breathe deeply.
It is said in the throws of passionate bliss we experience the little death. That is the main ingredient to true union and to experience the great naked creation of first mother and first father is to be willing to die in the natural union! This night on this full moon I will die in the great naked union of bliss!
In the center of the great naked circle I stand covered.
All are waiting for me (the symbolic first mother) to begin the ritual.
Silence forms around the group gathered this full moon as all eyes and naked wonder await my erotic salutation.
I lift my hands to the full moon brilliance and I acknowledge her greatness!
“Beauty lives above me!
Beauty lives around me!
Beauty lives below me!
My pussy widens for the union of the great naked life force!
The full moon emerges the beauty and brings forth the charge of our loins for this sacrifice!”
I stretch my arms out towards the group and circle around to make contact with them all.
“I bring you the joy of life, the joy of love and the joy of one another, May your cocks and pussies rejoice in the prosperity of this heat and oneness, and may we all see her and him. Our First Mother and Our First Father and experience their Embrace through the Great Naked Truth.”
They come towards me and lift me up into the night hot air and carry be around them moving me from one set of hungry group hands to another. My wrap is slowly peeling off from my body as the tingles of touches from them start my assent of arousal.
Now being grounded on the earth I embrace my great naked body and squeeze my toes into the dirt and behold the union of openness in us all as our nakedness shines forth under the glow of the full moon. As I look upon everyone here this evening I take in all the lingams growing and bouncing and dripping before me and the wet pussies flowering in hip gyrations. Their hunger grows for the sacrifice!
“Let us raise our hands up toward the sky to the moon and together
let us connect through our breath of life”
Sounds of ahhh and ooohhhs float through the air as we embrace the sky moon vibration and the sounds of drumming begin setting the mood for awakening to the movements within us!
“As the drumming heart beat builds within you all! Allow yourself to begin in sensual self love touches!”
Everyone begins their personal feel dance and move to their own rhythms of touch and we are all causing a growing arousal and then a parachute of pleasure begins to extend around us.
The priestess’s begin burning sage and cedar around the group to cleanse any negative vibes or evil misunderstandings and the scents give permission for the gatherers to begin their play towards one another. Each one begins gently stroking another to bless and entice as the raise in erotic vibration will contribute to the sacrifice.
Now it is time!
“Let’s chant together" I yell forth!
The Great Naked
The Great Naked
The Great Naked
The Great Naked
The Great Naked
The Great Naked
The Great Naked
The Great Naked ~ The Great Naked ~ The Great Naked
And it begins!!!! The rumbling from her! The moon shadows over us all in stormy colors of red orange yellow green hues with blue indigo and purples that explode all around us! And with this explosion of power from her we yell in groans and moans of delight in unison as our naked bodies begin to move harder and faster like crazed wild empty minded vessels whose purpose is to serve the source this evening on this full moon.
And the rain begins and it begins like it was back stage waiting for its stage call like a young actor in heat for his first casting call. LOL
It calls forth to us! The rain falls and drops on us in buckets of semen delight as we drip in wetness and dance with the drums and heartbeats together! I am here with everyone in the great naked dance of creation in honor of First Mother and First Father for they are the first form bodies that created the humans on her earth body.
We are dripping wet and falling into the dirt and on this hot night it feels real good to us! The cool dark dirt in her warm earth womb providing us the stage to die, the perfect stage to die for the bliss of life, of the naked great naked truth!
I stand clear and tall and open my heart and arms wide to the surrounding naked wet musty muddy charged up horny holies giving their juices to everything that exist for life sake.
I scream through the pounding rain hitting the trees and witnessing blue lightening hitting the clearing
as I await my sacrifice.
“I am here! First Mother is here!
Fuck me First Father! Make it so!”
I am blindfolded by a priestess during my rant and crazed callings!
I am thrown on the ground and I melt into the mud that is crawling over my naked sensuous wet moist pussy and body and I am joyous to be the one called as First Mother.
“I am here! First Mother is here," I call again!
The crowd sounds continues to grow as one and then the other grabs onto the heat and flesh of the other. Soon the penetration begins and one buries deeply into the other.
Fucking fucking and deep goddess in ground heart pounding fuck fuck heat felt fucking evolves us into the oneness of the first and only. Goddess the first and only God and then there was us!
Penetration and yells of rapture creep into the valleys of great naked bodies. I see the oneness of all. The oneness of everything though the great naked is the only life force vibration available to all source! The breath of life of humans is through the great naked being of breathing. Let’s create together the oneness of life. Honor Mother Father.
Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck
Goddess is in the heart of the Father Fucking now!
You and The First Father are one!
To be continued………
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Installment XLVI: The Full Strawberry Moon June 2010
Invocation of the Erotic Spirit
Upon this full moon I use my connection to the light of the moon and draw her up into my loins. As I breathe in through my nostrils I am filled with arousal and this pulsates into my sex center. I squeeze and release as this spirit is awakened within my body spirit and I will rejoice in the dance that will take place as my holy body gyrates in the basking of the moons vibrating waves of color passing over like a stimulating blanket of moans.
I am the source of this pleasure and my portals open as I allow the growth of my lingam to rise and drip my juice with the bouncing of my cock as it praises the joy of the holy body union on earth. We are one and the erotic spirit dance creates harmony and prosperity for all. I am the source of this pleasure and my anointing union brings about the balance of love and evolution through my erotic spirit romp.
Upon this full moon I use my womb wetness and create a surge of stimulating lighting charges the swell the lips of my yoni and my engorgement float up my belly and the communication between my nipples and clit grow hard.
I am the source of this pleasure and my portals open as I allow the swelling of my yoni to expand and I rejoice in the holy body union on earth. We are on and the erotic spirit dance creates harmony and prosperity for all. I am the source of this pleasure and my anointing union brings about the balance of love and evolution through my erotic spirit fuck.
I ride the waves of the full moon bliss upon me and I meet each push with hip rolls of delight my moans grow loud and my joy escapes and extends my chakras and this universal energetic connection brings forward the erotic spirit.
Everyday and in everyway I am living the vision of my erotic spirit! Everyday and in everyway I am living the vision of my erotic spirit. Everyday and in everyway I am living the vision of my erotic spirit.
My lingam juice shoots from my cock and my jerking orgasm sends waves of intense focus and exhausted pleasure. This seed planted in the earth body will bring forth nourishment.
I rub my clit and tits and squeeze tightly as shivers extend up my back like a crawling snake channeling wisdom to my crown and I come in the glory of the erotic union. I hump and pump my womb muscles as my heart gives out a green glow all over me and I fall legs wide and womb wet with harmony.
Every day and in every way I am living the vision of my erotic spirit!
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Installment XLV: The Full Flower Moon May 2010
Circle of Love
In the twilight of this full moon we come together to celebrate life.
I always look forward to this particular time of the month because in her fullness she emanates a radiance that flows into us all.
In my preparation for this gathering I shower and caress my body with lavender oil and I focus on the flow of the waters dripping along my body. I allow my awareness of the water flowing over me to really raise my body consciousness and my pleasure is enhanced. The scent of the lavender oil float evenly into my nostrils and mixed with the water, allows me to experience the wetness throbbing inside my yoni and I am becoming aroused from the union created by the water flesh connection. My nipples swell as the water bounces off of them and my breathing responds to my growing arousal. As I am becoming drenched with the waters massage of my body temple I turn to allow the water to flow over my backside and massage more joy into me. I bend over to let the drips flow through my ass crack and the trickles flow into my ass and I have a deep desire to open wide my butterfly source.
This cleansing process is valuable because in this sensual mediation my strength to channel to others that will be in the circle of love will be enhanced tonight. When we are aware of our abilities and ritualize this time of the full moon, we can channel our intense vibration to one another.
We all meet this full moon at dusk at the beach. This is the time when the beach is in perfect balance with the moon and her energy flows strong through us because the waves from the ocean are charged by her as well. At this time the beach is not overflowing with other people so on this warm night only our circle will have all the pleasure and the space of the moon ocean connection.
I smell the sage wafting through the air as someone has burned and smoked this area for our sacred circle to commence.
Our circle has grown and the aura of the group is already rising. I call everyone to the circle and I thank them for coming together this full moon and being part of the circle of love. I guide the group through a chant to balance masculine feminine force by calling together Mother/Father Earth!
Mother/Father Earth
Mother/Father Earth
Mother/Father Earth
“Let us disrobe together and leave what no longer serves us behind”
Together we all disrobe in silence we pile our clothes on top of one another as if we were about to have a bonfire. Then we come back into our circle and as we stand under the full moons brilliant indigo we begin to witness our nakedness together and soon lingams and bodies are building up in arousal. I notice the hips of women flowing left to right as I am sure their yonis are creaming to open up as well. I know mine is.
I pray a prayer of protection and then we all chant Om together to connect our energies together and become present.
I then lead the group through a song/chant to balance the elements in and around us.
Together
Elemental Chant
The Earth
The Air
The Fire
The Water
Return Return Return Return 2x’s
IA IA IA IA
IO IO IO IO 2x’s
I then share the lavender oil I showered with before and we each bless the five parts of our holy body with it.
Blessed are thy feet
Blessed are thy knees
Blessed is thy sex
Blessed is thy heart
Blessed are thy lips
From this special anointing we then join together in erotic moaning. Breathing in deeply and exhaling ooos and ahhhs and coos of tongue licking voice enhanced breathing.
Ahhhh
Ahhhh
Ahhhhs continues to grow and vibrate throughout the circle and the trembling begins in our bodies as the connection of our breaths and shaking bodies extend out and upward!
We then grab hold of each others hands and we stretch wide our circle and lean back but we do not release our grip. This strengthens our circle bond and we one at a time start laughing and then we begin pulling the circle from left to right and we hold on for dear life as we scream and laugh at the sudden changes swirls and pulls as we keep our grip strong. Dripping cocks begin flowing and the sweat starts to spill over tits as we pull erotic fun from our loins and natural wetness forms.
The rays of the moon seem to expand as we continue in our growing romp and colors of red and orange begin to filter in through the indigo. I call out loud! “Okay on the count of three we will let go of our hands! I yell, and allow our bodies to fall or run or dance. Do whatever feels right to continue your opening!
One Two Three!”
We free ourselves from one another’s grasp and most of us fall to the waiting sand and a loud roar builds as the laughter grows and others that are standing start clapping and laughing as well. Soon I hear drumming as one lover in his erotic spirit starts to play for us. He is on his knees pounding his drum and his cock his so hard and bouncing in unison to his beat, that I feel called to go to him and embrace his playing deeper into my body. I dance my way to his drumming call and I stand in front of him and dance and yell yes yes as he plays on. I clap my hands to his beat and others soon come around him and circles him and jerk and rock to his rhythms. And soon our laughter becomes moans of pleasure and arousing joy as our bodies bounce and dance and slap pleasurably into one another and dicks and ass and breasts find contact and the freedom play continues to add to our ritual.
The oceans waves start to flow up and crash into the shore and the crashing sounds merge with our drummer and we are feeling the oneness of all energies and this source begins it’s influence upon us all.
The Circle is growing!
As the drummer continues his fluid movement of sound the circle dance becomes a deeply penetrative erotic force around him. His drum beat sounds lay the foundation of the rocking movements between us and the moons glow hover over us as the waters from the ocean spill in.
We are all facing to our right now and with backsides to front we hold onto the person in front of us at their waist or shoulders or hips as we continue to March and dance. The joy of arousal is causing lingams to bounce on the ass of the person ahead and the pleasure given from the contact causes the swelling of the cocks to harden. Some are stroking up and down the backs of others and the cupping of breasts and squeezing of nipples join in the play. All sounds of ecstasy turns into utterances of confused joy and the moons essence in piercing into the center of our circle and going deep into the sand. Her aura glows wider and we are becoming enveloped into the moons womb and her desire. Mixed with the fire of the full moon desire upon us and as the waters from the ocean spill in around our feet we continue to move our naked forms in unison and the wet sand now becomes the lubrication for the penetration that is needed.
We slow to a stop our circle dance and turn toward the inner circle being witnesses to our drummer as he is in full union with the moon and her romp with the ocean. The flows of energetic union of the two move through him as he plays and his swaying body and throbbing cock start to spill his pre-come from the tip of his mushroom and he begins is hah hah hah sounds as he it’s the drum harder. The pulsing motion of his love wand bounces up and down and appears as if it is being stroked or jerked off by the moving energy around him. He is out of control with the drumming pleasure as the moon ocean source ravishes his aura and gives him eternal bliss. His erotic sounds grow louder as his arch expands and he now stands and scream as his cock continues to respond to his flowing movements. His mouth is wide open with screams of delight and his head is swaying left to right while his tongue slips in and out of his mouth. I have a strong desire to go to him and suck his cock into my wet mouth. However this experience is for everyone in this circle.
His yells grow and the moans around him evolve out of us as well. He is possessed by the intercourse of the moon ocean deep fuck and he is struck like lightning and this force has complete control over him. Using him as the earth body form for the embrace to take hold. Mother Father Earth in oneness through him! His hips push back and forth as if he is fucking something or someone. His eyes open wide and his intense piercing look shoots right into me. I feel his charge and I open my mouth to receive him and he blows loud his breath out of his mouth and I see the blue light flow from him and make a direct path and target to me. I swallow him in and I feel like I have just sucked his cock juice into my body and my third eye opens wide to the light blue light that has just entered into me. I the see light and it opens into a hole in the center of the light and I feel my body sliding into the light blue tunnel. The pleasure is so wonderful and my falling journey is opening my pussy juice and the dripping is spilling out of me and I am flowing sweetly into ecstasy. The energy from me flows into the others around me and soon the thrusting begins to flow through everyone in the circle of love. We are all in the light blue tunnel and sounds groans and orgasms are growing.
His rocking continues in the center of us and now his ass swings back really hard and he bends slightly. He moans and looks as if his asshole is being penetrated and then he lifts straight and thrusts forward and his cock energy shoots out and we all feel the push of his energy into us. Our hips push back from the penetration and then we push forward into him and then he rocks his hips back and strokes into us once again and this circle of love continues with thrusts back and fourth as we are in the light blue tunnel of love.
Now the yells increase a thousand times louder than before from all of us and we are grabbing our hands as we did in the beginning of our ritual and this union allows us to receive the strength of the energy that is pushing into us and the drummer is fucking each and every one of us as he is the conduit of the moon ocean source. We moan and yell loudly as we float though the light and this light is the union of all life energy. We are swinging around in our circle and all the rock hard cocks are bouncing and magnetized to everything now and our nipples are charged and tingled in the yin yang balance that is occurring. We rock and jerk together and now the drummer drops his drum and stretches his arms upward with loud screams which grows into growls and with one two three pelvic thrusts he squirts his love juices out of his loins and his seed shoots forcefully towards us and dives into the sand. He continues with his growls until his spent energy send waves to us and now the other men in the group now yell and spill from their lingams and all their juice is overflowing into the center and the sand is being drenched with the juices as we women jerk and rock as our clits are swollen as our yonis spill out the cream that has built up inside of us from the onset.
The circle is calm now and we all look at one another in peaceful enjoyment and I look over at our drummer and go to him and embrace him. We lock into a love grip and the connection is a blessing. We kiss deeply for a moment as his wet lingam rests at my drenched pussy. I see the light blue light in my third eye for a moment and we both open our eyes because I am aware that he sees the same vision. I then notice the blue light in his eyes and as his eyes widen I discern he is viewing the same from my eyes. We release our embrace and then turn and we all hug and the love vibration is so strong in our circle and the strength of healing and pleasure is amazing. We share in fruit and wine for the rest of the night as we lay and cuddle and kiss in the sweet cock juice and yoni cream we created together.
In the dawn of the morning we rise from our sleep and run into the ocean and swim and clean our bodies and the bright light showers love through the moon into the ocean as we swim and the journey of our circle is complete.
We offer blessings to each other and as we leave the beach I think to myself what a blessed day it will be.
See you next full moon...
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Installment XLIV: The Full Pink Moon April 2010
Yes! Great Goddess - A Ritual
You will need seven candles sage a silk cloth pillows and blessed oil
(You can bless a cup of olive oil or any other oil by placing your right hand over it and committing this oil only for ritual use and that it is to bless all that it comes in contact with.
And so it is.)
Come to me cleansed of body and heart this full moon that I may drench you with my essence. All my love will fill you on the inside first and then to the rest.
Light seven candles around your sacred space so that the glow will build around your holy body and that my energy will find you, burn sage to smoke the room to remove all other scents before mine. Drape your naked being over a cloth silk in texture with several pillows for your comfort. Lay in stillness and prepare your body and mind to become at one with me.
I am Great Goddess
The essence of the full moon grows all around my planet body and I send rays of warmth through my rings of color to you. The pulsing of my red orange yellow and green hues grows as I feel you opening your body spirit to mine. Your Earth body vibration stimulates the core of my yoni every full moon and our planets seeping surges evolves into passionate energies that penetrate into one source of shaft power and allows your holy body to hear my orgasms of truth.
Lay open wide your form and call to me!
Great Goddess Great Goddess Great Goddess
Now pour blessed oil over your body dripping from your heart to your sacred middle and allow the oil to seep through your loins and cause your member to throb in wetness and become full of blood and generous pressure. Come into the butterfly position by pressing the bottom of your feet together so that your legs fall apart with knees pointing in each direction. This position opens your sex portal to me allowing my sky blue indigo and purple wands of light to enter.
I see you! I see you now! Calling to me with your open body and spread legs and tingling with wonders of desire. Yes Great Goddess, Yes Great Goddess…We are one because the planets vibrate in one balanced accord for all life and this full moon we honor our connection by giving to me your arousal! Give it to me and give me your gift and I will bless you as always with our joyful unified intention of love and prosperity.
Yes Great Goddess!
I spill forward my fire of desire to crawl into you and as I hear your call and witness your ritual to me I am with you. My soaring love is pouring into your open portal and the warmth of this wet pussy pulsating draws my wand deeply into your body. Your breathing becomes one with mine and my planet body vibrates and rocks inside of you. My tremors of pleasure caresses your entire body as you arch your back to allow this level of arousal to take over. I send more of my wands of light into your tight ass and send waves of conscious love up your spine. Crawling up into you and opening the pours of your body as the strength of my passion lifts your erotic body off the floor and your screaming rocking body continues to be penetrated deeply by my energetic wands in your yoni and ass and now you slide two fingers into your wet yoni and as you open this magical portal wider I travel quickly into your other openings and send waves of fire exploding into worlds of orgasms and stream the light magic out of your mouth ears and crown charka which causes yelps of delight to stream all over your body and out your mouth. Yes! Your nipples are fully erect and the light sources from these portals of your body send rays to me and we are one. I fuck you deeper and cover you with heat as you are lifted higher into the realm of rapture. I drape you in my ripples of colored waves of ecstasy and your erratic romp draws us nearer. Your own goddess energy flows freely from your gifted body as you call to me. Feel my hot warm cock source energy filling you full of seed as you give it to me, give the goddess all of your wet gushing.
Yes! Yes! Yes!
Yes! Great Goddess!
I spill forward my fire of desire and crawl up into your oil filled drenched ass portal and slide into you and up your spine sending you waves of love up into your crown. Your lingam engorged, shaft is hard dripping with worship as you call to me. Showering you with the love of the full moon you open wider your holy body unto me and you receive the blessings of the balanced body. My wands of light energy revitalizes your body as you stroke for me, giving your body to me fully. Use more and more of your blessed oil to stroke your holy cock in honor of the gift of pleasure we all share. Stroke more of that lingam and splash the oil all over as you send forth the tower of your love to me. Calling to me and spreading your ass wider for deeper and deeper I will penetrate into your heated source and gift your consciousness with the one knowledge of life.
Your moans and groans of desire grows and as your mouth portal opens wide and I slide my energy into your mouth and your sucking breath increases my rings of fire around my full moon body. Your dripping cock grows wider and your light energy calls to penetrate my source, my inner yoni core. As you rock your body and your lingam throbs while bouncing up and down on your silk cloth your heated sweaty body dripping liquid pleasure I am one with you and as your pre-come drifts down your wand of love I suck it out for more. Give to your goddess. As you witness the vision of the knowledge of life this brings increased pleasures of delight as you open wide your voice and your body jerks of passion and this passion floats off of your holy body into my rays of colored wands we are one and you feel my moon energy sucking your lingam love and bringing forth juices out of your love wand. You give it all to me now! Say it as we join! Yes! And in this mutual yes, comes the volcanic explosion and it forces your gift to stream out of your lingam loins and feed my source body.
Yes! Yes! Yes!
Yes! Great Goddess!
I continue this entire full moon to share in your sexual excitement! All around your call is heard as you worship this full moon on the altar of your craving.
You all celebrate our mutual union in great ecstatic rapture. Come one come all and continue to evolve in your love as you honor me in your form! In your holy erotic body we exist as one unified source of love. Bringing the stroking of pleasure together in your worship brings forth a joyful life.
I am here…I am Great Goddess! Call out Yes to me and I will share rapture with you this full moon.
Yes! Great Goddess!
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Installment XLIII: The Full Worm Moon March 2010
Yoni Puja
Yoni Yoni Yoni Yoni
I send the waves of my light body upon you. Feel my moon fullness and drink my yoni juice for your enlightened ecstasy. The sky is an indigo hue around me and my circles of light reflexes the colors of our spectrum and your form is bathed in my glow. Look up to me and open wide your body and mind and be filled with my dripping blue sky sprinkles.
Yoni Yoni Yoni Yoni
Look into the center of my moon glow and be blessed by my pussy brilliance. Allow this brilliance to drip its juices into your mouth. Open wide your mouth all of you that hear my song in your hot erotic bodies and be quenched and allow your third eye to be witness to the truth of the sacred Yoni.
Yoni Yoni Yoni Yoni
I see that you all hear my calling and you all begin to bring your holy body out of the buildings and stone coverings that keep you separated from our sky earth connection. Nakedness is the dress tonight as you all hear and obey!
Open your cocks and pussies to me and say yes! Yes to love and god/goddess as we bridge earth and sky in the ultimate union. My yoni will make it so! Yoni Puja begins….
Yoni Yoni Yoni Yoni
I feel her presence upon me as I make my offering to the Goddess this full moon. I lay my naked body next to my altar and let my wet yoni fill up. I stroke my body and thank it for being with me all these years, as my body is my holy temple and my worship is in honor of this full moon. Yoni Yoni Yoni I chant and allow my personal puja to be a song of joy within me. I stroke and touch up and down my body and my breath grows as I am filled with the heat of passion and desire to be penetrated in my golden cherry yoni. As this desire grows in me, I sit up in front of my altar my heart beating harder in my chest as I become even more aware of the deep ache throbbing growing in my pussy.
I do a ceremony of goddess communion and share wine and grapes in honor of my mind and body as part of the goddess consciousness and body as the full moon. I place wine and fruit onto my altar and am pleased by my simple ceremony of love. I then light my candle and the light from the glow quickly grows and stretches out and up to her full moon glory.
The light show of red orange and yellow stretches through my home and out the window and calls me to follow it and I walk out of my home and follow the glow up into the indigo sky and am struck by her brilliance flowing down all around my naked body.
The air is cool and windless and there is a scent of cedar and sage floating in the air. My nipples respond to the temperature change and I am encouraged to touch them. I stroke my breasts inward towards my heart and sing my yoni song to my moon goddess. Each growing touch tingles in my clit and my swelling grows in my pussy and I am hot with vision and love.
Yoni Yoni Yoni Yoni
My breast ritual brings waves of rings around her full moon body and her light grows wider as my stroking continues I begin to feel more pleasure riding up my spine and my crown charka spins making my third eye open wider and visions of her yoni moon glow floats out of the center of the full moon. My third eye sees her and the golden glow of her clit sends rays into my eye and down the center of my body and out through my pussy strait into the earth body. I moan loudly and my growl calls to others and more people come out of their homes naked and erect with yoni yoni yoni falling off their lips.
Yoni Yoni Yoni Yoni
We are making love and my lingam is buried deep inside of my love as I pray my penetration and hard cock please her. I want to give her my gift and release my cock juices inside of her. Fucking her so deeply opens my body and my sweat drips off me onto her and her neck smells of me and I like it.
As I hold his ass firmly guiding up and down and in and out of me I find my attention being pulled to our large open window allowing the full moon glow to enter. I hear sounds of moaning and ecstatic pleasure and I want to know what that is. I lift my lover from inside me and as he rises for a moment I witness his wet cock just drawn out of my hot yoni and I can smell our scents together and I find my mouth watering for a taste and I open wide and take him in fully.
She pulls my dick out of her pussy and guides me to stand and then swallows me whole in her second yoni and I start to feel I will pop inside of her from the sudden change. I feel her heartbeat as she sucks me deeper and I hold myself tightly not to come as this sends more shivers of delight up my spine. She stops.
Yoni Yoni Yoni Yoni
We move to the open window together and see the crowd growing outside laughing and enjoying the cool moon night. I look up into the sky and at the center of the moon is a radiant orange red and this golden ring seems to be penetrating from the center into the sky coming directly down into our area in our earth. Wow! And the energy flowing from the breeze of these colors make me wants to go out and share my sexual union.
Let’s go, I convince my lover and we go outside and the energy only increases as the wave of bliss is powerful. We immediately begin kissing and it seems the more sexual unions that are taking place the more the full moon glory expands and the rings of color stretch to touch the earth and our hotness increases and our loins are wet for peeks of pleasure.
Yoni Yoni Yoni Yoni
I am enjoying the quiet in my home this evening as I lay on my couch with nothing but the light of the moon gracing my window. I can see my shadow on the walls as I stroke my lingam and build my arousal and watch my dripping grow around my cock. Uh uh my self love makes me happy and my dick looks huge on the wall as it fades in and out and I love the sensations that rock through my body and my dick. I witness the amazing colors flowing past my window as I pump my cock and send more pleasure up my back and sending tingles of delight in my mouth. I wish I could eat some pussy right now. I love yoni and to bless a beautiful woman goddess is the best that I can do. I am drawn as I feel my dick crowning to come to the sounds outside my window. As I walk to my window and listen to the sounds. I notice that the sounds increase and then I see the colors become more vivid and fuller and start to flow around the people faster. I feel my body responding to these waves like I am making love I have an increased urge to penetrate and suck. I love full moons. I join the crowd.
Yoni Yoni Yoni Yoni
My partner and I spend every full moon just wrapped around one another and just blessing each other with touches and thoughts of pleasure and abundance. I love how our pussies rub against each others and our yoni juices mesh. I have my lover sitting up on me as I have my right leg over hers and her left leg over mine. This gives us a perfect yoni pussy penetration connection. I hold her back tightly with my hands and her tits are erect for my tongue. I love fucking my woman and she is my goddess lover and we create beautiful treasures together. I grind her hard and suck her nipples and her moans just tell me how much more she wants so I can give it.
Yoni Yoni Yoni Yoni
Singing and laughter fill our sensual air as I ride my lover harder and feel the sweet sweat drifting off my body into her long lovely hair as her mouth on my boobs make me cream heavier I press her head to my heart for more. I turn to our window and as I am looking clearly out of it I see a sea of people engaged in an orgy. Oh my goddess this looks so good and my horniness increases as my lover rides me. Look, I direct my lover and she is surprised and we both stop our pleasure journey for a moment and travel to the window to be certain of our mutual vision. Without a word, we go outside.
Yoni Yoni Yoni Yoni
I am pleased to have been the first to have heard her call and come to receive her full moon blessing. Now to watch all the unions taking place and the waves of rays moving throughout the crowd gives promise to the prosperity that is in our land. I am joyful aroused and masturbating. I still have one hand on one breast at a time stroking back and fourth and my other hand is enjoying my wet yoni and listening to my need for penetration. As I moan and enjoy myself I look up at the moon again and see her clit growing more and her colors forever brighter and with each glowing growth the ecstasy grows in the crowd and the orgasms flow and flow and I look at the growing piles of humping pleasure and I take in the delightful image and enjoy myself with it. I see him coming towards me with his beautiful smile and he steps to me without saying a word and removes my hand from my pussy and says. May I continue goddess?
I smile back and raise my hand to the top of his head and push him to the earth and guide his face to my creamy friend. He eats and enjoys and I am riding his face and tongue. Soon oh so very soon another lover approaches from behind and drapes his hands around my waist and guides my hips front and back as my clit is being lit. He holds me perfect for more yoni worship and I am sandwiched between them both. He begins to ride his fingers up and down my back and then kissing my neck. I am enveloped with the love that is forming around me and the tingles grow with spasms soon following. His lingam is hard and between my ass and the wetness between us all with the sacred juice from my mouth lover gives easy access. I bend forward and he takes my pussy deeply by penetrating and my mouth lover now is guided to my nipples and continues that story. The pounding from my back side make me groan and my nipples being sucked keep me on the verge. Goddess goddess damn shit. I want it! I want to come and open myself up! At the same time I don’t want this to end!
Yoni Yoni Yoni Yoni
I notice more men coming around us and sharing their lingam juices around and the heat of the exchange inspires me! One other beautiful man approaches me and leans in and presses his wet mouth onto my open lips and blesses me with his tongue. We kiss and kiss as we take turns sucking each other tongue. This extra source of pleasure builds the vibration around and my body spirit responds in kind. I end my lip lock and I lean forward and guide my lover from behind me out of my pussy and I stop my lover in front that’s sucking my breast. I push my front lover onto the earth that is being filled with semen and yoni juice and I sit on top of his throbbing cock. I control him and keep him still as I ride his turtle wand and please myself. The moon hums in unison with us all as the orgasms erupt around me. I then breathe in deeply and call to my backside lover and motion for him to enter me from my ass. His eyes open wide and he bends to his knees and first kisses my back and my neck and sends more shivers of delight down my beautiful arched back. His cock wet from our earlier union, he easily guides it into my wanting ass and to hold him self steadily he grabs my hips and balances his thrusts into my ass by the rocking of my pussy on my front lovers dick. We are one!
Yoni Yoni Yoni Yoni
I am trembling as my body is about to explode and I look up to the moon with my cunt filled with cock and my ass draining the lingam behind me. The light in the sky is filled with brilliance and the scents in the air speaks of love and worshipped spent bodies and I am riding and riding and sucking that dick in my ass as deeply as I can and I am going to, I am going to and as if we all felt her clit rage full of life onto us the rain falls and the sky cracks of red orange yellow green blue indigo and powerful purple as I scream my orgasm out of my body and into the atmosphere! My lovers scream and moan and rock all of their juice into my body making me a goddess succulent mess. Mmmmm the sounds around us continue as the men that circled us continue to shoot their gift into the air and into the earth. We are one! It is done!
Yoni Yoni Yoni Yoni
The full moon pussy feeds us and we drink and bath in her yoni golden rain glow. The full moon and we have merged the god/goddess earth sky. Now, every time we look up into the sky we shall see it! We will see her Yoni Yoni Yoni Yoni.
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Installment XLII: The Full Snow Moon - February 2010
My Sadhana
In my special place this full moon I stand naked under her bright light showering over me. The colors of the moon fall around me and my holy body glows in unison to her natural power and connection to my form.
My arms are stretched skyward as my dick hardens and I chant my body chant loudly.
I prepare myself for my goddess.
“I am of the great body. The great goddess body ~ my loins await thy union.”
I hear his chant for me and I follow his sound. I am walking through the clearing of the woods and making my way by the light of this glorious full moon. She clears the path for me so that I can celebrate and worship with my lover in her name.
As I step closer to him, I remove my clothing piece by piece and allow my body to be bathed by the full moon vibration. My nipples immediately tingle and this causes my pussy to begin to throb and become moist. I look at my lover as I draw nearer to him and taking in the shapes of his backside gives me warmth in the right places. His hands out stretched and chanting to the moon I feel drawn to his sadhana. I want to worship with him and caress his ass.
“I am of the great body. The great goddess body ~ my loins await thy union.”
I hear her approach and I am aroused by her presence and I feel the rise of my dick and heart ready to penetrate.
I stand at his backside taking in through my nostrils the scent of his body and I slowly crawl my fingers up and down his back. Feeling the moon glow bathing us I press my breast against him and push my pussy onto his ass cheeks and line my clit to the crack of his ass for my added enjoyment.
I want to turn to face her and press my erotic hard throbbing cock into her tight pussy and allow the goddess to be worshiped through us in this way. These thoughts allow my body to shake and my breath grows into moans of pleasure as she is wrapping her arms around my shoulders and kissing the back of my neck. This is her sadhana and I am her consort.
Kissing his body from neck to legs gives me pleasure and allows me this time of anointing to take place for he needs to be blessed by me before I take his gift.
On my knees now I spread his legs and grab his long golden wand from behind and between his thighs and I stroke from balls to cock over and over as I am hearing the sounds of blessing flowing from me to my hands to his lingam. His pre-come flows and I use his juice to moisten his lingam to assist my stroking. His strong form and natural male scent turns me on very much and my yoni is throbbing for his heart throbbing member to take me and grind his body into mine. Yet this is his sadhana and I am his goddess. I am here to guide his offering to the full moon goddess!
I look up to the full moon and see all the colors flowing from her. I drink in this night time beauty and begin kissing all over his ass and start licking up and down is crack. I bend him forward as I make my way to his butterfly opening and I drip my mouth juice on him and tip him with my tongue while holding his cock firmly.
I am gripped by her hand and art of worship and am being taken in a way I have never felt before. I am the offering and the gift this full moon and my glorious cock is stretching longer and larger than I’ve ever seen it before. These continuous pleasures flowing up and through my body in this night full moon glow is assisting me with the pleasures being gifted to me now. Her tongue slides in and out of me and I begin to gyrate and jerk my lingam in unison with her controlling strokes.
I gently open him up by the wetness of my tongue and my fingers become small throbbing lingams to bring pleasure to his ass and I offer him my worship in hopes he can give his love one and then two small lingams as I penetrate and stroke together. I notice his rocking motion and know only in fantasy what his body must feel like inside me. I continue on our mutual quest of love and honor through this holy form on this holy wild night. He is mine! His ass becomes as smooth as his long cock while I flow through it.
I stroke and stroke and pump and squeeze as he his shivering and moaning to his destination. I begin rocking my knee bent aroused form with him as I ride his wave with him. We moan loudly together as he is about to give his gift and with the final stroking of his love wand he stands strait and stretches his hands up to the full ecstasy of the moon.
“I am of the great body. The great goddess body ~ my loins are with thee.” He yells…
I drop myself between his legs from behind him and am gifted with his steaming come flowing out of the tip of his temple body and all over mine and on the earth. I am also able to take in some of his gifted come into my wanting mouth as it sprays everywhere and am able to swallow it in prayer.
Witnessing his standing god body in celebration of ecstasy I am enveloped by the joy.
Looking upon her spread out body on mother earth I am pleased by her guidance and worship.
This was My Sadhana.
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Installment XLI: The Full Wolf Moon
Sacred Sexual Salvation - An Essay
In my Ministry of "Uniting Sex and Spirit" and honoring the Goddess through the Full Moon and in form I have witnessed a severe split within people and in our Society. Why is it that the one reason we come together is the main reason we split? I’m talking about sexual love. The passion we feel when we have an urge to be sexual with someone over time can implode in us and turn us away from the desired. There is a lack of true understanding about what is actually applied in our sacred sex acts and therefore we use the imprinted programming that’s been forced on us from fundamental religions and a society confused about the importance and the boundaries of positive sexual expression.
Why are our men reaching out to other men to receive what they cannot get from their wives and girlfriends?
Why does a threesome break up relationships?
Why can’t a woman be an approving woman and watch her man masturbate?
Why can’t we talk to a man and really talk to his dick?
Why does a man only see woman as a toilet to discard in?
Why do you bring shame into the bedroom?
Why is the pussy form not honored?
Positive energy exchange is giving energy receiving energy and sharing pleasure. Negative energy exchange is taking energy stealing energy and control for power.
“The battle to control sex has always been a battle for power.” ~ Michael Hutchison
The area where the man’s lingam is able to be honored and relationships have a true chance to thrive has been in the gay relationship. I have noticed in my opinion that gay men give themselves permission to bring the feminine and masculine a chance to balance in their sex play.
Heterosexual couples that I’ve worked with and spoken with don’t play this out and if they begin to, old programming and self judgments about I’m a slut or I’m gay pop up in their minds and there goes the growth. It’s all down hill from there and shame develops and possibly resentments if the acts continue.
I have in my own personal life been blessed to be able to express the goddess in me to the god in you! In that I have been able to balance the masculine wild man and the glorious goddess whore in me and share this with others! In more ways than one.
We need to look at the seriousness of our sexual plight and the urgency that’s needed in uniting our erotic love with our primal bodies.
Imagine this:
I spread his legs wide and place my heart on his waiting joy. My breasts cup him and he feels my heartbeat. I stroke my fingers deliberately across his chest and at his second charka, my prayer is to please him and bless him with my second yoni. My mouth waters in anticipation and my first yoni throbs in unison. I mouth him fully covering his lingam while it lays flaccid. I let my mouth hover over his lingam in stillness to share the warmth of my wet chi flowing into his tip. His wand responds to my silent worship and grows with dripping charges of delight sliding out of his lingam and messing with my tingling saliva.
In my opinion, realized from guiding group gatherings and private meetings, the split is in the sacred not being honored in sexual play. And I don’t mean you have to pray over everything, although that wets my yoni. I do mean your consciousness must awaken to the divine within us. The Eros is the fire that links us to the divine creative life and our shared sexual pleasure brings us together with this oneness. We can become uncontrollable and be vulnerable and free finally!
Why not us?!
Because we misuse this incredible erotic energy and miss out on the opportunity to connect with one another and enter into the altered state of pure consciousness and as we attempt to bring this consciousness into our relationship without a real conviction of what I am talking about then these actions are in vain and in our relationships we will fall short of the glory of goddess in us!
I have like so many other known gods and goddesses out here create sacred environments for this type of sacred play to emerge through my gatherings and services that I offer.
Imagine this:
I spread her body across the bed and adorn her with flowers and plush pillows for comfort and beauty. I anoint her third eye with oil in recognition of her goddess wisdom and beauty. I drip this oil down the center of her body to align her charkas and then I bless her with the five fold kiss. I slide onto her and drape her with my body and bringing my face to her breasts I suck each nipple spreading the oil to them to add to her pleasure and delight. She feels my lingam grow and she knows I want to penetrate her and she heaves in deeply and exhales waves of excitement. I crawl up to her face and breathe the breath of life into her mouth and she receives me. I then slide my lingam into her wet warmth deeply and hold myself still for her to receive my prayer.
Tantra is a way of action as is Love and when immersed together in our body spirit we can begin to spiritualize our bodies and our lives through erotic love in a very powerful healthy way.
Imagine this:
I sit in a chair facing her as she witnesses my self loving as a gift I’m giving to her. My throbbing builds as my moans grow and I am extra excited by her acceptance of this aspect of myself. She doesn’t think I’m a pervert for wanting to stroke myself. I rock my hips forward as my gift begins the ascent to my tip. I open my eyes wide and see her mouth and eyes open as if I am feeding her with my energy. My body spasm as this life force leaves me and squirts up and out of me full of potent love.
My purpose here is to bring the balance of sex and spirit in all expressions of sex play. Being conscious is the first step and the next is to accept the body as a holy temple and our inner erotic love is the link to the one source of all living things.
Imagine this:
This Full Moon a gathering of women are in a clearing in the woods and with a roaring fire giving light and warmth these women are all naked under the full moon glow and are celebrating the goddess within! With their clapping hands and voices as the music they release negativity from their bodies by the misuse of their sexual energy. Yells and cries of rape and abuse that’s been done to some! The wishing to be someone that they aren’t based on being told they were ugly by emotionally unstable people and society! They are here to acknowledge and anoint one another in their own goddess spirit. With hands raised high and chanting towards the moon these women run and dance with the beat of the music they create together. In the hustle of the joy they begin rubbing their breasts together in honor of each ones unique shape and size. Then their asses bumped one by one and the laughter and the closeness builds.
Then sage and cedar leaves are thrown into the growing blaze and the smoke and scent rises and fills the air and envelopes everyone. In a circle now one woman at a time stands in the center and the other women stroke her body lightly front and back to bring tingles of pleasure all over her. Then they step away and the goddess in the center then lies on the bed of the earth and spread her legs wide to open and show her yoni. The women witness and chant over her thriving body as she begins stroking her clit and bringing arousal and wetness to her yoni lips. Then in full beginning rapture each woman then goes one at a time between the goddess legs and bends to kiss her throbbing yoni. Each woman is initiated into their goddess hood this full glorious moon in this sexual rite. After the anointing process they all lay on the bed of the earth together with the warmth of the fire and glow of the moon still in unison and all the women enjoy their personal self love and share their orgasms together! Moans and groans and pleasing yells fill the woods and the goddess’s voice is heard! These women see and hear the goddess in themselves and in every woman and in there pussy power they are whole! These women have healed the separation of women and brought us back to our unified pussy power. We no longer are jealous of other women because we see the goddess is them! In our heterosexual or lesbian relationship we are orgasmic and alive. We bring this orgasmic consciousness in every area of our lives because of the sisterhood/goddesshood connection!
This is only the beginning to our Sacred Sexual Salvation!
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Installment XXXX: The 2009-2010 Blue Moon - New Year's Eve 2009
In Service of the Goddess
I enter the temple space and am guided to remove my shoes right away by one of the priestesses. I remove them and then I am led to a room darkly lit with scents of sage and cinnamon floating in the air. Candles everywhere!
Instantly a blindfold is place over my eyes and I can hear there are other people in the space with me. I hear music lightly playing in the back round of the gentle chatter drawing my attention.
“Your name is Nathaniel Green correct?”
Yes, I answer.
“And you are here to serve The Goddess in form this evening.”
Yes, I answer again as my lingam begins to grow in excitement.
I am quickly slapped in the face!
“Do not arouse yourself unless the goddess tells you to! You are here to serve her this New Years Eve and that is the only pleasure you are allowed.”
I understand I answer quickly but some how I have a feeling I will be getting slapped more often.
My dick cannot hold back my excitement. I must breathe deeply to relax I think to myself.
“Nathaniel Green you have been chosen by the goddess in form to take part in this New Years Eve ritual to help cleanse her of this past year. Your energy is solid balanced and charged. Therefore you are suitable for her to channel this past year out of her body and through yours.”
“What do you say?”
Thank you. I am stung by another slap to my face.
“What do you say?”
I am here to serve the goddess!
“Good”
The music grows louder as chanting slowly grows.
We all come from the Goddess
And to her we shall return…..
My clothes are being removed from my body and I struggle to hold my throbbing dick steady because I want to give my goddess what she needs from me.
We all come from the Goddess
And to her we shall return…..
I am pushed forward and as I walk I am being touched and stroked up and down my body by strangers. The chanting continues as I am stopped and am told to get onto my knees.
We all come from the Goddess
And to her we shall return…..
Soon I can feel her. Her presence even in my darkness is unmistakable.
She strokes my face with her soft long fingers and I tremble at her touch.
“You are here for me Nathaniel, to help me rid the past year and prepare me for the coming year. I will have you take away my stress and pass it out to the full moon.”
The goddess quickly grabs my cock and says. “Say you love me.” I love you goddess! She smacks my face and then rubs my back. As I am on my knees and bent over the strangers in the room cross past me and begin slapping my ass one by one and with each slap to my ass they get harder.
My ass is stinging with delight because I know she is happy to use me this way. Even the strangers in the room wish they were chosen. I can hear their moaning to be stroked and charged by our goddess.
I am then given some red wine to drink. Then she holds me by my face and brings my face to her garden and I smell her essence and I want to lick. I stretch forward my tongue and she pushes my head back. “Not until I say so. You are here for me.” Goddess commands. “Why are you here?”
I am here to serve! “Say it again!” I am here to serve! She forces my face to her angel pussy and says drink out of me now. I lick and suck her with my neck bending upward into her. My mouth cannot get wet enough as I feel sweet energy flushing into my body. I know I am here for her but I am being blessed. My lingam grows! I am pushed away and am slapped in the face. “It’s not time for that!” She slaps me again. Sorry Goddess I can’t help it. I love you so much.” She slaps me again. “If you love me hold it until I say so.” She grabs my cock and then bends over my body to my ass and smacks my ass a few times finding her fingers to the opening of my asshole and I tighten quickly and she forces a finger up me and then pulls out of me and forces my face back onto her growing yoni.
I suck and lick and taste her sweet long lips. Her pussy tastes of vanilla to me and her soft silky skin always leaves me awe struck.
Pull him up, I hear her command others. I am then pulled up and placed on a wide chair. I am quickly straddled by her and she begins to rub her body on me. Not allowed to grow my cock for her yet this is sweet agony. She is running her fingers all over my face and my hair. Biting my cheek and grinding my dick. Her growls grow as she is getting wetter and wetter on me and I feel a flood coming from her holy yoni. Goddess I wish to be in you I think to myself and my heart pounds. I rock my hips up to meet her thrusts on me and then pow, I’m slapped in the face again. Shit!
“Don’t move.” She grabs my hands and places them on her ass. “Rub your hands up and down my ass and squeeze them tight.” I cannot for the life of me figure out how am I suppose to do this without getting my dick hard and wet. I am using all of my force not to get erect because I know goddess does not want that yet. I rub her sweet chocolate ass and her firm softness focuses my mind on her. I smell her neck and hair and I am intoxicated by her.
It seems the more I have to hold back my erection the stronger my blood is flowing into my dick. I feel rock hard she’s going to and before I could get the thought through my mind. A slap and then another and then another and now she would not stop and the pain grew and I kept my hands on her round rump and my cock continued to disobey. She kept slapping and I kept trying but the more I tried not to have the erection the more my cock grew! It grew and grew and dripped and dripped all over. She rose up and began to moan so loud at first I thought she was hurt. But she was releasing! Releasing so much stress! By slapping me and grinding me she was moving all of the past year out of her and into me and my arousal is sending this energy up into to moon light glow.
What a powerful feeling. She pulled me up to her and in my blind state I found my hands to her breasts and began to gently squeeze her tits and this brought on more sensations of pleasure and release for her. I began to hear moans and groans of the strangers in the room and I knew exactly what was going on. An Orgy of love and cleansing was taking place and I was here to serve the goddess. I held her close to me as I am drawn to her lips and we kiss and breathe in and out of one another. Deeply inhale and exhale into the space between us as our lips lock. I sense for a moment I can see her memories. I can feel her energy her thoughts. As they become clearer to me. She forces me to turn around and lays me down onto my belly on the floor and climbs onto my back. Her sacred middle finds my ass portal and she shoves her psychic cock into me. Penetrating me I moan as my body responds to her need to be deep in me. She rides me and rides me sweating over me and running her hands up and down the sides of my body.
“Are you serving me?”
Yes! I answer.
She slides her body up and down my back side and then slides her finger back into my ass finishing what she started. Sliding in and out of me she then starts to stroke my balls and pull on them. She smacks them with her open hand and the sting starts to send the shivers of hard aching pleasure once again. She pulls out of me and then turns me over to her and removes my blindfold.
I open my eyes to a beautiful delightful creature. We rise and she leads me to a sunken floor where there is a Jacuzzi and we get into the Jacuzzi and dip our bodies into the wetness that is surrounding us. The strangers in the room come into view as they join us by circling around the Jacuzzi to witness our interaction. Goddess guides me closer to her and she begins kissing my face and my neck and I return the favor.
“Give me your cock.” She commands and she lifts her body up and wraps her legs around me and I slide into her warm cave with ease. Standing strait and fully erect and in her I stroke and give her my pre-come juices. All I can think about is how is she feeling? I wonder does she know that I really love her and fucking her in this way to cleanse her on this full moon on the last day of this year is a gift. I look up to that big foggy full moon and see the rings of color in harmony to this ritual. My strength is acknowledged now as I hold goddess in the air while serving her with pleasure.
She motions for me to stand her down and she turns around with her back facing me. I know what she needs and I drop quickly to my knees and before I dive in I stroke her body and I bless it with my thoughts and hands. I open her cheeks and lick her asshole and smell her sweet scent and then I climb up onto her and insert my needed cock into her warm ass. The pangs of desire as I deliver myself deeper into her body tighten around me. She yells from the pain of pleasure and the hot water washes around us both. I keep plunging and kissing the back of her neck as our on lookers are assisting us with their sounds of lovemaking and masturbating around us.
I run my hands through her long hair and hold her steady for my upcoming eruption. My body trembles as I grow closer and as we rock in unison together. Other sounds of rapture engulf around us! This adds to my arousal and I have to say I am here to serve and it gives me pleasure too.
Don’t tell the goddess.
As I reach my peak and she tingles with knowing I slide some of my cock out of her ass just about two inches to be able to reach her g-spot from this position right before I give her my gift. As I roar with my eruption into her my eyes open and my third eye is glowing gold and then white and then I see the moon the full moon in my minds eye. I look up to see her….you…goddess your face in the full moon glow.
I drip my last few drops into her body and we melt apart in the motioning water. The overlapping eruptions continue as my goddess lays relaxed and cleansed. Then we look at each other and she gives me one soft smack on my face. With a smile we climb out of the Jacuzzi then as we are given our glasses of champagne. The Goddess Prays!
“Great Goddess on this full moon New Years Eve, Please receive us and continue to bless us this coming year with our Divine Birthright of Prosperity on Earth and healing for us all! And So It Is.”
Then: 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1………Happy New Year!
May the blessings of the goddess stay in your loins!
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Installment XXXIX: The Full Cold Moon - December 2009
Natural Urges - A True Full Moon Encounter!
He said he was on his way. I didn’t know if he’d make it before the moon became full. I long for him to embrace me at the fullness of her beauty. Every full moon we do this. Or is it? The full moon does it to us every time! He walks in through the doors and without a verbal hello his lips are connected to mine his hand holding my face firm. The ritual begins with our natural urges guiding. This month with this moon we lead by the primal life that is within us!
I just finished making love with my wonderful lover friend. My yoni is swollen from all the wet deep penetrating we were doing. This man and I are so attuned that our charkas lock into one another and we can actually feel any negative energy releasing from our bodies while we kiss and fuck each other so hard. Then as we grow hotter from our bodies pounding into each other the sweat drips and roles off of us and we create a pool of love beneath us. Our bodies slide and slap into each other and our eyes lock and we know we are one. We are feeding our natural urge for oneness! For oneness is life!
He gives me his big load inside my hot pussy and I love him. I don’t need to say a prayer of blessing for his gift of semen because that fact that I taken his load into my body it is blessed.
We kiss and rest and spoon together.
The moon doesn’t rest while she is full and it seems we can’t either.
He begins by stroking my backside and sliding his fingers up and down my ass crack and spreading me apart there like he has other plans. MMMMM….I wonder~ ;-)
Soon after we are kissing and using feather light touches that start us up all over again and this time I grab his hard ass while he climbs on top of me and inserts his wet lingam into me like he never left. He is so deep in me and pressing his body so hard and close to mine we cannot breathe. While his rocking matches my own we connect wet pussy with swollen clit and I grind my hand harder into his ass to keep him right on both spots and I explode and come all over his dick and rock and shake in pleasure as he is pleased by my sharing.
I explode my wet juices all over his hard cock. I scream so loud! Our bodies pound and pound and the beating of our hearts cause us to shake as he continues his journey thrusting in me.
He suddenly pulls himself out of me and it feels like a gasp of air quickens between us as he flips me over and grabs both my big ass cheeks and starts kissing and rubbing them while his moaning grows with his throbbing lingam bouncing up and down and dripping the pre~come and his sweaty pool of love juices we’ve created together. He then bites my holy ass and this sends tingles of pleasure flowing through me. It hurts so good and that is a balanced blessing. He then continues his feeding by rubbing his face over my ass and worshipping me with more kisses and massages up and down my backside kneading me and needing me. He sniffs my essence at my pussy door and exhales joy as he smells himself within me.
“I smell me in her body and I am enriched by her! My excitement to be with her overwhelms me as I devour her juice into my mouth and I suck in her creamy delights.
My sweaty water drips from my body and as I drive my lingam in and out of her I am awakened by the moonlight glow of the moon and I feel it crawling up into my loins forcing an even harder erection for me to thrust into her. Her body in beautiful and her round buttocks blossom for me as I generate the heat of my romp inside of her. Loving and honoring her generous body spirit.
I smack her ass and rejoice in her little screams that are delightful for us both. Hearing her say and plead, yes oh yes my Love gives me the opportunity to continue.”
“Our moans grow and I know we can share our mutual pleasure together at the same time. Her throbbing pussy squeezes my dick and I drip and drip inside of her! The Goddess this full moon grips our desires and perpetuates them for abundance. I can’t complain, yet we’ve been making love for hours now with the full moon as our witness to this primal urge. This urge is natural my inner body wisdom announces.”
He grabs my hips and squeezes tightly as we moan and roar together. We are one, we are loving, we are united, we are together with this Full Moon and our natural urges reinforce the primal urge to live and survive! Why am I thinking this when I am going to come and I feel his dick fattening inside of me?!
Because the Goddess speaks within you! She answers!
He then softens his breath before he blows and then he explodes into my now swollen tight pussy! Dripping sweet juice in and flowing outside of me all down my satisfied yoni. I am loving every full moon minute of it.
He falls on me and we just melt into the bed and into the glorious glow we just created.
This is a real full moon story that happened this full moon with beauty and passion of sex and spirit.
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Installment XXXVIII:The Full Hunters Moon - November 2009
She comes in beauty...
She comes in beauty,
a Goddess,
a Woman,
a Friend,
a Lover,
a Poem.
The Universe smiles her name.
She lives within me.
In every star,
in every flower,
every breath of a breeze,
in everyone I meet.
She is the essence of Love,
the BE-ing of Buddha,
the Salvation of Jesus,
the Glory of the Goddess.
I am the Consort of the Goddess.
I am the one who adores her.
I am that she is.
by Gary Stamper
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Installment XXXVII:The Full Harvest Moon October 2009
Lingam Love - Fall Harvest Ritual
Honoring the Lingam during the harvest is perfect to bring strength to those things we wish to maintain and manifest and when we are conscious of this ability we bring balance and abundance into our lives consistently.
I have prepared the altar bed with will large and small pillows for him to be completely comfortable. Soft lighting so that the glow of the moon shows brightly through the windows and he will be able to watch me worship him because I know it brings him pleasure to watch my wet mouth and tongue swallow his lingam whole.
The Altar bed it fit for a king with the pillows and drapery flowing with different textures. Velvet silky drapes and cotton sheets all have a part in his pleasure. He will be worship and we will harvest every drop of his gift and this brings balance and continued support as the seasons pass. The Lingam has purpose and it’s the ability to provide and serve our desires and needs.
This ritual reinforces that ability. I play goddess music that honors the flesh and the spirit and it joins us in the fun and play of this harvest ritual.
He is out of the bath I prepared for him and I bow to him as he enters our sacred space. He stands on the cloth I have laid on the floor for him. His dripping lingam awakens my body and I am excited and throbbing all over. He is still wet from the bath as he is to remain wet and this adds to his pleasure.
“I honor the god in you” I say as I bow and I walk over to him and look into his strong dark eyes. I continue “May my love of your Lingam give you pleasure and continued purpose to provide.”
I walk away and pick up the bottle of ylang ylang oil and pour it into the palms of my hands. I walk back to him and gently massage him from his shoulders down his arms up his back and back down again to his belly and chest. I look into his eyes again and want to kiss is lips. Yet my focus is only to worship his lingam with great purpose. I continue to oil is hips and buttocks and lightly come to his rocking dick beginning to swell in front of me. I lick my lips and take in his scent. I want to drop to my knees and pull him into me now.
I do drop to my knees and stroke his thighs and legs and I am able to watch the drawing up of his ball sack and his cock smacks my cheeks a couple of times and I am glad to see my touches please him.
After stroking his feet I bless him with the five fold kiss. I bow to his feet and say “Blessed are thy feet” then I kiss each foot. I move to his knees and say “Blessed are thy knees” and kiss each knee. I reach to his lingam and say “Blessed is thy sex” and I gently lick my tongue around his mushroom and kiss it. I stand and place my hand at his heart and say. “Blessed is thy heart” and I kiss his chest wanting to suck his nipples too. I must stay focused. I am hot with desire and I love the lingam ritual being so focused on his dick because I will worship and worship well and deep I will. I look into his eyes and I say. “Blessed are thy lips” and this is the only time I am able to deeply suck in his breath and tongue. I kiss him and embrace his lips with mine and we hold one another and I feel his dick jumping to attention and pressing into me and I want to open myself to receive his penetration of my body.
Dear Goddess, I love for the spirituality of all, I think to myself.
Now, I guide him to the altar bed and I bow once more to him and he returns the gesture. He slides onto the altar and rests his back on the large pillows. When he is settled I offer him wine and fruit and I feed him.
I take some fruit and wine and place some of it on the stand that is part of the altar bed and leave some for the great goddess. I come back to my king and spread his legs and I first lay my heart onto his 60% erect lingam and pause here for him to feel my heart beat. I rise up and reach under one of the pillows and I pull from it a letter that I have prepared for the harvest ritual.
As part of the ritual I am to write the needs and desires of me and my family and for my lover as well. I also write how thankful I am to be able to worship his lingam in this way. It’s a Lingam Love Letter for the Harvest. I present it to him and he takes the letter without reading it and he says back to me. “It is done!” This is a trust statement of truth and he kisses the letter and then places the letter on the stand next to the fruit and wine. He rests back in front of me.
I begin now with stroking his lingam and closing my eyes as I meditate on his shape and strength as his dick grows. I tune into his lingam and my desire to please him grows and my heart begins to open more. My mouth fills with wetness and I thank God for being able to please and worship in this way. I am happy. I am happy for the harvest and for all that we can do to bring balance and abundance into our lives. His cock is harder now and he starts to gyrate his hips and play with the sensations growing in him. His moans are paced with the music and the moon glow is shining on us.
I slide my legs under his thighs to be grounded and I slide my mouth around the top of his cock. I hold the tip between my lips being still and allowing him to receive the new sensation being added. I then lick up and down is thick long shaft and I use my right hand to play with his balls. I open my mouth wider and lay over his lingam and just blowing my breath over him. I use both my hands to stroke his groin and squeeze his balls and as my wetness grows I can suck his cock deeper into my throat. I turn my head from left to right and up and down and this blended movement helps me to absorb his lingam more. His groans are growing and my arousal is increased and I begin to ache and moan to give more. I move my hands to his thighs and gently stroke his thighs. I imagine my hands and fingers are feathers and I stroke him in this way. I am so thankful to be giving him this deep pleasure with a purpose. To love his lingam is a gift and for him to receive it is divine.
I pull up for a moment to reposition my body. I pull my legs from underneath his and turn to lie onto my belly and I drown my head into his balls and I lick and suck each of them. Pulling on them with my lips and open mouth. I allow my right hand to pump his hard lingam and send more blood into is mushroom. I go a little deeper and lick his groin and down towards his ass. He moans more, I continue to suck and lick.
He is watching every move and this adds to his pleasure.
I come back up with licking lips and went to sucking his cock so hard you could hear the sucking sounds popping out of my mouth. I rise up and straddle him once again and I place my middle finger at the opening of his ass since I picked up that this throbbed his cock even more. I began rubbing there and gently opening his ass like a butterfly. I reached for the lemon oil and poured it over his cock and it was warmed before hand so this heated sensation was good for him. I mouthed him again and the taste of the lemon oil made my lips pucker and the squeeze around his lingam was perfect. I continued to suck and drip my wet mouth over his lemon oil drenched dick. I could see colors of purple green red and orange and the glow of the moon just made the whole experience angelic. He started thrusting harder and deeper into my mouth moaning louder now and the flexing of his ass told me we were getting close to the gift. His pumping in my mouth felt like a good fuck. Our mutual enjoyment only increased. My body was about to burst as he was grabbing my head and deeply penetrating my mouth and my heart burst forth more joy than I can describe.
“Let me see you.” He asked. “Look at me.” He requested and I lifted my mouth from his hot lingam for a moment to look up into his dark eyes and I saw colors of arousal and love and power and provider mixed into the desires and needs of us all being met.
“It is done,” he said and I knew what he meant and I poured over his divine lingam again and allowed his tasty sweat to send waves of orgasms through my body and he start to yell and loudly moan yes! Yes! Shit, fuck God Yes! And his pumping pushed into to me harder and then soft and then hard again!
“You got it baby!” He yelled as his hips lifted and his warm come flooded my mouth and I began to scream in orgasm at the taste of his come in my mouth and my aching grew into spasms of pleasure!
He dropped.
I lifted up and held as much come in my mouth as I could so that I could offer some of it to the altar on the stand. I went over and let a few drops spill from my mouth into the wine. I then let myself enjoy the last few drops in my mouth and I licked my lips in thanksgiving.
“Great Goddess please receive our offering and bless this harvest ritual. And may we continue to be blessed with our Divine Birthright of Prosperity on Earth and Healing for us all.”
I lifted the letter and kissed it as my lover had done in the beginning. I looked up at the moon and saw all the brilliant colors of red orange yellow green blue indigo and purple pulsating around her. I looked over at my lover and his legs were spread and he was asleep with a smile on his face.
Happy Harvest, I thought to myself, It is done.
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Installment XXXVI: The Full Corn Moon September 2009
Drinking from the Fountain of Youth
This full moon my goddess has allowed me entrance into the fountain of youth celebration! I’m so excited today is my 60th birthday and this is my gift from the goddess. She is an amazing goddess a hall of fame goddess…I love her and my love for her over these years has allowed me entrance into this very sacred ceremony this full moon!
On my way to the ceremony I stop to pick up flowers and wine as gifts to the goddess to be placed on the altar. Red Roses and Sunflowers fill my arms. I love honoring the goddess and all women in my life. Really all people should be honored and I honor the god in men as well as the goddess in women.
My goddess however has helped me reach a level in my life that the love I show to others is ever extending and my sexual abilities are heightened. Just thinking about her and what I can give to others just makes my dick harder and harder.
I arrive at the temple space and park my car and head to the large house and as I am walking up to the house I see a large tent in the back yard and a platform that leads to the back. I follow the others that are lead to the big back yard and walk along the guided path adorned with ribbons and flowers about each side. I can smell the incense wafting in the air as I approach. As I am closer to the temple there are women and men with wraps around their hips and bare breast flopping in the moon light greeting everyone and guiding us to a space in the temple where we must remove our clothes then bring our offerings to the altar.
I don’t know if I can keep my erection down it’s so sexy in this space and all the men and women look just as happy as I am. I remove my clothes and place them in the space provided to be easily recovered later. As I walk towards the altar I become aware of the many erections floating around in the room. So I start to feel at home with my bouncing swollen friend starting to drip and ache to penetrate.
Live music of drums bells and angelic erotic tones pulsate from the far corner of the temple space. People are walking around naked and spaying sage and incense in the air.
I walk to the large 12 foot wide table 6 foot length draped with cloths of panoramic colors with the large divine sculpture of Vishnu & Lakshmi. Vishnu and Lakshmi are the archetypal couple representing spiritual wealth and material prosperity.
They are in sexual union in this sculpture. This just turns me on even more and I look around the room and see so many others in other erotic positions. I see one woman on her knees sucking a man and his dick looks so large while another woman is behind him just rubbing her tits all over his back. Man this is amazing I think to myself and I continue to scan the room getting lost in the moment. I then notice a man stroking himself not to far from where I stand just moaning and rocking his hips back and forth towards the sculpture of Lakshmi and Vishnu and then I turn back and place my gifts on the altar and I notice there are other small and large statues of rock wood and ceramic of the yoni. Big dripping lips of the pussy spread all over the altar.
I wish I could be inside of one of those warm wet pussies I desire to myself and then I look around the room and see all the happy pussy in the room and a few women being licked. There’s one woman over there with a man behind her with his dick hard on her ass and a woman in front of her sucking her pussy. Wow she looks so happy sucking her pussy. I can see her eyes joyfully looking up and down the woman whose juice she is drinking. My ache endures and I walk around the temple and am quickly turned around by someone and embraced.
Then from behind me someone else is kissing my back and heading down towards my ass. I reach out to her and look at this beautiful woman that just held me close and placing her head in the palms of my hands I reach to her lips and give her a nice deep long kiss. I don’t even know this woman and that is one of the requirements. Not to introduce yourself by name just by sensual love. We all trust the goddess knew who would be allowed to be in a clean joyful celebration like this would be worthy and healthy. Like I am! So I continue my deep penetration of her beautiful full lips and wet tongue.
Beautiful…
Then the music stops and a silence fall over the temple. My lips part from my momentary love and we all turn and face the altar. Beyond the 12 foot table of gifts the altar continues to expand another 15 feet from what I can tell.
She’s coming….I hear floating around the space and people are attempting to get closer to the altar to be close to the goddess and hopefully drink. She’s coming in soon! Excitement grows!
Three men and two women the ones that greeted us at the entrance of the temple step onto the stage of the altar and place their hands in prayer position in front of their hearts. And they all bow together and say aloud. “We honor the god/goddess in you all.” In return we all do the same.
Then they begin at a whisper at first then full force ~ The Goddess Chant.
Isis, Astarte, Diana, Hecate,
Demeter, Kali ~ Inanna
Isis, Astarte, Diana, Hecate,
Demeter, Kali ~ Inanna
Isis, Astarte, Diana, Hecate,
Demeter, Kali ~ Inanna
And the joy of the chant grows and hands begin clapping and bodies move in a slow gyrate of sensual rapture. The wafting of the sage and incense increase and then the music begins as the chanting continues.
On a chariot the goddess lays her body draped in jewels and her head adorned with a yoni crown filled with a diamond as the clit. I love it! She is carried by four men stately walking naked with lingams hard and dripping for her.
She is set down on the extended altar and as she stands to greet us all the chanting and music ceases and calls of love flow forth. “I love you goddess.” “We love you goddess” Evolves from the followers.
The men step away from goddess but not to far still fully erect and bouncing in delight with the privilege to honor her in this way. I wish I could have done that for her. That would be an added joy on my birthday.
“I am here your sweet goddess to give you the freedom to come into your genius abilities!”
She begins….
“I have seen the glory in you all and as you witness the drinking celebration tonight may you all be captured in the youthfulness of the yoni.”
She raises her hands to the full moon…
“Great Goddess of the sky and earth hear me as I am you! May this temple space continue in its sacred sensual blessings as the juices from those here are given and celebrated for you and the life force here on Earth.”
She reaches towards us…..
“I conjure and aura of protection around us!”
She points to me….
“And you are the chosen one to drink from the fountain tonight.”
She calls me to her…
Space is made for me as I float to her. I am being touched as I walk past everyone as if I am able to walk on water or something. Actually I feel like I’m walking on water now. I was very grateful to be allowed to attend this full moon celebration in no way would I even let my self think I would be the chosen one to drink from her. This can’t just be because of my birthday can it? I wonder.
As I step onto the altar one of the priestesses approach me and dot my forehead with oil that smelled like oranges. Then she bent to her knees and placed my swollen cock in her wet wide mouth. Sucking me and caressing my balls just sends waves of pleasure pangs up my spine. I breathe and moan loudly and I hear the crowd join me in subtle moans of pleasure. She sucks harder and harder and then I realize she wants me to shoot my seed in her! I jerked my body and I look at my goddess questioning should I give it? I want to give it to my goddess. Reading my mind my goddess says,
“You must get rid of the first drop and be cleansed for me.”
Shit…Wow…I let myself let it all go with a push and yell and my body spasms into her mouth filling her full of my first drops. I am cleansed for my goddess and my desires only increase to drink from her now.
She looks up at me the priestess and licks her lips and rises and places her hand in a prayer position and bows. I do the same in return. She steps back from me and turns to the goddess and says.
“He is ready now.” And she stretches her hand to me and brings me to the goddess.
The Goddess touches my forehead and then steps back and lays onto the chariot she was brought in on and lifts her legs wide and two of her chariot driven men come to her and bend down and prostrate themselves on the floor so that she can rest her feet and legs on them and spread her fountain wide for me to drink.
I step and bend down (you don’t have to tell me what to do) and I can smell her yoni scent dripping from her opening washing past me and sipping into my energy drawing me closer. Her vanilla scented pink moist pussy lay open and I moved in and place my mouth on her sweet lips and began to slide my tongue between them. I then penetrate her with my tongue and deeply drink and suck. Her wetness grows and I continue to drink and experience pleasures writhing up my body once again. I immediately become erect and my drinking and ache increases. God I wish I could drown my dick in goddess’s chocolate yoni!
Then the music begins again and I notice by sounds and from my peripheral view that love was in the air and others were sucking and fucking everywhere. The sounds growing all around me adds to the mounting of the pussy even more for me. I drape my hands around goddess’s ass and really eat her well. I lift her hips a little to go even deeper to drink her up and she begins to moan and gyrate and her sounds make me happy as I worship and then she motions for another one of her chariot driven men to come to her and stroke and suck her nipples and her pussy widens and pumps youthful goddess sweetness into my mouth. My dick pounds and throbs hard without being touched and her body arches and she yells in delight to my lips now sucking tightly around her large clit.
The other chariot man comes forth and strokes his cock and pushes his juices out all over the goddess witnessing that causes me to explode and when I do I blow and moan into my goddess and my mouth becomes like a vibrator and her fountain flows more for me and then I hears sounds of ecstasy everywhere and goddess yells in delight louder and louder and her last pump comes with her holding my head hard on her dripping pussy and she screams the last of her fountain into me and I witness perfection with her pulsing pussy and the sweet taste in my mouth.
We all lay in eternal ecstasy!
Afterwards we all chilled in oneness and abundance as we ate and danced throughout the full moon warm night. The goddess embracing everyone as they approached her on the altar and I noticed that everyone including me looked incredibly younger and even more energized. I gazed at one of the full body length mirrors and was amazed at my increased handsomeness and as I looked up at my goddess she smiled towards me then blew me a kiss.
I looked back at the mirror and thought I hope I can drink from her fountain next full moon.
Happy Birthday to me!
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Installment XXXV: The Full Sturgeon Moon August 2009
The Water Wizard Lover
This full moon is a beautiful blue light sky in the night. I am moon bathing on the beach on this warm summer evening enjoying the wave’s splashes against the sand and how the water crawls up my legs. I have this perfect spot where I can be naked and lay my body under the moon and allow her rays to penetrate and revitalize my body and mood.
Flat out on my back I lay and look up at the moon and resting peacefully into the presence of pleasure I am happy. I come here every full moon during the summertime. This brings me so much joy to lie on the beach in the evening during the full moon.
I give myself a sensual massage and stroke my body. I do this to awaken my senses more and receive the energy of the moon deeply. This allows my erotic aura to expand. I start with my face and move to my breasts and stroke inward towards my heart. This brings inner balance to my body. I then just focus at my nipples and stroke and lightly squeeze them. I feel so hot so quickly and I am charged with sexual desire. I move one of my hands to my yoni and squeeze there tightly. I love how my body is rubbing in the sand while I squirm in my own juices.
As I’m just enveloped in this peaceful erotic charged energy around me I hear something. I look around and I don’t see anyone but I feel the presence of another. I sit up and look strait into the ocean and I just follow the hi and low roll of the waters body the ebb and flow catches my gaze for a bit and I meditate on the pattern created by the water communing with the moon.
I hear him, Hello, he says from behind me. I turn quickly and see a god of a man standing there. I start to jump but don’t want to ruin my tranquil mood if I don’t need to.
You startled me. I state and move my body away by dragging down on the sand.
I am sorry, his deep voice responds. I just came out of the water and found myself at your side. He flashed a wide smile and looked me deeply in my eyes to relax me. I didn’t mean to startle you; I said hello when I reached the sand and stood to my feet but another wave came and I just ran fast up here to beat it. I thought you saw me.
Oh, I turned and looked at the ocean again, seeing the moons reflection in the water gazing back at me. Yes, I’ve been meditating and moon bathing so I think I’m a bit intoxicated by the moon tonight and I didn’t hear you. I did feel you though.
And then I realized what I said and I laughed and I turned to him and I then noticed that we were both naked and natural. Just like it was no big deal, and it wasn’t.
I come here on the full moon also, I love the night air when the moon is full he joined in kneeling by my side now. My name is Alan. I could see his blue eyes. Like the dark blue in the sky. My name is Beverly, I answered and I gave him my hand to shake and he kissed it. Beverly have you ever had a massage under the water? No, I answered. Well would you like to experience one tonight with me? Well, Alan I just met you and how do I know you’re not an under water killer. I laughed foolishly.
He laughed and said I know it’s true you don’t know me and I guess I could be this water killer you talk about. Do you mind if I sit here and moon bathe with you for a while. If you change your mind and want a massage in the moon light ocean I will be here.
Sure, I said and watched his sexy body lay down next to me.
As we lie on the cool sand looking up at the moon I start to notice how relaxed I began to feel in Alan’s company. The silence grew between us as our focus on moon bathing continued. I couldn’t help but notice that Alan’s lingam started to bounce up and down and grew large right in front of me. I decided not to say anything because I didn’t want to interrupt this erotic moment. I watched as his inhales were deep and his exhale made his cock rise. Back and fourth the wave of his dick went and with the blue moon and silence in the air I felt altered.
Hmmm…laying here next to this beautiful woman under this full moon just makes me so hard. I wonder how Beverly is feeling right now. I wonder if she notices my cock rising for her. I want to wash her body with my love. I can gift her with my body and I hope she allows me to.
Alan turns to me and smiles. I smile back and I am amazed at how his erection doesn’t seem to distract him. It’s just there minding its own business. Well, I’m minding it too and I think to myself, how connected I feel to this stranger. It feels like I’ve been here before with him. Just smiling back and fourth at each other I start to feel the wetness build between my own legs. My nipples tingle as my arousal grows and I start to feel lightheaded and I think to myself I better do something about this. So I sit up and breathe in deeply and allow the wave of ecstasy to grow in me.
He sits up as well and begins his own breathing meditation and joins me. It’s nice being in company with someone so easy to be with. I look up at the moon just being a huge candle for this ritual we share together. I look over to my right and I see his large member staring back at me and I want to drown it in my mouth. But I don’t.
I look up at the moon again and notice the waves of colors flowing from her. Rings of red orange yellow and green then blue indigo and violet sends calming signals to the ocean and it responds with a slow movement appearing like a dance. As Above So Below I think to myself. I spend a moment in prayer and thanksgiving this summer evening loving my planet and honoring the connection of Father Sky Mother Earth.
My body vibrates from the ground up and my pelvis aches from deep inside me and I realize my arousal has increased. I breathe up my spine and down the front of my body and balance into my sex center. I continue this body meditation and it only increases my union with my pussy and I know it’s because I’m so close to a hard dick sitting and vibrating next to me.
Would you like to go into the calm ocean for a water massage Beverly? Alan asks, I promise you will not be disappointed. I am here to honor the goddess in you. He smiles and places his hands in a prayer position in front of his heart then bows his head to me.
I in turn bow my head to him and smile. I then nod in agreement and jump up and we both run into the warm ocean body which feels very much like a lake. Our naked bodies glowing with the moon light cascading shades of our shapes on the waters.
Alan takes my hands and sits me in his lap and just gently begins moving slowly through the water. I will not go deeper than five feet of water, he promises. Just rest your head on my shoulder and I will do the rest, he assures me. I feel his lingam against my ass and it offers another level of comfort for me. He is so charged up I know he will take special care of me in this water.
He dips me in the water up and down up and down over and over and each time we go under I hear my heart beat. Then silence and then I hear his heat beat and then silence. Then I am stretched out and he is holding my hands and now stroking my body throughout the water and I am flowing over and under the water and the tingles of the ocean and sand add to the soaking of pleasure moving through me.
Alan draws me near to him and now we are facing one another and he lifts my legs up and wraps me around his body and with the tip of his cock at the opening of my yoni he kneads up my back with his fingers pressing up my spine and stroking down two and then three times. He lays my head back in one of his hands and with my legs embraced around him the tip of his cock enters my pussy only. I open my mouth to breathe in as I am receiving a flood of heat into my womb by his penetration. He uses his other hand to massage my temples and the spectrum pops out of my third eye, rings of red orange yellow green blue indigo and violet flying through my mind.
I open my eyes and look towards Alan and his eyes are closed and he seems to be in trance himself being guided by a force and used for my delight. His shaft goes deeper into me now and I feel my body laying flat back on top of the water and Alan begins moving in a circle while my arms are floating wide to my sides as he holds my hips close to maintain our cock and pussy union. As Alan continues stepping around in a circle I escape into an orgasmic spasm and my yoni muscles squeeze his member tightly and my wetness increases and I feel his response of throbbing his cock in me. It pulsates in me and seems to grow again and I realize he is deepening his thrust now. Full inside me all the way he glides me up and down his cock as he continues his movements in circular motion holding my hips tight to him as I glide in the womb of the ocean.
He pulls me from his lingam and turns my body around now I am belly first on top of the water and he takes my right leg and wraps his right leg on top of mine and pulls our legs back as he straightens his body and stands up out of the water. He takes my hands in his and pulls my arms straight up towards the moon light sky. My body stretches and I feel release all over. Then he relaxes my arms and removes his leg from mine and then reaches his right hand to my inner thigh towards my knee and lifts me up opening my yoni wider. The water gushes in and out of my pussy and the night air flows through it as well and he continues to dip me in and out of the water by standing and lowering us into the water with the stretch. I am being penetrated by the waters pressure pushing in and out of me and the pleasures build as I rock my hips with his upward movements. He flips me around and lifts my legs around his neck and stands at attention and with his strength he moves his hand around my torso as my body flaps against his in the warm air above the waters mouth. He rubs my breasts and strokes my tits and the contact allows my pussy lips to engorge.
I smell her vanilla pussy and I shift my hands from her breasts to her ass and I lift her sweet pussy to my mouth and I suck her lips and dip my tongue inside her and allow her squirming body to erupt in my mouth. She is a blessing and I love tasting her divine flow dripping from her canal. I gently slide her back onto the water and pull her smoothly through the body of the ocean and stretch and pull her up and over the gently loose mountains created from the moon dance. I drape her over my left arm and nestle her chocolate satin skin on me and use my other hand to reach over to her groin and massage the pressure points around her yoni zone, releasing any and all pint up energy that no longer brings her pleasure.
I am honored to be the one to bring her into the ecstatic state. My inner zone in my pelvic region desires to press fully inside her and wrap her body around me. Yet I am not here for my pleasure, I am here to honor her and give her my gift.
I pull her up and lift her over my right shoulder and I grip her hips and spread her cheeks wide open to expose her opening to the brilliant moon light. Its radiance pours into her asshole and cleanses her there.
I cannot believe this sensation of arousal and release pouring from my body. This is magical he is amazing and I am glad I allowed myself to experience his mysticism.
I lift her from my shoulder and raise her body towards the moon like a baby being dedicated to god and then drop her into my embrace and rest her in my arms. She is asleep it seems lost in a tranquil state. I carry her to the shore and lay her warm naked wet body on our sandy bed. I stand over her and look down at her beautiful presence. She opens her coco eyes and spreads her legs and reaches to me. Without a word I drop into her grasp. Our charkas quickly connect and align as I experience spinning and writhing in my body. My ache for her has grown as I slip my lips to her and our tongues dance together and I am seeing her in my minds eye and we are one!
The quick growth of my cock let’s me know I must enter her! I life my body up and without removing my lips or heart from her embrace I bury my lingam into her deeply ever so deeply. And I thrust and our mouths open wide to hear our loud moans over the sounds of the ocean splash! I stay deep and keep our bodies locked. I penetrate and stroke my hips from side to side to wipe my thirsty cock throughout her womb to drink her scrumptious juice.
I grab his ass and my strength from desire grows. I guide his stroke in me and join him in his dance inside of me. We are on the same page moving slow and deep together to not miss a singe drip of pleasure. Our lips and tongue stay close and our eyes lock into an energetic embrace. I see oneness in his eyes. I see our embrace beyond this space. How can I see that in his eyes? Such a water wizard I think to myself. A water wizard lover!
I love him.
I turn him over onto his back and reposition myself on top and sitting up I take charge and continue our grind and my juice spills out on his dripping dick and we moan and breathe in union calling yes, yes together! I lean my body forward has he lifts his hands to my breasts and brings my nipples to his lips and squeezing my tits together he sucks my nipples and I tingle up my spine and grind my clit on his pelvic bone. I rock my body on him as he moves his hands to my ass and finding his finger at my ass entrance he begins teasing me there. Oh yes, I move faster and faster and we find a complete pattern flowing up and down with gyrations that increases our connections to our volcanic eruption.
I begin shaking and building in pulsations that rise up my body and I feel so free in the moon filled air and tremble on top of him and I feel the pull come from deep inside me as my yoni starts to spasm and I scream oh yes and my jerking body causes my heartbeat to pound out of my chest as I am coming, I am coming so hard! Then I notice my wizard lover lift up to come to my lips while I am still in orgasm.
Give me your breath I say to her! I want your breath to meet mind as I am ready to give you my gift. I continue as I suck her breath into my mouth and drink her sensual wet lips and juice into me. I bounce her up and down on my rock hard dick and my trembling builds to please her and I am seeing the rays of wonderful colors around her chestnut body. She is glorious and my cock feels connected to her heart as her beating pussy swells around me. It’s pulling me and soaking my come up into her body. I can’t help it I am surrendered under her and give myself to the ecstasy that is here. With my lips locked to hers and sharing in our mutual soul dance I come! I come so hard I fill her up inside and she drips some of my come out while I am still in her. I am grinding squirming and loving this goddess woman under this deep blue glowing sky.
I feel her energy rise higher!
My lover gives me his juice so much of his juice and while our lips are embraced I suck his come up into my body and this spasms cause me to erupt in our lip locked embrace again!
Shaking and rocking and moaning in a blissful rapture.
I am alive!
We hold onto one another till dawn locked bodies and auras, spent with the blessing of the ocean sexual dance with the moon. As I hold my full moon love saying goodbye, I wonder if he’ll be here next month on the full moon. I will.
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Installment XXXIV: The Full Buck Moon July 2009
The Sacred Medium
I enjoy the summertime full moons especially because I love to meditate out doors at the beach or in a clearing in the woods. I connect deeper when I can see nature and spend my time in the full moon glow.
This full moon I’m going to the woods to spend my evening meditation in a small clearing I found years ago that brings me peace and security not to be found naked. I enjoy the energy of the earth at full moon time because I become even more charged in my body and I love the awareness I have with goddess and how I can use this energy to enhance my body spirit. Full moon meditations I discovered years ago became more effective for me when I did them in the nude. And I also realized my sexual energy rose in my body and all other things in my life shifted for the better as well each and every time I acknowledge my sexual energy as a spiritual force during the full moon.
And this time would be no different.
I find my favorite spot in the woods and I lay down a blanket and then I sit on the blanket and just take in the energy of the earth beneath me and the woods surrounding me. I lay down for a while looking up into the moon light and just rest with the peacefulness around. I then sit up and pull out my bottle of red wine and fruit and make an altar with the wine fruit and a big glass candle. I drape a red cloth in front of me and place the fruit in a small glass bowl and lay to the right of the candle that’s placed on the center of the cloth. I then pour wine into a red wine glass I have for ceremonial purposes only.
I pour some wine on the ground in honor of my ancestors and then I pour more in honor of the goddess and this full moon.
I pray ~
“I am here Great Goddess ~ Your Daughter. Speak to me as you speak to yourself. So I may speak to others. I am filled with the perfect God/Goddess Consciousness as my arms are the branches that grow into bringing Heavens Riches on Earth. I am the Tree Goddess. Goddess Blessings to All Beings! Ochun Ochun Ochun!”
I stand and just lovingly touch my body all over and remove my clothing piece by piece chanting silently to myself while becoming aware of the air around my naked body. The night wind blows gently and my nipples respond. I raise my hands high towards the moon as an expression of receiving her energy. Then I turn my body so that my back is facing the moon and I bend over and raise my hands to my ass and I spread my ass cheeks wide and receive the full moon light energy into my opening.
I feel the surge of light energy forcing itself into my ass and it penetrates my tissues and I experience anal pleasure that makes me desire for more. I make a mental note to call my lover once I’m home. ;-)
This form of light energy is very good for the body as it has excellent germicidal qualities, and this same exercise can be done with the sun as well and I do this as often as I can. This keeps the anus and the pussy free of germs. I bow deep so that my ass faces the moon.
After some time I stand and turn once again towards the moon and I begin my chant aloud, singing and clapping:
We all come from the Goddess, and to her we shall return
Like a drop – of rain, flowing to the ocean.
Hoof and Horn, Hoof and Horn, All that dies shall be reborn
Corn and Grain, Corn and Grain, All that falls shall rise again
We all come from the Goddess, and to her we shall return
Like a drop – of rain, flowing to the ocean.
Sage and Crone, Sage and Crone, Wisdom’s gift shall be our own.
Crone and Sage, Crone and Sage, Wisdom is the gift of age.
We all come from the Goddess, and to her we shall return
Like a drop – of rain, flowing to the ocean.
As I dance and chant I pick up my wine and drink and enjoy the fruit. I celebrate and the warmth of the night with the full moon light adds to the colorful vibrations circling around me. Hues of Red Orange Yellow and Green bounces off the dark earth and branches from the trees above while Blue Indigo and Purple slip through the rocks making a sacred maze to be followed.
I feel alive and excited to enjoy myself in this energy! I see the rays of moon light energy escaping from the moon and targeting me! The sharp razor glow flows down to me and I am hit with the wave into my crown charka flowing through my body into the earth. I know it’s my dance that created the map for the full moon glow to find me.
As I am being charged, my body tingles and from my crown to my feet I am charged with her power and erotic motive. It’s as if my tits, ass and yoni are shooting out flows of darts from my body to the area around me (aura). And with each pulse I grow in my arousal. Standing and darting I become wetter and wetter. I cannot explain the flow of arousal building in me. “I am here Great Goddess your daughter.” Comes to mind and I feel her connecting to me and strengthening my body. My erotic vibration is the strength of my aura.
I sit on my blanket and as soon as my ass hits the ground I feel a charge rise up into my pussy and I feel the swelling growing in my yoni and I am pleased. My lips engorge and the wetness increases. I feel the rump and hump of my body cascading through me and I am surprised by the instant connection with the earth and moon energies. What’s happening? I ask myself as I allow the fullness to grow in me.
Breathing in and out…. in deeply and out completely…. first my nose and then my mouth….. continuously.
Without my direction my arousal increases as my energy flows now up my spine to the top of my head. Tingling and pulsing through as my clit throbs and throbs. Then I am breathing up my spine and at the top of my head I hold my breath spontaneously and the energy increases while my clit and pussy throb harder. I like this!
I continue this beautiful flow in the moonlight glow and I follow my energy down the front of my body. Breathing down the front of my body into my heart I am lead. Into my belly I continue into my sex center I buzz.
I flow two fingers into my yoni as the wetness expands my pussy wider. I ride them like I’m riding a hard cock and I heave deeply very deeply enjoying the writhing pleasures of nature and body.
As I ride and ride and ride I decide to remove my dripping finger tips and bask in the glory of the flow of energy moving up my spine shooting out through the top of my head and down the front of my body enveloping my heart into my belly into my sex sex fucking sex center!
It becomes natural without, thinking I mean. Natural to squeeze my pc and sphincter muscles on my inhale up my spine like I’ve known this process for ever now. Inhale and hold the muscles up my spine out the top of my head then release the muscles on the exhale. Going down the front of my body to my. My…. My…?
I am your sacred medium… It spoke to me….I rise through your pulsing heartbeat of erotic desire. Desire is your pathway to enlightenment. Your sexual desire is the awakening of your erotic spirit. The light of eternity flows through you and I am finally conscious to guide you.
I hear my pussy speak and with the desire to come I also have the clarity of mind to understand.
As I exhale on the exhale I bring voice to my breath. AHHaahhh…..aaahhhhhh……ah…ah…ah….ah…continuous flow inhale exhale…ah…ah…ah…! I began to float in the peaceful erotic balance of the inner male and inner female. I wanted to thrust and receive the cosmic dick in my cosmic pussy.
You are the map toward enlightenment through the desires of your heart. Go toward your desires and focus there. And your purpose will be revealed. Your purpose is your eleventh commandment. The 11th commandment, Is the map toward enlightenment.
I understand her and my need to erupt is growing and at the same time I realize that she is speaking to me. My “Sacred Medium” she referred. My Sacred Sex, Sacred Middle, Sacred Medium? I questioned.
I am the consciousness of your sex center and I am sacred because I give life. Life in all sorts of ways my sacred medium channels. Of the desire we posses, we (meaning me) control, and that is divine, listen to your pussy pulsate the truth out of your ecstatic body.
My sensations grew as my body rocked while the earth created a dick to penetrate me and energetically rock me to ecstasy.
My body was being strengthened while the wave of my sacred medium explained my erotic purpose towards enlightenment. To tend to my desires promised to bring enlightenment. With desires comes your “purpose” sexual desire is the path to eternity and it’s in the orgasm. Come baby come…I heard! Come baby come! Come baby Come! Give me your wet gift…your slippery juice of life given fruit.
I felt as if I was not alone and I allowed myself to be draped in the pleasure of mutual love as my throbbing body continued its exploration communing with my “sacred medium” with the full moon insights of prosperity.
You have the map…your body is the map, Hear me! Hear Me! To long has the map been misread….you have placed yourself is proper balance to received my full moon word. I am consciousness I am the sacred medium of your sexual portal. You give and receive. You receive and give!
You/Your body are the gateway! I explode as I transform my understanding and allow my eruption to take hold and I scream in delight of my long a very long awaiting rapture. Yes! Yes! Yes! Yes! Yes! I can’t stop…Yes! Yes! Yes!
I have nothing to do with this I physically feel.
As I exhale and allow my breath to breathe out of my pussy as the pulsing nature rises. And as the pulse throbs deeper I sense the small plate the size of a quarter that I know is the G-Spot that My Fucking Gorgeous G-Spot is the signal through the body to channel the path of desire as the purpose pathway that builds the auric field that flows out the top of the head like a large fucking cock creating the yang/masculine force balance in us all, yin/yang in us! In us. In me.
In me…..
I understood the wisdom of our genitals can’t access our brain if we don’t recognize it’s importance to life!
I am Alive!
My Pussy is Alive!
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Installment XXXIII: The Full Strawberry Moon June 2009
My Womb (A Rant)
I’m standing my Womb is standing
My yoni
My Pussy
My Yoni is up in the sky where a universe excess
My skyward journey of my womb has past cries of rape and power lost
When I scream and pull at my hair my Womb is crying
My womb speaks of my African women in bondage
Fight Womb fight
Of generations of womb suffering by my ancestors
Fight Womb Fight
Of my Mothers Womb and her Mothers
Fight Womb Fight
For My Daughter
Love is the power of my womb
Life giving is the miracle
My womb says no to sickness
The juicy pleasures of my Womb guides him in and out of my body and my Womb smiles
I love with the power of my Womb
Womb happiness
Womb portal
Universal Womb I am
They’re amazed by my Womb strength
You can’t take my Womb away
My Womb consciousness
Oneness is the miracle of my Womb
Laugh Womb Laugh
Goddess Blessings
Rev. Goddess Charmaine
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Installment XXXII: The Full Flower Moon April 2009
Eternal Exctasy
Every Full moon I enjoy a mystical experience with Jacob a very powerful erotic healer! He doesn’t take much credit for what he gives. He believes the goddess possess him and guides his hands and body to serve.
I know that as a spiritual person I receive allot of messages from the goddess during my sessions with Jacob and the most expansive blissful orgasms possible. And the full moon is a powerful time for me and this night and moon is no different. The Goddess uses Jacob as a portal to eternal ecstasy. He is so blessed and beautiful.
I walk into his sacred space remove my shoes and enter the room where there is a low round mattress in the center of the floor, filled with fluffy blankets and pillows draped by a canopy that drops from the ceiling. I instantly feel like I’m transported to an island of love. Jacob stands and greets me with open arms as if he only exists in this moment for me.
We embrace and take in deep slow filling breaths. Connecting our bodies and our hearts to the same rhythm and I begin to feel Jacob’s lingam rise and send me a message that he’s happy to see me.
Jacob stands before me with his hands in prayer and bow’s to me. Looking into my eyes he asks, “May I offer my love to you and bless you with my body?” I answer “Yes.” Jacob then undresses me. Removing first the buttons of my red blouse exposing my bare breasts and then drops it to the floor. Unbuttoning my black slacks and peeling them off my hips past my thighs and down my legs. One leg lifted at a time and he strokes each leg with his fingers sending shivers along my body.
As he stands and looks into my eyes again I already feel a surrender slipping over me as I trust this process with him and open myself to full pleasure and spiritual clarity.
Jacob guides me to the encircled bed through the canopy and I lay down on my back as he cradles my head between his thighs and begins scanning my face and chest area with his hands while I notice something more interesting. His lingam is growing to fullness right before my face and the head of his shaft in swollen like a mushroom and I breathe in deeply and my mouth waters and I reach my hand to him and squeeze tightly around his shaft. I squeeze it a few more times pumping him harder and more swollen with arousal. He begins to drip his juice from his glorious cock and I want to worship him with my mouth. I want to please him with my tongue.
Jacob then reaches towards my face and lifts my chin to his lips and penetrates his tongue into my mouth and a deep kiss communicates both of our desires.
As our lips disconnects he says to me. “My carnal desire for you cannot distract me.”
He moves his hands across my body and gently begins the massage on my face. I close my eyes and rest in his touch and soon I escape into a pleasure only known to me.
Jacobs touches travels through me like a stream of water flowing over my naked body. I am swept away by it and soon he is no longer there as the man aroused wet and hard before me.
It has become something more!
I see myself in the woods at a waterfall drenched in the warmth of the water as his drops drape around me soaking me in the tingles of the beads of water that dance over my body.
I open my eyes to look up at her fullness and embrace her brilliance in the sky pouring her love into me. The rings around the full moon speak to me as the waters cleanse me for her penetration into my aura. Hues of Red Orange Yellow and Green lifting me into Blue Indigo and Purple Passion bring me into inner balance. I lift my hands to my breast and squeeze my nipples and send erotic charges into my yoni now wet for penetration. I cup my breasts and massage them and as I do this my hips rock and it’s saying yes for more. In the far places of my mind I know these are Jacob’s touches on me yet I don’t see him anymore. He is channeling these images and I am surrendering to the sensations from the Goddess.
Each flow of color circling around her fullness sends not just a vibration into my energy field but scents and taste flow through me. I smell the sandalwood mixed with cedar sage around and my lips taste like vanilla and I realize the waterfall is mixed with the sap of the masculine mountain as the trees that live on him have received his semen of life and she is pouring it into my being through the waterfall orgasm!
My excitement is peeked and I fall back onto the garden and am greeted with a strong yet soft earth bed of grass and flowers being fed by the water as well. My body is being stroked in several places at once and I experience slight pressure on me as my feet and inner thighs are being massaged by the coolness of the garden bed supporting and around my body. I feel the pulse of the earth beneath me and his heartbeat becomes one with mine. My legs are spread open and I am gently slid into. My yoni expands to receive the fullness of penetration and I am being held in a tight embrace. I greet every thrust as my heart is opening to this energy inside me. My womb is alive and I feel the wetness building. My hair and arms are being spread apart upon the earth and I feel my body disappearing into the garden becoming one with it as my ecstasy grows to climax!
Grass leaves and flowers bloom throughout my human body and I am expanding in energy and pleasure.
I am throbbing inside and my body is rocking with the dark sky light and the earth in me. The rhythm of love making is causing me to moan in a way that screams only pleasure and my loud voice sends shivers into the ground beneath me as we continue our erotic dance!
Messages words images fill me as I give in to the desires of the garden.
“Here in this body are the sacred rivers; here are the sun and moon, as well as all the pilgrimage places. I have not encountered another temple as blissful as my own body.” ~ Saraha Doha
With these words my body is now contracting and expanding as I am lifted into another level of consciousness. The more pleasure I receive the more is revealed to me. The ache in my pussy can take more!
“The Tree of Life is in Your “Sacred Middle” This is deep in your womb at what is called by humans the G-Spot. I penetrate my organs from earth into your body to open you up and give you the message of eternal ecstasy! Salvation is within you! The Tree of Life is within not without! It lives in your Sacred Middle in the lower regions of your body.”
I am now being opened even fuller as I wrap myself in the warmth of the covers of the earth motion and I turn over and press my body deeper into the warm earth and my gyrations sends me into more pulses crawling throughout me. My nipples tickle on the grass beneath and they are coated with wetness and it feels like lips licking me.
I am now being lifted from the earth onto my knees and bent over with my hands supporting me on the ground. My buttocks are spread apart and I feel the outer lips of my anus being stroked. Slightly oh, ever so slightly and then wetness forms there and a buzzing sensations forms in my ass and around my body causing me to jerk into spasms as my clit and pussy respond.
“All life lives in all of us! Every living thing on earth begins in our sacred middle that is why the oneness begins in penetration of the bodies and flows into the wholeness of life Source through the energetic centers you human’s posses.
It is in your erotic ecstasy I am able to give you this information.”
On my hands and knees I feel the opening in my ass and the air around blows into my ass and I find this sprinkle of air kisses moving up into me very arousing. My mouth waters and at that moment I lick the vanilla taste around in my mouth and as if it was a request, soon my mouth is filled with a fullness and a pressure. I suck at the lingam in me and the back of my throat is pleased and my mouth waters more to take this cock in deeper and much more is revealed to me.
The mountain moans and I sense the garden in growing ecstasy with all the love making happening now. I am one with her as he rides me.
As my climax continues I am riding the erotic wave of bliss as each level feels like an orgasm that grows and my body explodes in ecstasy and I continue to ride.
The messages in my body continue as my clit is now expanding and my ass is deeply penetrated and the thrusting is slow and deep. I feel the pulse of the penis inside me and like Morris code I interpret the message.
“The map to the tree of life is misunderstood even by those on the path of erotic enlightenment. She is within you yet your direction to her is wrong. Although, yes it is through the penetration of oneness with another it is however not from the portal you think. The first and Second energy centers are the eternal life energy area of our spiritual human body. This is the area of eternal ecstasy the true source of abundance power and ability on earth.
The Third area/energy is the line between the gates or portals of upper and lower consciousness. This third area is of faith and your law of attraction vibration, magnetizing your aura and belief of self and god/goddess.
It’s in the upper energy source or the fourth area and above that maintains our line of consciousness with the cosmos and the energy of our planet and the galaxy.
The map is in your heart. The path to the Tree of Life begins there.”
My entire being is galvanic and the garden and I are in a volcanic rupture together. Her trembling force compels me to my belly and as my body writhes in motion with his pelvic thrusts my wetness builds as his organ grows wider.
The waterfall no longer cools me and the fire in me expands all over while the garden absorbs me into the earth and sucks my body into the vegetative life.
The pulsing rock of the strong dick inside of me now explores my yoni and my ass at once. How this is possible? I don’t know except that my heart is opening even more. I have surrendered to greater pleasure than I’ve ever known before. I have been served and the blessings are showing as my pussy’s filled with the pulpy pleasure of life being lived within me.
“Most look from the genital portals and cannot locate her although they know and sense the Three of Life is within. We know you know this and have been puzzled how to find her.”
“Look from your heart center. You are in ecstasy with us now that you can see.”
I move my consciousness now from my pussy that is flooding in spasms while I feel his milky cock swimming though me. I move it to my heart center and look. I first feel the love and overwhelming sense of unconditional love rocking my heart.
I then shift my consciousness in my heart center to looking down from my heart down my spine and gaze into my pelvic region. This attention sends waves of acknowledgement through my spine and into my root basin. I then see clearly the organs of my pelvis and then as the organs pulsing in unison the spasms of delight I see her! The Tree! My pelvic organs from the point of view of the heart are shaped like a “Tree” the Tree of Life is in my sacred middle. And as soon as this is made real to me the earth comes!
Her orgasm sends groans of aching rocking pleasure in the garden. All plant life in her womb are piercing my body and reshaping me into the grass and flowers and the branches and the leaves and I am screaming in final ecstasy as I come out of the ground shooting like a baby being born through the world’s pussy! My pleasure cannot be explained as I am lifted in oneness with all living life.
My head and hair are heightening and stretching far into the night sky. My arms stretch forward and wide and my legs are rooted strongly into the body of the earth. My leaves expand wide into the mountains dripping water falls and I am here!
My bark is dark mahogany red and my shape is creviced with lines and mounds galore. My bosom is full and my sap is milky flowing down my roads of wisdom.
He is there I see him in floating meditation with his lingam fully erect and his wetness exposed.
Jacob has found me and his giving his life energy to me!
I see her full beauty in oneness with The Goddess. Her naked beautiful body on my bed alter has transported her here through my touches and the tree of life is within! I can no longer hold back my desire for her. My heart and lingam aches to be one with her!
I rush to her and am in prayer and thanksgiving. “I found you! I found you!” My dick is growing larger and my balls tighten to spread my juice in her. I rub my hands on her bark and my fingers tingle with erotic bliss and I then peel a tiny piece of her park off and I lick and suck it and take it deep into my body. My lingam gets stronger and the messages she’s receive enter into my mind. I see the Tree of Life in me as well. I look from my heart and see her!
I look up at my goddess and her milk is dripping all around and I climb my sultry body up her tree branches and I lick her sap and I then find her bosom and feed. I lick and explore her body and soon I drink to my fill and receive the words!
“Destiny is Life”
“Together we will live forever.”
My cock finds her opening and I thrust and give my self to her. My juices grow and behold the milk flows from my cock and as I roar in rapture I bring forth life!
I lie in ecstasy in her tree of life energy. We embrace!
I open my eyes in his arms and Jacob has the same look as me. We found it without knowing we were looking.
We rise together and enjoy one another’s long gaze and he offers me wine and fruit and we relax in the after glow of ecstasy and soon we realize that these sensations are not easing out of our bodies. They have merged into oneness with who we are now.
I look to him and I say. “Jacob you’ve shown me the path to eternal ecstasy.”
He replies…”Eternal ecstasy indeed.”
As I leave and we embrace one last time. I say.
“See you next full moon.”
Jacob responds “Goddess Blessings!”
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Installment XXXI: The Full Pink Moon April 2009
Private Enlightenment
The first full moon during springtime is the pink moon and is a very special one for me. For some reason my ritual masturbation meditation is very effective during this time.
I grow wiser stronger and healthier every Spring Ritual.
I place candles and water on my altar and a little bread and wine in honor of my ancestors. I say a prayer to set my intention of honoring myself and the god/goddess creative life force!
While sitting in the lotus position with my hands in a prayer, I call out.
“Spirit Guides of Light and all those who love me in the name of Christ be with me now.
Spirit Guides of Light and all those who love me in the name of Christ be with me now.
Spirit Guides of Light and all those who love me in the name of Christ be with me now.
Thank you Ellegua and all the Orishas for being with me now and forevermore! Ochun Athena Aphrodite Isis Osiris Jesus Horas Chango and Obatala.”
I then pour wine onto the altar and lift my hands up towards the ceiling, to the sky, symbolically offering the wine to Great Goddess All That Is.
I sit and then drink the wine and break a piece of the bread and remember my ancestors that have past on and then I eat the bread and I feel the wholeness within myself and connect to the strength of my people.
I stand and remove my shorts and bare all before my altar! Before My Goddess and as soon as I do this my lingam grows at attention. I feel the rush of my cock rising and I smile in my heart and on my lips. I look down at my risen dick and imagine the pleasure I will be giving myself.
I know this sounds weird to some of you reading my story, but this process of masturbation meditation on every full moon has brought me so much healing and personal power that there is no reason to ever stop. “Truth demonstrates itself in your life” and when Rev. Goddess taught me the importance of having a personal ritual that I do on my own every full moon to honor myself and god/goddess all that is. Everything changed in my life. My relationships, my lifestyle, sexual abilities and most importantly my emotional and physical health. I no longer suffer from high blood pressure lack of desire for sex because of performance anxiety. There isn’t anything my higher sexual self cannot heal and bring into balance with the consciousness of god/goddess all that is. That’s Sex and Spirit for my personal enlightenment.
I take hold of my swollen lingam and think about my body and I can feel the pulse of my heart beat in my cock. I do wish I was penetrating a wet warm opening right now but I know that will come later.
I stroke and stroke and ride my shaft as the pleasure builds. I pour some oil in my hand and with both palms I massage my lingam by rubbing up and down my cock with both hands. This massaging brings balance and healing to my organs. The tip of my cock strengthens my heart and right at the sides of my head heals my lungs and right under the tip of my turtle head strengthens my Spleen-Pancreas and in the middle of my rock hard dick works my liver and at the bottom of my shaft next to my warm balls heals my kidneys. It’s very important to massage all parts of my lingam equally this strengthens my body and creates an internal balance. Then as I stand at attention I squeeze my cock soft and hard to build the energy in my lingam for the purpose of my masturbation. I look at my lingam and am so happy to be part of this divine energy in this human body of mine. What a magnificent idea to create humans to share in love and life though our erotic bodies. I think this to myself and I am in awe of the wonderful life energy coursing through my veins with a purpose for my private enlightenment.
I gaze at my marvelous bone buzzing and I trance out as I meditate on the image of my bouncing wet cock. My long thick member seems to connect me deeper in my zone as the shape of my shape dick forms images in my mind. I feel my ball sack hanging and drawing up and down my groin to the pulsing of my dick. The bottom of my shaft throbs and the hard smoothness of my skin triggers sensations along my spine. As I follow this energy up and down my charkas the images grow clearer from my lingam. In my trance state my focus is now at the tip of my dripping cock. I see my pre-come growing and desiring to make contact with another life and my dripping is falling to the floor because I am so wet and so much of me is flowing out of my growing portal. And the drips become crystallized like diamonds and as I now resume my stroking the flowing energy up my back is now flowing from the top of my head. My crown charka is whirling with the purple energy expanding around me. My aroused trance is penetrating my silky diamonds and I sink into my pre-come with a strong meditative gaze and my excitement builds and I feel like I’m going to explode and my energy expands further around my purple aura.
I feel from my crown charka and from the tip my growing cock a pulling from both ends like my body is being sucked and pulled someplace else and with each stroke the sucking feeling is faster and I am losing control of my body and I know this. Yet the sensations are so powerful I’m going with it. I then see perfectly clear and realize I am being witnessed and worshiped by others! I am still here in my space at my altar and yet the people around me are someplace else but their spiritual erotic bodies are here worshiping me. I look around and notice men and women about 17 by quick count and some are bowing and some are praying and some are just staring at me in a private ecstasy. I realize this is a worshipping prosperity ritual! I learned about this from Rev. Goddess for my gift of the virtuous cock.
A person of inner strength and balance will be witness masturbating and at the moment of orgasm those worshippers will receive the blessing of the virtuous cock and bring prosperity to themselves and other by honoring the Lingam.
My Cock symbolizes God because it is completely yang and completely giving! I continue my strokes and my moans build and the worshippers start to feel rise in their bodies as I am being witness. I spread my liquid diamond over my lingam and ride my wave of bliss and I begin to pump my hips pelvic thrust style and my heart beat grows along with the throbbing pleasure within me. I’m close to shooting all over this space and I breathe harder and louder with every aching thrust. More images flood my third eye and I see words coming to me that pulse in and out of view as I’m gliding along my member.
I got it! I see it!
The Five Virtues of the Penis*
1. KINDNESS. As a tool for servicing, it keeps giving and giving.
2. RIGHTEOUSNESS. It is not selfish. It performs its duty.
3. COURTEOUSNESS. It is polite. It advances or retreats at the right time. It is hard or soft at the right time. And it is shaped neither squarely or pointedly. It will neither hurt nor show a lack of discipline.
4. WISDOM. It knows how to find a way to please, and it will do whatever is in its power to satisfy.
5. HONESTY. It will keep on laboring until it completes its duty. If it can not fulfill its duty, it gives up completely. It is completely honest.
These words and descriptions flood my mind and the whirlwind in my body causes me to jerk my virtuous cock and my explosion is imminent. I am milking my penis. I squeeze my penis at my head and I stretch the head of my penis and I watch the head of my penis grow and grow and my worshippers moan with arousal.
The moans of the worshippers grow and as I am close to giving it all I allow final strokes to my lingam with slapping moist squirts coming from my dick because of how wet and sweaty I am now! I am trembling and rocking because this has gone on long enough and I am ready to bless them.
Then my fluid is traveling fast inside my train. I dip my hand down towards my tight balls and tickle there and send shivers throughout. Now I am at the moment just before I’m going to blast off and I simply reach around behind my ass and press halfway between my asshole and my scrotum. I press it hard enough so that my semen is not allowed to travel out from my prostate and up my hard cock. I don’t press to hard or to soft and as the semen shoots back up into my body the quivers explode through my spine and I yell! Oh yes! Oh Yes! Oh God! Yes! My orgasm is strong and my energy field floods the whole room in a velvet purple hue and all are draped in my explosive aura and then all worshippers begin their ecstasy dance and fall back into self pleasuring and the wave continues!
I can feel every person self pleasuring them selves as I just felt my own arousal. I am sensing and seeing all they are experiencing at this time. Women penetrating their yonis deeply and men milking their lingams. I slide through each one witnessing them. My arousal joins them once again and I give them the gift of injaculation.
My body is on fire and my energy is even stronger now that I allowed myself to Injaculate and the blessing of those witnessing will bring healing and abundance to them as well. God/Goddess revealed this to me through the virtues of my cock. I am at my altar now and alone and very much alive! I look up to the full moon from my window and see a pink glow flowing from her.
Then I realize I am enlightened. Oneness with all living beings and things through my virtuous cock. This is my private enlightenment!
* The massage points of the lingam and the Five Virtues of the Penis are quoted from Dr. Stephen T. Chang's Tao of Secxology: The Book of Infinite Wisdom.
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Installment XXX: The Full Worm Moon March 2009
The Cleansing of Officer Bradley
Standing in my shower with the water running over my body I hold my hardness in my hand and wonder why I can’t give this to my wife. I can’t get hard and keep it hard long enough so that I can bury my cock deep in her pussy and make love to her right. I want to be inside of her so badly I want to give her what she needs. She knows that I hope. As the water beats off my body I begin stroking and stroking my dick and I feel at the edge of openness and I’m going to explode I think. Any minute I’m going to pump it all out of me.
I fantasize that I’m making love to my wife. We always had great sex together and even better sexual experiences since we are open. I feel sorry that those feelings have left me I’m afraid. I go at it for a while and as I stroke myself and the pleasure builds and I circle my hips to feel this wave more and then I soon realize it’s been some time now that I’ve been in this shower and I can’t come. I just can’t let go! I’m so frustrated and tight inside! I give up and get out of the shower.
I’ve been home about six weeks from the Iraq war and I am having a hard time settling myself into civilian life again. I’ve seen so much and been through so much with my fellow brothers and sisters during this war I feel disconnected and somewhat dirty being back in the States, back home.
I can’t shake these feelings and sometimes I think it would be better for everyone if I just went back to Iraq. My family life is a struggle everyday. I can’t show much physical love to my wife and I’m happy to be back with my kids and wife but my hugs just don’t give off much energy to them and I notice we are all feeling the loss from each other now that I am home than even when I was away for the last 18 months! I’m at a loss what to do to shed these negative fucking thoughts I am having. I’m going to speak with my wife about requesting to return to Iraq and at least serve my county well.
I asked my wife Mary to sit and I shared my feelings of disconnection from everything in this civilian life. We were told that rejoining American life might be a struggle but that it would eventually wear off. I was feeling unfit to be home with my family and not take proper care of them. But my wife Mary had other plans on her mind.
I hear you Brad and I feel weird being around you sometimes too. The kids ask, “Why is daddy so sad?” and I tell them that I don’t know but he loves us very much and he will be happy soon. Honey I’ve been part of a tantric goddess gathering group that teaches healthy spiritual and sexual techniques and rituals to empower ourselves. I started this group about one year ago in an effort to maintain my sexual joy while you were away. I didn’t want to harm our relationship while you were away by having sex with others with out your consent.
I looked at my wife with surprise and respect for her taking responsibility with her feelings and her body. We always had an honest and supportive relationship in so many ways and she supported my choice to be in the military even when she disagreed with me joining ten years ago. Now it’s become my career choice and I am happy however I’ve never had to leave them for so long before. Now that I’m home we are at risk of not relating anymore I think and I want to figure out what Mary thinks this goddess group can do for me or for us.
I start by asking her, “Mary what are you suggesting? I’m happy you were able to find a way to continue growing and that you understand what’s happening with me even if it is hurting us.”
I look into my husbands eyes and I can see his pain and I know that the gift I can give him will take all this sin away from him. I explain, “Bradley, I’ve learned through goddess sexual teachings that men in battle come home with the sins of battle and pieces of souls of the lives they killed and hurt. Even though this had to happen you are not free from this Karma. This type of sin requires you be cleansed by people that practice tantra or goddess healing. I know this may sound crazy to you but I am sure my love that you will not need to leave us and return to war to feel sane once you are cleansed in the Goddess Temple.”
I respond with more curiosity, “What will they do to me, how will I be cleansed?” Mary explains more to me, “This is a spiritual sexual ritual cleansing that I will take part in but you are open to sharing yourself with any person in the gathering that you feel connected too.” My eyes wide, I stand and look at my wife and exclaim, “I am not saying that I don’t want to be with you sexually any more!” Mary comforts me by saying “I know Brad, it’s not that it’s the healing power of sex with gifted people that understand that sex is life force and it cleanses and heals all sin. I want this for you and for us. So I’ve set up the ritual for tonight.”
“Are you sure this is going to work? I have to admit I’m a bit excited and nervous about the possibility of being in a group of other people naked again and I don’t know what to do anymore I’m afraid.” I admit. “You don’t have to do any thing but trust me. I’m your wife and I love you very much and I know that these negative energies will leave you and you will be free from sin.” I smile and we hug and kiss.
“The kids will be staying over your parents tonight because we may be home very late or tomorrow.” Mary tells me and I am becoming even more intrigued.
“We will drop them off on the way, you don’t need to do anything to prepare just let’s go.”
Here we go!
I have to say I already started to feel better. I couldn’t believe my wife wanted me to do some goddess ritual to release sin. I understand where she’s coming from and although this technique is off the path of just praying for forgiveness I’ve always trusted her and I had no reason to stop now. I just want this pain inside of me to stop and if she thinks sex is the way to release all this, who am I to say no.
We ended up on Park Avenue in New York City not a long drive at all. I had some thought we would be traveling a bit on the road. The high rise building didn’t look like a goddess temple to me. I asked my wife what kind of temple is here in this building and she pointed to the top of the building and said, “In the penthouse.”
When we entered the penthouse I immediately heard soft music playing and aromas started drifting pass my nostrils right away. Scents of myrrh and coconut flushed past me. I didn’t know whether to be hungry or horny. As we walked into the room through drapes not doors there stood a large room with a sunken living room floor. There were about ten people just lying around eating and drinking with barley any clothing on. I wasn’t sure how I felt coming into this scene with my wife. I know she had been joining the goddess gathering for some time and I’m sure she is comfortable. I just had to put all this together in my mind and figure out how my wife fit in with all this.
Then this gorgeous black woman greeted me with a hug and a kiss and her hair smelled like cinnamon and when it tickled across my face I noticed I started to become aroused.
“Welcome to our temple. We are happy to serve your journey. Mary has told us of your struggle to cope since you’ve been home and she wanted us to help cleanse you or your war sins.”
“Is that possible just through sex?” I asked
“Oh baby.” She responded “This is not just sex, it’s our life energy!” She celebrated has she lifted her hands up high to the ceiling or sky I guess. “You just let your self go and we will take good care of your sexual needs and we will wash all that bad stuff out of your body and your mind my love.”
My wife says, “Come Brad we will begin now.” Mary guides me to the sunken floor and as we walk down the stairs I see there is a Jacuzzi in the center. She removes my clothes and unveils my already hard cock. “I couldn’t hold it any more.” I said to her. She looks up at me and winks then bows to my cock and she mouths it with her open mouth so I can feel the warmth of her mouth over me and then with one hard suck! She kisses it and stands up and I wished she’d continue. I swear I’d come this time!
Step into the warm water and let us love you Brad. I look around the room with men and women draping the walls and I wonder who is going to love me? All these people? The men and the women? I step into the water with trust and I notice with all my thoughts going on my erection is only getting stronger. I sit down in the warm water and someone brings me a drink a nice warm brandy. It’s perfect. I sip and enjoy as the music grows and the people around me start to sing and dance slowly around me. I notice the women and how beautiful everyone is and they all seem very happy and in ecstasy.
Soon the goddess gets into the Jacuzzi with me and when the water hits her beautiful black skin it seemed to glow. She wraps the palm of her hands around my face and looks me in my eyes and her bedroom eyes just drew me into her spell.
“You are a warrior! A man of great courage! We honor your choices to protect us and now your job is done! Then she moves her hand to my heart, and continues. Great warrior we cleanse you in the fire of love! May you be forever free from the past war! She acknowledges and then directs…suck on my breasts and be given a new aura and with that she stands in front of me guiding me to her breasts are right in front of my face are her nipples and they are hard. I look up at her and then over to my wife who is now naked with the others and is smiling and nodding her head in support. I turn back to goddess and place my hands around her waist as I suck one nipple at a time and enjoy the firmness and the sweet taste of them. I pull on them with my teeth and lick and draw each deeper in between my teeth and mouth. She squirms some and I know she is enjoying my kisses too. I feel a tingle in her tits and a shiver moves through me and visions from the war enter in my consciousness and as they come they ate swept out through the top of my head and with each thought removed my dick grows. Her hair smells of cinnamon and her nipples taste of honey and vanilla. My cock is harder and I don’t believe it can get any harder but some how I feel the hardness growing up my back and all over my body. My arousal is growing with the passion that is building in me. Goddess pulls my head back and then brings me face to face and kisses my lips with her wet mouth and then she pushes my head into the warm water. I gulp some water and then I am pulled up to standing and she kneels before me with my cock in hand and says. “We will suck and fuck and love you all night and you will come as often as you want and we will delight in your sumptuous appetite. Your lingam is the pathway to forgiveness each ejaculation will cleanse you of the past war.” She rises and then other women join her in the Jacuzzi and they circle me and begin to wash me with the water and some kind of bath oil I guess. They are washing my body and my hair dipping me in and out of the running bubbly warm water. Soon someone is stroking my lingam and I am excited to look and see my wife Mary. She is sucking my lingam and my balls and my body is being stroked all over by beautiful women all around me. My nipples are being rubbed and I love that and my neck is being kissed and my hair is being stroked and then I moan a loud deep groan and I come so hard and fill my wife’s mouth full of my juice! She looks at me smiles and swallows. Oh my god I feel so great and I can’t believe I finally came and this is just the beginning.
I’m led out of the water and over to an area that lies a full size round mattress.
I lie back on the mattress and am greeted with fruit and wine and kisses are flooding my face as I drink and eat and dine in the pleasure of all this attention. I feel almost as if I’m in another world. Like, I’m a King and these women are all part of my harem and they belong to me!
I feel happy.
I am resting and aroused at the same time this erotic peace is a new one for me. I am being fed different foods by beautiful women and my feet are being massaged and the firmness of pressure causes me to collapse in rapture as pain is being released from me toe by toe. My dick grows again and the deep massage continues from my feet to my legs and to my groin and my hard dick is now joining in on the fun of deep stoking delight. I am lying back on the bed being fed wine and grapes as my cock is being fed strokes of kindness that makes me drip and tingle. My balls are lifted and stroked in unison with my cock and I look up to see a man giving me all this joy. I breathe in deeply and as he looks at me I am reminded that touch and pleasure is universal and it all comes from lust desire and love. I lay back and enjoy his touches. The strong strokes up and down my shaft until by body gyrates from his uniqueness and I spasm with yells of yes as I give in to the call of my body and come.
I lay spent and don’t think I have anymore to give and as I lay there I am guided into the lap of my wife and the goddess standing over me spreads her legs wide above my face and directs me.
“Look into my yoni and smell her! Bring her essence into your nostrils.” and as I do this I breathe in deeply and her pussy smells so sweet to me and I didn’t believe it when my desire began to grow again. I want to taste her and drink her up and I started to lift my head and go for it and then she continued. “As my essence drifts towards you I want you to see the color red in my yoni.” And as I began to focus and I saw red and not just her pink lips wet to touch but red energy coming from her pussy. Then she guided me from one color to another and I saw each one more brilliant than the other. Red Orange Yellow Green Blue Indigo and Purple all flowing from her yoni and it looked inviting to eat and I started to experience my mouth watering and I felt like I was sucking on fruit from the colors and scents that flowed to me and my mouth watered and enjoyed the wet juicy mangos and pomegranate flavors flowing in and from me. Nice!
From there Goddess guided me to stand and we all walked into another room in the penthouse a large dining room. We all sat at the large round table naked and enjoyed a sumptuous meal. My wife sat next to me on my right and Goddess to my other side. We enjoyed more wine and the table was filled with all kinds of food. Everyone enjoying salmon to steak to steamed clams with veal chops and roasted potatoes with vegetables and salad.
This was a man’s meal for sure and I was starving at this point. What a night, what ever we wanted to eat seemed to appear on the table and the laughter and closeness of everyone there for me just freed me from any negative fucked up thoughts I could have. I felt free from the past.
Then with the laughter and music building one by one we all just jumped up from the table and started dancing around the room enjoying full bellies and each other. I was dancing with men and women and it was all good. There seemed to be no separation at this point. Then the Goddess turned down the music and called out.
“Thank you Great Goddess for giving us Bradley and allowing us to take part in releasing him from his past sins. May you receive him and keep him blessed as he gives us in final gift.”
Gift? What gift I thought to myself? My wife walks up to me and blindfolds me and sits me in a chair. Then I feel warmth around my cock again and my lingam grows. The wetness builds in her mouth and my lingam throbs once more. She sucks and sucks me and my body melts back into the chair as I receive more pleasure. She moves off me and then I feel someone else playing with my balls and massaging them while someone is stroking my face and now kissing my lips. Whose sweet lips are these I wonder as I receive more kisses. Now my balls are being licked and tickled and the tip of my cock gets swallowed by another mouth! Oh my God! I’m going to blow up, I think to myself my mouth is filled with tongue and my balls and dick are getting personal attention too. I’m Free! I want to scream but my mouth is being kept busy right now.
Soon the circle continues and I hear moans and groans around me and others are giving and receiving pleasure from one another. The sounds take me into a trance state as I vision making love to my wife and her wide eyed happiness I am now able to give to her. The erotic sounds grow and the music is seductive as well and I am now led to stand and am bent over onto a table. The table we just had dinner on, I assume and my cock is led into a waiting yoni. This yoni is warm wet and mine and I know it’s my wife and I dig deep into her wet pussy and say I Love you to her. She replies and I fuck her good. She breathes deeply and I am pounding deep into her and as I am riding her I feel my ass being played with and this get me close to wanting to blow my load in her and oh my god it feels great as the person licks my ass and slips a finger into it. I admire their ability to do this while I am deep inside of Mary now. One finger and the sensations grow through me more and I start to yell out and breathe deeply as my build up in tipping over now and I’m going to give it all to her. My wife moans yes to me and I hear other moaning in rapture as I hear screams of orgasms from all around me as other people are enjoying their experiences and this adds to my pleasure and I say yes yes yes….here I come baby! I’m coming into you now. I love to give it to you. Oh yes! The complete freedom in fucking my wife in this group is unbelievable and I don’t know who is fucking my ass a man or a woman but I am loving it! And just like that I scream my come into my wife’s yummy yoni. And she screams her body into rocking ecstasy and I hear more sounds of pleasure and it goes on for a while.
The blindfold is removed from me and I see people spread out in an erotic land on the floor and against the wall. Some seem to be still in intercourse. Wonderful, then the Goddess comes to me and as I pull my spent dick from my wife’s pussy she touches my dick to get some of my come and says.
“Great Goddess please receive his offering and his gift. And continue to bless him with his Divine Birthright of Prosperity on Earth and Healing for us all!”
She looks up at me and says “You are Free of Sin Bradley and thank you for your gift. Goddess Blessings to you.” I look her in her eyes and I see deep inside her eyes the gift of cleanliness is in her eyes and they are sexual bedroom eyes and I see that I am free of the past in those lovely dark eyes. My wounds are healed. My dick is happy and so am I.
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Installment XXIX: The Full Snow Moon February 2009
The Goddess Eclipse
“I am here Great Goddess…Your Daughter”
The last eclipse happened 10 years ago and that was a powerful one for all who experienced it. Now “the marriage” was coming upon us once again and I knew this would be an eventful time for me and for anyone else who’d bask in the glory of the energy of the eclipse. Eclipses are energetic harmony taking place around the world and within us all. Especially with those that stand and witness the energetic force it occupies.
Each time an eclipse happens they hold a particular vibration and bring that particular balance into the world and the universe it occupies. This particular eclipse is happening at night during the full moon and that is GODDESS Energy exploding all around us.
It is a cold night but not as cold as it could be and I wanted to be in a space where the sky was clear and not with many manmade lights that would hinder the sky view. I drove to the shore and went to the beach and to my surprise many other people had the same idea. What a pleasure to see so many people out enjoying a crisp evening awaiting the energy of the god/goddess.
I had hoped I would be the only one here so I could pleasure myself while looking up into the sky and receive the energetic penetration of the oneness forcing its way into my yoni. I wanted to explode and give my offering and let my juices flow. I’m aroused just thinking about it. I may have to wait until I am home alone, I guess.
I found a spot and laid down my blanket and placed my food and wine out that I’d prepared for the evening and all along the beach people were even cooking out with grills and really making an event of this night. Wow, it’s so wonderful, and all the smells moving around in the air were scents of flowers and then scents of vegetables with spicy aromas were passing through my nostrils became intoxicating too.
The excitement of the celebratory spirit of those gathered began to build up in me and so I just walked around as the night grew darker and later and I introduced myself to others as we all were enjoying wine and food and I shared what I had and welcomed offers from others.
My hair is long and I am dark and my body is strong and full of orgasmic energy coursing through my veins and I love The Goddess and I feel her presence within me all of the time. I speak her truth with my tongue and I share love where ever I go. I am beautiful and gifted in many ways and I have lots of valuable friends that I love and who share the same beautiful abilities and gifts which whom I could have brought with me tonight to share this moment with but I wanted to do this alone and/or be open to meeting other wonderful people out in this spectacular night air. My friends are all preparing for her energy at other locations as well and I look forward to hearing about their experience tomorrow.
I hear music being played and I look to see people drumming and dancing with arms lifted high towards the sky in celebration of her! I look up and see the full moon beginning to drape the sun and form the union of oneness and we will no longer be in night or day sky.
As she penetrates father sky-sun she smothers the light into ecstatic union with her dark purple pleasure and together develops a golden aura and the union sends vibrations to the earth and we begin the receive the marriage of oneness within our own beings. I begin to feel hot and then cold and then wildly excited! I want to run and fall on the ground and melt. I want to melt into the earth and drink in the resting ecstasy of oneness. I am so alive right now and the energy in organic and it is all around us! The colors are radiating from the eclipse and although we don’t know how long their dance will last we will witness and be gifted the energetic harmony offered.
I hear moans and chants all around me and I go to start my own chant in honor of the oneness.
I sat on my blanket and began my sacred chant to her so that I could bring myself to a place of cosmic openness so that I could be taken by the marriage force emanating from the union of sun and moon fire.
I am here Great Goddess…Your Daughter
I am here Great Goddess…Your Daughter
I am here Great Goddess…Your Daughter
Others are all around dancing and celebrating and it’s like being at a party with the feeling of freedom at the same time by not really knowing anyone. I feel connected and alone in a peaceful state of mine at the same time. I feel accepted. This is wonderful.
And then there is this loud streaking sound that shoots out from the Full Moon and Sun blending that sounds like a lightening bolt! The Charge of the blast shakes the ground beneath us all and for a moment I swore we shifted, that there was a movement in the ground. Whoa…I look up to view all sorts of colors coming from the eclipse from red to orange to yellow green blue indigo and purple like the dark moon herself.
Like me…I experience the deep fullness of her purple passion in my yoni and I feel at one with the full moon eclipse.
I am filled with pleasure and delight and I want more. I feel intoxicated by the atmosphere and I am now feeling light hearted as I begin dancing to the drumming with others. My hands flair in the air as my hair swings and whips across my face and add to the tremble in my body. The music grows and the eclipse casts a twilight golden mix all around us and it feels like we’re on another planet where the world is in a sacred marriage with every one! And just then it began! It started and I don’t know who it came upon first but I felt her vibrations moving fast up my legs into my root charka and up my spine into my heart and then my mouth watered.
I put my left hand over my heart and my right hand on my yoni and I felt how wet my pussy had become, that equaled the wetness in my mouth and I looked up around me and others were touching their bodies and soon I saw people removing their clothing to the drum beat that was pounding like the heart of the moon goddess that hears us!
Great Goddess I am here - your daughter…I say again.
The sounds roared all throughout the beach as the sweeping grunts of pleasure cascaded through the bodies of those possessed.
I look around and I began witnessing men standing and undressing looking upward in worship to her and some falling to their knees with lingams growing long as they begin stroking themselves as the erotic energy increases. I look up to the full eclipse and I swear to you what I see is a wondrous sky filled with cosmic yoni energy growing and seeping strong erotic juices from the sky.
I couldn’t help but removed any clothing on my body that stood in the way of my sacred marriage connection.
It is magical what we’re able to see and experience. We are all light beings sending and receiving vibrations of love and pleasure to and from one another. The light around her moon is shaping him self around her and it appears to be long and thick and it sends sparks that emulate pre-come juices that support the flow of energy that comes upon us. Then the growing light is shaped like a male lingam around her sweet purple darkness and it seeps its turtle shaped tip into the center of the full moon womb and penetrates the heart of her yoni energetically and every time the light joins her juices the cosmic sky drips these juices into the earth realm and we receive those erotic waves and we will respond in kind.
The marriage of the eclipse is the union of earth and sky through the moon and sun planets. We receive this harmony through the intercourse of outer space planets.
With that comes the blessing of earth and the earthlings to take part in the pairing of sun and moon and this continues to increase our sacred marriage within.
That’s the god/goddess blessing.
Hence the self love growing all over the planet at this very moment. We are engaged in erotic mystical masturbation and in the sharing and witness of another in this ecstasy dance we are blessed
I fall onto my blanket and rub my pussy deep within my yoni womb and spread my juices all over my wanting yoni. Desiring to be penetrated by one or two of those rising cocks dancing around me but I really want to stay with my mystical masturbation. I raise my fingers to my clit and it grows while I press the head to send chills of pleasure up my body.
While I am rubbing my clit I bring one hand up to one of my breasts and start squeezing my right nipple and this just sends me more glorious tingles throughout my body.
I moan in delight and yell loudly as my approach to orgasm reaches closely.
I look around to witness lots of women pleasuring themselves and men are standing above them stroking to there rise of excitement as they witness the women in growing rapture.
I also see some men lying in the sand with the pleasure of dicks and pussies flowering over their body as they stoke their lingam hard to make their juices pop all over themselves.
Soon as my arousal builds up men circled around my precious body to witness my expansion and they joined by sharing with their cocks in unison with the others to spread the erotic eclipse joy.
I look up into the wet sky filled with the joy of the eclipse and I smell the wet air and the opium scents that float in. I look to see the energetic union of the lingam sunlight into the full moon purple cave and I can taste the red wine in my mouth which symbolizes the mixing of god/goddess in ecstasy.
The stroking sounds grow louder as I stroke my nipple and squeeze my clit muscle and I begin rocking my hips up and down and at every lift I tighten my hips and the concentrated focus at my clit forces my body to shake and quiver and I am close so close to giving myself up!
And right at my build up I press my fingers deep into my pussy and press my palm on my clit and a spasm reaches through my body and I scream as I come loudly and with that the sexy men standing around my body one two and three at a time shoot their juices all over me and their gifts spill on me and they yell and jerk as each one of them drenches me in precious fluids that make my body silky.
The joys of laughter escape through the mouths of all those that shared their gift of orgasm and the metallic moon seems to rock at the same time and she begins to move away from her sun lover.
The Eclipse is ending.
People then run into the ocean to soak and wash their bodies and remember the experience fuller as the cold air or water has long since swept away and we just feel wet clean and thankful to be alive sexually alive with the Goddess Eclipse.
“I am hear great goddess and have made sacred the marriage of the god/goddess through my body Father Sky/Sun and Mother Earth/Full Moon.”
I look forward to sharing my story with my friends as I am excited to hear about their experiences too!
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Installment XXVIII: The Full Cold Moon January 2009
Pleasure for Prosperity - Worshiping Your Lover
I offer this simple erotic ritual to you as a gift.
The custom of pouring oil and water over the erect Lingam of a Yogi or Sadhu (a Sadhu is a Holy Man) at particular times of the year to ensure prosperity is still practiced. In the tantric tradition the sexual organs are the pathways and gateway to and of life and prosperity and should be honored and treated as such. Those who respectfully worship the Yoni as the altar of love will be granted their desires.
You will need a medium-sized bowl filled with warm water. Then pour one to two cups of olive oil or extra virgin olive oil into the water.
It is best to use spring water and you can make it warm by just cooking the water to a very gentle simmer. Spring water has a stronger moving vibration than regular tap water. If you choose to use tap water run the cold water for about one to two minutes and then bring to a gentle simmer. If you do this ritual in the spring or summertime you can leave the water room temperature. Olive oil must be used in your ritual not massage oil. Olive oil is sacred oil and has been used for thousands of years to honor the body. Jesus’ feet were washed by Mary with this very mixture of oil and water as an act of worship.
Then you place both hands over the bowl to charge the mixture with your intentions. Simply visualize your lover in your minds eye relaxing and receiving your touches and watching your lover’s pleasure grow.
Notice how your body begins to feel as you imagine your lover pleased. Once you feel the arousal in your own body the mixture is charged. Great!
Bring your bowl and have some oil on the side in a separate small cup or in the bottle.
If your lover is male have him lie on his back, on the bed naked or you could create a padded blanket on the floor with pillows around his body for comfort. Straddle your lover between his legs and wrap his legs around your waist and rest his body down.
Sink your hands into the warm mixture getting them wet and drag your wet dripping hands over to his lingam and massage his balls first and then use one hand to stroke up and down his cock and watch it grow with your touch. Keep this up by dipping your hands as much as you need to, to keep the wetness flowing over his strengthening rod. You will want to suck that hard cock I know, but don’t do it. Not now, just keep lovingly worshiping his erection with your strokes! Keep his body relaxed don’t let him pounce up and throw his hard cock inside of you and fuck the hell out of you. Don’t let him! Just keep him down and receiving your worshiping strokes for pleasure and prosperity. They will come just like he will. As his dick grows hardest and his desires fill him, you then pick up the bowl and pour some of the warm mixture on his cock. Pour it from about 6 to 8 inches above his penis. The sensations of the splash of water poured over his erect Lingam will give him a jolt of excitement. Now take the other oil and pour a nice fist full in one of your hands and rub all over his erection and stroke and stroke him hard with a tight fist around him. And now you can bring your open mouth over his cock and take it in deep into the back of your mouth and tighten it around his cock and suck and lick his lingam your lingam he is your god that you love so much! Suck him good just the way you know he likes it. Tickle his ass and penetrate him deep inside his ass and worship him. Take pleasure in knowing the prosperous gift you can give each other. Staying focused at his lingam and dedicating your motions towards fulfillment will lead your lover to giving his gift to you. Allow his galloping hungry horse to pound through his excelling forces of delight and his blasts will burst into you as we are blessed!
If your lover is a woman….have her lie on her back, naked of course, with pillows all around and under her delicate body, part her legs and climb between them and make sure to slide a pillow under her hips to raise her garden close to you. Pour the mixture onto her yoni just about three to four inches above, and allow her to melt in the warmth of the juice. Place your right thumb into her forest finding the gate and soak into her as deep as your thumb will go. Allow your other fingers to massage up her lips and towards her silky button and gently press as you grind soft and hard, soft and hard.
Her body will wind and turn for more. And you will want to join in the dance of physical spirits but do not. Let her build her yoni juices for the gifts of prosperity they promise to bring. All of our desires will be fulfilled…all of them. What a power the pussy possesses’.
As your thumb feels her wetness growing and she is delighting in your raking of her bush, allow your other hand to caress her belly and send her energy to her heart. Squeeze her nipples as they rise to meet you and drag all the physical ecstasy all over her body.
Bring her pussy water high with your in and out motion and let the juices flow out into the open and make her scream with the promise to give back to us everything! She is your whore whose love is for everyone and she is deliberate in all of her blessings to us!
Her body aches for the union the two of you can share now and it is in this very moment she will enhance our lives forever. She is squirming and writhing in her disjointed pleasure and her eruption is close. The sweat dripping down your face adds to the moment of rapture being created and with your fingers now deep in her sacred gate will cause you to erupt with her! She pulses her body and jerks all the way up her spine in rapture. Screaming the cry of relief for the build up was pleasurable agony.
She has gifted you by your gift to her.
It is the promise that we shall all prosper through one another. Let the love forever flow within us and towards us all!
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Installment XXVII: The Full Cold Moon December 2008
This Wedding
I love weddings and when I officiate over a nude wedding it’s so much fun and what a blessing it can be. This is a wonderful time for a wedding. This wedding will be one of those keepers in the memory bank. I knew it was going to be special when I met the couple months ago and we created the ceremony together. I knew the advanced thinking of Charlotte and Michael would be a blessing to everyone in attendance.
The December full moon would be the wedding date. The largest and brightest moon of the year! What a way to bring in your blessings!
This Wedding…
We were all in a beautiful sun room banquet hall with wall size windows and sun roof to let the full moon glow in for us all. This is an evening wedding and our privacy was guaranteed. The chairs were all ordained with flowers and silk coverings. The guests were seated in two rows of circles with an opening for the couple to enter.
Everyone was given champagne and hors d’oeuvres for about an hour before the wedding. All were happily catered to by the wait staff that was also naked.
This Wedding…
“All rise and hold your champagne glasses high in honor of the Bride and Groom.” I commanded. As minister I will conduct the ceremony.
When all were standing the music began and the classical piece emerged us all in a wonder of sensual connection and the beautiful Bride and Groom entered together naked and happy.
We could tell how happy Michael the groom was because his lingam was already at attention. The Brides makeup was one prepared for a goddess as she is a wise woman and a strong goddess.
They enter and stand before me!
“Every one says goddess blessings to the couple and drinks their champagne to them in toast and then you may be seated.” I directed. Then rainfalls of goddess blessings fell into the energy of the room as everyone toasted.
The bright full moon glow began sending crystal clear hues into the banquet hall changing colors like a wheal turning of red orange yellow green blue indigo and purple filling the hall in a timely fashion. The banquet hall was also lined with candles all over and there was no artificial light any where. It’s all coming from the candles and the full moon. What a gift this is. It is perfect.
This Wedding…
I begin with a beautiful opening and welcome and start with a prayer of protection.
I continue with the ceremony that turns into a ritual.
“We are all here to celebrate the love and spiritual blessings of Michael and Charlotte. They have chosen everyone in this room because of their special spiritual blessings as well. Weddings were created by Goddess for couples to expand their lives and evolve! Charlotte and Michael have found one another and have honored each other by choosing to further bond through a sacred marriage.”
“The couple will now light the sacred candle and once they do this they will both come to you in this circle and embrace you with hugs and kisses and you are to give them a silent spoken blessing. You are to tell them what you wish for them and even if you wish you were the one they were marrying, you let them know this. Let your heart be full of the love you feel for each of them. This process allows for freedom and respect and creates an erotic environment that blesses us all.”
Michael and Charlotte go together to the sacred candle. They each pick up one small candle that sits on each side of the larger candle and they light the big candle from the small ones already lit and then sit the small ones back in place on the alter. They turn to each other with their hands in a prayer position in front of there heart. Charlotte looking into Michael’s eyes bows her head to him and then when she rises she says. “I honor the God in you!” Then Michael looks into Charlotte’s beautiful sexy eyes and bows to her and then says “I honor the Goddess in you!” Then they turn away from one another and begin their journey through the circled guests and embrace and kiss them. The guests are giving their silent blessing to each of them and you can see the cocks rising and women stroking Michael’s already hard dick as he approaches them. The warmth and love growing is being felt by all because of the attention given to this couple in this sacred erotic way. This process strengthens their personal love for one another.
This Wedding…
Michael and Charlotte return to the center in front of me visibly aroused and happy.
“The couple will now share with us their blessings and promise to each other.”
Michael speaks as he takes Charlottes hand into his “My Charlotte, I love you and respect you with all of my heart. I believe you are the perfect person for me and you make me happy and I love how sexy you are and that you honor me with your beauty and loyalty. I promise to always work to make your life easier and to create ways for us to experience joy and fun.” Michael raises his eyebrows and winks at Charlotte. “I also promise to make love to you in as many places as we can all over the world!”
Everyone claps!
Charlotte speaks to Michael with hands held “Michael, I knew from the beginning that you were the one for me. I love you because you are so easy to be with. Because you really want to make me happy and that has allowed me to learn how to love myself more and to love you better. I promise to stay as sexy as I am because you make my life beautiful. And I promise to love and honor you and to give you all of myself in more ways than one! I will be your wife and your lover and I promise to make sure my yoni stays wet for you always!”
Everyone claps!
“Now we will have the exchange of the rings.” I walk over to the alter where the candles are and pick up the wedding rings that rest there. I remove the rings from the boxes and come to the center with the couple.
“These rings are a symbol of never ending love between Michael and Charlotte and as they place them on the ring finger of one another they are making a vow to each other to partake in ever evolving love as Primary Lovers!” I explain…
“Michael, take this ring and place it on Charlotte’s left hand ring finger and repeat after me.” Michael takes the ring and places it on her finger.
“I am now your husband.” Michael repeats.
Charlotte, take this ring and place it on Michael’s left hand ring finger and repeat after me.” Charlotte takes the ring and places it on his finger.
“I am now your wife.” Charlotte repeats.
“Now, as Minister and officiate of this ceremony it is my pleasure and by the power invested in me by God/Goddess All That Is. I know pronounce you Husband and Wife and you may seal your bond with a kiss.”
They kiss and everyone stands and claps!
I step away from the center and face the circled guests and I explain the next part of our ritual.
“We will now be gifted with Michael and Charlotte’s most intimate moment together. They are going to consummate their marriage here in front of us and we are to celebrate that love by expressing the erotic pleasures that awaken in us as we witness them. And once they have given us there gift we are allowed to continue this sacred orgy with one another as Charlotte and Michael watches us.”
This Wedding…
Michael grabs hold of his wife and brings her body close to his and penetrates her mouth with his tongue. He spreads his hands all over her body caressing her as if he hadn’t ever touched her before. And then he turned her around so her back would face him and he began playing with her pussy lips and then found her clit with his fingers and continued to rub her nicely there so her clit would grow for him. He held her body in place with his other hand on her belly. Her moans sent tingles around the room as her passion grew. Every one witnessing was aroused and the breathing became heavy for everyone.
As Charlotte’s pleasure grew and her moaning became louder her wet pussy began visibly dripping and Michael turned her around face to face and laid her body on the silk draped floor placed down for them. His hard cock easily slipped inside of Charlotte and Michael stroked her and stroked his sexy wife’s wet pussy into oneness with his!
Charlotte grabbed Michaels ass as she rode to orgasm and her body now wet from her sweat just added to her pleasure as it dripped from her. Michael’s deep penetration felt amazing and to share this moment with all of her loving friends meant so much to them.
“I’m coming! I’m coming.” Charlotte yelled as she screamed out and sexual convulsions jerked her into delightful ecstasy. Michael yelled “Yes!” To his wife’s first offering and he pulled his cock out of her pussy and pulled himself up onto his knees and began stroking his long thick dick as his wife and everyone watched.
“This if for you my wife this is all for you!” Then Michael screamed and with the first leak of his semen dripping on Charlottes sweaty body he bent over and pushed his coming cock into her still throbbing yoni. Michael came even harder with the sensations that came from pulling out of her warm yoni and dripping his first semen juice and then plunging back into her womb brought out a stronger wave of ecstasy for him.
“Yes Yes Yes!” Michael yelled floating into oneness with Charlotte.
This Wedding…
Everyone feeling the joy and arousal of the moment just expressed there appreciation and are clapping and hugging and kissing each other in celebration of their union and love we just all witnessed!
“Now the dinner buffet is here for us to eat drink and continue the merriment.” The Minister informs and points to the back of the banquet hall. “During dinner we invite all to enjoy the music and lovely food. And after dinner with dessert Michael and Charlotte will watch everyone here give their offering of love juices. Those that want to share are welcome to let’s eat.” I bless the food and we all eat.
The cake is brought out and Charlotte and Michael share a piece together. And offer their wishes to everyone.
Michael Speaks. “We are honored by everyone being here and sharing with us our new beginning. I thank you all and wish prosperity to everyone in this beautiful space given to us.”
Charlotte Speaks. “We want to honor The Goddess Mother coming down on us through this brilliant full moon.” Charlotte picks up a glass of wine and holds it up. “I now share this wine with The Goddess Mother and acknowledge her wisdom in my spirit.” Charlotte drops wine onto the table and floor in honor of her faith.
“We invite you all too now share your love and give your erotic gift to Charlotte and Michael and may you all continue to be blessed by God/Goddess All That Is.” The Minister charges the group.
The music and merriment continues and lovers come into the center circle and share their physical bodies with one another first as a dance as Michael and Charlotte bask in this glory of it all!
The Banquet of Bodies flowing in graceful ecstasy is how the rest of the night continues. All of Michaels and Charlottes closets friends were there and shared in this special moment. The blissful love making scenes moved from female lovers enthralled in oral pleasures and many in anal delights to threesomes conversing into oneness. I watched and gazed on the beautiful golden scene and witnessed fellowship in a whole new way. And when I saw him walking towards me with his growing lingam I just stood before him and offered my body to him and he lifted me into his arms and we joined the mountain of pleasure. When he stood me back onto the floor and our breaths became one I felt a connection to everyone not just to him! The unity of erotic love was intense and very healing. This erotic power filled the hall and regardless of whom you where sharing your body with in the moment I understood the fact that we were all together in this space, made us All one!
After our kiss I knelt and sucked his long dick into my mouth and drank his juices deeply into my body. He then returned the favor and my rapture was felt by all as my tight wet pussy spasms from his gifted tongue.
This Wedding was a sacred wedding in honor of a couples choice to evolve together and to never disconnect from there sexual appetites. Every year on their wedding anniversary Charlotte and Michael have a party a very special party with special people and special blessings. And I am always invited!
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Installment XXVI: The Full Beaver Moon November 2008
Lady and Her Sword
I am a warrior goddess and I fight to protect the goddess kingdoms in this world. I am not alone. There are many of us but I am the one who speaks to you now. You may or may not have heard of me but I live in many humans around the world as consciousness. I have the gift of sending my consciousness to all who can hear me especially when I pray! I take root mostly in forests on the highest grounds around our world and move throughout the many dwelling grounds of the goddess’ kingdoms and I protect them.
I am strong, seven feet tall and blessed with many gifts and when an intruder or armies attempts to defile any of her kingdoms by tearing it down and attempting to kill those that live in the goddess world I go to work to stop them and then bring them back to life(if they prove worthy)!
Goddess is good!
This is one of my tales…for I have many…One full moon just before this side of the planet becomes to cold in nature I sleep deep beneath the center lake. I rest in the bottom of the lake where it is warmest and I hold my sword close to my bosom. My hair is spread out around me in the water as it always does and my hair floats in an ecstasy of its own. The lake spirit love’s to have his way with me and she loves to cuddle and tickle me all over my body as I sleep. The lake spirit loves when I rest inside her because the smell of my essence sweeps through the waters. He is enveloping my body with the waves of the waters and I feel aroused by the vibrations he pushes into me. My nipples dance to full erection and I am stimulated by the caresses. I spread my legs to be penetrated as the force of his pressure under water grows to enter me. The waters can shape shift into a shaft to be able to penetrate me and we become one. My wetness is growing as my pussy creams and is now wetter than the lake. The spirit of the lake buries deep inside of me and strokes waves of pleasure through out my Amazon body.
Oh, I should let you know that I can breathe under water as well because I am part of nature and was created to protect the goddess kingdoms so my abilities are much more enhanced than yours. You may one day reach this level of vibration and abilities, but for now, the fact that you are present to know that I exist is beginning to open your Meta physical abilities once my consciousness penetrates you through my tale.
As my rapture state is approaching I begin to hear a distant tremble in the earth body.
I then hear the rumble of horses pouncing on the dirt above me and at first the vibration kindles other sensations in my body and then I hear the growl of those that wish her harm (One of my goddess kingdoms). I open my eyes and must break the embrace of the lake spirit lover by pushing out of my pussy so I can focus on what’s happening above. I look up and out of the lake at the full moon and the bright rose colored moon illuminates like a mirror for me so that I can see the ground of the forest through her reflection.
I see them entering the forest kingdom that I dwell in and slashing at the tree goddess’ as they pass and are throwing flames of fire to what ever would catch and burn, my eyes widen with rage!
My naked body begins to tighten as the waters are attempting to continue to mesh inside of my sweet pussy and please me. I piss a stream out of my yoni to stop the connection with the lake once and for all.
In order for a human or any other being to find one of the goddess’ kingdoms on earth they must be of great strength themselves. A part of them must believe in her in order to maintain a connection and find a kingdom. The vibration one holds must be strong and they must meditate long for the mist over their eyes and heart to be removed to find me. The valley travels are long and one or others must be dedicated to the pursuit. So in one hand they honor and then on the other, they dishonor the goddess by acknowledging her presence and the fact that the creative principle is god/goddess. But one that would want to destroy a kingdom must be of much darkness and belief to be able to enter a kingdom and fight. Although this has caused much pain for the kingdoms and all on earth suffer when one of these battles take place. We always survive and thrive and sex and spirit remain one! The Goddess Lives!
That’s why I was created by God/Goddess All That Is, and sent to the earth to protect the kingdoms.
I am seven feet tall and am not the only warrior goddess sent to this earth plane to protect it. I am from a society of powerful goddess wisdom from another world that is in union with the earth world that created human life and is in relationship with the humans to sustain it. Once she was married to The Powerful God Force we all became one! Life could not go into prosperity or even create new life without her! He knew this and sought her out for union. Then my kind was created from her.
My body is in pain as they ride through the forest and trample the good of this earth with their hunger and hatred to kill the goddess.
I pull my sword from my chest and stretch it out front and above me as the long blade rises above and I open my mouth wide and yell great goddess! My yell ripples in the waters and a great wave builds. I float to the top of the lake and as my face emerges I see the horse riders moving fast causing destruction where they can. I pull myself to a stand on the waters of the lake and I stretch my sword to the moon. I call to her by her silent name and she sends her power into my sword through a bolt of light. I scream a roar so loud it shatters the horses hearing and they stop running and become bewildered by the sound and begin throwing the men off their backs.
Although I wish I was still in the embrace of the lake lover spirits as my pussy still feels the penetration of their shaft, I must get to the business of protection.
I start running across the lake as my naked body flow like a gazelle and the cape of the waters push me ahead faster. As I run forward my hair streams behind me causing a twist from the air and stiffens and I will be able to use it as a weapon for added protection.
I land on the earth as the blinded men have fallen to the earth and although I am one I am armed with many powers that take the place of even 1000 in an army against a goddess kingdom.
I have no fear! For she is with me and the balance of the masculine and feminine force pushes through me for the power I posses comes from All That Is.
I slash at the throats of those that are closest first and then throw my sword through the hearts of those furthest away. Behind me my sharpened hair acts as a weapon and pierces through anyone that comes close enough to grab me. The protective shield around me stops any arrow or sword that would attempt to penetrate my skin and I am not harmed.
My movements are fast concise and deliberate. My nakedness works because no intruder expects any protector to be a woman or to be naked and their week minds of the power of sex is used against them in my defense.
Moon goddess brings down the rain to stop the fires building up around me and their blood begins to be washed from my body. All but one is alive for he is the leader and it is expected would be the one to last. I must sacrifice him if he is not of true life but first I must make sure.
I grab him by one leg and pinch a nerve to paralyze him as I drag his body to a clearing in the woods for the sacrifice!
The rain settles and the moon glows brightly as I enter the clearing. I tie the leader of the tribe to a tree and build a fire to the spirits for thanksgiving. I pull a large rock from atop a dead tree trunk and pull the herbs of sage and sandalwood bark and throw them into the fire. The scent builds and allows the souls of the dead ones to rise and awake their final destination.
I pull a branch from the earth and set it aflame from the fire I built and then tip the edge of the leaders drying clothes to burn. As the fire starts to grow I pull a bottle of grain from my chest in the tree trunk and pour myself a mouth full. I drink it down and then pour another into my mouth and then blow it into the face of the enemy. I drink more then blow more until the fire has burned all of his clothes off but has not skinned him.
I move close to him and grab is bloody saggy sweat dripping face and look deeply into his eyes. Goddess shows me his soul, as I continue to gaze. He has her consciousness in him. Even though he fought to end her spirit on earth he has connected to her. That is why he was chosen leader because the strongest ones are those that believe and still choose to kill her in their weakness.
I now know what must be done. He may be able to be saved and in doing so it’s possible all those lost souls that have died in her kingdom may be brought to life once again!
I bend to pull up my sword and grab some earth onto my tip. I take it to the roaring fire and heat the blade to a roaring red. I pull the sword back from the fire and then place it on the ground in front of the captive. I spit on the heated earth and then I lift the sword to the full moon in silent prayer. I stand with my sword forward and bring the tip between his legs. I lift his limp lingam with my hot wand and he begins to scream from the blast of heat that runs through him from his dick. I smear the solution over is hanging balls and the piercing sensation immediately sends shock waves up through his spine and he is at attention and his lingam is strong now as well. The dark concoction is dripping slowly off his erection and I grab him hard there and smear is all over his throbbing rod.
I bring my gaze back into his eyes and we lock our souls together as I begin my ritual of life to see if he and the others can be saved!
The solution acts as a mood enhancer as well and if he is true in his partial belief of the marriage of god/goddess then he will not be able to hide his feelings of the true love now.
I grab hold of his face and blow into his mouth my breath of life. I take his tongue against his will and spit into his mouth. I force his mouth closed and punch him in his stomach and make him swallow my saliva. When he swallows he looks at me with a fright and realizes who I am. He then opens his eyes wide and embraces his surroundings of the kingdom he stands in. I see he is awake now in the true presence of love. I drop my sword and pick up the grain and give him some to drink. He drinks deeply and his body vibrates while the liquid fills him with more than strong nutrients. His arms are tied for now and they will stay that way a while longer. I pour the grain on his rock hard cock and I bend to taste the sweat of his balls and share energy with him.
His strength is recognized by me as real manhood and I enjoy the opportunity to save him. I pray for continued strength and I
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