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Installment XLVII: The Full Sturgeon Moon - August 2010
The Great Naked - Part II
As I am floating into the melted creamy dirt, I am filled with the passions of the other holy ones giving and receiving in their erotic rapture. Screams and joys of ecstasy float in the air and I am imagining what a wonderful site it must be.
I am here, I am First Father!
I am here, I am First Father!
I hear his call and I acknowledge him in kind!
I am here, I am First Mother!
I am here, I am First Mother!
Then I feel my legs spread apart and his hands crawl up and along my body. I feel the heat from his skin and his breath is growing. I run my hands along his back as he crawls over me and his dripping sweat becomes one with mine. I don’t know who this man is except that he is symbolic First Father. What an honor. My arousal is growing to its peak and the sounds and moans around me state that there is no end in site.
Soon I feel the energy of a circle around me with soft chants growing as first father grinds his hard cock along my inner thighs.
First Mother ~ First Father is the ongoing chant hovering around us in support of the first union of the creation.
First Mother ~ First Father
First Mother ~ First Father
First Mother ~ First Father
As his hard sweaty body curves himself around me I feel the longing in his lingam for my first mother yoni growing.
His muddy mouth finds mine and we embrace with our tongues and his body finds its fit on mine.
As we enter into one another deeper with our wetness and breath the memories come forth from my mind. The reason the how of first Mother first fathers union of creation.
With each thrust of his cock in my pussy the memories live on and we will never forget.
First Mother First Father
He slides his cock into my wanting pussy and my nipples rise to meet his chest. I feel penetrated deeply although it’s not all from his cock. My hands grasp at his waist as I support his rocking ass and thrusts in me.
I desire…..
My nakedness is covered in the wet mud and the rain has long since stopped and now the blue light of the full moon sends shivers of cool breezes upon us all.
I hear the orgasms of others and the joys of pleasure coming from others. They are charged to continue giving in this way to honor first mother and first father for all life comes from these erotic portals.
His thrusting grows faster in me and my clit starts to find its place on his hairy mound. While the extra sensations fill me with alternative pleasure the moans growing around us fill the air with sensational desires of needs being met. The moon is spectacular in her response to us and the heat has dried the grounds to a secure mattress beneath us and my meshing into her earth is becoming the altar bed needed for such ground shaking cock raising pussy fucking happening in this very moment.
We are one in the creation of all life. Verse 4
I am riding his lingam into ecstasies built for a goddess and his cock is strong in holding onto my tight drenched yoni and sending shivers of pre-come filled juice into me.
My desires evolve as my vision opens into seeing the original creation of all life on earth through first mother and first father and these images flowing through me entice my body to act out the joys of giving life over and over again as my arching back causes my pussy to pump back into his body and send him shivers of strong love and visions of passion filled truth.
This revealed erotic truth extends beyond our mutual love to the onlookers and they are responding in kind to the mutual visions and joy that has come from within us. Then suddenly as if pulled into oneness with the moon earth combination the men all begin to bring their erect lingams into the earth dirt ground mound and pound their cocks into the solid earth mush and grind and stroke their dicks into orgasms with screams as they come into the earth ground and leave their sperm for reproduction into the vegetative life that will spring forth.
I suddenly pull my first lover from my body and push him onto the earth and climb my body on top of his on his backside as if I am the man, I grind on his back side and allow my clit to grow like a cock with pre-come flowing into his ass from my pussy. He is opening his ass to receive my glow and melt into the earth’s vibration.
The light of the moon envelops us both as I remove my blindfold and behold the surroundings of lovers spent and lovers abound in glorious rapture and those witnessing my encounter and those falling into the earth while giving their juice of life.
This is a glorious moment in time this full moon I think to myself and as my heart opens the scent of first father pulls me deeper into desire for his flesh. I kiss the back of his neck and I slide down his back removing the earth from his body, I scroll down to his butt and reveal his ass cheeks and press my breasts onto them sending my heartbeat of passion and love into first father as I am sure he is receiving my signal.
I then slide open wide his ass and find my way to his butterfly door and lick my tongue on his opening and slide up and down on is ass crack with a hungry cause of need entering me. He raises his ass in agreement of my choice to orally bless him and I continue to bury deep into his ass crack.
His moans of pleasure grow as I deeply penetrate him and the cheers of love flowing from the holy ones in attendance grow into passions building within me. I suck him into me and fill me need of his taste on my tongue.
I then crawl up his backside once again and smell his hair and kiss his neck and shoulders once more.
First father then turns over and forces my pussy onto his lingam and I immediately ride his long cock song into a dream land of ecstasy as I writhe in the delight of his smell taste and body and bring myself into oneness with all life before us! And together at once we sing, together at once we rejoice, and together at once we release.
I release my wetness onto him and it spills all over him and onto the earth and his yes and screams of joy squirts into my yoni and drips fully into my womb and continued visions of love and prosperity evolve for us all through his joyous pumping come exploding into me!
Into my life…into my body…into
The Great Naked.
And so it is...
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Installment XLVII: The Full Buck Moon - July 2010
The Great Naked - Part I
I prepare for this full moon ritual through my personal self love time. I am happy to begin the sacrifice into death through honoring the one that birthed us all here on earth.
In the beginning was the formless and the body were made one with this formlessness and I therefore created you! First Mother and First Father in form, and I gave you life in your holy body and I created all life in various and vegetative natures and forms were created by me to evolve and generate from the Great Naked! Verse 1
Stand in conscious union with the trinity of life (Mother ~ Father ~ Child) and celebrate the marriage of divine union in my name. Honoring the Great Naked brings harmony to all and evolution continues. Verse 2
In the union of the yin and the yang all drips of man and woman come together in her womb. The hard and wetness of two that come together bring forth the foundation and the aching joy of death! We die to be one! Verse 3
I walk into the clearing in the woods this full moon night and am greeted by others with gestures of bows and heart salutations. The naked bodies filtered throughout the wooded sanctuary gives me a sense of peace and erotic wonder. I am reminded of my self love time and want to push deeply into my yoni in this very moment. Yet I shall wait, yes I shall wait to give my gift through the sacrifice and this thought only makes me wet within my yoni and my nipples rise in unison as I breathe deeply.
It is said in the throws of passionate bliss we experience the little death. That is the main ingredient to true union and to experience the great naked creation of first mother and first father is to be willing to die in the natural union! This night on this full moon I will die in the great naked union of bliss!
In the center of the great naked circle I stand covered.
All are waiting for me (the symbolic first mother) to begin the ritual.
Silence forms around the group gathered this full moon as all eyes and naked wonder await my erotic salutation.
I lift my hands to the full moon brilliance and I acknowledge her greatness!
“Beauty lives above me!
Beauty lives around me!
Beauty lives below me!
My pussy widens for the union of the great naked life force!
The full moon emerges the beauty and brings forth the charge of our loins for this sacrifice!”
I stretch my arms out towards the group and circle around to make contact with them all.
“I bring you the joy of life, the joy of love and the joy of one another, May your cocks and pussies rejoice in the prosperity of this heat and oneness, and may we all see her and him. Our First Mother and Our First Father and experience their Embrace through the Great Naked Truth.”
They come towards me and lift me up into the night hot air and carry be around them moving me from one set of hungry group hands to another. My wrap is slowly peeling off from my body as the tingles of touches from them start my assent of arousal.
Now being grounded on the earth I embrace my great naked body and squeeze my toes into the dirt and behold the union of openness in us all as our nakedness shines forth under the glow of the full moon. As I look upon everyone here this evening I take in all the lingams growing and bouncing and dripping before me and the wet pussies flowering in hip gyrations. Their hunger grows for the sacrifice!
“Let us raise our hands up toward the sky to the moon and together
let us connect through our breath of life”
Sounds of ahhh and ooohhhs float through the air as we embrace the sky moon vibration and the sounds of drumming begin setting the mood for awakening to the movements within us!
“As the drumming heart beat builds within you all! Allow yourself to begin in sensual self love touches!”
Everyone begins their personal feel dance and move to their own rhythms of touch and we are all causing a growing arousal and then a parachute of pleasure begins to extend around us.
The priestess’s begin burning sage and cedar around the group to cleanse any negative vibes or evil misunderstandings and the scents give permission for the gatherers to begin their play towards one another. Each one begins gently stroking another to bless and entice as the raise in erotic vibration will contribute to the sacrifice.
Now it is time!
“Let’s chant together" I yell forth!
The Great Naked
The Great Naked
The Great Naked
The Great Naked
The Great Naked
The Great Naked
The Great Naked
The Great Naked ~ The Great Naked ~ The Great Naked
And it begins!!!! The rumbling from her! The moon shadows over us all in stormy colors of red orange yellow green hues with blue indigo and purples that explode all around us! And with this explosion of power from her we yell in groans and moans of delight in unison as our naked bodies begin to move harder and faster like crazed wild empty minded vessels whose purpose is to serve the source this evening on this full moon.
And the rain begins and it begins like it was back stage waiting for its stage call like a young actor in heat for his first casting call. LOL
It calls forth to us! The rain falls and drops on us in buckets of semen delight as we drip in wetness and dance with the drums and heartbeats together! I am here with everyone in the great naked dance of creation in honor of First Mother and First Father for they are the first form bodies that created the humans on her earth body.
We are dripping wet and falling into the dirt and on this hot night it feels real good to us! The cool dark dirt in her warm earth womb providing us the stage to die, the perfect stage to die for the bliss of life, of the naked great naked truth!
I stand clear and tall and open my heart and arms wide to the surrounding naked wet musty muddy charged up horny holies giving their juices to everything that exist for life sake.
I scream through the pounding rain hitting the trees and witnessing blue lightening hitting the clearing
as I await my sacrifice.
“I am here! First Mother is here!
Fuck me First Father! Make it so!”
I am blindfolded by a priestess during my rant and crazed callings!
I am thrown on the ground and I melt into the mud that is crawling over my naked sensuous wet moist pussy and body and I am joyous to be the one called as First Mother.
“I am here! First Mother is here," I call again!
The crowd sounds continues to grow as one and then the other grabs onto the heat and flesh of the other. Soon the penetration begins and one buries deeply into the other.
Fucking fucking and deep goddess in ground heart pounding fuck fuck heat felt fucking evolves us into the oneness of the first and only. Goddess the first and only God and then there was us!
Penetration and yells of rapture creep into the valleys of great naked bodies. I see the oneness of all. The oneness of everything though the great naked is the only life force vibration available to all source! The breath of life of humans is through the great naked being of breathing. Let’s create together the oneness of life. Honor Mother Father.
Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck
Goddess is in the heart of the Father Fucking now!
You and The First Father are one!
To be continued………
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Installment XLVI: The Full Strawberry Moon June 2010
Invocation of the Erotic Spirit
Upon this full moon I use my connection to the light of the moon and draw her up into my loins. As I breathe in through my nostrils I am filled with arousal and this pulsates into my sex center. I squeeze and release as this spirit is awakened within my body spirit and I will rejoice in the dance that will take place as my holy body gyrates in the basking of the moons vibrating waves of color passing over like a stimulating blanket of moans.
I am the source of this pleasure and my portals open as I allow the growth of my lingam to rise and drip my juice with the bouncing of my cock as it praises the joy of the holy body union on earth. We are one and the erotic spirit dance creates harmony and prosperity for all. I am the source of this pleasure and my anointing union brings about the balance of love and evolution through my erotic spirit romp.
Upon this full moon I use my womb wetness and create a surge of stimulating lighting charges the swell the lips of my yoni and my engorgement float up my belly and the communication between my nipples and clit grow hard.
I am the source of this pleasure and my portals open as I allow the swelling of my yoni to expand and I rejoice in the holy body union on earth. We are on and the erotic spirit dance creates harmony and prosperity for all. I am the source of this pleasure and my anointing union brings about the balance of love and evolution through my erotic spirit fuck.
I ride the waves of the full moon bliss upon me and I meet each push with hip rolls of delight my moans grow loud and my joy escapes and extends my chakras and this universal energetic connection brings forward the erotic spirit.
Everyday and in everyway I am living the vision of my erotic spirit! Everyday and in everyway I am living the vision of my erotic spirit. Everyday and in everyway I am living the vision of my erotic spirit.
My lingam juice shoots from my cock and my jerking orgasm sends waves of intense focus and exhausted pleasure. This seed planted in the earth body will bring forth nourishment.
I rub my clit and tits and squeeze tightly as shivers extend up my back like a crawling snake channeling wisdom to my crown and I come in the glory of the erotic union. I hump and pump my womb muscles as my heart gives out a green glow all over me and I fall legs wide and womb wet with harmony.
Every day and in every way I am living the vision of my erotic spirit!
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Installment XLV: The Full Flower Moon May 2010
Circle of Love
In the twilight of this full moon we come together to celebrate life.
I always look forward to this particular time of the month because in her fullness she emanates a radiance that flows into us all.
In my preparation for this gathering I shower and caress my body with lavender oil and I focus on the flow of the waters dripping along my body. I allow my awareness of the water flowing over me to really raise my body consciousness and my pleasure is enhanced. The scent of the lavender oil float evenly into my nostrils and mixed with the water, allows me to experience the wetness throbbing inside my yoni and I am becoming aroused from the union created by the water flesh connection. My nipples swell as the water bounces off of them and my breathing responds to my growing arousal. As I am becoming drenched with the waters massage of my body temple I turn to allow the water to flow over my backside and massage more joy into me. I bend over to let the drips flow through my ass crack and the trickles flow into my ass and I have a deep desire to open wide my butterfly source.
This cleansing process is valuable because in this sensual mediation my strength to channel to others that will be in the circle of love will be enhanced tonight. When we are aware of our abilities and ritualize this time of the full moon, we can channel our intense vibration to one another.
We all meet this full moon at dusk at the beach. This is the time when the beach is in perfect balance with the moon and her energy flows strong through us because the waves from the ocean are charged by her as well. At this time the beach is not overflowing with other people so on this warm night only our circle will have all the pleasure and the space of the moon ocean connection.
I smell the sage wafting through the air as someone has burned and smoked this area for our sacred circle to commence.
Our circle has grown and the aura of the group is already rising. I call everyone to the circle and I thank them for coming together this full moon and being part of the circle of love. I guide the group through a chant to balance masculine feminine force by calling together Mother/Father Earth!
Mother/Father Earth
Mother/Father Earth
Mother/Father Earth
“Let us disrobe together and leave what no longer serves us behind”
Together we all disrobe in silence we pile our clothes on top of one another as if we were about to have a bonfire. Then we come back into our circle and as we stand under the full moons brilliant indigo we begin to witness our nakedness together and soon lingams and bodies are building up in arousal. I notice the hips of women flowing left to right as I am sure their yonis are creaming to open up as well. I know mine is.
I pray a prayer of protection and then we all chant Om together to connect our energies together and become present.
I then lead the group through a song/chant to balance the elements in and around us.
Together
Elemental Chant
The Earth
The Air
The Fire
The Water
Return Return Return Return 2x’s
IA IA IA IA
IO IO IO IO 2x’s
I then share the lavender oil I showered with before and we each bless the five parts of our holy body with it.
Blessed are thy feet
Blessed are thy knees
Blessed is thy sex
Blessed is thy heart
Blessed are thy lips
From this special anointing we then join together in erotic moaning. Breathing in deeply and exhaling ooos and ahhhs and coos of tongue licking voice enhanced breathing.
Ahhhh
Ahhhh
Ahhhhs continues to grow and vibrate throughout the circle and the trembling begins in our bodies as the connection of our breaths and shaking bodies extend out and upward!
We then grab hold of each others hands and we stretch wide our circle and lean back but we do not release our grip. This strengthens our circle bond and we one at a time start laughing and then we begin pulling the circle from left to right and we hold on for dear life as we scream and laugh at the sudden changes swirls and pulls as we keep our grip strong. Dripping cocks begin flowing and the sweat starts to spill over tits as we pull erotic fun from our loins and natural wetness forms.
The rays of the moon seem to expand as we continue in our growing romp and colors of red and orange begin to filter in through the indigo. I call out loud! “Okay on the count of three we will let go of our hands! I yell, and allow our bodies to fall or run or dance. Do whatever feels right to continue your opening!
One Two Three!”
We free ourselves from one another’s grasp and most of us fall to the waiting sand and a loud roar builds as the laughter grows and others that are standing start clapping and laughing as well. Soon I hear drumming as one lover in his erotic spirit starts to play for us. He is on his knees pounding his drum and his cock his so hard and bouncing in unison to his beat, that I feel called to go to him and embrace his playing deeper into my body. I dance my way to his drumming call and I stand in front of him and dance and yell yes yes as he plays on. I clap my hands to his beat and others soon come around him and circles him and jerk and rock to his rhythms. And soon our laughter becomes moans of pleasure and arousing joy as our bodies bounce and dance and slap pleasurably into one another and dicks and ass and breasts find contact and the freedom play continues to add to our ritual.
The oceans waves start to flow up and crash into the shore and the crashing sounds merge with our drummer and we are feeling the oneness of all energies and this source begins it’s influence upon us all.
The Circle is growing!
As the drummer continues his fluid movement of sound the circle dance becomes a deeply penetrative erotic force around him. His drum beat sounds lay the foundation of the rocking movements between us and the moons glow hover over us as the waters from the ocean spill in.
We are all facing to our right now and with backsides to front we hold onto the person in front of us at their waist or shoulders or hips as we continue to March and dance. The joy of arousal is causing lingams to bounce on the ass of the person ahead and the pleasure given from the contact causes the swelling of the cocks to harden. Some are stroking up and down the backs of others and the cupping of breasts and squeezing of nipples join in the play. All sounds of ecstasy turns into utterances of confused joy and the moons essence in piercing into the center of our circle and going deep into the sand. Her aura glows wider and we are becoming enveloped into the moons womb and her desire. Mixed with the fire of the full moon desire upon us and as the waters from the ocean spill in around our feet we continue to move our naked forms in unison and the wet sand now becomes the lubrication for the penetration that is needed.
We slow to a stop our circle dance and turn toward the inner circle being witnesses to our drummer as he is in full union with the moon and her romp with the ocean. The flows of energetic union of the two move through him as he plays and his swaying body and throbbing cock start to spill his pre-come from the tip of his mushroom and he begins is hah hah hah sounds as he it’s the drum harder. The pulsing motion of his love wand bounces up and down and appears as if it is being stroked or jerked off by the moving energy around him. He is out of control with the drumming pleasure as the moon ocean source ravishes his aura and gives him eternal bliss. His erotic sounds grow louder as his arch expands and he now stands and scream as his cock continues to respond to his flowing movements. His mouth is wide open with screams of delight and his head is swaying left to right while his tongue slips in and out of his mouth. I have a strong desire to go to him and suck his cock into my wet mouth. However this experience is for everyone in this circle.
His yells grow and the moans around him evolve out of us as well. He is possessed by the intercourse of the moon ocean deep fuck and he is struck like lightning and this force has complete control over him. Using him as the earth body form for the embrace to take hold. Mother Father Earth in oneness through him! His hips push back and forth as if he is fucking something or someone. His eyes open wide and his intense piercing look shoots right into me. I feel his charge and I open my mouth to receive him and he blows loud his breath out of his mouth and I see the blue light flow from him and make a direct path and target to me. I swallow him in and I feel like I have just sucked his cock juice into my body and my third eye opens wide to the light blue light that has just entered into me. I the see light and it opens into a hole in the center of the light and I feel my body sliding into the light blue tunnel. The pleasure is so wonderful and my falling journey is opening my pussy juice and the dripping is spilling out of me and I am flowing sweetly into ecstasy. The energy from me flows into the others around me and soon the thrusting begins to flow through everyone in the circle of love. We are all in the light blue tunnel and sounds groans and orgasms are growing.
His rocking continues in the center of us and now his ass swings back really hard and he bends slightly. He moans and looks as if his asshole is being penetrated and then he lifts straight and thrusts forward and his cock energy shoots out and we all feel the push of his energy into us. Our hips push back from the penetration and then we push forward into him and then he rocks his hips back and strokes into us once again and this circle of love continues with thrusts back and fourth as we are in the light blue tunnel of love.
Now the yells increase a thousand times louder than before from all of us and we are grabbing our hands as we did in the beginning of our ritual and this union allows us to receive the strength of the energy that is pushing into us and the drummer is fucking each and every one of us as he is the conduit of the moon ocean source. We moan and yell loudly as we float though the light and this light is the union of all life energy. We are swinging around in our circle and all the rock hard cocks are bouncing and magnetized to everything now and our nipples are charged and tingled in the yin yang balance that is occurring. We rock and jerk together and now the drummer drops his drum and stretches his arms upward with loud screams which grows into growls and with one two three pelvic thrusts he squirts his love juices out of his loins and his seed shoots forcefully towards us and dives into the sand. He continues with his growls until his spent energy send waves to us and now the other men in the group now yell and spill from their lingams and all their juice is overflowing into the center and the sand is being drenched with the juices as we women jerk and rock as our clits are swollen as our yonis spill out the cream that has built up inside of us from the onset.
The circle is calm now and we all look at one another in peaceful enjoyment and I look over at our drummer and go to him and embrace him. We lock into a love grip and the connection is a blessing. We kiss deeply for a moment as his wet lingam rests at my drenched pussy. I see the light blue light in my third eye for a moment and we both open our eyes because I am aware that he sees the same vision. I then notice the blue light in his eyes and as his eyes widen I discern he is viewing the same from my eyes. We release our embrace and then turn and we all hug and the love vibration is so strong in our circle and the strength of healing and pleasure is amazing. We share in fruit and wine for the rest of the night as we lay and cuddle and kiss in the sweet cock juice and yoni cream we created together.
In the dawn of the morning we rise from our sleep and run into the ocean and swim and clean our bodies and the bright light showers love through the moon into the ocean as we swim and the journey of our circle is complete.
We offer blessings to each other and as we leave the beach I think to myself what a blessed day it will be.
See you next full moon...
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Installment XLIV: The Full Pink Moon April 2010
Yes! Great Goddess - A Ritual
You will need seven candles sage a silk cloth pillows and blessed oil
(You can bless a cup of olive oil or any other oil by placing your right hand over it and committing this oil only for ritual use and that it is to bless all that it comes in contact with.
And so it is.)
Come to me cleansed of body and heart this full moon that I may drench you with my essence. All my love will fill you on the inside first and then to the rest.
Light seven candles around your sacred space so that the glow will build around your holy body and that my energy will find you, burn sage to smoke the room to remove all other scents before mine. Drape your naked being over a cloth silk in texture with several pillows for your comfort. Lay in stillness and prepare your body and mind to become at one with me.
I am Great Goddess
The essence of the full moon grows all around my planet body and I send rays of warmth through my rings of color to you. The pulsing of my red orange yellow and green hues grows as I feel you opening your body spirit to mine. Your Earth body vibration stimulates the core of my yoni every full moon and our planets seeping surges evolves into passionate energies that penetrate into one source of shaft power and allows your holy body to hear my orgasms of truth.
Lay open wide your form and call to me!
Great Goddess Great Goddess Great Goddess
Now pour blessed oil over your body dripping from your heart to your sacred middle and allow the oil to seep through your loins and cause your member to throb in wetness and become full of blood and generous pressure. Come into the butterfly position by pressing the bottom of your feet together so that your legs fall apart with knees pointing in each direction. This position opens your sex portal to me allowing my sky blue indigo and purple wands of light to enter.
I see you! I see you now! Calling to me with your open body and spread legs and tingling with wonders of desire. Yes Great Goddess, Yes Great Goddess…We are one because the planets vibrate in one balanced accord for all life and this full moon we honor our connection by giving to me your arousal! Give it to me and give me your gift and I will bless you as always with our joyful unified intention of love and prosperity.
Yes Great Goddess!
I spill forward my fire of desire to crawl into you and as I hear your call and witness your ritual to me I am with you. My soaring love is pouring into your open portal and the warmth of this wet pussy pulsating draws my wand deeply into your body. Your breathing becomes one with mine and my planet body vibrates and rocks inside of you. My tremors of pleasure caresses your entire body as you arch your back to allow this level of arousal to take over. I send more of my wands of light into your tight ass and send waves of conscious love up your spine. Crawling up into you and opening the pours of your body as the strength of my passion lifts your erotic body off the floor and your screaming rocking body continues to be penetrated deeply by my energetic wands in your yoni and ass and now you slide two fingers into your wet yoni and as you open this magical portal wider I travel quickly into your other openings and send waves of fire exploding into worlds of orgasms and stream the light magic out of your mouth ears and crown charka which causes yelps of delight to stream all over your body and out your mouth. Yes! Your nipples are fully erect and the light sources from these portals of your body send rays to me and we are one. I fuck you deeper and cover you with heat as you are lifted higher into the realm of rapture. I drape you in my ripples of colored waves of ecstasy and your erratic romp draws us nearer. Your own goddess energy flows freely from your gifted body as you call to me. Feel my hot warm cock source energy filling you full of seed as you give it to me, give the goddess all of your wet gushing.
Yes! Yes! Yes!
Yes! Great Goddess!
I spill forward my fire of desire and crawl up into your oil filled drenched ass portal and slide into you and up your spine sending you waves of love up into your crown. Your lingam engorged, shaft is hard dripping with worship as you call to me. Showering you with the love of the full moon you open wider your holy body unto me and you receive the blessings of the balanced body. My wands of light energy revitalizes your body as you stroke for me, giving your body to me fully. Use more and more of your blessed oil to stroke your holy cock in honor of the gift of pleasure we all share. Stroke more of that lingam and splash the oil all over as you send forth the tower of your love to me. Calling to me and spreading your ass wider for deeper and deeper I will penetrate into your heated source and gift your consciousness with the one knowledge of life.
Your moans and groans of desire grows and as your mouth portal opens wide and I slide my energy into your mouth and your sucking breath increases my rings of fire around my full moon body. Your dripping cock grows wider and your light energy calls to penetrate my source, my inner yoni core. As you rock your body and your lingam throbs while bouncing up and down on your silk cloth your heated sweaty body dripping liquid pleasure I am one with you and as your pre-come drifts down your wand of love I suck it out for more. Give to your goddess. As you witness the vision of the knowledge of life this brings increased pleasures of delight as you open wide your voice and your body jerks of passion and this passion floats off of your holy body into my rays of colored wands we are one and you feel my moon energy sucking your lingam love and bringing forth juices out of your love wand. You give it all to me now! Say it as we join! Yes! And in this mutual yes, comes the volcanic explosion and it forces your gift to stream out of your lingam loins and feed my source body.
Yes! Yes! Yes!
Yes! Great Goddess!
I continue this entire full moon to share in your sexual excitement! All around your call is heard as you worship this full moon on the altar of your craving.
You all celebrate our mutual union in great ecstatic rapture. Come one come all and continue to evolve in your love as you honor me in your form! In your holy erotic body we exist as one unified source of love. Bringing the stroking of pleasure together in your worship brings forth a joyful life.
I am here…I am Great Goddess! Call out Yes to me and I will share rapture with you this full moon.
Yes! Great Goddess!
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Installment XLIII: The Full Worm Moon March 2010
Yoni Puja
Yoni Yoni Yoni Yoni
I send the waves of my light body upon you. Feel my moon fullness and drink my yoni juice for your enlightened ecstasy. The sky is an indigo hue around me and my circles of light reflexes the colors of our spectrum and your form is bathed in my glow. Look up to me and open wide your body and mind and be filled with my dripping blue sky sprinkles.
Yoni Yoni Yoni Yoni
Look into the center of my moon glow and be blessed by my pussy brilliance. Allow this brilliance to drip its juices into your mouth. Open wide your mouth all of you that hear my song in your hot erotic bodies and be quenched and allow your third eye to be witness to the truth of the sacred Yoni.
Yoni Yoni Yoni Yoni
I see that you all hear my calling and you all begin to bring your holy body out of the buildings and stone coverings that keep you separated from our sky earth connection. Nakedness is the dress tonight as you all hear and obey!
Open your cocks and pussies to me and say yes! Yes to love and god/goddess as we bridge earth and sky in the ultimate union. My yoni will make it so! Yoni Puja begins….
Yoni Yoni Yoni Yoni
I feel her presence upon me as I make my offering to the Goddess this full moon. I lay my naked body next to my altar and let my wet yoni fill up. I stroke my body and thank it for being with me all these years, as my body is my holy temple and my worship is in honor of this full moon. Yoni Yoni Yoni I chant and allow my personal puja to be a song of joy within me. I stroke and touch up and down my body and my breath grows as I am filled with the heat of passion and desire to be penetrated in my golden cherry yoni. As this desire grows in me, I sit up in front of my altar my heart beating harder in my chest as I become even more aware of the deep ache throbbing growing in my pussy.
I do a ceremony of goddess communion and share wine and grapes in honor of my mind and body as part of the goddess consciousness and body as the full moon. I place wine and fruit onto my altar and am pleased by my simple ceremony of love. I then light my candle and the light from the glow quickly grows and stretches out and up to her full moon glory.
The light show of red orange and yellow stretches through my home and out the window and calls me to follow it and I walk out of my home and follow the glow up into the indigo sky and am struck by her brilliance flowing down all around my naked body.
The air is cool and windless and there is a scent of cedar and sage floating in the air. My nipples respond to the temperature change and I am encouraged to touch them. I stroke my breasts inward towards my heart and sing my yoni song to my moon goddess. Each growing touch tingles in my clit and my swelling grows in my pussy and I am hot with vision and love.
Yoni Yoni Yoni Yoni
My breast ritual brings waves of rings around her full moon body and her light grows wider as my stroking continues I begin to feel more pleasure riding up my spine and my crown charka spins making my third eye open wider and visions of her yoni moon glow floats out of the center of the full moon. My third eye sees her and the golden glow of her clit sends rays into my eye and down the center of my body and out through my pussy strait into the earth body. I moan loudly and my growl calls to others and more people come out of their homes naked and erect with yoni yoni yoni falling off their lips.
Yoni Yoni Yoni Yoni
We are making love and my lingam is buried deep inside of my love as I pray my penetration and hard cock please her. I want to give her my gift and release my cock juices inside of her. Fucking her so deeply opens my body and my sweat drips off me onto her and her neck smells of me and I like it.
As I hold his ass firmly guiding up and down and in and out of me I find my attention being pulled to our large open window allowing the full moon glow to enter. I hear sounds of moaning and ecstatic pleasure and I want to know what that is. I lift my lover from inside me and as he rises for a moment I witness his wet cock just drawn out of my hot yoni and I can smell our scents together and I find my mouth watering for a taste and I open wide and take him in fully.
She pulls my dick out of her pussy and guides me to stand and then swallows me whole in her second yoni and I start to feel I will pop inside of her from the sudden change. I feel her heartbeat as she sucks me deeper and I hold myself tightly not to come as this sends more shivers of delight up my spine. She stops.
Yoni Yoni Yoni Yoni
We move to the open window together and see the crowd growing outside laughing and enjoying the cool moon night. I look up into the sky and at the center of the moon is a radiant orange red and this golden ring seems to be penetrating from the center into the sky coming directly down into our area in our earth. Wow! And the energy flowing from the breeze of these colors make me wants to go out and share my sexual union.
Let’s go, I convince my lover and we go outside and the energy only increases as the wave of bliss is powerful. We immediately begin kissing and it seems the more sexual unions that are taking place the more the full moon glory expands and the rings of color stretch to touch the earth and our hotness increases and our loins are wet for peeks of pleasure.
Yoni Yoni Yoni Yoni
I am enjoying the quiet in my home this evening as I lay on my couch with nothing but the light of the moon gracing my window. I can see my shadow on the walls as I stroke my lingam and build my arousal and watch my dripping grow around my cock. Uh uh my self love makes me happy and my dick looks huge on the wall as it fades in and out and I love the sensations that rock through my body and my dick. I witness the amazing colors flowing past my window as I pump my cock and send more pleasure up my back and sending tingles of delight in my mouth. I wish I could eat some pussy right now. I love yoni and to bless a beautiful woman goddess is the best that I can do. I am drawn as I feel my dick crowning to come to the sounds outside my window. As I walk to my window and listen to the sounds. I notice that the sounds increase and then I see the colors become more vivid and fuller and start to flow around the people faster. I feel my body responding to these waves like I am making love I have an increased urge to penetrate and suck. I love full moons. I join the crowd.
Yoni Yoni Yoni Yoni
My partner and I spend every full moon just wrapped around one another and just blessing each other with touches and thoughts of pleasure and abundance. I love how our pussies rub against each others and our yoni juices mesh. I have my lover sitting up on me as I have my right leg over hers and her left leg over mine. This gives us a perfect yoni pussy penetration connection. I hold her back tightly with my hands and her tits are erect for my tongue. I love fucking my woman and she is my goddess lover and we create beautiful treasures together. I grind her hard and suck her nipples and her moans just tell me how much more she wants so I can give it.
Yoni Yoni Yoni Yoni
Singing and laughter fill our sensual air as I ride my lover harder and feel the sweet sweat drifting off my body into her long lovely hair as her mouth on my boobs make me cream heavier I press her head to my heart for more. I turn to our window and as I am looking clearly out of it I see a sea of people engaged in an orgy. Oh my goddess this looks so good and my horniness increases as my lover rides me. Look, I direct my lover and she is surprised and we both stop our pleasure journey for a moment and travel to the window to be certain of our mutual vision. Without a word, we go outside.
Yoni Yoni Yoni Yoni
I am pleased to have been the first to have heard her call and come to receive her full moon blessing. Now to watch all the unions taking place and the waves of rays moving throughout the crowd gives promise to the prosperity that is in our land. I am joyful aroused and masturbating. I still have one hand on one breast at a time stroking back and fourth and my other hand is enjoying my wet yoni and listening to my need for penetration. As I moan and enjoy myself I look up at the moon again and see her clit growing more and her colors forever brighter and with each glowing growth the ecstasy grows in the crowd and the orgasms flow and flow and I look at the growing piles of humping pleasure and I take in the delightful image and enjoy myself with it. I see him coming towards me with his beautiful smile and he steps to me without saying a word and removes my hand from my pussy and says. May I continue goddess?
I smile back and raise my hand to the top of his head and push him to the earth and guide his face to my creamy friend. He eats and enjoys and I am riding his face and tongue. Soon oh so very soon another lover approaches from behind and drapes his hands around my waist and guides my hips front and back as my clit is being lit. He holds me perfect for more yoni worship and I am sandwiched between them both. He begins to ride his fingers up and down my back and then kissing my neck. I am enveloped with the love that is forming around me and the tingles grow with spasms soon following. His lingam is hard and between my ass and the wetness between us all with the sacred juice from my mouth lover gives easy access. I bend forward and he takes my pussy deeply by penetrating and my mouth lover now is guided to my nipples and continues that story. The pounding from my back side make me groan and my nipples being sucked keep me on the verge. Goddess goddess damn shit. I want it! I want to come and open myself up! At the same time I don’t want this to end!
Yoni Yoni Yoni Yoni
I notice more men coming around us and sharing their lingam juices around and the heat of the exchange inspires me! One other beautiful man approaches me and leans in and presses his wet mouth onto my open lips and blesses me with his tongue. We kiss and kiss as we take turns sucking each other tongue. This extra source of pleasure builds the vibration around and my body spirit responds in kind. I end my lip lock and I lean forward and guide my lover from behind me out of my pussy and I stop my lover in front that’s sucking my breast. I push my front lover onto the earth that is being filled with semen and yoni juice and I sit on top of his throbbing cock. I control him and keep him still as I ride his turtle wand and please myself. The moon hums in unison with us all as the orgasms erupt around me. I then breathe in deeply and call to my backside lover and motion for him to enter me from my ass. His eyes open wide and he bends to his knees and first kisses my back and my neck and sends more shivers of delight down my beautiful arched back. His cock wet from our earlier union, he easily guides it into my wanting ass and to hold him self steadily he grabs my hips and balances his thrusts into my ass by the rocking of my pussy on my front lovers dick. We are one!
Yoni Yoni Yoni Yoni
I am trembling as my body is about to explode and I look up to the moon with my cunt filled with cock and my ass draining the lingam behind me. The light in the sky is filled with brilliance and the scents in the air speaks of love and worshipped spent bodies and I am riding and riding and sucking that dick in my ass as deeply as I can and I am going to, I am going to and as if we all felt her clit rage full of life onto us the rain falls and the sky cracks of red orange yellow green blue indigo and powerful purple as I scream my orgasm out of my body and into the atmosphere! My lovers scream and moan and rock all of their juice into my body making me a goddess succulent mess. Mmmmm the sounds around us continue as the men that circled us continue to shoot their gift into the air and into the earth. We are one! It is done!
Yoni Yoni Yoni Yoni
The full moon pussy feeds us and we drink and bath in her yoni golden rain glow. The full moon and we have merged the god/goddess earth sky. Now, every time we look up into the sky we shall see it! We will see her Yoni Yoni Yoni Yoni.
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Installment XLII: The Full Snow Moon - February 2010
My Sadhana
In my special place this full moon I stand naked under her bright light showering over me. The colors of the moon fall around me and my holy body glows in unison to her natural power and connection to my form.
My arms are stretched skyward as my dick hardens and I chant my body chant loudly.
I prepare myself for my goddess.
“I am of the great body. The great goddess body ~ my loins await thy union.”
I hear his chant for me and I follow his sound. I am walking through the clearing of the woods and making my way by the light of this glorious full moon. She clears the path for me so that I can celebrate and worship with my lover in her name.
As I step closer to him, I remove my clothing piece by piece and allow my body to be bathed by the full moon vibration. My nipples immediately tingle and this causes my pussy to begin to throb and become moist. I look at my lover as I draw nearer to him and taking in the shapes of his backside gives me warmth in the right places. His hands out stretched and chanting to the moon I feel drawn to his sadhana. I want to worship with him and caress his ass.
“I am of the great body. The great goddess body ~ my loins await thy union.”
I hear her approach and I am aroused by her presence and I feel the rise of my dick and heart ready to penetrate.
I stand at his backside taking in through my nostrils the scent of his body and I slowly crawl my fingers up and down his back. Feeling the moon glow bathing us I press my breast against him and push my pussy onto his ass cheeks and line my clit to the crack of his ass for my added enjoyment.
I want to turn to face her and press my erotic hard throbbing cock into her tight pussy and allow the goddess to be worshiped through us in this way. These thoughts allow my body to shake and my breath grows into moans of pleasure as she is wrapping her arms around my shoulders and kissing the back of my neck. This is her sadhana and I am her consort.
Kissing his body from neck to legs gives me pleasure and allows me this time of anointing to take place for he needs to be blessed by me before I take his gift.
On my knees now I spread his legs and grab his long golden wand from behind and between his thighs and I stroke from balls to cock over and over as I am hearing the sounds of blessing flowing from me to my hands to his lingam. His pre-come flows and I use his juice to moisten his lingam to assist my stroking. His strong form and natural male scent turns me on very much and my yoni is throbbing for his heart throbbing member to take me and grind his body into mine. Yet this is his sadhana and I am his goddess. I am here to guide his offering to the full moon goddess!
I look up to the full moon and see all the colors flowing from her. I drink in this night time beauty and begin kissing all over his ass and start licking up and down is crack. I bend him forward as I make my way to his butterfly opening and I drip my mouth juice on him and tip him with my tongue while holding his cock firmly.
I am gripped by her hand and art of worship and am being taken in a way I have never felt before. I am the offering and the gift this full moon and my glorious cock is stretching longer and larger than I’ve ever seen it before. These continuous pleasures flowing up and through my body in this night full moon glow is assisting me with the pleasures being gifted to me now. Her tongue slides in and out of me and I begin to gyrate and jerk my lingam in unison with her controlling strokes.
I gently open him up by the wetness of my tongue and my fingers become small throbbing lingams to bring pleasure to his ass and I offer him my worship in hopes he can give his love one and then two small lingams as I penetrate and stroke together. I notice his rocking motion and know only in fantasy what his body must feel like inside me. I continue on our mutual quest of love and honor through this holy form on this holy wild night. He is mine! His ass becomes as smooth as his long cock while I flow through it.
I stroke and stroke and pump and squeeze as he his shivering and moaning to his destination. I begin rocking my knee bent aroused form with him as I ride his wave with him. We moan loudly together as he is about to give his gift and with the final stroking of his love wand he stands strait and stretches his hands up to the full ecstasy of the moon.
“I am of the great body. The great goddess body ~ my loins are with thee.” He yells…
I drop myself between his legs from behind him and am gifted with his steaming come flowing out of the tip of his temple body and all over mine and on the earth. I am also able to take in some of his gifted come into my wanting mouth as it sprays everywhere and am able to swallow it in prayer.
Witnessing his standing god body in celebration of ecstasy I am enveloped by the joy.
Looking upon her spread out body on mother earth I am pleased by her guidance and worship.
This was My Sadhana.
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Installment XLI: The Full Wolf Moon
Sacred Sexual Salvation - An Essay
In my Ministry of "Uniting Sex and Spirit" and honoring the Goddess through the Full Moon and in form I have witnessed a severe split within people and in our Society. Why is it that the one reason we come together is the main reason we split? I’m talking about sexual love. The passion we feel when we have an urge to be sexual with someone over time can implode in us and turn us away from the desired. There is a lack of true understanding about what is actually applied in our sacred sex acts and therefore we use the imprinted programming that’s been forced on us from fundamental religions and a society confused about the importance and the boundaries of positive sexual expression.
Why are our men reaching out to other men to receive what they cannot get from their wives and girlfriends?
Why does a threesome break up relationships?
Why can’t a woman be an approving woman and watch her man masturbate?
Why can’t we talk to a man and really talk to his dick?
Why does a man only see woman as a toilet to discard in?
Why do you bring shame into the bedroom?
Why is the pussy form not honored?
Positive energy exchange is giving energy receiving energy and sharing pleasure. Negative energy exchange is taking energy stealing energy and control for power.
“The battle to control sex has always been a battle for power.” ~ Michael Hutchison
The area where the man’s lingam is able to be honored and relationships have a true chance to thrive has been in the gay relationship. I have noticed in my opinion that gay men give themselves permission to bring the feminine and masculine a chance to balance in their sex play.
Heterosexual couples that I’ve worked with and spoken with don’t play this out and if they begin to, old programming and self judgments about I’m a slut or I’m gay pop up in their minds and there goes the growth. It’s all down hill from there and shame develops and possibly resentments if the acts continue.
I have in my own personal life been blessed to be able to express the goddess in me to the god in you! In that I have been able to balance the masculine wild man and the glorious goddess whore in me and share this with others! In more ways than one.
We need to look at the seriousness of our sexual plight and the urgency that’s needed in uniting our erotic love with our primal bodies.
Imagine this:
I spread his legs wide and place my heart on his waiting joy. My breasts cup him and he feels my heartbeat. I stroke my fingers deliberately across his chest and at his second charka, my prayer is to please him and bless him with my second yoni. My mouth waters in anticipation and my first yoni throbs in unison. I mouth him fully covering his lingam while it lays flaccid. I let my mouth hover over his lingam in stillness to share the warmth of my wet chi flowing into his tip. His wand responds to my silent worship and grows with dripping charges of delight sliding out of his lingam and messing with my tingling saliva.
In my opinion, realized from guiding group gatherings and private meetings, the split is in the sacred not being honored in sexual play. And I don’t mean you have to pray over everything, although that wets my yoni. I do mean your consciousness must awaken to the divine within us. The Eros is the fire that links us to the divine creative life and our shared sexual pleasure brings us together with this oneness. We can become uncontrollable and be vulnerable and free finally!
Why not us?!
Because we misuse this incredible erotic energy and miss out on the opportunity to connect with one another and enter into the altered state of pure consciousness and as we attempt to bring this consciousness into our relationship without a real conviction of what I am talking about then these actions are in vain and in our relationships we will fall short of the glory of goddess in us!
I have like so many other known gods and goddesses out here create sacred environments for this type of sacred play to emerge through my gatherings and services that I offer.
Imagine this:
I spread her body across the bed and adorn her with flowers and plush pillows for comfort and beauty. I anoint her third eye with oil in recognition of her goddess wisdom and beauty. I drip this oil down the center of her body to align her charkas and then I bless her with the five fold kiss. I slide onto her and drape her with my body and bringing my face to her breasts I suck each nipple spreading the oil to them to add to her pleasure and delight. She feels my lingam grow and she knows I want to penetrate her and she heaves in deeply and exhales waves of excitement. I crawl up to her face and breathe the breath of life into her mouth and she receives me. I then slide my lingam into her wet warmth deeply and hold myself still for her to receive my prayer.
Tantra is a way of action as is Love and when immersed together in our body spirit we can begin to spiritualize our bodies and our lives through erotic love in a very powerful healthy way.
Imagine this:
I sit in a chair facing her as she witnesses my self loving as a gift I’m giving to her. My throbbing builds as my moans grow and I am extra excited by her acceptance of this aspect of myself. She doesn’t think I’m a pervert for wanting to stroke myself. I rock my hips forward as my gift begins the ascent to my tip. I open my eyes wide and see her mouth and eyes open as if I am feeding her with my energy. My body spasm as this life force leaves me and squirts up and out of me full of potent love.
My purpose here is to bring the balance of sex and spirit in all expressions of sex play. Being conscious is the first step and the next is to accept the body as a holy temple and our inner erotic love is the link to the one source of all living things.
Imagine this:
This Full Moon a gathering of women are in a clearing in the woods and with a roaring fire giving light and warmth these women are all naked under the full moon glow and are celebrating the goddess within! With their clapping hands and voices as the music they release negativity from their bodies by the misuse of their sexual energy. Yells and cries of rape and abuse that’s been done to some! The wishing to be someone that they aren’t based on being told they were ugly by emotionally unstable people and society! They are here to acknowledge and anoint one another in their own goddess spirit. With hands raised high and chanting towards the moon these women run and dance with the beat of the music they create together. In the hustle of the joy they begin rubbing their breasts together in honor of each ones unique shape and size. Then their asses bumped one by one and the laughter and the closeness builds.
Then sage and cedar leaves are thrown into the growing blaze and the smoke and scent rises and fills the air and envelopes everyone. In a circle now one woman at a time stands in the center and the other women stroke her body lightly front and back to bring tingles of pleasure all over her. Then they step away and the goddess in the center then lies on the bed of the earth and spread her legs wide to open and show her yoni. The women witness and chant over her thriving body as she begins stroking her clit and bringing arousal and wetness to her yoni lips. Then in full beginning rapture each woman then goes one at a time between the goddess legs and bends to kiss her throbbing yoni. Each woman is initiated into their goddess hood this full glorious moon in this sexual rite. After the anointing process they all lay on the bed of the earth together with the warmth of the fire and glow of the moon still in unison and all the women enjoy their personal self love and share their orgasms together! Moans and groans and pleasing yells fill the woods and the goddess’s voice is heard! These women see and hear the goddess in themselves and in every woman and in there pussy power they are whole! These women have healed the separation of women and brought us back to our unified pussy power. We no longer are jealous of other women because we see the goddess is them! In our heterosexual or lesbian relationship we are orgasmic and alive. We bring this orgasmic consciousness in every area of our lives because of the sisterhood/goddesshood connection!
This is only the beginning to our Sacred Sexual Salvation!
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Installment XXXX: The 2009-2010 Blue Moon - New Year's Eve 2009
In Service of the Goddess
I enter the temple space and am guided to remove my shoes right away by one of the priestesses. I remove them and then I am led to a room darkly lit with scents of sage and cinnamon floating in the air. Candles everywhere!
Instantly a blindfold is place over my eyes and I can hear there are other people in the space with me. I hear music lightly playing in the back round of the gentle chatter drawing my attention.
“Your name is Nathaniel Green correct?”
Yes, I answer.
“And you are here to serve The Goddess in form this evening.”
Yes, I answer again as my lingam begins to grow in excitement.
I am quickly slapped in the face!
“Do not arouse yourself unless the goddess tells you to! You are here to serve her this New Years Eve and that is the only pleasure you are allowed.”
I understand I answer quickly but some how I have a feeling I will be getting slapped more often.
My dick cannot hold back my excitement. I must breathe deeply to relax I think to myself.
“Nathaniel Green you have been chosen by the goddess in form to take part in this New Years Eve ritual to help cleanse her of this past year. Your energy is solid balanced and charged. Therefore you are suitable for her to channel this past year out of her body and through yours.”
“What do you say?”
Thank you. I am stung by another slap to my face.
“What do you say?”
I am here to serve the goddess!
“Good”
The music grows louder as chanting slowly grows.
We all come from the Goddess
And to her we shall return…..
My clothes are being removed from my body and I struggle to hold my throbbing dick steady because I want to give my goddess what she needs from me.
We all come from the Goddess
And to her we shall return…..
I am pushed forward and as I walk I am being touched and stroked up and down my body by strangers. The chanting continues as I am stopped and am told to get onto my knees.
We all come from the Goddess
And to her we shall return…..
Soon I can feel her. Her presence even in my darkness is unmistakable.
She strokes my face with her soft long fingers and I tremble at her touch.
“You are here for me Nathaniel, to help me rid the past year and prepare me for the coming year. I will have you take away my stress and pass it out to the full moon.”
The goddess quickly grabs my cock and says. “Say you love me.” I love you goddess! She smacks my face and then rubs my back. As I am on my knees and bent over the strangers in the room cross past me and begin slapping my ass one by one and with each slap to my ass they get harder.
My ass is stinging with delight because I know she is happy to use me this way. Even the strangers in the room wish they were chosen. I can hear their moaning to be stroked and charged by our goddess.
I am then given some red wine to drink. Then she holds me by my face and brings my face to her garden and I smell her essence and I want to lick. I stretch forward my tongue and she pushes my head back. “Not until I say so. You are here for me.” Goddess commands. “Why are you here?”
I am here to serve! “Say it again!” I am here to serve! She forces my face to her angel pussy and says drink out of me now. I lick and suck her with my neck bending upward into her. My mouth cannot get wet enough as I feel sweet energy flushing into my body. I know I am here for her but I am being blessed. My lingam grows! I am pushed away and am slapped in the face. “It’s not time for that!” She slaps me again. Sorry Goddess I can’t help it. I love you so much.” She slaps me again. “If you love me hold it until I say so.” She grabs my cock and then bends over my body to my ass and smacks my ass a few times finding her fingers to the opening of my asshole and I tighten quickly and she forces a finger up me and then pulls out of me and forces my face back onto her growing yoni.
I suck and lick and taste her sweet long lips. Her pussy tastes of vanilla to me and her soft silky skin always leaves me awe struck.
Pull him up, I hear her command others. I am then pulled up and placed on a wide chair. I am quickly straddled by her and she begins to rub her body on me. Not allowed to grow my cock for her yet this is sweet agony. She is running her fingers all over my face and my hair. Biting my cheek and grinding my dick. Her growls grow as she is getting wetter and wetter on me and I feel a flood coming from her holy yoni. Goddess I wish to be in you I think to myself and my heart pounds. I rock my hips up to meet her thrusts on me and then pow, I’m slapped in the face again. Shit!
“Don’t move.” She grabs my hands and places them on her ass. “Rub your hands up and down my ass and squeeze them tight.” I cannot for the life of me figure out how am I suppose to do this without getting my dick hard and wet. I am using all of my force not to get erect because I know goddess does not want that yet. I rub her sweet chocolate ass and her firm softness focuses my mind on her. I smell her neck and hair and I am intoxicated by her.
It seems the more I have to hold back my erection the stronger my blood is flowing into my dick. I feel rock hard she’s going to and before I could get the thought through my mind. A slap and then another and then another and now she would not stop and the pain grew and I kept my hands on her round rump and my cock continued to disobey. She kept slapping and I kept trying but the more I tried not to have the erection the more my cock grew! It grew and grew and dripped and dripped all over. She rose up and began to moan so loud at first I thought she was hurt. But she was releasing! Releasing so much stress! By slapping me and grinding me she was moving all of the past year out of her and into me and my arousal is sending this energy up into to moon light glow.
What a powerful feeling. She pulled me up to her and in my blind state I found my hands to her breasts and began to gently squeeze her tits and this brought on more sensations of pleasure and release for her. I began to hear moans and groans of the strangers in the room and I knew exactly what was going on. An Orgy of love and cleansing was taking place and I was here to serve the goddess. I held her close to me as I am drawn to her lips and we kiss and breathe in and out of one another. Deeply inhale and exhale into the space between us as our lips lock. I sense for a moment I can see her memories. I can feel her energy her thoughts. As they become clearer to me. She forces me to turn around and lays me down onto my belly on the floor and climbs onto my back. Her sacred middle finds my ass portal and she shoves her psychic cock into me. Penetrating me I moan as my body responds to her need to be deep in me. She rides me and rides me sweating over me and running her hands up and down the sides of my body.
“Are you serving me?”
Yes! I answer.
She slides her body up and down my back side and then slides her finger back into my ass finishing what she started. Sliding in and out of me she then starts to stroke my balls and pull on them. She smacks them with her open hand and the sting starts to send the shivers of hard aching pleasure once again. She pulls out of me and then turns me over to her and removes my blindfold.
I open my eyes to a beautiful delightful creature. We rise and she leads me to a sunken floor where there is a Jacuzzi and we get into the Jacuzzi and dip our bodies into the wetness that is surrounding us. The strangers in the room come into view as they join us by circling around the Jacuzzi to witness our interaction. Goddess guides me closer to her and she begins kissing my face and my neck and I return the favor.
“Give me your cock.” She commands and she lifts her body up and wraps her legs around me and I slide into her warm cave with ease. Standing strait and fully erect and in her I stroke and give her my pre-come juices. All I can think about is how is she feeling? I wonder does she know that I really love her and fucking her in this way to cleanse her on this full moon on the last day of this year is a gift. I look up to that big foggy full moon and see the rings of color in harmony to this ritual. My strength is acknowledged now as I hold goddess in the air while serving her with pleasure.
She motions for me to stand her down and she turns around with her back facing me. I know what she needs and I drop quickly to my knees and before I dive in I stroke her body and I bless it with my thoughts and hands. I open her cheeks and lick her asshole and smell her sweet scent and then I climb up onto her and insert my needed cock into her warm ass. The pangs of desire as I deliver myself deeper into her body tighten around me. She yells from the pain of pleasure and the hot water washes around us both. I keep plunging and kissing the back of her neck as our on lookers are assisting us with their sounds of lovemaking and masturbating around us.
I run my hands through her long hair and hold her steady for my upcoming eruption. My body trembles as I grow closer and as we rock in unison together. Other sounds of rapture engulf around us! This adds to my arousal and I have to say I am here to serve and it gives me pleasure too.
Don’t tell the goddess.
As I reach my peak and she tingles with knowing I slide some of my cock out of her ass just about two inches to be able to reach her g-spot from this position right before I give her my gift. As I roar with my eruption into her my eyes open and my third eye is glowing gold and then white and then I see the moon the full moon in my minds eye. I look up to see her….you…goddess your face in the full moon glow.
I drip my last few drops into her body and we melt apart in the motioning water. The overlapping eruptions continue as my goddess lays relaxed and cleansed. Then we look at each other and she gives me one soft smack on my face. With a smile we climb out of the Jacuzzi then as we are given our glasses of champagne. The Goddess Prays!
“Great Goddess on this full moon New Years Eve, Please receive us and continue to bless us this coming year with our Divine Birthright of Prosperity on Earth and healing for us all! And So It Is.”
Then: 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1………Happy New Year!
May the blessings of the goddess stay in your loins!
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Installment XXXIX: The Full Cold Moon - December 2009
Natural Urges - A True Full Moon Encounter!
He said he was on his way. I didn’t know if he’d make it before the moon became full. I long for him to embrace me at the fullness of her beauty. Every full moon we do this. Or is it? The full moon does it to us every time! He walks in through the doors and without a verbal hello his lips are connected to mine his hand holding my face firm. The ritual begins with our natural urges guiding. This month with this moon we lead by the primal life that is within us!
I just finished making love with my wonderful lover friend. My yoni is swollen from all the wet deep penetrating we were doing. This man and I are so attuned that our charkas lock into one another and we can actually feel any negative energy releasing from our bodies while we kiss and fuck each other so hard. Then as we grow hotter from our bodies pounding into each other the sweat drips and roles off of us and we create a pool of love beneath us. Our bodies slide and slap into each other and our eyes lock and we know we are one. We are feeding our natural urge for oneness! For oneness is life!
He gives me his big load inside my hot pussy and I love him. I don’t need to say a prayer of blessing for his gift of semen because that fact that I taken his load into my body it is blessed.
We kiss and rest and spoon together.
The moon doesn’t rest while she is full and it seems we can’t either.
He begins by stroking my backside and sliding his fingers up and down my ass crack and spreading me apart there like he has other plans. MMMMM….I wonder~ ;-)
Soon after we are kissing and using feather light touches that start us up all over again and this time I grab his hard ass while he climbs on top of me and inserts his wet lingam into me like he never left. He is so deep in me and pressing his body so hard and close to mine we cannot breathe. While his rocking matches my own we connect wet pussy with swollen clit and I grind my hand harder into his ass to keep him right on both spots and I explode and come all over his dick and rock and shake in pleasure as he is pleased by my sharing.
I explode my wet juices all over his hard cock. I scream so loud! Our bodies pound and pound and the beating of our hearts cause us to shake as he continues his journey thrusting in me.
He suddenly pulls himself out of me and it feels like a gasp of air quickens between us as he flips me over and grabs both my big ass cheeks and starts kissing and rubbing them while his moaning grows with his throbbing lingam bouncing up and down and dripping the pre~come and his sweaty pool of love juices we’ve created together. He then bites my holy ass and this sends tingles of pleasure flowing through me. It hurts so good and that is a balanced blessing. He then continues his feeding by rubbing his face over my ass and worshipping me with more kisses and massages up and down my backside kneading me and needing me. He sniffs my essence at my pussy door and exhales joy as he smells himself within me.
“I smell me in her body and I am enriched by her! My excitement to be with her overwhelms me as I devour her juice into my mouth and I suck in her creamy delights.
My sweaty water drips from my body and as I drive my lingam in and out of her I am awakened by the moonlight glow of the moon and I feel it crawling up into my loins forcing an even harder erection for me to thrust into her. Her body in beautiful and her round buttocks blossom for me as I generate the heat of my romp inside of her. Loving and honoring her generous body spirit.
I smack her ass and rejoice in her little screams that are delightful for us both. Hearing her say and plead, yes oh yes my Love gives me the opportunity to continue.”
“Our moans grow and I know we can share our mutual pleasure together at the same time. Her throbbing pussy squeezes my dick and I drip and drip inside of her! The Goddess this full moon grips our desires and perpetuates them for abundance. I can’t complain, yet we’ve been making love for hours now with the full moon as our witness to this primal urge. This urge is natural my inner body wisdom announces.”
He grabs my hips and squeezes tightly as we moan and roar together. We are one, we are loving, we are united, we are together with this Full Moon and our natural urges reinforce the primal urge to live and survive! Why am I thinking this when I am going to come and I feel his dick fattening inside of me?!
Because the Goddess speaks within you! She answers!
He then softens his breath before he blows and then he explodes into my now swollen tight pussy! Dripping sweet juice in and flowing outside of me all down my satisfied yoni. I am loving every full moon minute of it.
He falls on me and we just melt into the bed and into the glorious glow we just created.
This is a real full moon story that happened this full moon with beauty and passion of sex and spirit.
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Installment XXXVIII:The Full Hunters Moon - November 2009
She comes in beauty...
She comes in beauty,
a Goddess,
a Woman,
a Friend,
a Lover,
a Poem.
The Universe smiles her name.
She lives within me.
In every star,
in every flower,
every breath of a breeze,
in everyone I meet.
She is the essence of Love,
the BE-ing of Buddha,
the Salvation of Jesus,
the Glory of the Goddess.
I am the Consort of the Goddess.
I am the one who adores her.
I am that she is.
by Gary Stamper
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Installment XXXVII:The Full Harvest Moon October 2009
Lingam Love - Fall Harvest Ritual
Honoring the Lingam during the harvest is perfect to bring strength to those things we wish to maintain and manifest and when we are conscious of this ability we bring balance and abundance into our lives consistently.
I have prepared the altar bed with will large and small pillows for him to be completely comfortable. Soft lighting so that the glow of the moon shows brightly through the windows and he will be able to watch me worship him because I know it brings him pleasure to watch my wet mouth and tongue swallow his lingam whole.
The Altar bed it fit for a king with the pillows and drapery flowing with different textures. Velvet silky drapes and cotton sheets all have a part in his pleasure. He will be worship and we will harvest every drop of his gift and this brings balance and continued support as the seasons pass. The Lingam has purpose and it’s the ability to provide and serve our desires and needs.
This ritual reinforces that ability. I play goddess music that honors the flesh and the spirit and it joins us in the fun and play of this harvest ritual.
He is out of the bath I prepared for him and I bow to him as he enters our sacred space. He stands on the cloth I have laid on the floor for him. His dripping lingam awakens my body and I am excited and throbbing all over. He is still wet from the bath as he is to remain wet and this adds to his pleasure.
“I honor the god in you” I say as I bow and I walk over to him and look into his strong dark eyes. I continue “May my love of your Lingam give you pleasure and continued purpose to provide.”
I walk away and pick up the bottle of ylang ylang oil and pour it into the palms of my hands. I walk back to him and gently massage him from his shoulders down his arms up his back and back down again to his belly and chest. I look into his eyes again and want to kiss is lips. Yet my focus is only to worship his lingam with great purpose. I continue to oil is hips and buttocks and lightly come to his rocking dick beginning to swell in front of me. I lick my lips and take in his scent. I want to drop to my knees and pull him into me now.
I do drop to my knees and stroke his thighs and legs and I am able to watch the drawing up of his ball sack and his cock smacks my cheeks a couple of times and I am glad to see my touches please him.
After stroking his feet I bless him with the five fold kiss. I bow to his feet and say “Blessed are thy feet” then I kiss each foot. I move to his knees and say “Blessed are thy knees” and kiss each knee. I reach to his lingam and say “Blessed is thy sex” and I gently lick my tongue around his mushroom and kiss it. I stand and place my hand at his heart and say. “Blessed is thy heart” and I kiss his chest wanting to suck his nipples too. I must stay focused. I am hot with desire and I love the lingam ritual being so focused on his dick because I will worship and worship well and deep I will. I look into his eyes and I say. “Blessed are thy lips” and this is the only time I am able to deeply suck in his breath and tongue. I kiss him and embrace his lips with mine and we hold one another and I feel his dick jumping to attention and pressing into me and I want to open myself to receive his penetration of my body.
Dear Goddess, I love for the spirituality of all, I think to myself.
Now, I guide him to the altar bed and I bow once more to him and he returns the gesture. He slides onto the altar and rests his back on the large pillows. When he is settled I offer him wine and fruit and I feed him.
I take some fruit and wine and place some of it on the stand that is part of the altar bed and leave some for the great goddess. I come back to my king and spread his legs and I first lay my heart onto his 60% erect lingam and pause here for him to feel my heart beat. I rise up and reach under one of the pillows and I pull from it a letter that I have prepared for the harvest ritual.
As part of the ritual I am to write the needs and desires of me and my family and for my lover as well. I also write how thankful I am to be able to worship his lingam in this way. It’s a Lingam Love Letter for the Harvest. I present it to him and he takes the letter without reading it and he says back to me. “It is done!” This is a trust statement of truth and he kisses the letter and then places the letter on the stand next to the fruit and wine. He rests back in front of me.
I begin now with stroking his lingam and closing my eyes as I meditate on his shape and strength as his dick grows. I tune into his lingam and my desire to please him grows and my heart begins to open more. My mouth fills with wetness and I thank God for being able to please and worship in this way. I am happy. I am happy for the harvest and for all that we can do to bring balance and abundance into our lives. His cock is harder now and he starts to gyrate his hips and play with the sensations growing in him. His moans are paced with the music and the moon glow is shining on us.
I slide my legs under his thighs to be grounded and I slide my mouth around the top of his cock. I hold the tip between my lips being still and allowing him to receive the new sensation being added. I then lick up and down is thick long shaft and I use my right hand to play with his balls. I open my mouth wider and lay over his lingam and just blowing my breath over him. I use both my hands to stroke his groin and squeeze his balls and as my wetness grows I can suck his cock deeper into my throat. I turn my head from left to right and up and down and this blended movement helps me to absorb his lingam more. His groans are growing and my arousal is increased and I begin to ache and moan to give more. I move my hands to his thighs and gently stroke his thighs. I imagine my hands and fingers are feathers and I stroke him in this way. I am so thankful to be giving him this deep pleasure with a purpose. To love his lingam is a gift and for him to receive it is divine.
I pull up for a moment to reposition my body. I pull my legs from underneath his and turn to lie onto my belly and I drown my head into his balls and I lick and suck each of them. Pulling on them with my lips and open mouth. I allow my right hand to pump his hard lingam and send more blood into is mushroom. I go a little deeper and lick his groin and down towards his ass. He moans more, I continue to suck and lick.
He is watching every move and this adds to his pleasure.
I come back up with licking lips and went to sucking his cock so hard you could hear the sucking sounds popping out of my mouth. I rise up and straddle him once again and I place my middle finger at the opening of his ass since I picked up that this throbbed his cock even more. I began rubbing there and gently opening his ass like a butterfly. I reached for the lemon oil and poured it over his cock and it was warmed before hand so this heated sensation was good for him. I mouthed him again and the taste of the lemon oil made my lips pucker and the squeeze around his lingam was perfect. I continued to suck and drip my wet mouth over his lemon oil drenched dick. I could see colors of purple green red and orange and the glow of the moon just made the whole experience angelic. He started thrusting harder and deeper into my mouth moaning louder now and the flexing of his ass told me we were getting close to the gift. His pumping in my mouth felt like a good fuck. Our mutual enjoyment only increased. My body was about to burst as he was grabbing my head and deeply penetrating my mouth and my heart burst forth more joy than I can describe.
“Let me see you.” He asked. “Look at me.” He requested and I lifted my mouth from his hot lingam for a moment to look up into his dark eyes and I saw colors of arousal and love and power and provider mixed into the desires and needs of us all being met.
“It is done,” he said and I knew what he meant and I poured over his divine lingam again and allowed his tasty sweat to send waves of orgasms through my body and he start to yell and loudly moan yes! Yes! Shit, fuck God Yes! And his pumping pushed into to me harder and then soft and then hard again!
“You got it baby!” He yelled as his hips lifted and his warm come flooded my mouth and I began to scream in orgasm at the taste of his come in my mouth and my aching grew into spasms of pleasure!
He dropped.
I lifted up and held as much come in my mouth as I could so that I could offer some of it to the altar on the stand. I went over and let a few drops spill from my mouth into the wine. I then let myself enjoy the last few drops in my mouth and I licked my lips in thanksgiving.
“Great Goddess please receive our offering and bless this harvest ritual. And may we continue to be blessed with our Divine Birthright of Prosperity on Earth and Healing for us all.”
I lifted the letter and kissed it as my lover had done in the beginning. I looked up at the moon and saw all the brilliant colors of red orange yellow green blue indigo and purple pulsating around her. I looked over at my lover and his legs were spread and he was asleep with a smile on his face.
Happy Harvest, I thought to myself, It is done.
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Installment XXXVI: The Full Corn Moon September 2009
Drinking from the Fountain of Youth
This full moon my goddess has allowed me entrance into the fountain of youth celebration! I’m so excited today is my 60th birthday and this is my gift from the goddess. She is an amazing goddess a hall of fame goddess…I love her and my love for her over these years has allowed me entrance into this very sacred ceremony this full moon!
On my way to the ceremony I stop to pick up flowers and wine as gifts to the goddess to be placed on the altar. Red Roses and Sunflowers fill my arms. I love honoring the goddess and all women in my life. Really all people should be honored and I honor the god in men as well as the goddess in women.
My goddess however has helped me reach a level in my life that the love I show to others is ever extending and my sexual abilities are heightened. Just thinking about her and what I can give to others just makes my dick harder and harder.
I arrive at the temple space and park my car and head to the large house and as I am walking up to the house I see a large tent in the back yard and a platform that leads to the back. I follow the others that are lead to the big back yard and walk along the guided path adorned with ribbons and flowers about each side. I can smell the incense wafting in the air as I approach. As I am closer to the temple there are women and men with wraps around their hips and bare breast flopping in the moon light greeting everyone and guiding us to a space in the temple where we must remove our clothes then bring our offerings to the altar.
I don’t know if I can keep my erection down it’s so sexy in this space and all the men and women look just as happy as I am. I remove my clothes and place them in the space provided to be easily recovered later. As I walk towards the altar I become aware of the many erections floating around in the room. So I start to feel at home with my bouncing swollen friend starting to drip and ache to penetrate.
Live music of drums bells and angelic erotic tones pulsate from the far corner of the temple space. People are walking around naked and spaying sage and incense in the air.
I walk to the large 12 foot wide table 6 foot length draped with cloths of panoramic colors with the large divine sculpture of Vishnu & Lakshmi. Vishnu and Lakshmi are the archetypal couple representing spiritual wealth and material prosperity.
They are in sexual union in this sculpture. This just turns me on even more and I look around the room and see so many others in other erotic positions. I see one woman on her knees sucking a man and his dick looks so large while another woman is behind him just rubbing her tits all over his back. Man this is amazing I think to myself and I continue to scan the room getting lost in the moment. I then notice a man stroking himself not to far from where I stand just moaning and rocking his hips back and forth towards the sculpture of Lakshmi and Vishnu and then I turn back and place my gifts on the altar and I notice there are other small and large statues of rock wood and ceramic of the yoni. Big dripping lips of the pussy spread all over the altar.
I wish I could be inside of one of those warm wet pussies I desire to myself and then I look around the room and see all the happy pussy in the room and a few women being licked. There’s one woman over there with a man behind her with his dick hard on her ass and a woman in front of her sucking her pussy. Wow she looks so happy sucking her pussy. I can see her eyes joyfully looking up and down the woman whose juice she is drinking. My ache endures and I walk around the temple and am quickly turned around by someone and embraced.
Then from behind me someone else is kissing my back and heading down towards my ass. I reach out to her and look at this beautiful woman that just held me close and placing her head in the palms of my hands I reach to her lips and give her a nice deep long kiss. I don’t even know this woman and that is one of the requirements. Not to introduce yourself by name just by sensual love. We all trust the goddess knew who would be allowed to be in a clean joyful celebration like this would be worthy and healthy. Like I am! So I continue my deep penetration of her beautiful full lips and wet tongue.
Beautiful…
Then the music stops and a silence fall over the temple. My lips part from my momentary love and we all turn and face the altar. Beyond the 12 foot table of gifts the altar continues to expand another 15 feet from what I can tell.
She’s coming….I hear floating around the space and people are attempting to get closer to the altar to be close to the goddess and hopefully drink. She’s coming in soon! Excitement grows!
Three men and two women the ones that greeted us at the entrance of the temple step onto the stage of the altar and place their hands in prayer position in front of their hearts. And they all bow together and say aloud. “We honor the god/goddess in you all.” In return we all do the same.
Then they begin at a whisper at first then full force ~ The Goddess Chant.
Isis, Astarte, Diana, Hecate,
Demeter, Kali ~ Inanna
Isis, Astarte, Diana, Hecate,
Demeter, Kali ~ Inanna
Isis, Astarte, Diana, Hecate,
Demeter, Kali ~ Inanna
And the joy of the chant grows and hands begin clapping and bodies move in a slow gyrate of sensual rapture. The wafting of the sage and incense increase and then the music begins as the chanting continues.
On a chariot the goddess lays her body draped in jewels and her head adorned with a yoni crown filled with a diamond as the clit. I love it! She is carried by four men stately walking naked with lingams hard and dripping for her.
She is set down on the extended altar and as she stands to greet us all the chanting and music ceases and calls of love flow forth. “I love you goddess.” “We love you goddess” Evolves from the followers.
The men step away from goddess but not to far still fully erect and bouncing in delight with the privilege to honor her in this way. I wish I could have done that for her. That would be an added joy on my birthday.
“I am here your sweet goddess to give you the freedom to come into your genius abilities!”
She begins….
“I have seen the glory in you all and as you witness the drinking celebration tonight may you all be captured in the youthfulness of the yoni.”
She raises her hands to the full moon…
“Great Goddess of the sky and earth hear me as I am you! May this temple space continue in its sacred sensual blessings as the juices from those here are given and celebrated for you and the life force here on Earth.”
She reaches towards us…..
“I conjure and aura of protection around us!”
She points to me….
“And you are the chosen one to drink from the fountain tonight.”
She calls me to her…
Space is made for me as I float to her. I am being touched as I walk past everyone as if I am able to walk on water or something. Actually I feel like I’m walking on water now. I was very grateful to be allowed to attend this full moon celebration in no way would I even let my self think I would be the chosen one to drink from her. This can’t just be because of my birthday can it? I wonder.
As I step onto the altar one of the priestesses approach me and dot my forehead with oil that smelled like oranges. Then she bent to her knees and placed my swollen cock in her wet wide mouth. Sucking me and caressing my balls just sends waves of pleasure pangs up my spine. I breathe and moan loudly and I hear the crowd join me in subtle moans of pleasure. She sucks harder and harder and then I realize she wants me to shoot my seed in her! I jerked my body and I look at my goddess questioning should I give it? I want to give it to my goddess. Reading my mind my goddess says,
“You must get rid of the first drop and be cleansed for me.”
Shit…Wow…I let myself let it all go with a push and yell and my body spasms into her mouth filling her full of my first drops. I am cleansed for my goddess and my desires only increase to drink from her now.
She looks up at me the priestess and licks her lips and rises and places her hand in a prayer position and bows. I do the same in return. She steps back from me and turns to the goddess and says.
“He is ready now.” And she stretches her hand to me and brings me to the goddess.
The Goddess touches my forehead and then steps back and lays onto the chariot she was brought in on and lifts her legs wide and two of her chariot driven men come to her and bend down and prostrate themselves on the floor so that she can rest her feet and legs on them and spread her fountain wide for me to drink.
I step and bend down (you don’t have to tell me what to do) and I can smell her yoni scent dripping from her opening washing past me and sipping into my energy drawing me closer. Her vanilla scented pink moist pussy lay open and I moved in and place my mouth on her sweet lips and began to slide my tongue between them. I then penetrate her with my tongue and deeply drink and suck. Her wetness grows and I continue to drink and experience pleasures writhing up my body once again. I immediately become erect and my drinking and ache increases. God I wish I could drown my dick in goddess’s chocolate yoni!
Then the music begins again and I notice by sounds and from my peripheral view that love was in the air and others were sucking and fucking everywhere. The sounds growing all around me adds to the mounting of the pussy even more for me. I drape my hands around goddess’s ass and really eat her well. I lift her hips a little to go even deeper to drink her up and she begins to moan and gyrate and her sounds make me happy as I worship and then she motions for another one of her chariot driven men to come to her and stroke and suck her nipples and her pussy widens and pumps youthful goddess sweetness into my mouth. My dick pounds and throbs hard without being touched and her body arches and she yells in delight to my lips now sucking tightly around her large clit.
The other chariot man comes forth and strokes his cock and pushes his juices out all over the goddess witnessing that causes me to explode and when I do I blow and moan into my goddess and my mouth becomes like a vibrator and her fountain flows more for me and then I hears sounds of ecstasy everywhere and goddess yells in delight louder and louder and her last pump comes with her holding my head hard on her dripping pussy and she screams the last of her fountain into me and I witness perfection with her pulsing pussy and the sweet taste in my mouth.
We all lay in eternal ecstasy!
Afterwards we all chilled in oneness and abundance as we ate and danced throughout the full moon warm night. The goddess embracing everyone as they approached her on the altar and I noticed that everyone including me looked incredibly younger and even more energized. I gazed at one of the full body length mirrors and was amazed at my increased handsomeness and as I looked up at my goddess she smiled towards me then blew me a kiss.
I looked back at the mirror and thought I hope I can drink from her fountain next full moon.
Happy Birthday to me!
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Installment XXXV: The Full Sturgeon Moon August 2009
The Water Wizard Lover
This full moon is a beautiful blue light sky in the night. I am moon bathing on the beach on this warm summer evening enjoying the wave’s splashes against the sand and how the water crawls up my legs. I have this perfect spot where I can be naked and lay my body under the moon and allow her rays to penetrate and revitalize my body and mood.
Flat out on my back I lay and look up at the moon and resting peacefully into the presence of pleasure I am happy. I come here every full moon during the summertime. This brings me so much joy to lie on the beach in the evening during the full moon.
I give myself a sensual massage and stroke my body. I do this to awaken my senses more and receive the energy of the moon deeply. This allows my erotic aura to expand. I start with my face and move to my breasts and stroke inward towards my heart. This brings inner balance to my body. I then just focus at my nipples and stroke and lightly squeeze them. I feel so hot so quickly and I am charged with sexual desire. I move one of my hands to my yoni and squeeze there tightly. I love how my body is rubbing in the sand while I squirm in my own juices.
As I’m just enveloped in this peaceful erotic charged energy around me I hear something. I look around and I don’t see anyone but I feel the presence of another. I sit up and look strait into the ocean and I just follow the hi and low roll of the waters body the ebb and flow catches my gaze for a bit and I meditate on the pattern created by the water communing with the moon.
I hear him, Hello, he says from behind me. I turn quickly and see a god of a man standing there. I start to jump but don’t want to ruin my tranquil mood if I don’t need to.
You startled me. I state and move my body away by dragging down on the sand.
I am sorry, his deep voice responds. I just came out of the water and found myself at your side. He flashed a wide smile and looked me deeply in my eyes to relax me. I didn’t mean to startle you; I said hello when I reached the sand and stood to my feet but another wave came and I just ran fast up here to beat it. I thought you saw me.
Oh, I turned and looked at the ocean again, seeing the moons reflection in the water gazing back at me. Yes, I’ve been meditating and moon bathing so I think I’m a bit intoxicated by the moon tonight and I didn’t hear you. I did feel you though.
And then I realized what I said and I laughed and I turned to him and I then noticed that we were both naked and natural. Just like it was no big deal, and it wasn’t.
I come here on the full moon also, I love the night air when the moon is full he joined in kneeling by my side now. My name is Alan. I could see his blue eyes. Like the dark blue in the sky. My name is Beverly, I answered and I gave him my hand to shake and he kissed it. Beverly have you ever had a massage under the water? No, I answered. Well would you like to experience one tonight with me? Well, Alan I just met you and how do I know you’re not an under water killer. I laughed foolishly.
He laughed and said I know it’s true you don’t know me and I guess I could be this water killer you talk about. Do you mind if I sit here and moon bathe with you for a while. If you change your mind and want a massage in the moon light ocean I will be here.
Sure, I said and watched his sexy body lay down next to me.
As we lie on the cool sand looking up at the moon I start to notice how relaxed I began to feel in Alan’s company. The silence grew between us as our focus on moon bathing continued. I couldn’t help but notice that Alan’s lingam started to bounce up and down and grew large right in front of me. I decided not to say anything because I didn’t want to interrupt this erotic moment. I watched as his inhales were deep and his exhale made his cock rise. Back and fourth the wave of his dick went and with the blue moon and silence in the air I felt altered.
Hmmm…laying here next to this beautiful woman under this full moon just makes me so hard. I wonder how Beverly is feeling right now. I wonder if she notices my cock rising for her. I want to wash her body with my love. I can gift her with my body and I hope she allows me to.
Alan turns to me and smiles. I smile back and I am amazed at how his erection doesn’t seem to distract him. It’s just there minding its own business. Well, I’m minding it too and I think to myself, how connected I feel to this stranger. It feels like I’ve been here before with him. Just smiling back and fourth at each other I start to feel the wetness build between my own legs. My nipples tingle as my arousal grows and I start to feel lightheaded and I think to myself I better do something about this. So I sit up and breathe in deeply and allow the wave of ecstasy to grow in me.
He sits up as well and begins his own breathing meditation and joins me. It’s nice being in company with someone so easy to be with. I look up at the moon just being a huge candle for this ritual we share together. I look over to my right and I see his large member staring back at me and I want to drown it in my mouth. But I don’t.
I look up at the moon again and notice the waves of colors flowing from her. Rings of red orange yellow and green then blue indigo and violet sends calming signals to the ocean and it responds with a slow movement appearing like a dance. As Above So Below I think to myself. I spend a moment in prayer and thanksgiving this summer evening loving my planet and honoring the connection of Father Sky Mother Earth.
My body vibrates from the ground up and my pelvis aches from deep inside me and I realize my arousal has increased. I breathe up my spine and down the front of my body and balance into my sex center. I continue this body meditation and it only increases my union with my pussy and I know it’s because I’m so close to a hard dick sitting and vibrating next to me.
Would you like to go into the calm ocean for a water massage Beverly? Alan asks, I promise you will not be disappointed. I am here to honor the goddess in you. He smiles and places his hands in a prayer position in front of his heart then bows his head to me.
I in turn bow my head to him and smile. I then nod in agreement and jump up and we both run into the warm ocean body which feels very much like a lake. Our naked bodies glowing with the moon light cascading shades of our shapes on the waters.
Alan takes my hands and sits me in his lap and just gently begins moving slowly through the water. I will not go deeper than five feet of water, he promises. Just rest your head on my shoulder and I will do the rest, he assures me. I feel his lingam against my ass and it offers another level of comfort for me. He is so charged up I know he will take special care of me in this water.
He dips me in the water up and down up and down over and over and each time we go under I hear my heart beat. Then silence and then I hear his heat beat and then silence. Then I am stretched out and he is holding my hands and now stroking my body throughout the water and I am flowing over and under the water and the tingles of the ocean and sand add to the soaking of pleasure moving through me.
Alan draws me near to him and now we are facing one another and he lifts my legs up and wraps me around his body and with the tip of his cock at the opening of my yoni he kneads up my back with his fingers pressing up my spine and stroking down two and then three times. He lays my head back in one of his hands and with my legs embraced around him the tip of his cock enters my pussy only. I open my mouth to breathe in as I am receiving a flood of heat into my womb by his penetration. He uses his other hand to massage my temples and the spectrum pops out of my third eye, rings of red orange yellow green blue indigo and violet flying through my mind.
I open my eyes and look towards Alan and his eyes are closed and he seems to be in trance himself being guided by a force and used for my delight. His shaft goes deeper into me now and I feel my body laying flat back on top of the water and Alan begins moving in a circle while my arms are floating wide to my sides as he holds my hips close to maintain our cock and pussy union. As Alan continues stepping around in a circle I escape into an orgasmic spasm and my yoni muscles squeeze his member tightly and my wetness increases and I feel his response of throbbing his cock in me. It pulsates in me and seems to grow again and I realize he is deepening his thrust now. Full inside me all the way he glides me up and down his cock as he continues his movements in circular motion holding my hips tight to him as I glide in the womb of the ocean.
He pulls me from his lingam and turns my body around now I am belly first on top of the water and he takes my right leg and wraps his right leg on top of mine and pulls our legs back as he straightens his body and stands up out of the water. He takes my hands in his and pulls my arms straight up towards the moon light sky. My body stretches and I feel release all over. Then he relaxes my arms and removes his leg from mine and then reaches his right hand to my inner thigh towards my knee and lifts me up opening my yoni wider. The water gushes in and out of my pussy and the night air flows through it as well and he continues to dip me in and out of the water by standing and lowering us into the water with the stretch. I am being penetrated by the waters pressure pushing in and out of me and the pleasures build as I rock my hips with his upward movements. He flips me around and lifts my legs around his neck and stands at attention and with his strength he moves his hand around my torso as my body flaps against his in the warm air above the waters mouth. He rubs my breasts and strokes my tits and the contact allows my pussy lips to engorge.
I smell her vanilla pussy and I shift my hands from her breasts to her ass and I lift her sweet pussy to my mouth and I suck her lips and dip my tongue inside her and allow her squirming body to erupt in my mouth. She is a blessing and I love tasting her divine flow dripping from her canal. I gently slide her back onto the water and pull her smoothly through the body of the ocean and stretch and pull her up and over the gently loose mountains created from the moon dance. I drape her over my left arm and nestle her chocolate satin skin on me and use my other hand to reach over to her groin and massage the pressure points around her yoni zone, releasing any and all pint up energy that no longer brings her pleasure.
I am honored to be the one to bring her into the ecstatic state. My inner zone in my pelvic region desires to press fully inside her and wrap her body around me. Yet I am not here for my pleasure, I am here to honor her and give her my gift.
I pull her up and lift her over my right shoulder and I grip her hips and spread her cheeks wide open to expose her opening to the brilliant moon light. Its radiance pours into her asshole and cleanses her there.
I cannot believe this sensation of arousal and release pouring from my body. This is magical he is amazing and I am glad I allowed myself to experience his mysticism.
I lift her from my shoulder and raise her body towards the moon like a baby being dedicated to god and then drop her into my embrace and rest her in my arms. She is asleep it seems lost in a tranquil state. I carry her to the shore and lay her warm naked wet body on our sandy bed. I stand over her and look down at her beautiful presence. She opens her coco eyes and spreads her legs and reaches to me. Without a word I drop into her grasp. Our charkas quickly connect and align as I experience spinning and writhing in my body. My ache for her has grown as I slip my lips to her and our tongues dance together and I am seeing her in my minds eye and we are one!
The quick growth of my cock let’s me know I must enter her! I life my body up and without removing my lips or heart from her embrace I bury my lingam into her deeply ever so deeply. And I thrust and our mouths open wide to hear our loud moans over the sounds of the ocean splash! I stay deep and keep our bodies locked. I penetrate and stroke my hips from side to side to wipe my thirsty cock throughout her womb to drink her scrumptious juice.
I grab his ass and my strength from desire grows. I guide his stroke in me and join him in his dance inside of me. We are on the same page moving slow and deep together to not miss a singe drip of pleasure. Our lips and tongue stay close and our eyes lock into an energetic embrace. I see oneness in his eyes. I see our embrace beyond this space. How can I see that in his eyes? Such a water wizard I think to myself. A water wizard lover!
I love him.
I turn him over onto his back and reposition myself on top and sitting up I take charge and continue our grind and my juice spills out on his dripping dick and we moan and breathe in union calling yes, yes together! I lean my body forward has he lifts his hands to my breasts and brings my nipples to his lips and squeezing my tits together he sucks my nipples and I tingle up my spine and grind my clit on his pelvic bone. I rock my body on him as he moves his hands to my ass and finding his finger at my ass entrance he begins teasing me there. Oh yes, I move faster and faster and we find a complete pattern flowing up and down with gyrations that increases our connections to our volcanic eruption.
I begin shaking and building in pulsations that rise up my body and I feel so free in the moon filled air and tremble on top of him and I feel the pull come from deep inside me as my yoni starts to spasm and I scream oh yes and my jerking body causes my heartbeat to pound out of my chest as I am coming, I am coming so hard! Then I notice my wizard lover lift up to come to my lips while I am still in orgasm.
Give me your breath I say to her! I want your breath to meet mind as I am ready to give you my gift. I continue as I suck her breath into my mouth and drink her sensual wet lips and juice into me. I bounce her up and down on my rock hard dick and my trembling builds to please her and I am seeing the rays of wonderful colors around her chestnut body. She is glorious and my cock feels connected to her heart as her beating pussy swells around me. It’s pulling me and soaking my come up into her body. I can’t help it I am surrendered under her and give myself to the ecstasy that is here. With my lips locked to hers and sharing in our mutual soul dance I come! I come so hard I fill her up inside and she drips some of my come out while I am still in her. I am grinding squirming and loving this goddess woman under this deep blue glowing sky.
I feel her energy rise higher!
My lover gives me his juice so much of his juice and while our lips are embraced I suck his come up into my body and this spasms cause me to erupt in our lip locked embrace again!
Shaking and rocking and moaning in a blissful rapture.
I am alive!
We hold onto one another till dawn locked bodies and auras, spent with the blessing of the ocean sexual dance with the moon. As I hold my full moon love saying goodbye, I wonder if he’ll be here next month on the full moon. I will.
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Installment XXXIV: The Full Buck Moon July 2009
The Sacred Medium
I enjoy the summertime full moons especially because I love to meditate out doors at the beach or in a clearing in the woods. I connect deeper when I can see nature and spend my time in the full moon glow.
This full moon I’m going to the woods to spend my evening meditation in a small clearing I found years ago that brings me peace and security not to be found naked. I enjoy the energy of the earth at full moon time because I become even more charged in my body and I love the awareness I have with goddess and how I can use this energy to enhance my body spirit. Full moon meditations I discovered years ago became more effective for me when I did them in the nude. And I also realized my sexual energy rose in my body and all other things in my life shifted for the better as well each and every time I acknowledge my sexual energy as a spiritual force during the full moon.
And this time would be no different.
I find my favorite spot in the woods and I lay down a blanket and then I sit on the blanket and just take in the energy of the earth beneath me and the woods surrounding me. I lay down for a while looking up into the moon light and just rest with the peacefulness around. I then sit up and pull out my bottle of red wine and fruit and make an altar with the wine fruit and a big glass candle. I drape a red cloth in front of me and place the fruit in a small glass bowl and lay to the right of the candle that’s placed on the center of the cloth. I then pour wine into a red wine glass I have for ceremonial purposes only.
I pour some wine on the ground in honor of my ancestors and then I pour more in honor of the goddess and this full moon.
I pray ~
“I am here Great Goddess ~ Your Daughter. Speak to me as you speak to yourself. So I may speak to others. I am filled with the perfect God/Goddess Consciousness as my arms are the branches that grow into bringing Heavens Riches on Earth. I am the Tree Goddess. Goddess Blessings to All Beings! Ochun Ochun Ochun!”
I stand and just lovingly touch my body all over and remove my clothing piece by piece chanting silently to myself while becoming aware of the air around my naked body. The night wind blows gently and my nipples respond. I raise my hands high towards the moon as an expression of receiving her energy. Then I turn my body so that my back is facing the moon and I bend over and raise my hands to my ass and I spread my ass cheeks wide and receive the full moon light energy into my opening.
I feel the surge of light energy forcing itself into my ass and it penetrates my tissues and I experience anal pleasure that makes me desire for more. I make a mental note to call my lover once I’m home. ;-)
This form of light energy is very good for the body as it has excellent germicidal qualities, and this same exercise can be done with the sun as well and I do this as often as I can. This keeps the anus and the pussy free of germs. I bow deep so that my ass faces the moon.
After some time I stand and turn once again towards the moon and I begin my chant aloud, singing and clapping:
We all come from the Goddess, and to her we shall return
Like a drop – of rain, flowing to the ocean.
Hoof and Horn, Hoof and Horn, All that dies shall be reborn
Corn and Grain, Corn and Grain, All that falls shall rise again
We all come from the Goddess, and to her we shall return
Like a drop – of rain, flowing to the ocean.
Sage and Crone, Sage and Crone, Wisdom’s gift shall be our own.
Crone and Sage, Crone and Sage, Wisdom is the gift of age.
We all come from the Goddess, and to her we shall return
Like a drop – of rain, flowing to the ocean.
As I dance and chant I pick up my wine and drink and enjoy the fruit. I celebrate and the warmth of the night with the full moon light adds to the colorful vibrations circling around me. Hues of Red Orange Yellow and Green bounces off the dark earth and branches from the trees above while Blue Indigo and Purple slip through the rocks making a sacred maze to be followed.
I feel alive and excited to enjoy myself in this energy! I see the rays of moon light energy escaping from the moon and targeting me! The sharp razor glow flows down to me and I am hit with the wave into my crown charka flowing through my body into the earth. I know it’s my dance that created the map for the full moon glow to find me.
As I am being charged, my body tingles and from my crown to my feet I am charged with her power and erotic motive. It’s as if my tits, ass and yoni are shooting out flows of darts from my body to the area around me (aura). And with each pulse I grow in my arousal. Standing and darting I become wetter and wetter. I cannot explain the flow of arousal building in me. “I am here Great Goddess your daughter.” Comes to mind and I feel her connecting to me and strengthening my body. My erotic vibration is the strength of my aura.
I sit on my blanket and as soon as my ass hits the ground I feel a charge rise up into my pussy and I feel the swelling growing in my yoni and I am pleased. My lips engorge and the wetness increases. I feel the rump and hump of my body cascading through me and I am surprised by the instant connection with the earth and moon energies. What’s happening? I ask myself as I allow the fullness to grow in me.
Breathing in and out…. in deeply and out completely…. first my nose and then my mouth….. continuously.
Without my direction my arousal increases as my energy flows now up my spine to the top of my head. Tingling and pulsing through as my clit throbs and throbs. Then I am breathing up my spine and at the top of my head I hold my breath spontaneously and the energy increases while my clit and pussy throb harder. I like this!
I continue this beautiful flow in the moonlight glow and I follow my energy down the front of my body. Breathing down the front of my body into my heart I am lead. Into my belly I continue into my sex center I buzz.
I flow two fingers into my yoni as the wetness expands my pussy wider. I ride them like I’m riding a hard cock and I heave deeply very deeply enjoying the writhing pleasures of nature and body.
As I ride and ride and ride I decide to remove my dripping finger tips and bask in the glory of the flow of energy moving up my spine shooting out through the top of my head and down the front of my body enveloping my heart into my belly into my sex sex fucking sex center!
It becomes natural without, thinking I mean. Natural to squeeze my pc and sphincter muscles on my inhale up my spine like I’ve known this process for ever now. Inhale and hold the muscles up my spine out the top of my head then release the muscles on the exhale. Going down the front of my body to my. My…. My…?
I am your sacred medium… It spoke to me….I rise through your pulsing heartbeat of erotic desire. Desire is your pathway to enlightenment. Your sexual desire is the awakening of your erotic spirit. The light of eternity flows through you and I am finally conscious to guide you.
I hear my pussy speak and with the desire to come I also have the clarity of mind to understand.
As I exhale on the exhale I bring voice to my breath. AHHaahhh…..aaahhhhhh……ah…ah…ah….ah…continuous flow inhale exhale…ah…ah…ah…! I began to float in the peaceful erotic balance of the inner male and inner female. I wanted to thrust and receive the cosmic dick in my cosmic pussy.
You are the map toward enlightenment through the desires of your heart. Go toward your desires and focus there. And your purpose will be revealed. Your purpose is your eleventh commandment. The 11th commandment, Is the map toward enlightenment.
I understand her and my need to erupt is growing and at the same time I realize that she is speaking to me. My “Sacred Medium” she referred. My Sacred Sex, Sacred Middle, Sacred Medium? I questioned.
I am the consciousness of your sex center and I am sacred because I give life. Life in all sorts of ways my sacred medium channels. Of the desire we posses, we (meaning me) control, and that is divine, listen to your pussy pulsate the truth out of your ecstatic body.
My sensations grew as my body rocked while the earth created a dick to penetrate me and energetically rock me to ecstasy.
My body was being strengthened while the wave of my sacred medium explained my erotic purpose towards enlightenment. To tend to my desires promised to bring enlightenment. With desires comes your “purpose” sexual desire is the path to eternity and it’s in the orgasm. Come baby come…I heard! Come baby come! Come baby Come! Give me your wet gift…your slippery juice of life given fruit.
I felt as if I was not alone and I allowed myself to be draped in the pleasure of mutual love as my throbbing body continued its exploration communing with my “sacred medium” with the full moon insights of prosperity.
You have the map…your body is the map, Hear me! Hear Me! To long has the map been misread….you have placed yourself is proper balance to received my full moon word. I am consciousness I am the sacred medium of your sexual portal. You give and receive. You receive and give!
You/Your body are the gateway! I explode as I transform my understanding and allow my eruption to take hold and I scream in delight of my long a very long awaiting rapture. Yes! Yes! Yes! Yes! Yes! I can’t stop…Yes! Yes! Yes!
I have nothing to do with this I physically feel.
As I exhale and allow my breath to breathe out of my pussy as the pulsing nature rises. And as the pulse throbs deeper I sense the small plate the size of a quarter that I know is the G-Spot that My Fucking Gorgeous G-Spot is the signal through the body to channel the path of desire as the purpose pathway that builds the auric field that flows out the top of the head like a large fucking cock creating the yang/masculine force balance in us all, yin/yang in us! In us. In me.
In me…..
I understood the wisdom of our genitals can’t access our brain if we don’t recognize it’s importance to life!
I am Alive!
My Pussy is Alive!
Rev. Goddess Charmaine
Goddess Blessings
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Installment XXXIII: The Full Strawberry Moon June 2009
My Womb (A Rant)
I’m standing my Womb is standing
My yoni
My Pussy
My Yoni is up in the sky where a universe excess
My skyward journey of my womb has past cries of rape and power lost
When I scream and pull at my hair my Womb is crying
My womb speaks of my African women in bondage
Fight Womb fight
Of generations of womb suffering by my ancestors
Fight Womb Fight
Of my Mothers Womb and her Mothers
Fight Womb Fight
For My Daughter
Love is the power of my womb
Life giving is the miracle
My womb says no to sickness
The juicy pleasures of my Womb guides him in and out of my body and my Womb smiles
I love with the power of my Womb
Womb happiness
Womb portal
Universal Womb I am
They’re amazed by my Womb strength
You can’t take my Womb away
My Womb consciousness
Oneness is the miracle of my Womb
Laugh Womb Laugh
Rev. Goddess Charmaine
Goddess Blessings
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Installment XXXII: The Full Flower Moon April 2009
Eternal Exctasy
Every Full moon I enjoy a mystical experience with Jacob a very powerful erotic healer! He doesn’t take much credit for what he gives. He believes the goddess possess him and guides his hands and body to serve.
I know that as a spiritual person I receive allot of messages from the goddess during my sessions with Jacob and the most expansive blissful orgasms possible. And the full moon is a powerful time for me and this night and moon is no different. The Goddess uses Jacob as a portal to eternal ecstasy. He is so blessed and beautiful.
I walk into his sacred space remove my shoes and enter the room where there is a low round mattress in the center of the floor, filled with fluffy blankets and pillows draped by a canopy that drops from the ceiling. I instantly feel like I’m transported to an island of love. Jacob stands and greets me with open arms as if he only exists in this moment for me.
We embrace and take in deep slow filling breaths. Connecting our bodies and our hearts to the same rhythm and I begin to feel Jacob’s lingam rise and send me a message that he’s happy to see me.
Jacob stands before me with his hands in prayer and bow’s to me. Looking into my eyes he asks, “May I offer my love to you and bless you with my body?” I answer “Yes.” Jacob then undresses me. Removing first the buttons of my red blouse exposing my bare breasts and then drops it to the floor. Unbuttoning my black slacks and peeling them off my hips past my thighs and down my legs. One leg lifted at a time and he strokes each leg with his fingers sending shivers along my body.
As he stands and looks into my eyes again I already feel a surrender slipping over me as I trust this process with him and open myself to full pleasure and spiritual clarity.
Jacob guides me to the encircled bed through the canopy and I lay down on my back as he cradles my head between his thighs and begins scanning my face and chest area with his hands while I notice something more interesting. His lingam is growing to fullness right before my face and the head of his shaft in swollen like a mushroom and I breathe in deeply and my mouth waters and I reach my hand to him and squeeze tightly around his shaft. I squeeze it a few more times pumping him harder and more swollen with arousal. He begins to drip his juice from his glorious cock and I want to worship him with my mouth. I want to please him with my tongue.
Jacob then reaches towards my face and lifts my chin to his lips and penetrates his tongue into my mouth and a deep kiss communicates both of our desires.
As our lips disconnects he says to me. “My carnal desire for you cannot distract me.”
He moves his hands across my body and gently begins the massage on my face. I close my eyes and rest in his touch and soon I escape into a pleasure only known to me.
Jacobs touches travels through me like a stream of water flowing over my naked body. I am swept away by it and soon he is no longer there as the man aroused wet and hard before me.
It has become something more!
I see myself in the woods at a waterfall drenched in the warmth of the water as his drops drape around me soaking me in the tingles of the beads of water that dance over my body.
I open my eyes to look up at her fullness and embrace her brilliance in the sky pouring her love into me. The rings around the full moon speak to me as the waters cleanse me for her penetration into my aura. Hues of Red Orange Yellow and Green lifting me into Blue Indigo and Purple Passion bring me into inner balance. I lift my hands to my breast and squeeze my nipples and send erotic charges into my yoni now wet for penetration. I cup my breasts and massage them and as I do this my hips rock and it’s saying yes for more. In the far places of my mind I know these are Jacob’s touches on me yet I don’t see him anymore. He is channeling these images and I am surrendering to the sensations from the Goddess.
Each flow of color circling around her fullness sends not just a vibration into my energy field but scents and taste flow through me. I smell the sandalwood mixed with cedar sage around and my lips taste like vanilla and I realize the waterfall is mixed with the sap of the masculine mountain as the trees that live on him have received his semen of life and she is pouring it into my being through the waterfall orgasm!
My excitement is peeked and I fall back onto the garden and am greeted with a strong yet soft earth bed of grass and flowers being fed by the water as well. My body is being stroked in several places at once and I experience slight pressure on me as my feet and inner thighs are being massaged by the coolness of the garden bed supporting and around my body. I feel the pulse of the earth beneath me and his heartbeat becomes one with mine. My legs are spread open and I am gently slid into. My yoni expands to receive the fullness of penetration and I am being held in a tight embrace. I greet every thrust as my heart is opening to this energy inside me. My womb is alive and I feel the wetness building. My hair and arms are being spread apart upon the earth and I feel my body disappearing into the garden becoming one with it as my ecstasy grows to climax!
Grass leaves and flowers bloom throughout my human body and I am expanding in energy and pleasure.
I am throbbing inside and my body is rocking with the dark sky light and the earth in me. The rhythm of love making is causing me to moan in a way that screams only pleasure and my loud voice sends shivers into the ground beneath me as we continue our erotic dance!
Messages words images fill me as I give in to the desires of the garden.
“Here in this body are the sacred rivers; here are the sun and moon, as well as all the pilgrimage places. I have not encountered another temple as blissful as my own body.” ~ Saraha Doha
With these words my body is now contracting and expanding as I am lifted into another level of consciousness. The more pleasure I receive the more is revealed to me. The ache in my pussy can take more!
“The Tree of Life is in Your “Sacred Middle” This is deep in your womb at what is called by humans the G-Spot. I penetrate my organs from earth into your body to open you up and give you the message of eternal ecstasy! Salvation is within you! The Tree of Life is within not without! It lives in your Sacred Middle in the lower regions of your body.”
I am now being opened even fuller as I wrap myself in the warmth of the covers of the earth motion and I turn over and press my body deeper into the warm earth and my gyrations sends me into more pulses crawling throughout me. My nipples tickle on the grass beneath and they are coated with wetness and it feels like lips licking me.
I am now being lifted from the earth onto my knees and bent over with my hands supporting me on the ground. My buttocks are spread apart and I feel the outer lips of my anus being stroked. Slightly oh, ever so slightly and then wetness forms there and a buzzing sensations forms in my ass and around my body causing me to jerk into spasms as my clit and pussy respond.
“All life lives in all of us! Every living thing on earth begins in our sacred middle that is why the oneness begins in penetration of the bodies and flows into the wholeness of life Source through the energetic centers you human’s posses.
It is in your erotic ecstasy I am able to give you this information.”
On my hands and knees I feel the opening in my ass and the air around blows into my ass and I find this sprinkle of air kisses moving up into me very arousing. My mouth waters and at that moment I lick the vanilla taste around in my mouth and as if it was a request, soon my mouth is filled with a fullness and a pressure. I suck at the lingam in me and the back of my throat is pleased and my mouth waters more to take this cock in deeper and much more is revealed to me.
The mountain moans and I sense the garden in growing ecstasy with all the love making happening now. I am one with her as he rides me.
As my climax continues I am riding the erotic wave of bliss as each level feels like an orgasm that grows and my body explodes in ecstasy and I continue to ride.
The messages in my body continue as my clit is now expanding and my ass is deeply penetrated and the thrusting is slow and deep. I feel the pulse of the penis inside me and like Morris code I interpret the message.
“The map to the tree of life is misunderstood even by those on the path of erotic enlightenment. She is within you yet your direction to her is wrong. Although, yes it is through the penetration of oneness with another it is however not from the portal you think. The first and Second energy centers are the eternal life energy area of our spiritual human body. This is the area of eternal ecstasy the true source of abundance power and ability on earth.
The Third area/energy is the line between the gates or portals of upper and lower consciousness. This third area is of faith and your law of attraction vibration, magnetizing your aura and belief of self and god/goddess.
It’s in the upper energy source or the fourth area and above that maintains our line of consciousness with the cosmos and the energy of our planet and the galaxy.
The map is in your heart. The path to the Tree of Life begins there.”
My entire being is galvanic and the garden and I are in a volcanic rupture together. Her trembling force compels me to my belly and as my body writhes in motion with his pelvic thrusts my wetness builds as his organ grows wider.
The waterfall no longer cools me and the fire in me expands all over while the garden absorbs me into the earth and sucks my body into the vegetative life.
The pulsing rock of the strong dick inside of me now explores my yoni and my ass at once. How this is possible? I don’t know except that my heart is opening even more. I have surrendered to greater pleasure than I’ve ever known before. I have been served and the blessings are showing as my pussy’s filled with the pulpy pleasure of life being lived within me.
“Most look from the genital portals and cannot locate her although they know and sense the Three of Life is within. We know you know this and have been puzzled how to find her.”
“Look from your heart center. You are in ecstasy with us now that you can see.”
I move my consciousness now from my pussy that is flooding in spasms while I feel his milky cock swimming though me. I move it to my heart center and look. I first feel the love and overwhelming sense of unconditional love rocking my heart.
I then shift my consciousness in my heart center to looking down from my heart down my spine and gaze into my pelvic region. This attention sends waves of acknowledgement through my spine and into my root basin. I then see clearly the organs of my pelvis and then as the organs pulsing in unison the spasms of delight I see her! The Tree! My pelvic organs from the point of view of the heart are shaped like a “Tree” the Tree of Life is in my sacred middle. And as soon as this is made real to me the earth comes!
Her orgasm sends groans of aching rocking pleasure in the garden. All plant life in her womb are piercing my body and reshaping me into the grass and flowers and the branches and the leaves and I am screaming in final ecstasy as I come out of the ground shooting like a baby being born through the world’s pussy! My pleasure cannot be explained as I am lifted in oneness with all living life.
My head and hair are heightening and stretching far into the night sky. My arms stretch forward and wide and my legs are rooted strongly into the body of the earth. My leaves expand wide into the mountains dripping water falls and I am here!
My bark is dark mahogany red and my shape is creviced with lines and mounds galore. My bosom is full and my sap is milky flowing down my roads of wisdom.
He is there I see him in floating meditation with his lingam fully erect and his wetness exposed.
Jacob has found me and his giving his life energy to me!
I see her full beauty in oneness with The Goddess. Her naked beautiful body on my bed alter has transported her here through my touches and the tree of life is within! I can no longer hold back my desire for her. My heart and lingam aches to be one with her!
I rush to her and am in prayer and thanksgiving. “I found you! I found you!” My dick is growing larger and my balls tighten to spread my juice in her. I rub my hands on her bark and my fingers tingle with erotic bliss and I then peel a tiny piece of her park off and I lick and suck it and take it deep into my body. My lingam gets stronger and the messages she’s receive enter into my mind. I see the Tree of Life in me as well. I look from my heart and see her!
I look up at my goddess and her milk is dripping all around and I climb my sultry body up her tree branches and I lick her sap and I then find her bosom and feed. I lick and explore her body and soon I drink to my fill and receive the words!
“Destiny is Life”
“Together we will live forever.”
My cock finds her opening and I thrust and give my self to her. My juices grow and behold the milk flows from my cock and as I roar in rapture I bring forth life!
I lie in ecstasy in her tree of life energy. We embrace!
I open my eyes in his arms and Jacob has the same look as me. We found it without knowing we were looking.
We rise together and enjoy one another’s long gaze and he offers me wine and fruit and we relax in the after glow of ecstasy and soon we realize that these sensations are not easing out of our bodies. They have merged into oneness with who we are now.
I look to him and I say. “Jacob you’ve shown me the path to eternal ecstasy.”
He replies…”Eternal Ecstasy indeed.”
As I leave and we embrace one last time. I say.
“See you next full moon.”
Jacob responds “Goddess Blessings”
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Installment XXXI: The Full Pink Moon April 2009
Private Enlightenment
The first full moon during springtime is the pink moon and is a very special one for me. For some reason my ritual masturbation meditation is very effective during this time.
I grow wiser stronger and healthier every Spring Ritual.
I place candles and water on my altar and a little bread and wine in honor of my ancestors. I say a prayer to set my intention of honoring myself and the god/goddess creative life force!
While sitting in the lotus position with my hands in a prayer, I call out.
“Spirit Guides of Light and all those who love me in the name of Christ be with me now.
Spirit Guides of Light and all those who love me in the name of Christ be with me now.
Spirit Guides of Light and all those who love me in the name of Christ be with me now.
Thank you Ellegua and all the Orishas for being with me now and forevermore! Ochun Athena Aphrodite Isis Osiris Jesus Horas Chango and Obatala.”
I then pour wine onto the altar and lift my hands up towards the ceiling, to the sky, symbolically offering the wine to Great Goddess All That Is.
I sit and then drink the wine and break a piece of the bread and remember my ancestors that have past on and then I eat the bread and I feel the wholeness within myself and connect to the strength of my people.
I stand and remove my shorts and bare all before my altar! Before My Goddess and as soon as I do this my lingam grows at attention. I feel the rush of my cock rising and I smile in my heart and on my lips. I look down at my risen dick and imagine the pleasure I will be giving myself.
I know this sounds weird to some of you reading my story, but this process of masturbation meditation on every full moon has brought me so much healing and personal power that there is no reason to ever stop. “Truth demonstrates itself in your life” and when Rev. Goddess taught me the importance of having a personal ritual that I do on my own every full moon to honor myself and god/goddess all that is. Everything changed in my life. My relationships, my lifestyle, sexual abilities and most importantly my emotional and physical health. I no longer suffer from high blood pressure lack of desire for sex because of performance anxiety. There isn’t anything my higher sexual self cannot heal and bring into balance with the consciousness of god/goddess all that is. That’s Sex and Spirit for my personal enlightenment.
I take hold of my swollen lingam and think about my body and I can feel the pulse of my heart beat in my cock. I do wish I was penetrating a wet warm opening right now but I know that will come later.
I stroke and stroke and ride my shaft as the pleasure builds. I pour some oil in my hand and with both palms I massage my lingam by rubbing up and down my cock with both hands. This massaging brings balance and healing to my organs. The tip of my cock strengthens my heart and right at the sides of my head heals my lungs and right under the tip of my turtle head strengthens my Spleen-Pancreas and in the middle of my rock hard dick works my liver and at the bottom of my shaft next to my warm balls heals my kidneys. It’s very important to massage all parts of my lingam equally this strengthens my body and creates an internal balance. Then as I stand at attention I squeeze my cock soft and hard to build the energy in my lingam for the purpose of my masturbation. I look at my lingam and am so happy to be part of this divine energy in this human body of mine. What a magnificent idea to create humans to share in love and life though our erotic bodies. I think this to myself and I am in awe of the wonderful life energy coursing through my veins with a purpose for my private enlightenment.
I gaze at my marvelous bone buzzing and I trance out as I meditate on the image of my bouncing wet cock. My long thick member seems to connect me deeper in my zone as the shape of my shape dick forms images in my mind. I feel my ball sack hanging and drawing up and down my groin to the pulsing of my dick. The bottom of my shaft throbs and the hard smoothness of my skin triggers sensations along my spine. As I follow this energy up and down my charkas the images grow clearer from my lingam. In my trance state my focus is now at the tip of my dripping cock. I see my pre-come growing and desiring to make contact with another life and my dripping is falling to the floor because I am so wet and so much of me is flowing out of my growing portal. And the drips become crystallized like diamonds and as I now resume my stroking the flowing energy up my back is now flowing from the top of my head. My crown charka is whirling with the purple energy expanding around me. My aroused trance is penetrating my silky diamonds and I sink into my pre-come with a strong meditative gaze and my excitement builds and I feel like I’m going to explode and my energy expands further around my purple aura.
I feel from my crown charka and from the tip my growing cock a pulling from both ends like my body is being sucked and pulled someplace else and with each stroke the sucking feeling is faster and I am losing control of my body and I know this. Yet the sensations are so powerful I’m going with it. I then see perfectly clear and realize I am being witnessed and worshiped by others! I am still here in my space at my altar and yet the people around me are someplace else but their spiritual erotic bodies are here worshiping me. I look around and notice men and women about 17 by quick count and some are bowing and some are praying and some are just staring at me in a private ecstasy. I realize this is a worshipping prosperity ritual! I learned about this from Rev. Goddess for my gift of the virtuous cock.
A person of inner strength and balance will be witness masturbating and at the moment of orgasm those worshippers will receive the blessing of the virtuous cock and bring prosperity to themselves and other by honoring the Lingam.
My Cock symbolizes God because it is completely yang and completely giving! I continue my strokes and my moans build and the worshippers start to feel rise in their bodies as I am being witness. I spread my liquid diamond over my lingam and ride my wave of bliss and I begin to pump my hips pelvic thrust style and my heart beat grows along with the throbbing pleasure within me. I’m close to shooting all over this space and I breathe harder and louder with every aching thrust. More images flood my third eye and I see words coming to me that pulse in and out of view as I’m gliding along my member.
I got it! I see it!
The Five Virtues of the Penis*
1. KINDNESS. As a tool for servicing, it keeps giving and giving.
2. RIGHTEOUSNESS. It is not selfish. It performs its duty.
3. COURTEOUSNESS. It is polite. It advances or retreats at the right time. It is hard or soft at the right time. And it is shaped neither squarely or pointedly. It will neither hurt nor show a lack of discipline.
4. WISDOM. It knows how to find a way to please, and it will do whatever is in its power to satisfy.
5. HONESTY. It will keep on laboring until it completes its duty. If it can not fulfill its duty, it gives up completely. It is completely honest.
These words and descriptions flood my mind and the whirlwind in my body causes me to jerk my virtuous cock and my explosion is imminent. I am milking my penis. I squeeze my penis at my head and I stretch the head of my penis and I watch the head of my penis grow and grow and my worshippers moan with arousal.
The moans of the worshippers grow and as I am close to giving it all I allow final strokes to my lingam with slapping moist squirts coming from my dick because of how wet and sweaty I am now! I am trembling and rocking because this has gone on long enough and I am ready to bless them.
Then my fluid is traveling fast inside my train. I dip my hand down towards my tight balls and tickle there and send shivers throughout. Now I am at the moment just before I’m going to blast off and I simply reach around behind my ass and press halfway between my asshole and my scrotum. I press it hard enough so that my semen is not allowed to travel out from my prostate and up my hard cock. I don’t press to hard or to soft and as the semen shoots back up into my body the quivers explode through my spine and I yell! Oh yes! Oh Yes! Oh God! Yes! My orgasm is strong and my energy field floods the whole room in a velvet purple hue and all are draped in my explosive aura and then all worshippers begin their ecstasy dance and fall back into self pleasuring and the wave continues!
I can feel every person self pleasuring them selves as I just felt my own arousal. I am sensing and seeing all they are experiencing at this time. Women penetrating their yonis deeply and men milking their lingams. I slide through each one witnessing them. My arousal joins them once again and I give them the gift of injaculation.
My body is on fire and my energy is even stronger now that I allowed myself to Injaculate and the blessing of those witnessing will bring healing and abundance to them as well. God/Goddess revealed this to me through the virtues of my cock. I am at my altar now and alone and very much alive! I look up to the full moon from my window and see a pink glow flowing from her.
Then I realize I am enlightened. Oneness with all living beings and things through my virtuous cock. This is my private enlightenment!
* The massage points of the lingam and the Five Virtues of the Penis are quoted from Dr. Stephen T. Chang's Tao of Secxology: The Book of Infinite Wisdom.
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Installment XXX: The Full Worm Moon March 2009
The Cleansing of Officer Bradley
Standing in my shower with the water running over my body I hold my hardness in my hand and wonder why I can’t give this to my wife. I can’t get hard and keep it hard long enough so that I can bury my cock deep in her pussy and make love to her right. I want to be inside of her so badly I want to give her what she needs. She knows that I hope. As the water beats off my body I begin stroking and stroking my dick and I feel at the edge of openness and I’m going to explode I think. Any minute I’m going to pump it all out of me.
I fantasize that I’m making love to my wife. We always had great sex together and even better sexual experiences since we are open. I feel sorry that those feelings have left me I’m afraid. I go at it for a while and as I stroke myself and the pleasure builds and I circle my hips to feel this wave more and then I soon realize it’s been some time now that I’ve been in this shower and I can’t come. I just can’t let go! I’m so frustrated and tight inside! I give up and get out of the shower.
I’ve been home about six weeks from the Iraq war and I am having a hard time settling myself into civilian life again. I’ve seen so much and been through so much with my fellow brothers and sisters during this war I feel disconnected and somewhat dirty being back in the States, back home.
I can’t shake these feelings and sometimes I think it would be better for everyone if I just went back to Iraq. My family life is a struggle everyday. I can’t show much physical love to my wife and I’m happy to be back with my kids and wife but my hugs just don’t give off much energy to them and I notice we are all feeling the loss from each other now that I am home than even when I was away for the last 18 months! I’m at a loss what to do to shed these negative fucking thoughts I am having. I’m going to speak with my wife about requesting to return to Iraq and at least serve my county well.
I asked my wife Mary to sit and I shared my feelings of disconnection from everything in this civilian life. We were told that rejoining American life might be a struggle but that it would eventually wear off. I was feeling unfit to be home with my family and not take proper care of them. But my wife Mary had other plans on her mind.
I hear you Brad and I feel weird being around you sometimes too. The kids ask, “Why is daddy so sad?” and I tell them that I don’t know but he loves us very much and he will be happy soon. Honey I’ve been part of a tantric goddess gathering group that teaches healthy spiritual and sexual techniques and rituals to empower ourselves. I started this group about one year ago in an effort to maintain my sexual joy while you were away. I didn’t want to harm our relationship while you were away by having sex with others with out your consent.
I looked at my wife with surprise and respect for her taking responsibility with her feelings and her body. We always had an honest and supportive relationship in so many ways and she supported my choice to be in the military even when she disagreed with me joining ten years ago. Now it’s become my career choice and I am happy however I’ve never had to leave them for so long before. Now that I’m home we are at risk of not relating anymore I think and I want to figure out what Mary thinks this goddess group can do for me or for us.
I start by asking her, “Mary what are you suggesting? I’m happy you were able to find a way to continue growing and that you understand what’s happening with me even if it is hurting us.”
I look into my husbands eyes and I can see his pain and I know that the gift I can give him will take all this sin away from him. I explain, “Bradley, I’ve learned through goddess sexual teachings that men in battle come home with the sins of battle and pieces of souls of the lives they killed and hurt. Even though this had to happen you are not free from this Karma. This type of sin requires you be cleansed by people that practice tantra or goddess healing. I know this may sound crazy to you but I am sure my love that you will not need to leave us and return to war to feel sane once you are cleansed in the Goddess Temple.”
I respond with more curiosity, “What will they do to me, how will I be cleansed?” Mary explains more to me, “This is a spiritual sexual ritual cleansing that I will take part in but you are open to sharing yourself with any person in the gathering that you feel connected too.” My eyes wide, I stand and look at my wife and exclaim, “I am not saying that I don’t want to be with you sexually any more!” Mary comforts me by saying “I know Brad, it’s not that it’s the healing power of sex with gifted people that understand that sex is life force and it cleanses and heals all sin. I want this for you and for us. So I’ve set up the ritual for tonight.”
“Are you sure this is going to work? I have to admit I’m a bit excited and nervous about the possibility of being in a group of other people naked again and I don’t know what to do anymore I’m afraid.” I admit. “You don’t have to do any thing but trust me. I’m your wife and I love you very much and I know that these negative energies will leave you and you will be free from sin.” I smile and we hug and kiss.
“The kids will be staying over your parents tonight because we may be home very late or tomorrow.” Mary tells me and I am becoming even more intrigued.
“We will drop them off on the way, you don’t need to do anything to prepare just let’s go.”
Here we go!
I have to say I already started to feel better. I couldn’t believe my wife wanted me to do some goddess ritual to release sin. I understand where she’s coming from and although this technique is off the path of just praying for forgiveness I’ve always trusted her and I had no reason to stop now. I just want this pain inside of me to stop and if she thinks sex is the way to release all this, who am I to say no.
We ended up on Park Avenue in New York City not a long drive at all. I had some thought we would be traveling a bit on the road. The high rise building didn’t look like a goddess temple to me. I asked my wife what kind of temple is here in this building and she pointed to the top of the building and said, “In the penthouse.”
When we entered the penthouse I immediately heard soft music playing and aromas started drifting pass my nostrils right away. Scents of myrrh and coconut flushed past me. I didn’t know whether to be hungry or horny. As we walked into the room through drapes not doors there stood a large room with a sunken living room floor. There were about ten people just lying around eating and drinking with barley any clothing on. I wasn’t sure how I felt coming into this scene with my wife. I know she had been joining the goddess gathering for some time and I’m sure she is comfortable. I just had to put all this together in my mind and figure out how my wife fit in with all this.
Then this gorgeous black woman greeted me with a hug and a kiss and her hair smelled like cinnamon and when it tickled across my face I noticed I started to become aroused.
“Welcome to our temple. We are happy to serve your journey. Mary has told us of your struggle to cope since you’ve been home and she wanted us to help cleanse you or your war sins.”
“Is that possible just through sex?” I asked
“Oh baby.” She responded “This is not just sex, it’s our life energy!” She celebrated has she lifted her hands up high to the ceiling or sky I guess. “You just let your self go and we will take good care of your sexual needs and we will wash all that bad stuff out of your body and your mind my love.”
My wife says, “Come Brad we will begin now.” Mary guides me to the sunken floor and as we walk down the stairs I see there is a Jacuzzi in the center. She removes my clothes and unveils my already hard cock. “I couldn’t hold it any more.” I said to her. She looks up at me and winks then bows to my cock and she mouths it with her open mouth so I can feel the warmth of her mouth over me and then with one hard suck! She kisses it and stands up and I wished she’d continue. I swear I’d come this time!
Step into the warm water and let us love you Brad. I look around the room with men and women draping the walls and I wonder who is going to love me? All these people? The men and the women? I step into the water with trust and I notice with all my thoughts going on my erection is only getting stronger. I sit down in the warm water and someone brings me a drink a nice warm brandy. It’s perfect. I sip and enjoy as the music grows and the people around me start to sing and dance slowly around me. I notice the women and how beautiful everyone is and they all seem very happy and in ecstasy.
Soon the goddess gets into the Jacuzzi with me and when the water hits her beautiful black skin it seemed to glow. She wraps the palm of her hands around my face and looks me in my eyes and her bedroom eyes just drew me into her spell.
“You are a warrior! A man of great courage! We honor your choices to protect us and now your job is done! Then she moves her hand to my heart, and continues. Great warrior we cleanse you in the fire of love! May you be forever free from the past war! She acknowledges and then directs…suck on my breasts and be given a new aura and with that she stands in front of me guiding me to her breasts are right in front of my face are her nipples and they are hard. I look up at her and then over to my wife who is now naked with the others and is smiling and nodding her head in support. I turn back to goddess and place my hands around her waist as I suck one nipple at a time and enjoy the firmness and the sweet taste of them. I pull on them with my teeth and lick and draw each deeper in between my teeth and mouth. She squirms some and I know she is enjoying my kisses too. I feel a tingle in her tits and a shiver moves through me and visions from the war enter in my consciousness and as they come they ate swept out through the top of my head and with each thought removed my dick grows. Her hair smells of cinnamon and her nipples taste of honey and vanilla. My cock is harder and I don’t believe it can get any harder but some how I feel the hardness growing up my back and all over my body. My arousal is growing with the passion that is building in me. Goddess pulls my head back and then brings me face to face and kisses my lips with her wet mouth and then she pushes my head into the warm water. I gulp some water and then I am pulled up to standing and she kneels before me with my cock in hand and says. “We will suck and fuck and love you all night and you will come as often as you want and we will delight in your sumptuous appetite. Your lingam is the pathway to forgiveness each ejaculation will cleanse you of the past war.” She rises and then other women join her in the Jacuzzi and they circle me and begin to wash me with the water and some kind of bath oil I guess. They are washing my body and my hair dipping me in and out of the running bubbly warm water. Soon someone is stroking my lingam and I am excited to look and see my wife Mary. She is sucking my lingam and my balls and my body is being stroked all over by beautiful women all around me. My nipples are being rubbed and I love that and my neck is being kissed and my hair is being stroked and then I moan a loud deep groan and I come so hard and fill my wife’s mouth full of my juice! She looks at me smiles and swallows. Oh my god I feel so great and I can’t believe I finally came and this is just the beginning.
I’m led out of the water and over to an area that lies a full size round mattress.
I lie back on the mattress and am greeted with fruit and wine and kisses are flooding my face as I drink and eat and dine in the pleasure of all this attention. I feel almost as if I’m in another world. Like, I’m a King and these women are all part of my harem and they belong to me!
I feel happy.
I am resting and aroused at the same time this erotic peace is a new one for me. I am being fed different foods by beautiful women and my feet are being massaged and the firmness of pressure causes me to collapse in rapture as pain is being released from me toe by toe. My dick grows again and the deep massage continues from my feet to my legs and to my groin and my hard dick is now joining in on the fun of deep stoking delight. I am lying back on the bed being fed wine and grapes as my cock is being fed strokes of kindness that makes me drip and tingle. My balls are lifted and stroked in unison with my cock and I look up to see a man giving me all this joy. I breathe in deeply and as he looks at me I am reminded that touch and pleasure is universal and it all comes from lust desire and love. I lay back and enjoy his touches. The strong strokes up and down my shaft until by body gyrates from his uniqueness and I spasm with yells of yes as I give in to the call of my body and come.
I lay spent and don’t think I have anymore to give and as I lay there I am guided into the lap of my wife and the goddess standing over me spreads her legs wide above my face and directs me.
“Look into my yoni and smell her! Bring her essence into your nostrils.” and as I do this I breathe in deeply and her pussy smells so sweet to me and I didn’t believe it when my desire began to grow again. I want to taste her and drink her up and I started to lift my head and go for it and then she continued. “As my essence drifts towards you I want you to see the color red in my yoni.” And as I began to focus and I saw red and not just her pink lips wet to touch but red energy coming from her pussy. Then she guided me from one color to another and I saw each one more brilliant than the other. Red Orange Yellow Green Blue Indigo and Purple all flowing from her yoni and it looked inviting to eat and I started to experience my mouth watering and I felt like I was sucking on fruit from the colors and scents that flowed to me and my mouth watered and enjoyed the wet juicy mangos and pomegranate flavors flowing in and from me. Nice!
From there Goddess guided me to stand and we all walked into another room in the penthouse a large dining room. We all sat at the large round table naked and enjoyed a sumptuous meal. My wife sat next to me on my right and Goddess to my other side. We enjoyed more wine and the table was filled with all kinds of food. Everyone enjoying salmon to steak to steamed clams with veal chops and roasted potatoes with vegetables and salad.
This was a man’s meal for sure and I was starving at this point. What a night, what ever we wanted to eat seemed to appear on the table and the laughter and closeness of everyone there for me just freed me from any negative fucked up thoughts I could have. I felt free from the past.
Then with the laughter and music building one by one we all just jumped up from the table and started dancing around the room enjoying full bellies and each other. I was dancing with men and women and it was all good. There seemed to be no separation at this point. Then the Goddess turned down the music and called out.
“Thank you Great Goddess for giving us Bradley and allowing us to take part in releasing him from his past sins. May you receive him and keep him blessed as he gives us in final gift.”
Gift? What gift I thought to myself? My wife walks up to me and blindfolds me and sits me in a chair. Then I feel warmth around my cock again and my lingam grows. The wetness builds in her mouth and my lingam throbs once more. She sucks and sucks me and my body melts back into the chair as I receive more pleasure. She moves off me and then I feel someone else playing with my balls and massaging them while someone is stroking my face and now kissing my lips. Whose sweet lips are these I wonder as I receive more kisses. Now my balls are being licked and tickled and the tip of my cock gets swallowed by another mouth! Oh my God! I’m going to blow up, I think to myself my mouth is filled with tongue and my balls and dick are getting personal attention too. I’m Free! I want to scream but my mouth is being kept busy right now.
Soon the circle continues and I hear moans and groans around me and others are giving and receiving pleasure from one another. The sounds take me into a trance state as I vision making love to my wife and her wide eyed happiness I am now able to give to her. The erotic sounds grow and the music is seductive as well and I am now led to stand and am bent over onto a table. The table we just had dinner on, I assume and my cock is led into a waiting yoni. This yoni is warm wet and mine and I know it’s my wife and I dig deep into her wet pussy and say I Love you to her. She replies and I fuck her good. She breathes deeply and I am pounding deep into her and as I am riding her I feel my ass being played with and this get me close to wanting to blow my load in her and oh my god it feels great as the person licks my ass and slips a finger into it. I admire their ability to do this while I am deep inside of Mary now. One finger and the sensations grow through me more and I start to yell out and breathe deeply as my build up in tipping over now and I’m going to give it all to her. My wife moans yes to me and I hear other moaning in rapture as I hear screams of orgasms from all around me as other people are enjoying their experiences and this adds to my pleasure and I say yes yes yes….here I come baby! I’m coming into you now. I love to give it to you. Oh yes! The complete freedom in fucking my wife in this group is unbelievable and I don’t know who is fucking my ass a man or a woman but I am loving it! And just like that I scream my come into my wife’s yummy yoni. And she screams her body into rocking ecstasy and I hear more sounds of pleasure and it goes on for a while.
The blindfold is removed from me and I see people spread out in an erotic land on the floor and against the wall. Some seem to be still in intercourse. Wonderful, then the Goddess comes to me and as I pull my spent dick from my wife’s pussy she touches my dick to get some of my come and says.
“Great Goddess please receive his offering and his gift. And continue to bless him with his Divine Birthright of Prosperity on Earth and Healing for us all!”
She looks up at me and says “You are Free of Sin Bradley and thank you for your gift. Goddess Blessings to you.” I look her in her eyes and I see deep inside her eyes the gift of cleanliness is in her eyes and they are sexual bedroom eyes and I see that I am free of the past in those lovely dark eyes. My wounds are healed. My dick is happy and so am I.
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Installment XXIX: The Full Snow Moon February 2009
The Goddess Eclipse
“I am here Great Goddess…Your Daughter”
The last eclipse happened 10 years ago and that was a powerful one for all who experienced it. Now “the marriage” was coming upon us once again and I knew this would be an eventful time for me and for anyone else who’d bask in the glory of the energy of the eclipse. Eclipses are energetic harmony taking place around the world and within us all. Especially with those that stand and witness the energetic force it occupies.
Each time an eclipse happens they hold a particular vibration and bring that particular balance into the world and the universe it occupies. This particular eclipse is happening at night during the full moon and that is GODDESS Energy exploding all around us.
It is a cold night but not as cold as it could be and I wanted to be in a space where the sky was clear and not with many manmade lights that would hinder the sky view. I drove to the shore and went to the beach and to my surprise many other people had the same idea. What a pleasure to see so many people out enjoying a crisp evening awaiting the energy of the god/goddess.
I had hoped I would be the only one here so I could pleasure myself while looking up into the sky and receive the energetic penetration of the oneness forcing its way into my yoni. I wanted to explode and give my offering and let my juices flow. I’m aroused just thinking about it. I may have to wait until I am home alone, I guess.
I found a spot and laid down my blanket and placed my food and wine out that I’d prepared for the evening and all along the beach people were even cooking out with grills and really making an event of this night. Wow, it’s so wonderful, and all the smells moving around in the air were scents of flowers and then scents of vegetables with spicy aromas were passing through my nostrils became intoxicating too.
The excitement of the celebratory spirit of those gathered began to build up in me and so I just walked around as the night grew darker and later and I introduced myself to others as we all were enjoying wine and food and I shared what I had and welcomed offers from others.
My hair is long and I am dark and my body is strong and full of orgasmic energy coursing through my veins and I love The Goddess and I feel her presence within me all of the time. I speak her truth with my tongue and I share love where ever I go. I am beautiful and gifted in many ways and I have lots of valuable friends that I love and who share the same beautiful abilities and gifts which whom I could have brought with me tonight to share this moment with but I wanted to do this alone and/or be open to meeting other wonderful people out in this spectacular night air. My friends are all preparing for her energy at other locations as well and I look forward to hearing about their experience tomorrow.
I hear music being played and I look to see people drumming and dancing with arms lifted high towards the sky in celebration of her! I look up and see the full moon beginning to drape the sun and form the union of oneness and we will no longer be in night or day sky.
As she penetrates father sky-sun she smothers the light into ecstatic union with her dark purple pleasure and together develops a golden aura and the union sends vibrations to the earth and we begin the receive the marriage of oneness within our own beings. I begin to feel hot and then cold and then wildly excited! I want to run and fall on the ground and melt. I want to melt into the earth and drink in the resting ecstasy of oneness. I am so alive right now and the energy in organic and it is all around us! The colors are radiating from the eclipse and although we don’t know how long their dance will last we will witness and be gifted the energetic harmony offered.
I hear moans and chants all around me and I go to start my own chant in honor of the oneness.
I sat on my blanket and began my sacred chant to her so that I could bring myself to a place of cosmic openness so that I could be taken by the marriage force emanating from the union of sun and moon fire.
I am here Great Goddess…Your Daughter
I am here Great Goddess…Your Daughter
I am here Great Goddess…Your Daughter
Others are all around dancing and celebrating and it’s like being at a party with the feeling of freedom at the same time by not really knowing anyone. I feel connected and alone in a peaceful state of mine at the same time. I feel accepted. This is wonderful.
And then there is this loud streaking sound that shoots out from the Full Moon and Sun blending that sounds like a lightening bolt! The Charge of the blast shakes the ground beneath us all and for a moment I swore we shifted, that there was a movement in the ground. Whoa…I look up to view all sorts of colors coming from the eclipse from red to orange to yellow green blue indigo and purple like the dark moon herself.
Like me…I experience the deep fullness of her purple passion in my yoni and I feel at one with the full moon eclipse.
I am filled with pleasure and delight and I want more. I feel intoxicated by the atmosphere and I am now feeling light hearted as I begin dancing to the drumming with others. My hands flair in the air as my hair swings and whips across my face and add to the tremble in my body. The music grows and the eclipse casts a twilight golden mix all around us and it feels like we’re on another planet where the world is in a sacred marriage with every one! And just then it began! It started and I don’t know who it came upon first but I felt her vibrations moving fast up my legs into my root charka and up my spine into my heart and then my mouth watered.
I put my left hand over my heart and my right hand on my yoni and I felt how wet my pussy had become, that equaled the wetness in my mouth and I looked up around me and others were touching their bodies and soon I saw people removing their clothing to the drum beat that was pounding like the heart of the moon goddess that hears us!
Great Goddess I am here - your daughter…I say again.
The sounds roared all throughout the beach as the sweeping grunts of pleasure cascaded through the bodies of those possessed.
I look around and I began witnessing men standing and undressing looking upward in worship to her and some falling to their knees with lingams growing long as they begin stroking themselves as the erotic energy increases. I look up to the full eclipse and I swear to you what I see is a wondrous sky filled with cosmic yoni energy growing and seeping strong erotic juices from the sky.
I couldn’t help but removed any clothing on my body that stood in the way of my sacred marriage connection.
It is magical what we’re able to see and experience. We are all light beings sending and receiving vibrations of love and pleasure to and from one another. The light around her moon is shaping him self around her and it appears to be long and thick and it sends sparks that emulate pre-come juices that support the flow of energy that comes upon us. Then the growing light is shaped like a male lingam around her sweet purple darkness and it seeps its turtle shaped tip into the center of the full moon womb and penetrates the heart of her yoni energetically and every time the light joins her juices the cosmic sky drips these juices into the earth realm and we receive those erotic waves and we will respond in kind.
The marriage of the eclipse is the union of earth and sky through the moon and sun planets. We receive this harmony through the intercourse of outer space planets.
With that comes the blessing of earth and the earthlings to take part in the pairing of sun and moon and this continues to increase our sacred marriage within.
That’s the god/goddess blessing.
Hence the self love growing all over the planet at this very moment. We are engaged in erotic mystical masturbation and in the sharing and witness of another in this ecstasy dance we are blessed
I fall onto my blanket and rub my pussy deep within my yoni womb and spread my juices all over my wanting yoni. Desiring to be penetrated by one or two of those rising cocks dancing around me but I really want to stay with my mystical masturbation. I raise my fingers to my clit and it grows while I press the head to send chills of pleasure up my body.
While I am rubbing my clit I bring one hand up to one of my breasts and start squeezing my right nipple and this just sends me more glorious tingles throughout my body.
I moan in delight and yell loudly as my approach to orgasm reaches closely.
I look around to witness lots of women pleasuring themselves and men are standing above them stroking to there rise of excitement as they witness the women in growing rapture.
I also see some men lying in the sand with the pleasure of dicks and pussies flowering over their body as they stoke their lingam hard to make their juices pop all over themselves.
Soon as my arousal builds up men circled around my precious body to witness my expansion and they joined by sharing with their cocks in unison with the others to spread the erotic eclipse joy.
I look up into the wet sky filled with the joy of the eclipse and I smell the wet air and the opium scents that float in. I look to see the energetic union of the lingam sunlight into the full moon purple cave and I can taste the red wine in my mouth which symbolizes the mixing of god/goddess in ecstasy.
The stroking sounds grow louder as I stroke my nipple and squeeze my clit muscle and I begin rocking my hips up and down and at every lift I tighten my hips and the concentrated focus at my clit forces my body to shake and quiver and I am close so close to giving myself up!
And right at my build up I press my fingers deep into my pussy and press my palm on my clit and a spasm reaches through my body and I scream as I come loudly and with that the sexy men standing around my body one two and three at a time shoot their juices all over me and their gifts spill on me and they yell and jerk as each one of them drenches me in precious fluids that make my body silky.
The joys of laughter escape through the mouths of all those that shared their gift of orgasm and the metallic moon seems to rock at the same time and she begins to move away from her sun lover.
The Eclipse is ending.
People then run into the ocean to soak and wash their bodies and remember the experience fuller as the cold air or water has long since swept away and we just feel wet clean and thankful to be alive sexually alive with the Goddess Eclipse.
“I am hear great goddess and have made sacred the marriage of the god/goddess through my body Father Sky/Sun and Mother Earth/Full Moon.”
I look forward to sharing my story with my friends as I am excited to hear about their experiences too!
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Installment XXVIII: The Full Cold Moon January 2009
Pleasure for Prosperity - Worshiping Your Lover
I offer this simple erotic ritual to you as a gift.
The custom of pouring oil and water over the erect Lingam of a Yogi or Sadhu (a Sadhu is a Holy Man) at particular times of the year to ensure prosperity is still practiced. In the tantric tradition the sexual organs are the pathways and gateway to and of life and prosperity and should be honored and treated as such. Those who respectfully worship the Yoni as the altar of love will be granted their desires.
You will need a medium-sized bowl filled with warm water. Then pour one to two cups of olive oil or extra virgin olive oil into the water.
It is best to use spring water and you can make it warm by just cooking the water to a very gentle simmer. Spring water has a stronger moving vibration than regular tap water. If you choose to use tap water run the cold water for about one to two minutes and then bring to a gentle simmer. If you do this ritual in the spring or summertime you can leave the water room temperature. Olive oil must be used in your ritual not massage oil. Olive oil is sacred oil and has been used for thousands of years to honor the body. Jesus’ feet were washed by Mary with this very mixture of oil and water as an act of worship.
Then you place both hands over the bowl to charge the mixture with your intentions. Simply visualize your lover in your minds eye relaxing and receiving your touches and watching your lover’s pleasure grow.
Notice how your body begins to feel as you imagine your lover pleased. Once you feel the arousal in your own body the mixture is charged. Great!
Bring your bowl and have some oil on the side in a separate small cup or in the bottle.
If your lover is male have him lie on his back, on the bed naked or you could create a padded blanket on the floor with pillows around his body for comfort. Straddle your lover between his legs and wrap his legs around your waist and rest his body down.
Sink your hands into the warm mixture getting them wet and drag your wet dripping hands over to his lingam and massage his balls first and then use one hand to stroke up and down his cock and watch it grow with your touch. Keep this up by dipping your hands as much as you need to, to keep the wetness flowing over his strengthening rod. You will want to suck that hard cock I know, but don’t do it. Not now, just keep lovingly worshiping his erection with your strokes! Keep his body relaxed don’t let him pounce up and throw his hard cock inside of you and fuck the hell out of you. Don’t let him! Just keep him down and receiving your worshiping strokes for pleasure and prosperity. They will come just like he will. As his dick grows hardest and his desires fill him, you then pick up the bowl and pour some of the warm mixture on his cock. Pour it from about 6 to 8 inches above his penis. The sensations of the splash of water poured over his erect Lingam will give him a jolt of excitement. Now take the other oil and pour a nice fist full in one of your hands and rub all over his erection and stroke and stroke him hard with a tight fist around him. And now you can bring your open mouth over his cock and take it in deep into the back of your mouth and tighten it around his cock and suck and lick his lingam your lingam he is your god that you love so much! Suck him good just the way you know he likes it. Tickle his ass and penetrate him deep inside his ass and worship him. Take pleasure in knowing the prosperous gift you can give each other. Staying focused at his lingam and dedicating your motions towards fulfillment will lead your lover to giving his gift to you. Allow his galloping hungry horse to pound through his excelling forces of delight and his blasts will burst into you as we are blessed!
If your lover is a woman….have her lie on her back, naked of course, with pillows all around and under her delicate body, part her legs and climb between them and make sure to slide a pillow under her hips to raise her garden close to you. Pour the mixture onto her yoni just about three to four inches above, and allow her to melt in the warmth of the juice. Place your right thumb into her forest finding the gate and soak into her as deep as your thumb will go. Allow your other fingers to massage up her lips and towards her silky button and gently press as you grind soft and hard, soft and hard.
Her body will wind and turn for more. And you will want to join in the dance of physical spirits but do not. Let her build her yoni juices for the gifts of prosperity they promise to bring. All of our desires will be fulfilled…all of them. What a power the pussy possesses’.
As your thumb feels her wetness growing and she is delighting in your raking of her bush, allow your other hand to caress her belly and send her energy to her heart. Squeeze her nipples as they rise to meet you and drag all the physical ecstasy all over her body.
Bring her pussy water high with your in and out motion and let the juices flow out into the open and make her scream with the promise to give back to us everything! She is your whore whose love is for everyone and she is deliberate in all of her blessings to us!
Her body aches for the union the two of you can share now and it is in this very moment she will enhance our lives forever. She is squirming and writhing in her disjointed pleasure and her eruption is close. The sweat dripping down your face adds to the moment of rapture being created and with your fingers now deep in her sacred gate will cause you to erupt with her! She pulses her body and jerks all the way up her spine in rapture. Screaming the cry of relief for the build up was pleasurable agony.
She has gifted you by your gift to her.
It is the promise that we shall all prosper through one another. Let the love forever flow within us and towards us all!
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Installment XXVII: The Full Cold Moon December 2008
This Wedding
I love weddings and when I officiate over a nude wedding it’s so much fun and what a blessing it can be. This is a wonderful time for a wedding. This wedding will be one of those keepers in the memory bank. I knew it was going to be special when I met the couple months ago and we created the ceremony together. I knew the advanced thinking of Charlotte and Michael would be a blessing to everyone in attendance.
The December full moon would be the wedding date. The largest and brightest moon of the year! What a way to bring in your blessings!
This Wedding…
We were all in a beautiful sun room banquet hall with wall size windows and sun roof to let the full moon glow in for us all. This is an evening wedding and our privacy was guaranteed. The chairs were all ordained with flowers and silk coverings. The guests were seated in two rows of circles with an opening for the couple to enter.
Everyone was given champagne and hors d’oeuvres for about an hour before the wedding. All were happily catered to by the wait staff that was also naked.
This Wedding…
“All rise and hold your champagne glasses high in honor of the Bride and Groom.” I commanded. As minister I will conduct the ceremony.
When all were standing the music began and the classical piece emerged us all in a wonder of sensual connection and the beautiful Bride and Groom entered together naked and happy.
We could tell how happy Michael the groom was because his lingam was already at attention. The Brides makeup was one prepared for a goddess as she is a wise woman and a strong goddess.
They enter and stand before me!
“Every one says goddess blessings to the couple and drinks their champagne to them in toast and then you may be seated.” I directed. Then rainfalls of goddess blessings fell into the energy of the room as everyone toasted.
The bright full moon glow began sending crystal clear hues into the banquet hall changing colors like a wheal turning of red orange yellow green blue indigo and purple filling the hall in a timely fashion. The banquet hall was also lined with candles all over and there was no artificial light any where. It’s all coming from the candles and the full moon. What a gift this is. It is perfect.
This Wedding…
I begin with a beautiful opening and welcome and start with a prayer of protection.
I continue with the ceremony that turns into a ritual.
“We are all here to celebrate the love and spiritual blessings of Michael and Charlotte. They have chosen everyone in this room because of their special spiritual blessings as well. Weddings were created by Goddess for couples to expand their lives and evolve! Charlotte and Michael have found one another and have honored each other by choosing to further bond through a sacred marriage.”
“The couple will now light the sacred candle and once they do this they will both come to you in this circle and embrace you with hugs and kisses and you are to give them a silent spoken blessing. You are to tell them what you wish for them and even if you wish you were the one they were marrying, you let them know this. Let your heart be full of the love you feel for each of them. This process allows for freedom and respect and creates an erotic environment that blesses us all.”
Michael and Charlotte go together to the sacred candle. They each pick up one small candle that sits on each side of the larger candle and they light the big candle from the small ones already lit and then sit the small ones back in place on the alter. They turn to each other with their hands in a prayer position in front of there heart. Charlotte looking into Michael’s eyes bows her head to him and then when she rises she says. “I honor the God in you!” Then Michael looks into Charlotte’s beautiful sexy eyes and bows to her and then says “I honor the Goddess in you!” Then they turn away from one another and begin their journey through the circled guests and embrace and kiss them. The guests are giving their silent blessing to each of them and you can see the cocks rising and women stroking Michael’s already hard dick as he approaches them. The warmth and love growing is being felt by all because of the attention given to this couple in this sacred erotic way. This process strengthens their personal love for one another.
This Wedding…
Michael and Charlotte return to the center in front of me visibly aroused and happy.
“The couple will now share with us their blessings and promise to each other.”
Michael speaks as he takes Charlottes hand into his “My Charlotte, I love you and respect you with all of my heart. I believe you are the perfect person for me and you make me happy and I love how sexy you are and that you honor me with your beauty and loyalty. I promise to always work to make your life easier and to create ways for us to experience joy and fun.” Michael raises his eyebrows and winks at Charlotte. “I also promise to make love to you in as many places as we can all over the world!”
Everyone claps!
Charlotte speaks to Michael with hands held “Michael, I knew from the beginning that you were the one for me. I love you because you are so easy to be with. Because you really want to make me happy and that has allowed me to learn how to love myself more and to love you better. I promise to stay as sexy as I am because you make my life beautiful. And I promise to love and honor you and to give you all of myself in more ways than one! I will be your wife and your lover and I promise to make sure my yoni stays wet for you always!”
Everyone claps!
“Now we will have the exchange of the rings.” I walk over to the alter where the candles are and pick up the wedding rings that rest there. I remove the rings from the boxes and come to the center with the couple.
“These rings are a symbol of never ending love between Michael and Charlotte and as they place them on the ring finger of one another they are making a vow to each other to partake in ever evolving love as Primary Lovers!” I explain…
“Michael, take this ring and place it on Charlotte’s left hand ring finger and repeat after me.” Michael takes the ring and places it on her finger.
“I am now your husband.” Michael repeats.
Charlotte, take this ring and place it on Michael’s left hand ring finger and repeat after me.” Charlotte takes the ring and places it on his finger.
“I am now your wife.” Charlotte repeats.
“Now, as Minister and officiate of this ceremony it is my pleasure and by the power invested in me by God/Goddess All That Is. I know pronounce you Husband and Wife and you may seal your bond with a kiss.”
They kiss and everyone stands and claps!
I step away from the center and face the circled guests and I explain the next part of our ritual.
“We will now be gifted with Michael and Charlotte’s most intimate moment together. They are going to consummate their marriage here in front of us and we are to celebrate that love by expressing the erotic pleasures that awaken in us as we witness them. And once they have given us there gift we are allowed to continue this sacred orgy with one another as Charlotte and Michael watches us.”
This Wedding…
Michael grabs hold of his wife and brings her body close to his and penetrates her mouth with his tongue. He spreads his hands all over her body caressing her as if he hadn’t ever touched her before. And then he turned her around so her back would face him and he began playing with her pussy lips and then found her clit with his fingers and continued to rub her nicely there so her clit would grow for him. He held her body in place with his other hand on her belly. Her moans sent tingles around the room as her passion grew. Every one witnessing was aroused and the breathing became heavy for everyone.
As Charlotte’s pleasure grew and her moaning became louder her wet pussy began visibly dripping and Michael turned her around face to face and laid her body on the silk draped floor placed down for them. His hard cock easily slipped inside of Charlotte and Michael stroked her and stroked his sexy wife’s wet pussy into oneness with his!
Charlotte grabbed Michaels ass as she rode to orgasm and her body now wet from her sweat just added to her pleasure as it dripped from her. Michael’s deep penetration felt amazing and to share this moment with all of her loving friends meant so much to them.
“I’m coming! I’m coming.” Charlotte yelled as she screamed out and sexual convulsions jerked her into delightful ecstasy. Michael yelled “Yes!” To his wife’s first offering and he pulled his cock out of her pussy and pulled himself up onto his knees and began stroking his long thick dick as his wife and everyone watched.
“This if for you my wife this is all for you!” Then Michael screamed and with the first leak of his semen dripping on Charlottes sweaty body he bent over and pushed his coming cock into her still throbbing yoni. Michael came even harder with the sensations that came from pulling out of her warm yoni and dripping his first semen juice and then plunging back into her womb brought out a stronger wave of ecstasy for him.
“Yes Yes Yes!” Michael yelled floating into oneness with Charlotte.
This Wedding…
Everyone feeling the joy and arousal of the moment just expressed there appreciation and are clapping and hugging and kissing each other in celebration of their union and love we just all witnessed!
“Now the dinner buffet is here for us to eat drink and continue the merriment.” The Minister informs and points to the back of the banquet hall. “During dinner we invite all to enjoy the music and lovely food. And after dinner with dessert Michael and Charlotte will watch everyone here give their offering of love juices. Those that want to share are welcome to let’s eat.” I bless the food and we all eat.
The cake is brought out and Charlotte and Michael share a piece together. And offer their wishes to everyone.
Michael Speaks. “We are honored by everyone being here and sharing with us our new beginning. I thank you all and wish prosperity to everyone in this beautiful space given to us.”
Charlotte Speaks. “We want to honor The Goddess Mother coming down on us through this brilliant full moon.” Charlotte picks up a glass of wine and holds it up. “I now share this wine with The Goddess Mother and acknowledge her wisdom in my spirit.” Charlotte drops wine onto the table and floor in honor of her faith.
“We invite you all too now share your love and give your erotic gift to Charlotte and Michael and may you all continue to be blessed by God/Goddess All That Is.” The Minister charges the group.
The music and merriment continues and lovers come into the center circle and share their physical bodies with one another first as a dance as Michael and Charlotte bask in this glory of it all!
The Banquet of Bodies flowing in graceful ecstasy is how the rest of the night continues. All of Michaels and Charlottes closets friends were there and shared in this special moment. The blissful love making scenes moved from female lovers enthralled in oral pleasures and many in anal delights to threesomes conversing into oneness. I watched and gazed on the beautiful golden scene and witnessed fellowship in a whole new way. And when I saw him walking towards me with his growing lingam I just stood before him and offered my body to him and he lifted me into his arms and we joined the mountain of pleasure. When he stood me back onto the floor and our breaths became one I felt a connection to everyone not just to him! The unity of erotic love was intense and very healing. This erotic power filled the hall and regardless of whom you where sharing your body with in the moment I understood the fact that we were all together in this space, made us All one!
After our kiss I knelt and sucked his long dick into my mouth and drank his juices deeply into my body. He then returned the favor and my rapture was felt by all as my tight wet pussy spasms from his gifted tongue.
This Wedding was a sacred wedding in honor of a couples choice to evolve together and to never disconnect from there sexual appetites. Every year on their wedding anniversary Charlotte and Michael have a party a very special party with special people and special blessings. And I am always invited!
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Installment XXVI: The Full Beaver Moon November 2008
Lady and Her Sword
I am a warrior goddess and I fight to protect the goddess kingdoms in this world. I am not alone. There are many of us but I am the one who speaks to you now. You may or may not have heard of me but I live in many humans around the world as consciousness. I have the gift of sending my consciousness to all who can hear me especially when I pray! I take root mostly in forests on the highest grounds around our world and move throughout the many dwelling grounds of the goddess’ kingdoms and I protect them.
I am strong, seven feet tall and blessed with many gifts and when an intruder or armies attempts to defile any of her kingdoms by tearing it down and attempting to kill those that live in the goddess world I go to work to stop them and then bring them back to life(if they prove worthy)!
Goddess is good!
This is one of my tales…for I have many…One full moon just before this side of the planet becomes to cold in nature I sleep deep beneath the center lake. I rest in the bottom of the lake where it is warmest and I hold my sword close to my bosom. My hair is spread out around me in the water as it always does and my hair floats in an ecstasy of its own. The lake spirit love’s to have his way with me and she loves to cuddle and tickle me all over my body as I sleep. The lake spirit loves when I rest inside her because the smell of my essence sweeps through the waters. He is enveloping my body with the waves of the waters and I feel aroused by the vibrations he pushes into me. My nipples dance to full erection and I am stimulated by the caresses. I spread my legs to be penetrated as the force of his pressure under water grows to enter me. The waters can shape shift into a shaft to be able to penetrate me and we become one. My wetness is growing as my pussy creams and is now wetter than the lake. The spirit of the lake buries deep inside of me and strokes waves of pleasure through out my Amazon body.
Oh, I should let you know that I can breathe under water as well because I am part of nature and was created to protect the goddess kingdoms so my abilities are much more enhanced than yours. You may one day reach this level of vibration and abilities, but for now, the fact that you are present to know that I exist is beginning to open your Meta physical abilities once my consciousness penetrates you through my tale.
As my rapture state is approaching I begin to hear a distant tremble in the earth body.
I then hear the rumble of horses pouncing on the dirt above me and at first the vibration kindles other sensations in my body and then I hear the growl of those that wish her harm (One of my goddess kingdoms). I open my eyes and must break the embrace of the lake spirit lover by pushing out of my pussy so I can focus on what’s happening above. I look up and out of the lake at the full moon and the bright rose colored moon illuminates like a mirror for me so that I can see the ground of the forest through her reflection.
I see them entering the forest kingdom that I dwell in and slashing at the tree goddess’ as they pass and are throwing flames of fire to what ever would catch and burn, my eyes widen with rage!
My naked body begins to tighten as the waters are attempting to continue to mesh inside of my sweet pussy and please me. I piss a stream out of my yoni to stop the connection with the lake once and for all.
In order for a human or any other being to find one of the goddess’ kingdoms on earth they must be of great strength themselves. A part of them must believe in her in order to maintain a connection and find a kingdom. The vibration one holds must be strong and they must meditate long for the mist over their eyes and heart to be removed to find me. The valley travels are long and one or others must be dedicated to the pursuit. So in one hand they honor and then on the other, they dishonor the goddess by acknowledging her presence and the fact that the creative principle is god/goddess. But one that would want to destroy a kingdom must be of much darkness and belief to be able to enter a kingdom and fight. Although this has caused much pain for the kingdoms and all on earth suffer when one of these battles take place. We always survive and thrive and sex and spirit remain one! The Goddess Lives!
That’s why I was created by God/Goddess All That Is, and sent to the earth to protect the kingdoms.
I am seven feet tall and am not the only warrior goddess sent to this earth plane to protect it. I am from a society of powerful goddess wisdom from another world that is in union with the earth world that created human life and is in relationship with the humans to sustain it. Once she was married to The Powerful God Force we all became one! Life could not go into prosperity or even create new life without her! He knew this and sought her out for union. Then my kind was created from her.
My body is in pain as they ride through the forest and trample the good of this earth with their hunger and hatred to kill the goddess.
I pull my sword from my chest and stretch it out front and above me as the long blade rises above and I open my mouth wide and yell great goddess! My yell ripples in the waters and a great wave builds. I float to the top of the lake and as my face emerges I see the horse riders moving fast causing destruction where they can. I pull myself to a stand on the waters of the lake and I stretch my sword to the moon. I call to her by her silent name and she sends her power into my sword through a bolt of light. I scream a roar so loud it shatters the horses hearing and they stop running and become bewildered by the sound and begin throwing the men off their backs.
Although I wish I was still in the embrace of the lake lover spirits as my pussy still feels the penetration of their shaft, I must get to the business of protection.
I start running across the lake as my naked body flow like a gazelle and the cape of the waters push me ahead faster. As I run forward my hair streams behind me causing a twist from the air and stiffens and I will be able to use it as a weapon for added protection.
I land on the earth as the blinded men have fallen to the earth and although I am one I am armed with many powers that take the place of even 1000 in an army against a goddess kingdom.
I have no fear! For she is with me and the balance of the masculine and feminine force pushes through me for the power I posses comes from All That Is.
I slash at the throats of those that are closest first and then throw my sword through the hearts of those furthest away. Behind me my sharpened hair acts as a weapon and pierces through anyone that comes close enough to grab me. The protective shield around me stops any arrow or sword that would attempt to penetrate my skin and I am not harmed.
My movements are fast concise and deliberate. My nakedness works because no intruder expects any protector to be a woman or to be naked and their week minds of the power of sex is used against them in my defense.
Moon goddess brings down the rain to stop the fires building up around me and their blood begins to be washed from my body. All but one is alive for he is the leader and it is expected would be the one to last. I must sacrifice him if he is not of true life but first I must make sure.
I grab him by one leg and pinch a nerve to paralyze him as I drag his body to a clearing in the woods for the sacrifice!
The rain settles and the moon glows brightly as I enter the clearing. I tie the leader of the tribe to a tree and build a fire to the spirits for thanksgiving. I pull a large rock from atop a dead tree trunk and pull the herbs of sage and sandalwood bark and throw them into the fire. The scent builds and allows the souls of the dead ones to rise and awake their final destination.
I pull a branch from the earth and set it aflame from the fire I built and then tip the edge of the leaders drying clothes to burn. As the fire starts to grow I pull a bottle of grain from my chest in the tree trunk and pour myself a mouth full. I drink it down and then pour another into my mouth and then blow it into the face of the enemy. I drink more then blow more until the fire has burned all of his clothes off but has not skinned him.
I move close to him and grab is bloody saggy sweat dripping face and look deeply into his eyes. Goddess shows me his soul, as I continue to gaze. He has her consciousness in him. Even though he fought to end her spirit on earth he has connected to her. That is why he was chosen leader because the strongest ones are those that believe and still choose to kill her in their weakness.
I now know what must be done. He may be able to be saved and in doing so it’s possible all those lost souls that have died in her kingdom may be brought to life once again!
I bend to pull up my sword and grab some earth onto my tip. I take it to the roaring fire and heat the blade to a roaring red. I pull the sword back from the fire and then place it on the ground in front of the captive. I spit on the heated earth and then I lift the sword to the full moon in silent prayer. I stand with my sword forward and bring the tip between his legs. I lift his limp lingam with my hot wand and he begins to scream from the blast of heat that runs through him from his dick. I smear the solution over is hanging balls and the piercing sensation immediately sends shock waves up through his spine and he is at attention and his lingam is strong now as well. The dark concoction is dripping slowly off his erection and I grab him hard there and smear is all over his throbbing rod.
I bring my gaze back into his eyes and we lock our souls together as I begin my ritual of life to see if he and the others can be saved!
The solution acts as a mood enhancer as well and if he is true in his partial belief of the marriage of god/goddess then he will not be able to hide his feelings of the true love now.
I grab hold of his face and blow into his mouth my breath of life. I take his tongue against his will and spit into his mouth. I force his mouth closed and punch him in his stomach and make him swallow my saliva. When he swallows he looks at me with a fright and realizes who I am. He then opens his eyes wide and embraces his surroundings of the kingdom he stands in. I see he is awake now in the true presence of love. I drop my sword and pick up the grain and give him some to drink. He drinks deeply and his body vibrates while the liquid fills him with more than strong nutrients. His arms are tied for now and they will stay that way a while longer. I pour the grain on his rock hard cock and I bend to taste the sweat of his balls and share energy with him.
His strength is recognized by me as real manhood and I enjoy the opportunity to save him. I pray for continued strength and I stand up now and I lift my right leg high to plunge is member into my womb. We both gasp and we connect and his breathing is rapid.
I pound back and forth on him and he starts to meet my movements with delight. Blood drips from his head as I see he is hurt. I don’t remember gashing him but I lift my right hand to his head and as I place it over him the light of the moon heals him through me. I then place my hand over his heart and squeeze my pussy tight around his cock and he feels the life force even stronger in him.
Please let me know you more my goddess, he begs.
I pull my yoni from him and sweep my sword up from the ground and swipe with one sweep at the ropes holding his arms and his ties are loosed. He then looks at me with red in his eyes and like a bolt of fire he runs to me and grabs hold of my body with force and we fall to the earth by the sage fill flames! He penetrates me and yells yes! I feel his growing lingam in me and he is powerful indeed and we are one!
I feel him growing longer and wider in my pussy and the pressure is building. I feel is heat growing and my pussy starts to feel dry and juiceless and pain is increasing and I realize it’s his anger and hatred for the goddess coming out and he is pounding me and starting to steal the sexual pleasure from me instead of sharing! I quickly lock my pussy around is strong cock and suck and push with my yoni juices and I shoot my cream into the tip of his cock and this causes his body to jerk with spasms and the force he started to pound on me is going back into him. I push is body off of mine and turn him on his back. I slide between his legs and shove my hand right hand up his ass and use my left hand on his cock and I stroke and stroke until his cock gives out those negative juices.
He screams in pain and pleasure at being forced to come so hard and I pull my hand out of his ass and let him rest as I stand and wipe his offering on my sword and I put it into the fire of sage and sandalwood and the burning serves as sacrifice. As his semen is burning off he feels the soul of that hateful spirit leaving his body and he swarms around on the ground.
I then hear the moans of the souls of the dead ones in the forest and I look around and they are helpless in their space for their choices were the wrong ones. I see the dawn approaching upon us as the moon is still brilliant and I walk over to the leader and turn him back on his back and sit on his cock once more.
I rock and rock and rock him and he grabs hold of my strong hips and we rub our bodies tightly together. I look down at him and pierce into his now glowing bright eyes and I give him a gift. I send him the ceremony of the marriage of god/goddess.
The universe is expanded and wide in is power and as the fullness grew of life throughout the universe there were no beings that could create life like him for he was life and could not bring life from life alone. As he searched he understood that the life was already within him and it was her presence in him as him and unity. The unity consciousness in his body was her and she was him and they were already one! He pulled her from his long lingam force which expanded the entire universe and from his seminal sputum came forth the goddess and the yoni force appeared before him. In her full glory he bowed to her and fucked and penetrated her deeply in every crevice she gave to him and the first ones were created from their ceremony.
As I rode him and shared the creation of life he burst his life into me and we orgasm
Together and he squeezed my nipples and the life milk flowed from my human breasts and he drank himself and all the others back into life. I creamed all over him as he sucked and my body convulsed in harmony and our embrace was long into the sunlight morning.
“They were worthy to live. Forgive them goddess for they know not what they do!”
And she did!
They rode out on their healed horses never the same and always better. I walked back into the lake with my sword to rest as my job for now was done.
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Installment XXV: The Full Hunter's Moon October 2008
The Inner Lover
I have been loving myself for years now and am thankful to have found my true love. Me!
But…I didn’t always feel this way!
Once upon a time...
I used to wonder why I could not find the right person to share my life with and why I was never really attracted to anyone. I even thought something was wrong with me. So I sought out therapists and groups and workshops to help me understand myself and groups to draw my soul mate into my life. I talked about what I wanted in another person and so on. However, it never brought me into a place that felt like home when I did share myself with others.
When I had sex with another and I would love to have sex, my body would form into theirs and I would feel them opening up to me and I would drink in their love and kisses. But it never lasted and I was never satisfied. I often felt these same sensations when I masturbated (what I call self loving) and the feelings of pleasure and satisfaction lasted with me long after my personal encounter. I became confused and wondered what was in store for my life if I did not find someone to share it with. I thought to myself I don’t want to be lonely.
Then the following full moon, I did my goddess meditation and ceremony and she began to speak to me. “You are not lonely my child, you are not even alone. You have a gift and that gift is different from others my love.” I felt my heart open and love poured out as I allowed myself to hear her and understand.
“You are on a different path and your energy is channeled differently. You have the gift of celibacy.” I answered in prayer. “I thought celibacy was the choice to not have any sort of sexual encounters?” “My love, she responded that form of celibacy is a form of fasting and the energy is directed in another non genital way, but it is still used.” “For you, you are very genital oriented and your sexual energy is channeled back into your consciousness and body spirit and is used for your good.” “You are in a marriage with yourself and it is good and divine like all other relationships.” “That is why you have not found another and you really don’t want to. Yours is a Single Soulful Soul and your light of sexual love if for you only and it is a gift.”
I could not believe what I was hearing and my heart felt so full that my lust started to build up inside my body and wanted to explode. And then everything started to make sense to me as I was able to look upon my years and realize that I was always happy alone. I was never lonely. Most of my best erotic times were alone. I am happy! And most of all I am in love! I felt so crazy thinking this way. I was supposed to be like everyone else in the world on the path of finding that special someone and having children and living happily ever after.
She teaches me more in my goddess meditation.
“That is not your path my child. You are to love yourself the way others are here to love one another. This is your gift and you are to use it to help all the others on their personal path of sexual discoveries. You are in marriage with yourself and now tonight on this full moon you are to commit yourself fully into this relationship. And make love with your passions so high that you will also raise your vibration to help others similar to you. All those others that you’ve had sex with in the past are also gifted with this same type of celibacy but they don’t understand it. You speak to me daily and you have shown your honor to me, The Goddess so you have opened your heart and your juicy passions to understand your truth.”
My passions and wetness builds as I fall back on my floor in rapture as I am swept away by my understanding of what I am here for and who my true love is! It’s me and I am so happy to release these freakish feelings after all these years! I lay my hands over my longing parts and feel my juices flow into sweetness in the air. My breathing is flowing faster.
I have so many thoughts of the times I’ve made love to myself and this only brings me more and more erotic pleasure. I am pumping my hips so hard I think I might fly into the air with the amount of speed I am moving at. I am so elated with these feelings of oneness that my energy is overflowing and my aching orgasm if crawling out of me and my screams of spasms are strong and I burst out with pumping pangs of dripping juice. I am coming so hard and I am so thankful and so happy and that this is okay and natural for me and I feel loved! Finally I understand that my arousals for my self have always been appropriate for me. I am my inner lover. My Inner Lover.
I stand after experiencing my first knowing marriage fuck with myself and I place my hands in prayer position. I look up and out my window at the full moon naked and happy still floating in my Nirvana. As I look up directly into the glow of her full moon aura I speak my vows of commitment to myself.
“I promise to love, honor and cherish myself in sickness and in health. I promise to take the time to pamper myself in wealth in luxuries of all kind. I promise to be a channel of self love and worthiness from this day forward. And most importantly, I promise to make love to myself as often as I want to. And so it is Great Goddess!”
I bow and embrace myself in my heart.
She acknowledges me…
“Now you are ready to help others see the Inner Lover in themselves. There are others out there my child that loves as you do and you will encounter them and help them as I have helped you.”
I now live in love and harmony with my self and I don’t feel ashamed anymore and I have helped others become more patient in understanding how there sexual natures work. I never thought loving myself meant it was possible for me to love in this way, but it is.
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Installment XXIV: The Full Harvest Moon September 2008
Magic Healer - Mystery Lover
The jazzy beat had my heart pumping and my body movements smooth. The night glow through the window set a beautiful mood for this condo party I was at. I needed a break from the world’s affairs and being invited here by these lovely people was just what the goddess ordered. I wish my movements could cool the longing in my pussy. My yoni juice hadn’t been shared in a while and I just don’t give my juice to anyone.
The exchange of erotic love is powerful in its most simple state and the gifts we give to each other are a blessing. So I share myself with a person I know I can bless by my presence and he could do the same for me. But it’s been a while; I’ve let myself get caught up in other issues so my pussy power has been on hold. Or what I should say is I have not made the time to share it. I hold my pussy as often as I can right before I sleep at night. And I come hard and good when I do but, Oh hum…the night time loving I’ve been giving myself is getting tired and she is aching for more.
The wine is sweet and the company is fabulous and as he approaches me I think I know him and as we talk I realize that we relate and that is a close feeling. He’s so mysterious in the way he speaks and the flow of his body. He walks as if he is ready for sex and lives for it. I’m drawn to him. Maybe I’ll give my juice to him I think.
We kiss and his lips and tongue taste of the sweet red wine we were drinking and I want more of his lips on mine. So we find ourselves out on the balcony far from others and out of view. The glowing full moon becomes our blanket of passion.
He pressed my body against the wall and with eyes wide open he buried his tongue deeply into me. My mouth spread to comply and our wetness became friends. My heart pounded harder as the wetness in my pussy grew and I could feel his lingam building in his pants as he rested on me harder. My goddess I love this feeling, his body is sending me energy in shifts and bursts that I hadn’t felt in quite some time.
He opens my blouse and caresses both my exposed breasts. I’m glad I chose not to wear a bra tonight. He then tickles my nipples between his fingers and I respond with a moan.
“I want to love you fully” He say’s to me and I look at him and see deeper the green and purple hues within his eyes. “I have a message for you” he whispers in my ear. The moon seems to be sharing in this erotic cosmic moment and sending us shadows of other lovers on the balcony.
Then he lifts me up and carries me to a lounge chair he’s spotted. And lays me on it while his left arm is cradling my head and neck and his right hand moves throughout my body caressing and stroking me. I run my fingers throughout his hair and his moans ask for more. We kiss and he finds his way up my skirt and down my wet panties. He presses with the mound of his hand on my clit and then slides his middle finger deeply inside of my pussy.
We both breathe deeply together.
He strokes and strokes me and I feel his hardness grow in his pants and my wetness builds. All I can think about is wanting him in me deeper and loving me more. Soon I feel energy burst so strong in me and I yell and feel the pleasure erupt all over my body!
I think I’m peeing but I’m not I coming and coming harder than I ever have before. It doesn’t stop and the erotic waves flow through me and I just ride them and look at my lover as he is flowing in my grace as well. His moans grow louder as he lifts his hand from my throbbing expressed pussy filled with fluid.
I am still coming and the orgasm grows and my flow is strong. I can’t believe how wet everything is becoming. I can’t stop it and I don’t want to and right then my mystery lover rises over me and brings out his engorged member and slips himself into me! Oh my goddess his entrance causes me to open wider in my heart and body and we kiss as he looks deeply into my eyes with every pump!
“I am loving you more my goddess” he says to me and I feel a knowing with him a connection I have not known it quite some time.
This is perfect.
His penetrating thrusts flow up into my body and the shivers I feel bounce into him and he rocks harder with every flow. We grind and hold tight as if this is our last fuck for life! We hold on tight and my third eye opens wider. I see rays of red orange yellow green blue indigo and violet and with every color a different sexual rise awakens in me.
He grabs hold of the top of my head with both his hands and pounds deeper into me and as he is climbing into me deeper with his dick, he is extending beyond my body spirit and his aura is entering my soul. I have had several orgasms at this point I’ve lost count of the pleasure exploding within me.
My inner eye is open and in my minds eye I see some words coming clear to me. As I focus in my mind my ecstasy is enhanced and the words now become clear and make sense.
“Stay free in your body and I can give you all the gifts of the Earth!
I look up at my lover smiling happily back at me, his eyes become brighter as his lips begin to tremble and his body vibrates more when he comes inside of me with a burst and calls out to me “It’s all for you. I give my life force to you my lover.” His groans are words whispering in my ear as he pumps his last drops into me and holds me close.
“You’ve received my message my goddess, try not to forget my love for you or the promise.”
With a knowing reality, I know realize who my mystery lover must be. I look up at him and ask, “Are you God?” His smile is my answer.
We embrace together!
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Installment XXIII: The Full Sturgeon Moon August 2008
The Passion of the Goddess
This full moon allows us all to drink in her heat and her sweat.
The circle celebration is every August full moon. And we love to play in the heat and sweat with others as we share in the erotic passionate energy of the goddess.
I love this time of year as I drive towards the sacred space that’s been chosen for this year’s passion celebration. Every year a new spot is chosen by the sacred elders so that the energy that’s created there is always a new experience for us all.
I love the naked ongoing rituals I get to attend and be with others that feel the same as I do. That sexual energy is sacred and that we can heal and empower ourselves and others with sexual encounters.
As I drive into the cobbled grove I am directed to leave my car in a safe area and I am guided on foot to the sacred space where we will all share our glorious selves this evening.
As I look ahead I couldn’t believe my eyes. There stood the tree, the “Tree Goddess!” A huge spectacular Holly full of splendor resting in the center of a large lake. The beautiful Holly appeared to be draping the entire area even beyond the boarders of the lake. Casting a shadow over us which created shades of red orange yellow green and hues of blue and a powerful purple all around. This was so beautiful and I just felt blessed to be a witness to the power of Mother Nature and her gift to us this awesome full moon.
It’s simple how everything moved along this full moon. We all camped outside and everyone bought something to eat and drink to share. Chanting and singing began right away and before you could blink your eyes we were all butt naked. To be naked felt so wonderful and with my group of full moon friends the erotic fellowship is a lasting memory that stays with us all. And the erections and wetness was felt all around us.
Her passion was surely building up within us all.
The fun was about to begin.
The eldest Priestess spoke of how special this time is and the power manifested together today would support our vision of sexual enlightenment for all. And then she prayed a prayer of protection and we all honored the four directions and the elements per her instruction and the expansion of her female power shifted us as we were guided to her breasts as she lifted them with cupped hands and spoke of the milk that still flows from her breasts as her consciousness gave the words of truth she spoke to us now.
Then she opened her thick thighs and directed us to look into her yoni and she spoke of the birthing we are all sharing in this evening. Her words roared through us as we shouted Ho in agreement of what she speaks! She deeply penetrated two fingers inside of her wet yoni and then slid them into the mouth of an onlooker in the circle and he kissed each and every finger and licked her arms.
Then one of the brothers stepped forward and held is long lingam in his hand and began stroking it as we looked on and took in the arousal he was experiencing. This act of sharing is symbolic of why we are all together this full moon. I watched his dripping cock grow and I felt I wanted this man inside of me. His presence was tremendous and as I looked around I could see others felt the same as me, even the men were enjoying his ritual of power. As the cock grows it shows the power of the lingam and the man that possess it. The lingam is honored as the staff of masculine strength and the ritual is to bring this energy alive in every one. He strokes himself until his balls are so tight that he will explode in one more momentum stroke!
What he does, is, he goes over to the eldest Priestess and sucks his tongue into her mouth and kisses her and breathes his erotic breath into her heart by sucking her tongue and lips. Her nipples rise and you can see the pleasure dripping from her wet pussy and she squirms.
From there the priestess turns towards another and kisses her and she sends this energy inward, and then she the receiver turns to another and sends the energy into him and from there the wave floods into our group as tongues touch and the breaths exchanged everyone kisses and all are fed with the taste of sweetness. As he embraces me and plants his lips on mine I am immediately swept into his aura and filled with the taste of honey. His lips are sweet and his tongue is wet. I then turn to the person next to me and her eyes are waiting and wanting and I just lean to her and divinely press myself into her and give her the same gift that’s being shared. She sucks in deeply and moans as we part and turns to share. This goes on until everyone is left with the mark of the ritual.
The brother is shown appreciation as we all bow to him and the eldest Priestess for guiding the ritual and they join the circle.
At this point as the drumming and chanting continue we just mingle and bask in the glory of one another. Soon the love making going on is just a joy for me to watch. I love this part as much as physically participating.
I’m watching as a man is being draped by two beautiful women that are kissing him and running their fingers through out his hair. He is melting as he is guided to the ground and one is sucking his hard rod and the other is sitting on his face allowing him to suck her clit while she pleasures herself by rubbing her nipples. Then I notice another man embark on her and slide his member into her mouth and she begins sucking him as he pushes into her mouth.
I am so turned on right now I’m wishing I was involved in their blissful encounter. But at the same time the excitement I am experiencing in my body and tightly around my pussy have me immovable in fear of losing the gripping pleasure the goddess has on my clit.
Then if it wasn’t enough a man approaches the group and bends to his knees and slides the ass cheeks of the man thrusting into the wet mouth of the woman and proceeds to licking his asshole. This causes and surge of intense delight for the generating man and he continues his course by now grabbing hold of the woman’s head and grounding himself to receive from both ends.
I am drawn to others that are dancing wild and naked as the music from the drums grows and we are becoming intoxicated by the sounds. It’s the voice of the goddess coming through. She is telling us all what to do in this sexual romp we’re all part of.
I want to be told…I want to be told I’m thinking to myself. Then I realize that I’m thinking to damn much to allow her to speak to me. So I shut up my mind and allow her passion to take further hold of me.
I drink more red wine and allow my body to enjoy the vision of love and friendship building all around me in the form of mystical sexual at-one-ment.
While the fun is building and everyone is in joyous rapture I begin to hear a voice within my being. The voice is calling me into her waters. Inviting and refreshing and I hear her in me with the sound of oneness.
“Come and become one with me, all you that wish for surrender and rapture.”
Over and over she speaks to me. She speaks to us! I feel her calling and I feel her passion and I soon realize her passion is my passion and I run towards the lake while her branches stretch further into the reaches of the heavens and I leap and others are leaping into her waters and we all scream and laugh for the joy of being free in our sexual escapades.
Swimming through her I could hear clearer her words of joy and beauty. I felt as alive as I swam and looked onward to the others feeling the power I was feeling.
The Holly tree sits in the center of the vast lake, its roots and branches throbbing the spirit of life throughout the waters. We are caught in her erotic embrace, held captive to screw and twist and turn. The Holly sweats and drips it’s nectar from her leaves and as we swim underneath her body we drink her essence into us and dine together in our bodies of delight. We grow and grow in passion writhing our body’s one on the other all around her. As we become one with her the branches reach down to join us in erotic union and we are one!
I am entered from behind and his cock draws into me deeply in my ass. I am in love. I understand everything. I am one!
She kisses my face dearly and I hold her close while he plunges me into ecstasy. I scream in pleasure and he comes into my holy body. I am loved. I look into the sky and the branches and leaves of the Holly seem to form bodies in sexual union. The journey of oneness is one of pleasure not pain, she speaks to me. Drink in harmony of love and peace my goddess.
I drink more and more of her words and waters as the others do as well. Our sexual play and ritual of passion culminates throughout the night. I must have had 18 orgasms this August full moon. I am healed and empowered. I am the passion of The Goddess!
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Installment XXII: The Full Buck Moon July 2008
Defeated by Love
The sky was lit
by the splendor of the moon
So powerful
I fell to the ground
Your love
has made me sure
I am ready to forsake
this worldly life
and surrender to the magnificence
of your Being
- Rumi
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Installment XXI: The Full Strawberry Moon June 2008
I Emanate! |
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I Emanate!
Within the walls of my body
I emanate the power to engorge my sex center
and penetrate with you!
Within the walls of my body
I emanate the love to soak your body into my wetness
as we merge into oneness.
Within the walls of my body
I emanate health in my ability to ride the crevices of your physique,
throughout our erotic dance
and lick every stream of pleasure dripping from you.
Within the walls of my body I emanate wealth
in my ability to reach your sacred spot
and deeply rise into the realm of pure ecstasy with you
over and over and over again!
In my Orgasmic state I emanate the power
to sustain the trembling vibrations crawling between us both
and we scream with the pleasure created between us.
In my Orgasmic state I emanate the love
to bond with you as our sex scent fills the empty space around us.
In my Orgasmic state I emanate health
as we have gifted ourselves with one another.
In our Orgasmic state we emanate wealth
after receiving the offering of each other.
May we forever emanate the Power Love Health and Wealth of the sweet smelling,
heart pounding, wet, juicy, strong and thriving Sexually Alive Erotic Spirit!
And So It Is!
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Installment XX: The Full Flower Moon May 2008
Masturbation Manifesto: The Divine Way |
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This full moon is a great time to attract more of what you want into your life. We are springing up into full bloom springtime and this particular moon is great to releasing seeds planted into blossoms. The way of bringing out our blossoms is to give the great offering to the goddess of our divine body.
I am lying back in my lazy boy dark green chair just holding my hand over my already wet pussy. I am stroking myself lightly and visualizing and feeling positive about what I want to manifest in my life at this time. You can do this too. Where ever you have some privacy and a bit of time your divine masturbation will attract to you what you want!
I promise.
We are sexy spiritual beings and our sexual energy focuses on pleasure and the desire to share this energy with another is strong. So why can’t it be used to attract the experiences and joyous lifestyles we deserve as well? Well it can when we know how to use our erotic spirits. As you hold your sex center and let your engorged cock or pussy grow you will notice your breath responds and your heart beat builds. Let this source of power cultivate in thoughts of you seeing yourself having and being exactly what you want in your life. And I don’t mean just in the genital delight area only.
I see myself being held closely and lovingly by my partner and I am safe and sexually enlivened by our embrace. We are supporters of each other and I am not alone. My pussy lips spread wider as my wetness grows and I see my life expanding in all areas with success and joy at the head. My clit is tingling and as I touch there and press it grows larger and sends jolts of electricity and my heart becomes fuller. Now to balance the yin/yang energy flowing throughout my erotic body I use the tips of my fingers and circle my hard erect nipples inward at the same time. Doing them both together is sure to bring the balance of yin/yang and connect me deeper in my sex zones. As I stroke and stroke I am breathing louder and my hips want to rock and apply more pressure for pangs of joy through my hip area and the pelvic thrusting moves the erotic surges up my spine.
I move my right hand down to my pussy and I can feel the pulse of my heartbeat in my groin. I slide my middle finger into my womb and the wetness adds to the pleasure of insertion. I shove inside of myself as deeply as I can and my mind is happy with excitement and I can only thank my body for being with me all these years!
My body is a holy temple and I bless it always!
My arousal is in full bloom now and I want to give my offering to The Goddess and my rocking and delight is going on and on. So I jump out of my chair and lay my naked hot ass onto the soft carpet beneath me and I feel the carpet hairs dance with my nipples for added sensations. I insert two fingers inside of my horny wet yoni and I use the bulb of my palm to press and grind my clit. My ass in rocking up and down and stroking left to right as I am building and building to my divine body offering. For another moment I see myself happy and joyous and successful in all ways as my life continues to be enlarged.
I am a blessing to all those I come in contact with and this just adds to my personal happiness.
I am becoming louder with my breathing as my body is saying yes to pleasure and yes to life I am feeling the erotic sensations moving higher and higher inside me and my front body on the floor is channeling up my pussy to my belly into my ribs inside my heart and through my throat with moans of orgasms flowing out of my mouth and into my face muscles as I kiss the floor so hard like it’s my lover and bursts of joy explode out the crown of my head as the energy shoots back into my head and flows like a roller coaster down my back and into my ass and up my juicy pussy as my pc muscle vibrates for one more hard pull.
I jolt and spasm as my orgasm crawls out all over me!
I am breathing joys of delight and my gift is felt by the goddess and the universe responds with orgasms of attractions as I lift from the soft carpet on my floor and float throughout the rest of my erotic day and this full moon proved worthy of my gift.
I am Blessed! And I’m sure you are too!
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Installment XIX: The Pink Moon April 2008
A Random Orgasm of Kindness |
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I’m sitting out in the lounge on this beautiful warm morning having my coffee and reading my book I just can’t put down. My coffee is strong and creamy and I’m sucking it up in gulps. Waiting for the school bell to ring even though I don’t want it to so I can get to homeroom class. I’m reading when one of my gulps goes down the wrong pipe and I spit hot coffee out my mouth doing everything I can to miss my glorious book and the coffee from my mouth and some from the cup hit hot and hard onto my inner right thigh. Ouch that hurts and I yell a bit! I don’t want to drop my belongings and yet I need to tend to this burn.
Just then, “Let me.” I see a hand swoop down between my clothed thighs and I look up to see our school nurse. She has ice in her hands and is now soothing the minor burn on my thigh. I’m startled and thankful at the same time.
The ice melts and she does not leave my thigh, she moves her fingers over to my pussy and presses. I look at her and see that she has not taken her eyes off mine. She presses harder and rubs me over and over and then begins to insert fingers through my covered wet cunt. I say, “That feels good, but you must stop.” She smiles and replies, “My house tonight for dinner.” The school bell rings and the nurse in her all white is up and gone. I still have my hands full and now have a wet thigh and pussy. I go to class thinking about dinner tonight.
I show up at 7:00pm, I figured that’s just as good of a time as any, since she didn’t mention a time while her fingers were stroking me.
She opens the door and I hand her a bottle of wine as I greet her. She thanks me and opens her door wider inviting me into her home. I’ve never been with a woman before and I wonder why now? Why this random way, when all I’ve ever done was date and love men? I’ve thought about it and figured one day I’d make it happen. I just never thought it would take charge like this. Well, anyway I’m here and it’s time and by the way, its a full moon - and hot out!
We have a wonderful meal drinking and eating and the light jazz in the back round just balanced everything out. E enjoyed each others company and I do believe we were always cool with each other at school. Even when we disagreed on a Childs fake illness or not we always worked will together. And it seems it is about to go even deeper than that. But I didn’t know what the fuck to do with her and her sexy ass body. Damn she sure is sexy.
She pulled me to her bedroom and the music grew louder. We began kissing and pulling each others clothes off. My nipples were so hard they started to hurt. She could tell my breathing was deep and racing so she calmed me by sucking on my tits and holing me close. I held her too and it felt as if I have before. She laid me on the bed and kissed my lips softly and her mouth tasted of sweet red wine. We kissed and she held my breast cupped in her hands and she rocked her body between my legs and moved gently on me. I grabbed her ass and turned her over and began sucking her neck and kissing her chest and finally her stiff nipples were all mine. She tasted wonderful and smelled great! She smelled of vanilla and tasted like chocolate and I stroked my tongue up and down her belly not knowing what to do next.
She pulled me up and she held my hands over my head as in charge and she just grinded her self on me as I surrendered on my back. She slid down and made her self at home in my pussy and stuck her long tongue deeply into me and I felt hotter. She sucked and kissed my pussy and my clit with mastery. This woman knew exactly who she was and what the hell she was doing. I was in love.
She sucked a screaming orgasm out of my pussy like I was on a mountain top after and miraculous hike with a beautiful view.
I couldn’t believer how hard I came and now we were kissing again. This is a dream it feels so much like a dream. After kissing for some time she placed her hand over my still wet cunt and pressed and I started to race again in my heart and she now inserted two and then three fingers into me and used the palm of her hand to rub against my clit and it grew again.
As she fucked me well her wet lips kept contact with me on my neck and her lips sent shivers down my spine.
I was about to burst again and she climbed on top of me and scissors our legs together and our wet cunts were connected and she road me. She road me and her body began shivering right along with mine and we rocked and rocked out yoni hearts together with our lips locked into ecstasy!
As she came I could feel her wetness gushing out all over me. She screamed so loud I know she must have climbed the same mountain and saw the same view.
We laid and slept to the soft jazz still playing in the back round.
In the morning after coffee and I was about to leave to get home and ready for school. I said to her, “I feel like I know you.” She replied, “You do.” I looked at her with a blank expression on my face. She came to me and kissed me on my forehead. Then it came back to me! It was a dream I thought I had long ago of a time when I was in the woods doing a full moon ritual to the goddess and we two priestesses of passion came together and share in our victory love for the goddess.
“It was not a dream.” She said as if reading my mine. “We were together in a past life as priestesses for the goddess and we loved each other.” I looked at her and remembered more. “You said you would never forget, but this life has taken that memory from you and I found you and gave it back.” She kissed me and whispered, “I honor the goddess in you.”
I left fulfilled and whole.
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Installment XVIII: The Full Worm Moon March 2008
Gods of Sex, Goddess of Sensuality |
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Our gathering happens on the Full Worm Moon every Spring Equinox! We are a group of Gods and Goddesses practicing our birthright of Divine Balance through our Sacred Erotic Spirit! This particular group is of the balance of a very strong goddess with the gods that can handle her. I am with five gods for our full moon ritual.
This goes the other way around at other full moons which brings the balance of god with the right amount of goddesses he would need for balance. I’ve known of men whose energy needed up to 30 women for the balance to be effective. I guess in the ancient times that would be called a harem. Yet these women are not kept by one man this is an honoring ritual to continue the yin/yang balance of the erotic spirit for our blessings to continue on Earth.
I’m working my way up to 30 one day. I laugh to myself sometimes and the amazing power sexual energy plays in our life force. I’m glad that there are those of us that understand this power and can unite it for health and healing.
The moon is full and brilliant and I look forward every year as my energy grows to encompass the increased number of gods for the balance needed in my body spirit.
Every man here has been in service of the goddess for at least ten years and we are all blessed by our divine birthright of prosperity. Some of these men I’ve been with before. Last year I did this ritual with three of them now there are five men. What a magical number for me since it is my Ochun number. My Oresha is Ochun a Yoruba Goddess and I am initiated as one of her daughters. She is the goddess of seduction and hunger for life sex knowledge and power and I have all that as well. Which is why I am a goddess and help keep our world in balance with all the other people that hear her call in our erotic bodies?
We meet in a clearing in the forest deep in the woods. We will sleep in lavish tents prepared for us and there is a lake not far for fun and cleanliness. We will stay here for at least one night. We can choose two or three if any of us want extra time for other rituals or just to retreat. This is our space for our community and we use it well. We have priest and priestess that come up early and set everything up for us food wine etc. They prove their worthiness to the great goddess for the chance to evolve into sacred erotic rituals for healing like these.
I get naked as fast as I can and join my gods at the circle of fire for prayer. We greet and meet and have some food and wine and just become warm and comfortable with each other again.
Since I am the strong element in this particular ritual I begin the prayer to Earth Mother/Father Sky to begin our journey. From that point on nothing else needs be said. We all know what to do and how to ride the wave to do it!
Mother Earth May your body remains strong as you continue to flow creative juices to us!
Father Sky May your vastness penetrates our earth for wholeness.
May those of us that walk and receive the Mother Father Essence stay wet for life and share erotic love for evolution!
We thank all nature elements and universal sky wisdom in our practice of ritualistic sex for balance.
And then I raise my hands to the sky and we all call out HO! Then we all bend forward and form our hands in a prayer position kissing our fingers then touching the earth and raising up once more calling out Ho!
I lie on the earth and gaze up at the sky connecting to it with eyes wide I resist the need to blink and this meditation brings me into my true connection with the universe. My mind no longer has control and I am at one with the space and I am traveling within it as we are one. I am sure my gods are entering into the same meditative space as I am we will soon join. >From there I see my flame of fire rise up from the earth entering into my feet and traveling up my body igniting every charka point. My body is beginning to tingle and my nipples stiffen in response.
I don’t know how long we have been lying here and I really don’t care. Time ceases when we are together and erotic wealth is our focus.
The music and drumming is growing in the back round and the fire growing in the center of our circle I see has added to the flame growing in my body.
I rise to dance as the music calls for it. The rhythms seem to form a union with us all. I move slowly in my own spot as I notice my masculine counterparts doing the same. I can hear each one of them breathing as it feels our heart beats are one. The yin yang flow from giving and receiving just keeps connecting us and connecting us into one jumping rapturous energy!
I can feel the wetness between my legs and I am ready to physically share. I am guided to the body spirit I am led to and I will continue this journey all evening until I am feed fully. My Gods know that they will give to me what I want until they are spent if need be.
The dancing is as erotic as I witness their erections growing like the trees around us.
I will take them each as I want them. I start by going to one and stroking my hands along his gorgeous lean body and make sure he feels the strength in my hands as I take him. His moans tell me he likes what I am doing and I give him my tongue in his mouth. I penetrate his soul with my mouth and tongue and fuck his mouth likes it my yoni. I grab hold of his stiff lingam and stroke and stroke till I feel the dripping from his tip begin. I pull away taking some of his essence with me and move onto my next lover.
I am hungry and they can feel my heat as I am dancing my way to my other lover three of my gods approach me and take hold. I am lifted off the ground and circled around as the music joins in the play. I am flying and the freedom feels awesome!
I am drifted steadily between two men still floating in the air as my pussy is now being fed a cool tongue and sucking action on my clit.
The waves move through me and I see into the night sky and am in space and connected with the universe. As I ride my lovers tongue, with every jerk of pleasure I see others making love throughout the world and our yin yang balance completing. My hunger for more sex increases as the pleasure build up during these rituals only makes me crave for more.
I grab his head and bury his face in my yoni and I feel my tremble explode in his mouth. He sucks my juice out of my pussy and I am gently grounded as I come.
I pull to another and suck his hard cock and drinking his sauce in my mouth. His screams are heard as I soak his dick deeper in my throat. I send him back and rise to my knees and bend over to caress my other god/lover lying on is belly and soon I am feeling the wet tongue of my other god/lover in my ass! Wow what a sensation and I decide that my belly down lover should share in the experience to. I soak my fingers in some wine that’s close by and then I glide my wet finger into his ass slowly at first and then he starts to open up for me and I give him more. By now I notice high ecstasy dancing going on around us as three of us are in union. I am now being entered from behind and my finger in his ass adds to his delight as my pussy is being pushed I am pushing him. I look up and see my other god/lover coming towards me and I smell his vanilla scent as he pours his holy member into my mouth. I have his power rod in my mouth. Another strong one in my pussy and my fingers up an ass and all at once and I see it. I see the brilliant moon growing and glowing as all of us together hear Shvia Shiva Shiva being chanted and my guys explode into me all at once! Oh my God! I am being shifted as their powerful life giving juices enter inside of me now.
All the colors of the rainbow envelop us all! The hues grow brighter in our clearing and it appears to be daylight for a moment. The Red Orange Yellow Green Blue Indigo and Violent radiate around and in us as the wave of excitement doesn’t stop. We are now up and in Ecstasy with the Shiva energy gift that has been shared with us from above and we are in extended orgasm.
My last god/lover is walking to me and his eyes are fixed on me. What a powerful man he is and his greatness is recognized by all. He lifts me up with strong arms and kisses my face till he finds his home in my mouth. He tastes sweet and smells of sage and he is walking over to the altar with me in hand. My body needs more and he is exactly what the goddess ordered. The mountain of rocks piled high is adorned with fruit and flowers as offerings to our Great Goddess. It is leveled for safety because it is often used as a bed altar. My lover thinks he going to make love to me on this altar and I want him to but first I must command the energy for my psychic cock needs attention.
I bend him over the altar just allowing him to brace his body with his hands and I center my pussy on his butt right at his ass opening. I feel his heat in his ass and I gently push my hips towards his opening and send vibrations of my invisible cock into him. I breathe deeply and feel the pleasure of entering his tight ass and I push harder and deeper into him. He gasps and can feel my penetration into his body and into his soul. He is mine and he has waited all night long and watched my body receive the pleasures of the other god/lovers because he knew that who ever would give me the last strong juices would have the opportunity to receive goddesses at the next high sacred erotic rite.
And I know this man will want at least ten goddesses. And for now I will fuck him because he is my fifth and final jolt for balance.
I am grinding and rocking his hips to meet my in and out stroking of his ass and my right hand is stroking his live member into attention as my other hand is waving for my gold dick.
The priestess rush over with my gel like strong golden dick to represent my psychic penis and I strap it on baby to love my god more. I’m going come in his ass and make him pregnant with my essence! I bend down and open his ass and lick it wet for me. Then I pour more red wine on his ass and then pick up some lavender oil and stroke my gold cock with it. His moans are increasing as I know he wants to explode! I grab his head and say, don’t come my master until I say so. I then push his head away and tend to penetrate that sexy ass of his. My goddess energy is “Tree Goddess” therefore I am in perfect harmony here in the woods and the trees feed me as much as the gods do for power and seduction and I will get what I want and be blessed for it.
I enter him with the golden rod and he loves it. He screams in pleasure and wraps one of his hands around to my hip and pushes me deeper into his lover chamber. I pump and pump on him and ride my baby good. You love it don’t you baby? Yes, he replies! I love it and I love you goddess. Good. I shove my cock in him deeper and I am pleased and my arousal is reaching another level and my pussy juices are growing and I’m going to come hard in his ass. The build up in my body is strong and I push my hips hard and I feel wetness shooting out of my nipples and my milk is flowing and soaking all over my breasts and belly. My other spent gods see this and rush to suck and my tits and this causes more erections for them. My body swells and I yell in delight as it feels that my cunt is being pulled hard and jerked like a dick and I feel the gushing of my juices shooting into my gold dick and out my cock tip and into is ass. The warmth is incredible and we both shout for joy. Every charka point is exploding in orgasm all over my body. Come now for me my master, I say. Give it to the goddess and his erotic moans are heard in the universe as he shoots hard from his divine rod and sprays to whole alter with his offering. The other gods are jerking off and coming all over me and the pulsating vibration continues to send me images of love making happening all over the world at this moment. We are binging yin yang balance into our planet for healing and growth.
I gave it to him good my god lover on the altar and I pull out my dick and he turns to me and looks deeply into my eyes. For a moment I sense the presence of erotic spirits and angels around us and this would not surprise me at all. He looks even deeper as to read my mind. There is a moment of silence then he kisses my lips and looks again.
“I honor the goddess in you.” He says and the other gods repeat the same as I am lifted and carried to the lake for them to bathe me.
They are the Gods of Sex and I am The Goddess of Sensuality and we are one and we are Love!
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Installment XVII: The Full Snow Moon February 2008
The Seedling Rite!
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I toss and turn in my bed, awakened by the morning glory sun. He’s full and bright on such a cold day you would never believe it was still winter. I slowly open my eyes and remember the coming day and what it is. The full moon and tonight is the seedling rite and I am one of the high holy goddesses to receive the seedling. Wow, I can’t help but feel honored and aroused at the same time. I think about the masked man whose growing rod with juice held for a season will be released inside of my chamber walls tonight. My pussy vibrates at the very thought and I answer her heartbeat with my hand rushing between my legs over my tiny panties and I press. I breathe deeply and insert two fingers inside through my panties and this excites me more. I am so wet and my nipples stand at attention for attention! I move my left hand up to my breasts and I squeeze my nipples and send shivers of passion and delight throughout my body. I quickly turn over and bury deep into my pussy and begin pumping my clit on the palm of the hand inserted in me and then I join my left hand over the right and I grind and pump harder and harder as I give it to myself real good. I’m getting wetter and hotter and the Sun is stroking its heat vibration all over me. It’s as if He knows I’m spreading my legs wide for his heat to penetrate me. The sun’s warmth runs up my legs and through my dripping panties and this heated pleasure takes me over the edge and I moan loud. Oh, oh, oh yes the aching thump in my pussy comes spilling out of me and my body jerks as I orgasm. Yes Goddess! Yes Goddess, I am here! I explode and see the rainbow around me and the glorious sun in peace waiting for his full moon goddess to join the celebration tonight. It seems we’ve just begun and I know all around the community tonight there are several other god/men and goddesses preparing for the night.
The Seedling Rite, I have a lot to do to prepare - I have to get to work.
The Seedling Rite is a very sacred ritual for gods and goddesses. It’s built off the foundation of God/Goddess All That Is. A group of individual souls that carry the vibration of God Is Love! There are those of us that continue the ritual and walk the path of love because we can channel this love to all. For hundreds of centuries people believed that God/Goddess was love and never really understood how this love enveloped their lives.
God is in us all and highly evolved people that understood that God/Goddess created the world in their image and gave us the keys and laws to work the world for our divine birthright. Have been gifted to continue life and save our world. And the access code to this supernatural blessing is through birth and love. We hold the seedling rights every five years and the holy goddesses will receive the seedling and give birth to other souls that will carry the divine birthright and go on and spread love. They will do this in any form of life they create. Some powerful souls remain in the community and build the foundation of God is Love. Others create more traditional lives with others and all are gifted and spread the divine birthright to all those they come in contact with.
I am a nursing home retreat director. I find ways for the old crone wise people here at my retreat community to enjoy the last months of their lives at my center. I guide and direct the doctors, physical therapist and helpers in the ways of honoring our elders for healing. Our nursing home is a temporary stop for the elder wise person with only a short time left here on Earth. Each person stays as little as a week with us to a maximum of one year. And when they transition they leap on with love. This is my traditional life calling and often if I can get some of the elders some sexual fun, I will. I can often tell passion in the eyes of anyone even if they try to hide it. If I can make a match I will and these two old world lovers would come together and embrace each others bodies and gift it with love. It’s my gift to them and every one of them loves me even more for it. It’s a secret in the retreat that I do this from time to time. But everyone knows about it and would never say anything to me because they see the joy on the old one’s faces and inside their heart after I have brought together old Miss Sally with Fred.
That’s a real goddess blessing.
My day was full and fun and I always love full moon days because it seems everyone is on a different speed mode and a bit more joyous than other times.
I eat very light throughout the day just mostly vegetables and hot tea. I must now do a spiritual bath and prepare my body and spirit for the seedling rite beginning soon. After tonight things will be very different for me. I will be pregnant.
I’m dressed in a thick white robe and my body is moistened with lavender oil. I mark my body with a green line down my heart center to my pubic opening so that my god/man can find me. My makeup is flawless and I look beautiful. I am an extremely beautiful woman. And often many can just look into my eyes and I can take away pain from others. These kinds of gifts happen to those of us that walk the path of love. We become even more beautiful because love is within and radiates throughout.
My doorbell rings and my chariot await. I am escorted to and from the ritual site because I am one of the high holy goddesses to receive the seedling and after a ritual of this sort there is no driving or any other duties for me to perform for a short time.
The God/Men that will be honoring us with their seedling inside the honored goddesses have gone through a much more intensive process for tonight. They from last season stopped ejaculating from the moment they are called to give their seedling for life. Each god/men will not give there offering to another or even let it drip for a minimum of three months. At that time, they begin fasting on a weekly basis and practicing tantric exercises to strengthen their seed and body so that we goddesses will receive the best they have within to give. This is a very exciting and special time. Each god/goddess that takes part in a ritual like this is only asked three times maximum in a life time to do so and maybe that won’t happen. This is my first time and if I am asked again and able to do so I will. Our community raises all of our divine children together and although the child will know who there mother goddess is. They will not know who the biological father is. This is because all god/men are father to all children and they work to take care of the community with all the other god/men.
This has been the foundation of love way for centuries and it continues to keep our community strong wealthy and full of love and most importantly with lot’s of love to give and share.
As I am guided into the chamber room for the ritual I smell sex all throughout the air. From morning till now priest and priestess have been making love to raise the energy in the room for tonight. It smells so sweat in here and I remember those times that I was one of the priestess sharing myself for the honored ones.
The moans and kissing and all the laughing just brings me joy! I love these people and am so happy to be part of an exciting powerful group. I feel my body responding to what I am seeing around me. One man is pumping is blessed member deeply inside of one woman’s ass. Wow! I haven’t had any butterfly penetration in a long time. Oooh the heat just rushes up through me. I look over to the other side of the room and I see two women stroking and kissing each other all over. She standing tall with legs spread and the other knelt down between her yoni and sliding her tongue up in and out. The groans of pleasure can be heard by all.
One Amazon looking woman on top of a man riding him while he lays in rapture on his back, she is dark with very long red hair falling over her and passing past her rump ass. He is gripping her tight and looks on the verge of giving his gift any moment now. I then see two men wrapped in each others arms and embraced in a lip lock that doesn’t seem like anyone is coming up for air any time soon. I then see two other men in a sixty-nine position enjoying the delights of each others bodies. I see the long hard lingams dripping with pleasure and all the sucking sounds just add to the mystical live music being played in the sacred space.
I am guided to a circle where others are standing and there is a huge caldron with honey wine and special herbs that have been especially prepared for us tonight.
All the god/men are on the inside of the circle with masks on and facing us. All goddesses are wearing white thick robes and colorfully made up. We are not masked and we are proud of our time at the sacred seedling rite, for we are the mother goddesses that will bring forth the next generation of divine children to continue the spread of love.
The drumming begins and The High Priest and Priestess step forward and walk up high onto a platform to be seen by all. The sexual unions stop and respect is given.
The High Goddess Priestess Speaks. Bless you my divine ones! We are here to create a most powerful loving life force that has blessed us in our lives. We are here to give the same blessing for the next generation. I am honored to speak on behalf of our sacred god/goddess consciousness. My pussy has born three lives this lifetime and I bless the sacred bodies of these women.
The High Goddess Priestess then out stretches her wand and acknowledges each holy goddess in the sacred circle.
The High Priest Speaks. My warriors of love, may your tree shaft find the home of the warm womb you select to be of greatest pleasure for you tonight. May you penetrate deeply and send your seedling far into her body so that her eyes will change color and you will know her always as your sacred whore. I charge you with the right of passage to send your seedling into the goddess woman tonight for the life given from your body will create life for us all!
The High Priest then breaks his shaft wand to show the strength and power of our men.
The music begins.
Dancing ensues by the sexual starters from earlier and the high priest and priestess feed us a cup of wine from the caldron. The High Priestess feeds the god/men their drink and The High Priest feeds us goddesses. Once we have had our drink we are then crowned by the priestess. She comes to each man and woman and presses onto our forehead a charcoal dot and then makes a circle. This symbolizes the ongoing of life within us all. Everyone receives this mark in the sacred circle. There are 24 of us in the rite because there are 12 months in the year so we are 12 men and 12 women for balance.
The High Priest Claps is hands three times and calls out to the Full Moon.
Great Goddess please hear us and honor us with your light. We are the bearers of love and we send this love out to you and to the earth. The life that is created here tonight will evolve higher and bring balance into our earthly and sky relationship.
I start to feel dreamy in my mind and I know it’s because of the honey wine I was fed; it is prepared as an aphrodisiac to add more pleasure to our bodies. I love the feelings that are coming over my body.
The chanting and the music seem to be getting louder and louder and the men are walking clockwise in a circle. We women begin to dance and remove our robes revealing our lavender scented bodies and marked skin. From my heart center down to my yoni a thick dark green line is drawn and the god/men must find the color marked on the goddess to know who they are crowned to be with.
He places his strong hands on my shoulders and I look up and notice his white skin against my dark earth tone body. He has the green goddess mark too and we embrace. Although is mask remains on I know this warrior god. I have felt him before and am thankful that the high priest and priestess chose him to be my seedling lover. Goddess is good!
We cannot step outside of the sacred circle that’s been drawn and now the sexual dancers stop to honor the ritual and watch the holy unions that are about to take place.
The music chanting and singing goes on in support of the arousal that’s building up. My lover brings me more honey wine and we drink and feed each other with wet honey soaked lips. My heart leaps in delight and my yoni cries for him to be in me now. I can feel his growing member feeling the same way and his arms embrace me fully. We kiss and kiss and feel the warmth and strength of each others bodies as he lays me down on my thick soft white robe which now is made into a bed altar chamber. He slides is hard cock over my belly and thighs so that I am aware of his desire. He slides between my legs and lifts them high and buries his face deeply into my love land. His tongue is deep in me and his mask is soft and sending extra shivers of excitement up my body. He lifts me a little more and sticks his tongue into my ass and softens me there too. I open my mouth wide in pleasure and am so thankful for the sensations. I open my arms to open my heart and I see all the colors of the charkas spinning and I feel close to god.
The love making sounds around the room become intense as you can hear screams of orgasm and ejaculation coming from others! The smells shift in the room from lavender to myrrh and sandalwood.
The musk and sage scents are the cleansing scents that are burned as new life is being created.
He pulls me up to him and I kiss his chest and make my way to his love rod. I stroke it with my hand to get a good feel of this thick cock about to enter me and bring us joy. I smell his dick and he smells of me. I love it and continue to spread my mouth as wide as I can get it to cover him fully. I deeply suck him and I hear his moans and he enjoys the kisses I am giving him. Yes, yes he responds and I then slide my hand under him between his thighs and I wet them in the honey wine to moisten my fingers and I then slide my middle finger up his ass. He opens more for me and I glide my finger in and out of his hot ass and his dick grows more. I suck it harder and I don’t think I can take his dick growing larger but I will do my best for the ritual. That’s the least I can do.
I suck him good and take his balls into my mouth as well and then spread his ass cheeks wide so he can feel my grip on him and kiss him up his chest to his lips. We kiss long and deep.
I lay him back and climb onto him and slide my wet pussy patiently waiting on his tower. Slowly pushing on as I get wetter I push deeper and the pangs of his dick vibrate through me. Oh…I am on him all the way and we thrust and he opens his eyes and I know him. I know I know this man, my warrior. I loved him before and we rock each other hard and hold on tight. Oh my god! Fuck me fuck me I say out loud as I hit his chest. I don’t know what’s coming over me except the orgasm of a lifetime.
He grabs hold of my ass and squeeze and he then glides his hand up my back and over to the front of my chest to my breasts and rubs my breast and squeezes my nipples I get wetter and he feels me. He squeezes more and penetrates me deeper and he is groaning loud and saying baby, yes baby. It’s all for you! It’s all for you Goddess! And God….he screams and pumps me faster and throws his arms back in spasms of pleasure and his seedling fills me as I gush into orgasm on top of his dripping fucking cock all for me! All for me and the life we’ve just created! I can’t stop yelling and jerking my body and we grab hold of each other and continue coming and coming and giving and holding and kissing and loving and whew! Life is inside me.
Happy Full Moon and Goddess Blessings
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Installment XVI: The Wolf Moon January 2008
Desiderata: Her Kiss
A Full Moon Erotica first – an inspired offering
written by an anonymous reader and fan |
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I dream
to kiss your sweet soft lips,
to press them into mine......
To bruise/to crush and half-surpise you/
draw your tongue deep down my throat
and feel you draw back/
wonder/if I can be trusted
not/
to hurt to feed too deep too well
Pray
Pray pray the same/I pray/
I pray the same/I hope the same/
I hope/
I back off/press/
I press on/
press my tongue/
I run my tongue/my teeth/
along your neck
you shiver/
churn/
inside/
inside/I/want/to/enter
want to fuck you/ want to fuck you/want to/
feast/bite/tease/and/suck/you/
lick your ass/
and fuck the depth
of all that's held/within the depths/within the depths/within the depths/
within your
open
naked
open naked
heart
Inside/and heat/
our lips/our tongues dance/
Now I'm freed/
and we must dare
to yield/to be/
to be the pain/joy/hopes/the fears/
within/the shadows of our tears/
the grace we fool ourselves to seek
to save
our
open naked hearts
Now/
open/
feel you
open/feel me
open/feel you
pressed
against me/
sucking/laughing/diving/lick and smile/falling/flying/screaming/driving
deeper in to sin/
so blessed
within
your
open naked heart
Fuck me hurt and well and love me
even though the truth may kill me
Whip me/tie me/flip me/fly me
Fuck me with your mouth or/
hard/
right in the ass/
or
fuck me/
up/
and down/
around the town/
but
fuck me/fuck me in the heart and love me/
fuck me back/I
fuck you back/our mouths/our mouths/
I fuck you back/us fuck we back/
I want to feel/to fuck/I want/to fuck/I want/
to feel your mouth
and know/
I/couldn't/kiss/you deeply-deep enough/
Heart/heart/heart/my heart/my balls/your heart/
can't get
much deeper/
now/
I know/I feel/I know/I feel your hands/
my skin/
our bodies/touching/
sliding/
now I
know/I feel/I know/I
feel/
within me/
stirring/
Feel you/in me now
and rising/
and/
I know now/
just
how
much/
you want my cock
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Installment XV: The Cold Moon December 2007
Erotic Enlightenment
I have the wisdom of all ages inside my bones
and these bones send vibrations of all existence of life
to you earthly beings.
May my orgasm send healing to those that desire it!
~ The Goddess
Listen carefully!
I am the first and the last. I am the earth and the sky.
I bring all of your thoughts into reality and therefore
I grant you with the spirit of creation.
All the yonis on the earth plane swell
in joyous union of me! I lift up the cocks for hard pleasure
of the women that allow them to penetrate deeply for the life energy it exudes.
All life regardless of sexual orientation is gifted with free will
and therefore is afforded with the benefits of Divine Blessing
to manifest genital sexual delights and is compelled
to please those that it honors with their personal body.
You are born to release the orgasmic consciousness of life
through your bodies. I am here to send to you the knowledge of this power.
Every joyous explosion of your bodies in union with another,
brings longer healthy lives on the earth plane, you call home.
Every shared community that brings others to a
higher place of living has healed another part of the planet.
Every choice of sexual union made in the name
and the honor of The Goddess brings her consciousness alive!
Therefore go, and gather amongst you, all people that love
for the sake of loving, and being powerful enough to show
their potential to love unconditionally.
I grant you with the understanding of erotic enlightenment.
Follow these tenets and all life will be forever orgasmic!
Goddess Blessings!
Happy Full Moon and Happy New Year!
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Full Moon Erotica The Beaver Moon November 2007*:
Morning Moon Blessing
I wake up and I feel my hardon strong. My cock is extra stiff this morning and I realize it must be the morning moon energy flowing into my body. I breathe deeply into my body and scan myself slowly I begin to feel every sensation gently tingling through out every portal of pleasure in my skin.
I turn and look out the window closet to my bed and I see the new day sky crawling up high and breaking through the darkness as the full moon morning energy is still glowing not going anywhere without a fight.
I begin to ache for my goddess lying next to me. I dream of her often even though we love and live together. I am her God and she is my Goddess and we honor each other through our bodies every full moon with ceremonial sex. I know we are supposed to wait until tonight to do the ritual but I am so hard now and beginning to drip out of my lingam that I really don’t think I can wait to be in between my goddesses chocolate thighs.
I turn my queen over while she is still asleep and I start to nibble on her hot nipples all the while climbing between her strong chocolate thighs. I need to be inside of my goddess now!
I feel my man pulling me to him. Turning me over and sucking on my erect hot nipples. Oh my god, I love it when he takes me this way so early in the morning. I just get wetter whenever he surprises me with a taste. His body weight adds to the deepening of pleasure when he is in my yoni. I love my king and desire his juices in me. And I notice that his love rod feels extra bouncy strong and wet today. I know he gets like this most of the time during the full moon. I open my eyes and smile as I see him crawling between my thighs and beginning his quest for our union.
Then I confirm two things as I turn and look out the window: It’s the full moon today and we should wait until our ceremonial sex ritual tonight before we have sex and fuck each other hard. And one more thing. I have to pee.
Honey, I say. “It’s the full moon we should wait until tonight to have sex with our full moon ritual. Also baby, I have to go pee.” I look up at my lover, my queen, my goddess and I climb up to her face and I say, “Good morning my goddess, this is our ritual.” And I kiss her lips and go back down her body to be fed. I need to smell her pussy and taste my baby’s juices, so then I bury my face into her temple and I lick and suck that energized pussy and those pussy lips. “Baby” I say to my god, my man, my lover, my king. “I have to pee.” I start to feel the depth of his tongue in my pussy and I open my legs wider and he sinks deeper into my canal.
Oh boy, I’m thinking to myself - he’s going to get more than he asked for today.
After getting my fill of my goddess’s yoni I move down to her lovely feet and I kiss each one gently and I say, “Blessed are thy feet.” I move to her knees and say the same and to her box again and kiss her clit and say “Blessed is thy sex.” And then I move up to her heart and kiss her there and say the same and as I move to her lips I look at her for a moment and I realize something, so I say, “Now I know what Black Beauty looks like first thing in the morning.” And I suck on both of her lips and taste her tongue. Then I finish with “Blessed are thy lips.” My cock is so hard now I must go deep into my queen. I slide my rod into her holy place and I say “I need to be in you sweetie. You know how I get every full moon. And I am sure The Goddess will bless us both.”
“But baby” I say to my god, my king. “I still have to pee and I feel like I’m going to come soon too.” “Oooooooh baby….you know what happens next don’t you?” I laugh gently in her ear while I slide down to her neck and start to nibble there and soon get to suck her neck hard as we pump faster and faster and harder. I pull my goddesses hips up so I can pump faster and I know she has to pee and I want to come and feel her come and pee on me. I want it all! I want it all! I love when all of our juices mix together.
I know my goddess is going to give it to me soon. And I can’t wait for her juice to shoot into the tip of my dick. The energy she gives me is strength and love and I feel her essence in me long after we make love.
I feel her walls squeezing my dick. I look at her face and into her eyes and I see passion and lust coming from my queen and I push deeper into her.
I told him I have to pee I’m thinking to myself and now the pleasure sensations along with the deep penetrations I am getting make me hot and ready to shoot my cunt juice right into him. I am going to give him so much of me he will smell like me until the next full moon. My pussy is so juicy and my heart is pounding with love and desire.
My goddess locks her legs around me and I can’t hold on any more. I shoot in my queen and fill her with my joy. I ask my queen as I am coming in her, can I come in her again. I love you my goddess, I love you and I feel her chocolate thighs grip me tighter and I pump faster.
I say to my king “I give you my love, my god and all my juices.” I whisper into his ear and repeat over and over. “I love you and I bless you with my love.” My pussy is getting tighter while his big cock is in me.
I feel her extra tight temple and I know she is about to pee or come all over me. I slow down a little and let her relax her pussy muscles a bit. Then I start pumping faster and she says to me, “baby I got to pee.” I suck harder on her neck and I feel I am close again to coming with and in her. I look down at her and take her mouth into mine and thin I feel her starting to pee and we both moan and I really start fucking that hot wet pussy. I am coming in her now and we are moaning into each others mouths while she is coming and peeing all over me!
Wow!
We look at each other as we lay in our love and our juices.
I say to my man, I honor the God in you.
I say to my woman, I honor the Goddess in you.
After a while we get up and shower together.
We spend most of the shower kissing and holding each other and my goddess jumps out of the shower when she sees my love rod growing large again.
I see my lover's cock starting to grow large again so I jump out of the shower and say to him and his cock: I will see you tonight for another ceremonial sex ritual. He laughs and says for sure baby. I’m there.
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Full Moon Erotica The Hunters Moon October 2007
Birthday Blessing Bash!
It was my birthday and I always enjoyed this time of year and that my birthday was in the fall season. And this time my birthday fell on the full moon. How grateful I was that in the beginning of a new seven year cycle of years that I would also have the gift of abundant energy flowing from great goddess this full moon. It is believed that every seven years there is a growth of spiritual physical and metal evolution. From the age of 7 years to 14 to 21 to 28 and so on every single seven year is the start of a more powerful and wiser you. This was the beginning of another level of 7 year path for me and also it was known as my Mother Goddess phase because of my age.
I wasn’t sure where my man and my friends were taking me for my birthday but I was assured I would love every minute of my celebration.
I had to be ready by 12 noon because my girlfriends were first taking me for a manicure and pedicure. I was promptly ready and wow when we got there it was spectacular. The Nail Plus Pleasure Zone, it was called. We were greeted with mimosas at the door and we had to go into a room to undress and then we were all escorted into a larger room of half dressed men tending to the needs of women. Manicures and pedicures were not the only service that was being provided. What a place. These men were handsome strong gentle and polite. We were tended to and their skills of nails and color were genuine. During the three hours of pampering and gentle massage along with my fabulous nails, the men would do a 10 minute on the hour erotic dance. They all took turns with Three to four men dancing at a time. As long as every woman in the place still had the company of a man at her side there could be more of them dancing. The sweet smell of the incense captured my mood and helped along my erotic journey as they danced. Pulling of the little clothes they had on we were gifted with tight asses and large dangling balls and cocks for pleasing eyes to enjoy! I felt elated in this experience and I loved looking and a nude man. Men are so beautiful at what ever shape and if men were aware of their true gift to women that the heart of a loving man is sexy, then all would be wonderful in the world. And my man is one who knows that the heart keeps the dick stiff and sexy, and what a gift he is. I almost wished he was here so these other women could be blessed by his presence as well. Oh well their loss and my gain. He was mine and I loved the feeling of that. These beautiful men traveled across the room and allowed each woman to gently stroke them and have the feel of delight and the taste of erotic touch.
After our afternoon at the “Nail Plus Pleasure Zone” we rolled out to another secret location and the girls wouldn’t tell me where we were going then either.
I was having so much fun and because I am so close with my friends and man they really and truly know me so I know I am safe and will have my desires met. These people really showed their love for me and I always did the same with them. God/Goddess is good in the knowledge and art of love through spirit I have wisdom of true spiritual love and can share that with others.
We pulled up to an old Victorian house and I wondered what could be going on here. As we approached the door an older woman opened it and said, “Oh happy to see you my dear, I have been waiting for you.” She reached for my hand and we all walked in. I was becoming confused but I felt safe and just shifted my confusion to excitement.
We walked into a large room filled with plants flowers music and a circle in the middle of the floor was drawn. A large circle and there were red candles on the edges of the circle and they were all lit.
“This is your Birthday Blessing, my dear goddess.” Announced the lady as she guided me into the circle and pointed towards the small stool in the center. “Here stand on this stool.” I did as she requested and I noticed my girlfriends circling around me inside the circle now.
My best girlfriend spoke first. “We are here to honor your birthday and the beginning of a new seven year cycle. She continued, we honor the goddess in you and in taking part in this ritual with you we will enhance your energy field so that these next years of your life, will give you greater growth and wisdom, because you are truly a healing goddess to us all.” She stated.
And with that, the music became louder in the room, sounds of chants and jazz played along and it sent a vibration of smoothness to the sacred space. The women all removed their clothing and threw them out of the circle. Another burnt sage and smoked over the entire space.
They began calling my earth name over and over again and moving in a semi circle and back again over and over. Their body’s silhouette danced off the walls from the lit candles and I swore I could see others in the room when I looked up.
Naked bodies looked beautiful to me and I knew the honor in their dance for me was powerful. I felt the power building up in me and I wished I could be naked too.
As they danced in honor of my birth I began to go into a trance riding the waves of the music and the building of the warmth being created. Then one of them came over to me and blindfolded me and soon I felt hands on my feet legs and back and I was lifted off the stool that I was standing on and now being carried off. I could tell these were the arms and hands of men. Only strong men could steady themselves to lift and carry a person gently as if lying in a hammock.
I was not scarred, just excited and desiring to know what was to come next.
As they laid me down I was floating on something and it moved. I could not tell what it was and then I just felt hands all over my body, removing one piece of clothing at a time. It felt like a river underneath me and I heard laughter all around and people enjoying their own experiences.
Soon I was naked and I still couldn’t tell what was rolling all over me. My body just joined in the movement as an exercise of trust and tantalizing fulfillment as I was rolled and stroked. Completely blindfolded and willing. Soon one by one someone would come to me and give me a massage on one part of my body. Then another person would come to me and continue where the other left off. I relaxed and enjoyed the different sensations of pleasure as each touch was a mystery to me yet brought with it a healing and erotic joy.
At this point while my face was being caressed I felt wetness between my thighs and I soon felt the warmth of lips sucking into me. I reached quickly up because I wanted to share myself this special evening with my man, my king, so I stretched my hands and said, “Stop!” The giver reached for my hand and began rolling up onto my body and I knew instantly who it was. “It’s me baby, don’t worry, he said, I am here to give you my juices, so that you can let me drink from your yoni for a while.” And I opened my mouth surprised and he stuck his tongue right into me. And we kissed and he slid his hard lingam into my warm thighs and just rocked on my body getting him-self harder and harder. My lover, my king was here and we could share in this special moment now!
What a gift this would be to share this in front of everyone in the room.
I couldn’t see a thing and because of that all of my other senses were at attention. My hearing, my taste buds and sense of smell were so much richer just because my eyesight was covered.
I was enjoying myself as our bodies floated on the ocean bed created beneath us. He lifted himself from me and soon I felt his cock dripping into my open mouth and he then gently slid his proud member into my waiting mouth. He then rolled down onto me and stuck his head between my thighs and continued what he started and we both sucked and drank each others juices into our essence. I felt as if I was floating into the air. Everything felt like a dream. All I could see in my vision was colors of red orange yellow green blue indigo and violet. It seemed to envelop itself all around in my atmosphere.
I could hear the ecstasies of others making love and dancing all around. I could even feel their bodies bumping into ours as our love making grew. His dick was deeply penetrating my soul and I wanted nothing else but to fill my mouth with his silky come. My moaning became louder and I felt the mood around me change as I heard others moan even louder.
I also heard lot’s of laughter and frolicking about.
Soon we were pulled apart and I was lifted to a standing position and then I felt hot oil being poured all over the both of us. I heard my king laugh and his laughter penetrated my body and I jumped from it. Everything felt ten times louder and deeper into my mind because of the loss of sight. My man saw my reaction and then removed my blindfold and I just looked into his deep brown eyes for a long time. He kissed me again and then hands were all over us rubbing the warm oil into our naked bodies and I felt the movement of the floor beneath me and then I noticed what it was.
Balloons! Hundreds of balloons filled the floor and up the walls all colors of the spectrum and just like my vision.
Helium balloons, regular balloons, tons of them all over and everyone in the room rubbed with oil on their bodies was joining in the fun of running through the balloons and sliding up and rocking on them.
Everyone seemed to be transported back in time to when we were all children and enjoying the fun and games of balloons. And this time we were all adults enjoying the joys and touch of erotic play with these same balloons. The laughing and playing was a wonder for me to see. Hundreds of balloons! I wondered to myself who blew these up! And where did they get the time to have all of this done. I look around the room in amazement at this space created for a birthday bash, and I felt blessed that this was all for me.
My man turned me to him again and said, “Come on.” And he grabbed my hand and we ran through a huge pile of balloons and we pushed them out from us and we ran through a crowed cheering us on! He picked me up in the air and I wrapped my legs around him. He swung me around and he fell into a huge pile of balloons and as a bunch popped, I screamed with excitement and fun.
Balloons were being thrown up and around and different games were being played with them. Some were popping them between there naked bodies. Some were sitting on them in a race back from childhood, to see who could pop ten balloons first. And some were savoring the pleasure and rubbing each other on their genitals for arousal.
Wow, what a sight of fun and delight, I thought.
More and more oil was poured on us and others for fun with the balloons and soon it began. Everyone started to pop and pop the balloons and soon the sound rose like a symphony as the popping formed a melody with each persons pop!
We began dancing to the blowing up of the balloons and yelling from the shear shock of each sound that escalated from it.
The joy and laughter the balloons extravaganza created elevated everyone to a zone of freedom and erotic bliss. Jumping and dancing and just moving in what ever direction you felt pulled, was so much fun.
We continued our joyous celebration with food and cake. Everyone full from the food, and spent from the night’s full moon activities.
There was no ejaculation in the normal sense. Yet everyone in that room had an orgasm from the erotic play with the balloons and each other in celebration of a life. And that is the life of a beloved goddess.
I was blessed.
We spent that night there at this beautiful Victorian home. Friends leave at different times with memories of enjoyment and our hostess at ease with us in her beautiful home offering more food and drink for our pleasure and relaxation.
She knows the blessing of having an event and ritual like this in her home.
The next night and for several nights after that I was blessed with personal pleasures even I can’t share until the next full moon.
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Full Moon Erotica The Harvest Moon September 2007*:
The Call of the Goddess
I wake up this morning feeling the pulling of my yoni for intense pleasure. She is directing me you hear! My pussy is directing me to please her and please her deeply. I am feeling the ache so fiercely that I am a bit dizzy in my head. I rise out of my bed to stretch and wash my face and I look up and see the calendar on the wall and there it is in a big bold print. The Full Moon! Shit I should have known that’s why I am feeling this way. This happens every full moon. It’s a powerful time for all of us and especially for women. It’s like having our monthly period when we release our dissolved eggs if we are not pregnant. However this energy is quite different. We get pain in our pussy for pleasure. We are not releasing eggs during our full moon cycle. We are receiving seeds of life and wisdom through the sexual vibration. That is why we ache in our pussies for deep penetrating pleasure.
And we will have pleasure in many ways during this time. Every woman feels this heat coming from her body and even if she never let’s on about her erotic plight. Believe me we all go through it.
The first thing I have to do before I can even go on with my morning is I must masturbate! I start with pressing on my clit and circling my left nipple and getting both very hard. As I become wetter I push my fingers inside of myself one and then two. I am becoming happy. I squeeze my nipple harder and then I am breathing loud and seeing all the wonderful colors of life in my minds eye! The beautiful red orange yellow green blue indigo and violet! They all join me in my quickie rapture for the moment. For I know that this is just the beginning of me feeding my yoni and soothing the cunt beast inside of me! I open my legs wider and spread them across the bed. I push my fingers in deeper and rub my swollen clit with the palm of my hand. Ooooh….this feels good. I think to myself how much I need to be fucked right now. I am loving my sexy beautiful body and all the delights of masturbating. I then turn over and with great focus and force I then push my hips up and down and join my other hand with the one already in my cunt and I rock my body to pure pumping pleasure! And I fucking come! Whew! Halleluiah! I rest for a moment and I smell my hand that was inside of me and I smell of lavender and rose. I am Goddess!
My cunt rests and is silent for the time being.
All women need to allow themselves this full moon opening. We are gifted during the full moon to receive the blessings of great goddess mother. Through our sexual vibration we channel the most power. So during the full moon we should build our sexual vibration so that we can receive the wisdom of the goddess during this most powerful time. We are instinctively tuned in because the full moon goddess calls to us women through our aching yonies.
Those of us that hear the Goddess - hear me now.
Those of us that are in relationships can really build up quite quickly. Do all sorts of fun sexual things with your partner and get off as much as you can during this time.
You’ll notice your mind becomes clearer. Your health improves and all of your energy and those around you will improve as well, and be blessed.
And other women may check to see if they have any loving friends that can be a gift to them. Someone who is safe and trustworthy.
It’s best to share yourself when you are as horny as you can be and the aching in your yoni is so loud it sounds like a drum beat in your heart.
I decided to go right to his job. That’s right his J.O.B. and take him right there in his own store. I walked into his eyeglass store/optometry office as he was helping a customer. He looked at me happy and surprised because I don’t often have the time to drop by and say hello. Well…you know why I was there. I was there for more than a hello! I waited patiently while he fixed his patient with new glasses and answered questions to help her with her new contacts as well. Then when she was happy and paid she left and there was no one else in the store.
I walked up to him and he opened his arms wide to embrace me and I kissed him forcefully and told him to take me into the back room and give it to me.
"Girl," my man looked at me and said, "It must be the Full Moon again, you always get like this on the full moon and I get the best pussy from you then."
He grabbed my hand and we ran into the back optometrist office. He said to me. “We must hurry baby, my next appointment is in 15 minutes and I sure hope no one walks in right now.” He threw me over the patient chair and lifted my ass into the air as he pulled up my skirt. Oh yea, I am wearing a skirt with no underwear. Did I mention that! Any way he begins kissing my ass and tells me how much he loves me and loves when I surprise him this way. He stands tall and drops his pants and pulls out his hard long cock dripping to be inside of me. He slides it into my pussy and just so gently glides in and out and in and out. Not to deep yet. Just enough to get me wetter than I already am.
Then he plunges deep inside and we both yell from shear pleasure of the pangs shooting between us both and I open my eyes to see the bright light of the Sun God pouring into the store and illuminating everything around and in it.
My body arches to receive him fully and we rock hard on the patient chair. My body feels great and I am crowning inside my pussy because I am about to come to a glorious outburst of orgasm. He then says to me….my goddess my love is all for you and I will give it to you now! “Give it to me now.” I demand…give it, give it.” And together we break free of our confinements and give each other the gift of erotic abundance and juice.
Ah….goddess blessings for sure.
We clean ourselves up, laugh and talk about the chance we take if some one was to walk in. And as we walk out of the doctor’s office, my man grabs my arm and says to me.
“I HONOR THE GODDESS IN YOU!”
I say...”Baby we’ll hopefully do it again in some way - next full moon.”
I leave with a smile - and a calm cunt.
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Full Moon Erotica The Sturgeon Moon August 2007:
The Law of Sex
There is a balance in nature and there is balance in us!
As we move through life and learning to live in love.
Let us not forget that spiritual laws govern the universe and guides those of us
that listen to spirit into wisdom and the beauty of life.
For the choices we make will make us!
Here is the most important lesson you will ever learn.
The most important law that will and can
bring ultimate joy into your life as you learn to work it!
That is the Law of Sex!
First is knowing and faith. You will learn this law and have the consciousness
to create from this law because Knowledge is Power.
Knowing and Faith
Sexual energy is a life force energy that permeates throughout every living being and living consciousness. That means all living creatures thrive in sexual energy and can feel and have sensations because of this sexual vibration.
Primal sexual energy is in our genitals….You will notice as you read this, that your body will respond to these words and you will experience pleasure because you are a living sexual spirit and every waking cell inside of you knows that it thrives on genital primal sexual union. Our pussies and dicks are wands of energy generating huge amounts of warmth and hardness in order to travel to distant places inside of our bodies. As the energy force increases inside it move along our spine and we then tap into a deep place in our hearts that then sends the signal back into our throbbing cocks and dripping pussy for union! I feel it throbbing inside of me as I share this with you. I know you feel the connection too. It’s all over us and everywhere around us. The strength in your beating heart brings more ecstasy in your genitals and then you are able to transmit this power towards your goal of sharing creating and honor.
Know that when you grab hold of your loins and meditate on bringing forth the orgasm…know that your orgasm has purpose.
That purpose is to live and love. Your orgasm causes you to connect deeper to life and live a joyful state of rapture every time you express it. Orgasm is a gift that continues to breathe in our auras long after the pounding spasms have ended.
Attraction and Reward
Now the wonderful vibe of our sexual energy is that it is the exact energy we use for everything. It is the career choice or job we have. It is the friends we choose. It is our hobbies and desires, it is where we live. We draw to us and are drawn to that which we are and attract. We have the choice to decide whether or not we want that kind of vibe in our energy field any longer.
And the most powerful attraction and reward experience is the lover. This choice for the one you will honor with your body is and will be your biggest teacher. How ever many lovers we have in our lifetime. Each and every one of them will have a place in our hearts and body spirit. We will always be one.
Choose the one you want to love with your body and consciousness with respect and desire for more than just to enter them. Choose because you understand the Law of Sex! You now can use this knowledge to create a wonderful and blessed erotic memory that will capture your heart and evolve into joys for others.
In the erotic cycles of life, we live a personal chaos because we do not yet know how to work this function for the purpose of actual evolution. We feel in our lives that things get out of hand from time to time, and that is true. Yet this is for our time to use the sexual vibe in our bodies to break negative cycles and decrease the time they have in our space environment. This chaos is not permanent. They rise and fall into peaceful balance and we receive the opportunity to grow in faith and understanding because of this seemingly roller coaster ride. In sexual play this chaos is played out in every aspect of our life. Yet when we fix one area of our life the others seem harder to heal. We may then start to feel overwhelmed with life. However it is in the sexual graphic act that we can heal the other areas of our lives when we make love~ actual intercourse with another.
This is simply because our energy field is a sexual vibration that can simultaneously balance itself within and without and we can then evolve into the strength and wisdom to live joyfully and no longer will have long suffering.
Next ~
Just do it ~
Remember the more good sex we have the more good sex we want.
That is so that we continue to desire life. Sex is Life.
The Law of Sex is for life.
The actual amount of sexual intercourse we have in our lives will balance over time. That is not the issue. It is the consciousness of honor in sexual erotic graphic tight gripping sweating sex that can be the most powerful loving growth expanding life long and loving time of your life!
Just do it ~
“No matter what we feel or know,
No matter what our potential gifts or talents,
Only action brings them to life.
Those of us who only think we understand concepts,
such as commitment, courage, and love,
One day discover that we only know when we act;
Doing becomes understanding.”
~ Dan Millman
I was on my way to work one early morning and feeling a bit rushed. As I drove down the busy streets of Manhattan I couldn’t help but think of a long time friend of mine that I have not seen for some time. We have spoken with half hearted promises to meet up and catch up on old times but neither of us kept our commitment.
I called him.
He picks up.
Hi, I say, excited to hear his voice.
I don’t believe this, I was just this very moment thinking about you! He responds.
We talk briefly and I feel happy. He asks me to lunch and I accept.
It’s been two years since I’ve seen my lovely friend and as we step towards each other with eye contact we feel the peace of being in each others space and we both wonder to ourselves why did it take us so long to choose to get together.
Over lunch he tells me of his troubles at work and how things have not been looking good in the financial community. He tells me of some issues he’s had with his body and how he is now starting to feel much better. His eyes sparkle while he speaks his woes and I see such light and power in him.
I tell him how powerful he looks to me and that I know everything will turn around because that is the law and a promise is a promise kept by the universe. I tell him that he must stay focused because what ever will need to be done to change things at his business will come to him soon and he will just do it and all will work out! I know it because the same was happening in my life as well.
He smiles and leans towards me and kisses my left side neck….slow and gentle with a pressure that left my neck knowing he was there.
Smile.
How much time do you have left? He asks, as he strokes my face. I look at my watch and quickly decide if I want him inside of me with everything going on. Or can we release each other from this long suffering that we are both going through at this time.
I look in his eyes, he is very focused and waiting.
I say to him…I have one hour…let’s go back to my office.
He pays the check we run for a taxi.
Not much time left and yet we know it will serve. Love Passion Desire Respect. We can do this…oh yea…we will.
As soon as we are in my office the kissing starts and the eye gazing grows more involved. I can see his feelings in his eyes and he can see mine. We hold each other for a while and it has been to long since we have been in each others arms.
Kissing and undressing and moving to the carpeted floor of my private office are all we could work up for now. The couch in my office is way too small for what we have in mind. We lay on the soft rug and kiss all over and I feel his tongue floating all over my hard nipples and ready body, My wetness is joining his sweating body and he grips my legs open and has his dessert.
My body trembles as I feel glorious and the moans of his delight send me to scream in rapture as I orgasm and spill my juices all over his mouth that is now drinking me.
He climbs over on top of me and kisses me full mouth and then says to me. I already feel lifted by you. I hope with the heaviness I’ve been feeling inside of myself that you don’t get it. I told him, that we are releasing the heavy negative feelings through the passion of sex that we are creating together.
Then I told him to turn over and I proceeded to lick him all over and suck is strong wet cock in my mouth and began a wonderful prayer in my heart of thanksgiving for being able to be in his embrace at this moment. I’m so glad I listened and called him.
I began rocking my wet yoni on top of his lingam and he road that with me for a while as he stroked my body. Then he lifted me up and slid me back onto his stiff wand.
Oh…yes….thick long hard and penetrating me. I can feel him all over me not just in my pussy. Our eyes are locked and the stroking is in perfect harmony.
Love Passion Desire Respect
I held him down and took control of the stroking for a time and slid my clit up on his dick and I maintained the stroking for my pussy. My grinding caused me to sweat more and he held my ass in place so he could go deeper inside of my body. My second orgasm made him want to come right along with me as I hollered yes!
He lifted me once again and turned me down on the soft floor and kissed my neck and back. As he obviously had to calm himself from filling me all up inside!
He then entered my pussy from behind and took control of the stroking with two deep thrusts and three shallow thrusts. Then deeper for longer and three shallow and the sweat just pouring off of his body dripping all over my wet soft skin. The smell of us together just lingered in the air. What a wonderful scent. Stroking and stroking and I begin to ride his warrior inside of me with hips rising to greet him in pleasure. His moans grow…my joys increase…oh…oh…oh…he says. His trembling body sends a message traveling right along with him as he screams and comes inside of me. Filling me up with his juices and jerking spastically all over but never losing his grip inside of me. I feel lightness and joy within and I hope he feels the same.
He lays on me for a bit and then smoothly pulls out of my body. We turn to each other and we both say thank you and kiss. We lay for a while just stroking and holding and feeling the peace. We rise and thankfully can shower. My office has a full bathroom. We wash each other and dry each other off. Our time together is almost over yet, the spirit will live on.
He runs out of my office both of us running just a bit late.
That night he calls and we both honor each other, not just by thanking each other for our time shared, but by being able to use this wonderful passionate positive energy to break a negative cycle.
Which we both did, and we made plans for dinner this Saturday.
The Law of Sex!
Lesson Over….
Goddess Blessings
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Full Moon Erotica The Buck Moon July 2007:
Touched!
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It was dark. Very dark, so dark in fact I had a hard time seeing my way up the stairs. My only guide was the moon. The Buck Moon, silver and blue light, streaming through the windows and walking across the floor as to guide my every step, as I carefully make my way to my goddess.
Why won’t she let me see my surroundings? I asked myself. Why the secrecy or is it mystery?
I had received a message by a secret letter taped to my front door. A knocking sound alerted me and the note said, that I had been allowed an opportunity for me to be “given” to the goddess. To be able to receive her blessings through a journey that would enhance my understanding of life and be healed of any aliments that I am now suffering from.
I am suffering, I thought to myself. Self defeating thoughts, an inability to maintain healthy relationships with women, and now they say I have cancer. Cancer what a fucking joke! I am in great physical shape and they tell me that I have lung cancer and I don’t even fucking smoke! I can’t believe my life. I had hoped by my age I would be in relationship with a loving woman. And now I have no one to help me and no one to share my desires and fears with.
That’s why I reached out to Reverend Goddess and was able to be placed on her list and hopefully would be called one day for this very ritual. It took three months before I received the note that I had been allowed the opportunity to have an audience with “The Reverend Goddess.”
At the top of the stairs I was stopped by two women, I could barely see them.
“Remove your clothes,” one demanded. So, I did.
“Step into this room,” another said, as she pushed me into a steam room. I was told to sit and wait.
As I sat waiting, I smelled scents of vanilla and musk floating in the air. I soon began to make out other aromas of sage and cedar. I started to sweat and drip, making my body clean of any negativity. My gaze went inward as I started to connect to my body and no other thoughts came to mind.
Come…..I was ordered.
I stood and was gently guided by the two priestesses to another space. They burned sage and the smoke from the plant wafted all around my body. I know of this type of cleansing so it was no surprise to me that this would be done.
Then the priestesses began to breathe loudly in and out and whale there arms all around me. Then beginning to move faster around my body they were now chanting loudly and looking as if they were going to fall or run into each other and knock themselves out.
Then they just stopped and stood perfectly towards me and one at my front and one at my backside. They both came upon me and began to roll up and down my body. This made my penis erect right away and I wasn’t sure if I should allow this to occur, but how could I stop it? Those hard tits stroking my long naked body, up and down over and around, all over me! It felt great!
They lifted my arms and kissed me at my armpits and licked their tongues there. Now they were running their fingers in my hair and kissing me every where. I was going nuts and wondering where all of this is going to lead. And wondering more…..when will I be with my goddess?
My dick was hard and I didn’t want to lose any of my juice without her, my goddess. I was told that when I gave my offering, it would release any negative holds in my life, as long as I gave it to Reverend Goddess. And that is exactly what I planned to do.
Then the priestesses began spinning me! Spinning and spinning me faster I thought I would fall and break my cock! I heard music in the distance that came closer as I slowed my stroll. Then the chanting resumed. I slowed to a stop and looked around and I could see them all. A room filled with men naked erect and bowing and touching foreheads with a woman. She, the woman was in all white and the fabric was see through so although she was clothed, it was clothing meant as a symbol of the veil. It was not to cover her body, it was a state of consciousness that was about to be removed so that we all would understand more of life and our existence and be free.
I looked around in awe and noticed that everyone was paired except one.
The cloud-streaked sky, illuminated by the full Buck Moon, showed me the way to her. She was there, just standing there, beautiful and waiting for me. I could feel it.
I walked over to her not able to get my erection to go away. I placed my hand over my lingam as I approached her and she moved my hand.
“Don’t hide your happiness from me.” She said. “I want your joy it is what I live for.”
My God…oh my goddess, have I died and gone to Goddess Heaven?
“Are you my Reverend Goddess,” I asked.
“Yes, I am,” she smiled as she replied. “That is if you are my sacred partner.”
“I am.” I answered.
“I thought that it was just to be me and you alone.” I stated. Looking around the room with confusion and a bit of voyeurism, will we be alone? I asked.
“No.” She said softly as she touched my face. And instantly I needed to kiss her. So I did. I just moved into her mouth like it was waiting for me. My two lips touched hers and we wet each other up with tastes of vanilla and white wine on our tongues.
She continued…We are all “Reverend Goddess” here. We are one. Each woman here is very special and knowing that her reverence is a gift, she found her way here among those that are special like her in the ways of healing the aches of the heart and the groin. She is born with this gift. And, as each of us have grown, we have had similar experiences of healing others and befriending others that no one else would. Or just being able to make others feel good when no one or nothing else could, being able to see a sexual deviant thought in a person and dysfunctional behavior, we are able to evolve that spirit out and up to the goddess consciousness! And that is what I live for.
You will be freed here, my lover. Tonight you will give yourself to me as I will enjoy you for my pleasure and you will receive a total and complete healing of body and balance of spirit and soul.
Now I want you down on your knees right now for me. She pointed to the floor.
I looked around to see if anyone else was watching us and could hear what we were saying to each other. Or, rather weather or not they could hear my goddess ordering me around. As I looked around the glorious room, not one person, not one soul, not one eye was looking in my direction. I saw a sea of lovers panting and sucking and kissing and throbbing off of each others bodies, making sounds of pleasure that I have never heard.
I dropped to my knees and right there I could smell her pussy. I wanted to eat her right there. I moved my face to her yoni and drank deep her scent. I never want to forget it.
She held my head there and moved her body so I could taste her clit a bit. It was tasty.
Now lie on your belly and raise your ass up for me. My goddess requested.
I did what she asked.
Soon I felt her hands all over my back and deeply massaging me. And I fell into a dream slumber as to fall asleep. Her touches were perfect, she seemed to know every place to go that felt tight and hurt in my body.
Soon she spread my ass cheeks and blew her breath into my asshole. To my surprise this felt good to me and my cock began to drip more. She gently licked my asshole and I quivered and was getting ready to fuck my goddess hard.
I wanted my lingam in her. No I wanted to lick her ass! I can’t make up my mind. Oh yea…I want it all!
She continued… and opening my ass more she stuck her tongue deeply into my ass cave.
She climbed onto my body and pushed her finger into my ass. One finger, two, then three, and I want more. She is kissing my back and biting me while she is fucking my ass. Damn, she is a goddess!
I’m in love! Really.
As I enjoy her entry into my body the pleasure I am experiencing moves beyond my body senses. I begin to see.
I see the beginning of life as a spark and as it grew into planets and as it grew into physical beings and as it grew into consciousness. Now it continues to grow as sex between individuals. Sex between individuals is like the spark and the planets becoming one and evolving into the next phase of existence.
My dick is growing and she in deeply penetrating my ass and I am continuing to see.
I see around me in the glorious room, and all the women/goddesses have control over the love making with the men. We are their “sacred one” yet we are also the offering. So the women are in charge of the exchange. I see the truth of it all though. The women, the reverend goddesses don’t have any other way of connecting sexually, except through us men that need healing.
I get it…now while my body is about to explode. She needs my juices and the growth of excitement! And I need her Touch because she is pure sexual life force energy! We heal each other!
She pulls out of my ass and I turn over and greet her with a long tongue in a deep kiss. We then remove the veil over her naked body, because I see the truth.
“We are one.”
She rides my body; she climbs on top of my hard lingam and rides me. I hold her. I hold her tight, steady and close and she pounds her wet juicy pussy on me. We are one. We are one. Everything we do…we do to each other and we do to ourselves.
I am rubbing my hands up and down her beautiful strong back and I move to her firm breasts. I stroke them and squeeze her nipples until I see in her chocolate eyes, that she is going to soak my bread stick with her creamy butter! I can see it! Her breathing is getting faster, louder and her strokes on my cock are longer and harder. As if she is rubbing a certain part of her pussy for extra, extra pleasure. You know, I am here for her.
She lets it all out for everyone in the room to hear! Yes! And a ooohhh…aaaaaahhhhh!
I feel her throbbing pussy contracting on me, giving me more information as we are joined.
I see it all now! Truth not separation, Truth not disease, Truth not, judgment, Truth and trust will lead everyone to a joyous outburst of life! I am seeing it all as I give it! As I give it to my Goddess I see and know that I am giving it all to myself.
I am humping my ass up, way up into the air and she is receiving me deeper into her and we are riding and sharing and seeing. I feel free, for the first time in my life my body is just open to sharing sex and love. I wish the best for her because I love my goddess. I am giving my sex to her because she deserves it. I don’t want anything in return any longer. I understand.
Just then I feel the swelling in my cock grow so large, that I can no longer control my outburst.
I love you my goddess! I give you my gift, my offering, my life force!
My goddess slides her wet pussy off my cock and slides her open mouth over on top of my cock and drinks my semen into her throat.
I give it to her! All of it, and I felt like it was all I had left for ever. My body quivers as I drift into unconsciousness.
I feel as if I am not in my body any longer. My consciousness is above me. I am looking down now and can see my goddess in her full glory between my legs enveloping me. Her naked body vibrating right along with mine and we are in unison with our love for each other.
I see around this glorious room and every other couple have joined now and the yelps of ecstasy are shaking the very foundation of the wonderful room. I can see the Full Moon has illuminated bright colors of reds, oranges, yellows, greens, blues, indigos and violets. What a magical scene.
I hear the chanting beginning again, and my goddess is the loudest.
Mother-Father-Child... Mother-Father-Child... Mother-Father-Child.
As I join in the chant I am in my body and we are in our erotic embrace. We lay spent and blessed.
I am healed. She is healed. Everyone in this glorious room (the world) is healed. We are one.
I have been touched and this mark will never leave my body, soul and spirit! I love my life!
We all sleep till the moon is now the sun. I am invited to stay as long as I’d like. My goddess looks me in my eyes and offers her love and service to me as her sacred one.
We are one, I reply. I am healed.
My Goddess says, just stay until the next full moon my lover. You will have many nights of bliss and power coursing through your veins and more knowledge to share with your kind.
'Til the next Full Moon, then!
Goddess Blessings
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The Strawberry Moon June 2007:
A Goddess Blessing
A Goddess Blessing
– Allow this Full Moon Goddess Blessing to enrich your entire spirit! –
May you be filled with erotic bliss that only the nude nature knows!
Bring into full blossom your engorged erection and blood-filled pussy lips.
May the pleasure you create be channeled in the light of beauty and wisdom.
May all know in truth, that sexual delights heal and balance our human natures.
As you evolve into the erotic mystic, and bless all with your earthly juices.
May the choices you make continue to bring positive experiences in every encounter.
I honor all with the wisdom of the goddess this full moon.
Open your body and your spirit and spread your joy!
Awaken the heart and allow your nipples to respond!
Keep wise to whom you let rapture in your presence
and you will see life coming from within.
May your cock continue to grow large and ripe for penetration.
May all women receive the orgasm that grows and thrills.
May we continue to free our selves from shame and guilt,
and build unions that bless and heal.
Give it to the goddess now!
Cream for me and please yourself.
Penetrate yourself from deep within and breathe new life into our generation.
As you offer your juices to me, remember to see all life as strong beautiful and wise.
Come to me and honor me with your beautiful body spirit.
May this bring all, the Original Blessing of Prosperity!
Goddess Blessings to you!
Note: You can pray this blessing before and after you masturbate for a real powerful shift.
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Full Moon Erotica The Blue Moon May 31, 2007:
Butterfly Kiss of the Blue Moon
Marc and Carol often walked late in the evening after dinner. The night air was calmer and cooler and this always made them feel closer to each other. Other peopled walked in the evening as well and most were couples too. The night gathering was expected by most and although no one spoke it. All were happy to see the community connected and happy in such a way. It was this way for sure, for Marc and Carol, because their love for each other was mixed with respect, knowledge of each other in a very healthy way and passion for sexual appetites fulfilled! They always walked holding hands and just talking about what ever came into their minds. The agreement was to never talk about serious unsettling matters. This was their time to develop a stronger connection with each other and sharing in the surroundings of their loving community.
This night however was a bit different. It was the full moon.
While walking and nodding to the passerby’s, Marc felt as if he wanted to be closer to Carol as they journeyed. He pulled her close and moved his arm around her hips and felt his cock get hard for her immediately! Carol felt the surge of passion move through Marc’s loins and she looked up at him in the moonlight at asked. “What are you feeling?” I’m feeling you.” Marc answered. He stopped their stride for a moment and turned facing her. He gently moved his hands up her back and over to the front of her bra free breasts and stroked her nipples with his thumbs and she widened her eyes.
Marc, what are you doing? Someone could see us! Carol questioned. I see you my lover, and I feel the need to be deeply inside of you. Right here and right now! Marc was serious. Carol began feeling the energy of desire growing strongly inside of her body as well. She wanted him with a compulsive passion that she has never felt before. Her nipples were still erect from his touch and his cock was touching her body, making his presence known.
Carol grabbed Marc’s hand and said, "Let’s continue our walk hon…you know we need it." She laughed.
"We both need to calm down. We will continue this when we get back home"
They walked further arm and arm and pleasantly enjoyed the evening. Walking a bit faster they both knew why they wanted to get home so quickly and at the same time, they both treasured this walking meditation as well. Coming along a block they both noticed a couple on the end of the block kissing. That was nice they thought silently and kept on with their walk. About a block away they noticed another couple stroking each other bodies up and down while gazing into each others eyes while they spoke. A while away another couple sitting on a bench nearing into the center of the town’s garden was kissing and groaning for each other like no one could walk up on them. This was quite unusual and although most people here are loving and show affection towards each other in public. This was boarding on explicit sexual contact Carol thought.
"Marc, do you believe what’s happening out here tonight?" Carol asked.
"What do you mean?" Marc asked, now beginning to stroke Carol’s rump and round ass.
She turned to him and looked into his eyes and began to say, "Look at all of these people rubbing and grabbing all over each other out here. What if there were children present? Why…" and just then, looking deeper into Marc's loving eyes, she saw it.
Carol looked perplexed and fascinated at the same time. She looked deeper into his eyes, then turned to look up into the sky. She felt a breeze rush across her face and her body softened and her yoni/pussy became moist. She turned to Marc and saw it closer. The Full Moon!
Gazing deeply into Marc’s eyes, she could see the moon reflected - it was was blue as well as full! Carol felt transfixed on it and quickly moved her lips to Marcs and they lip locked and embraced each other bodies as tightly as possible.
Their closeness felt wonderful and the kiss was long and deep. It seemed everyone else had the same idea. There was not one couple out on the street that night that didn’t feel the pull of passion in their lips and bodies. It was a wonderful sensation floating throughout this community tonight. Although everyone enjoyed seeing the others on their nightly walk it was especially pleasant and healing for the town to strengthen their healthy sexual appetites in this way. (Not all towns show this kind of affection! I want to move there!)
People were sucking the lips of each other and caressing body parts. Some were stoking and rubbing the erect parts hardly on one another. The passion was growing and the light from the moon was becoming fuller and seemed to illuminate the town and all this power were going into the ones open to sharing love
Marc and Carol continued their kissing and Marc felt as if his tongue was connected to his lingam/cock and the tip of his hardened cock was tingled by the tip of his tongue when Carol sucked and bit at it. Carol sucked and sucked him hard and long and she loved the feeling in her body as his mouth opened wider for her. She owned his mouth and his body fell into place with hers! Their breaths moved in and out of each other and the life force became one between them. Moving tingling vibrant forces climbed all around them and this building of passion reinforced Carol’s lock on Marc’s mouth and then she grabbed hold of his hard penis inside of his pants and caused him agony!
Marc ran his hands through out her hair and felt every strand a part of her insides. Her pussy, her wetness her breasts were all connected the every strand of her hair. I love you Carol, Marc said and then they both opened their eyes and beheld the strong blue full moon inside of each other. Just then Marc sucked his tongue out of Carols mouth to wet his lips some more.
Then he deeply dug his tongue into her mouth and pressed himself hard on her as he held her head in place. He pushed and pushed his tongue into her and as their eyes looked onto each other Carol wanted to gasp for air and has she tried to pull her head away. Marc controlled her movement and pushed deeper into her. Her gasps became orgasms as Marc also by the locked in movement burst forth from his cock and gave his juices to her from his mouth.
There joint orgasms were heard in the loud groans that flew from them loudly. It was tremendous and it seemed that butterflies in the night were flying about gathering or giving the energy of all this love. This only caused a melody of music and orgasm to pour forth from everyone else.
The rest of the walk home was glorious as the sounds of rapture were captured through out their town. And it seems the butterflies flew this love vibration to parts unknown...who knows who else felt this on this beautiful Blue Moon night?
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Full Moon Erotica The Flower Moon May 2, 2007:
The Rising
It was that perfect night. The kind of night in the month of May that’s on the brink of heated months to come. I was sitting in my meditation room chanting. Feeling the vibrations of my tones channeling throughout my body. There was a gentle breeze flowing through my window and the light music playing in the back round made me feel as if the world was all mine. That I was at one with the world, I guess I’m saying I felt peace.
As I continue chanting the goddess trinity of mother-father-child, over and over I start to feel my energy growing around me and flowing out into the world to bless it. Mother-Father-Child...
I come to an end of my meditation and as I blow out my candle and turn off the music. I hear sounds outside my house. It sounds like drums and moans of allot of people. This startles me at first because that’s my back yard! And who the hell is back there? But the sounds are like music to me, and I walk to the back of my house and I start to feel the drumming throughout my floors now, and the sounds are becoming louder and louder. I look out the back window and I see nothing. But the vibrations are growing and I feel my body rocking to the beat. I also start to feel safe…completely safe with what could be happening and I am now curious.
I walk into my back yard and in the center of my yard the ground starts rumbling! I feel the earth beneath me tremble and the sounds and moans are the trees and winds giving way for the earth to give birth!
She opens beneath me and the movement feels like an earthquake! I look up and around and see nothing else affected by this quake but my back yard. I then look up and see her brilliant full moon energy shooting strait down into the ground that is opening underneath me.
Yes this May full moon is a powerful one I know. That is why chanting the goddess trinity is so meaningful as well.
I am moved by the blessing that is being given to me right now.
The winds blow and the trees seem to bow towards the opening in the ground and the rumbling localized in the whole start to rise out of the earth. My eyes cannot believe what’s coming up and I wonder am I just crazy now. An amazing dark female shaped tree emerges from the grounds up like the powerful goddess she is! Scents of myrrh and rose float in the dark air and the tree seems to continue growing as the goddess woman shape forms it self in the root and bark of the tree facing directly at me.
The earth on her body starts to melt off and her creamy strong body is naked before me. She is in the tree. Part of the tree it seems...yet all woman....beautiful, and alive!
The tree goddess speaks to me: You have made yourself sacred for me, . Your chants prayers and honor to the goddess have been heard. I am here this full moon to bless and strengthen you more. Your ground is ripe so I have chosen this form so you will remember that the tree of life is connected to the physical and the spiritual. Your body is to become one with mine for now. You will love me and penetrate my pussy and you will be wiser for it.
As the goddess spoke to me my cock grew immediately to full strength. I am dreaming I thought to myself. This is an amazing dream….wow….I never want to wake up...
You are not dreaming my priest. The goddess responded obviously hearing my thoughts. You have earned this gift. She lifts her chocolate legs and opens her arms and I walk into her embrace.
The warmth and softness of her body intoxicates me further. We kiss and her breath tastes like cherries and red wine. I am taken. I rub my hands all over her feeling her body and my mind seems to incorporate her knowledge of life love and sex just by my joining. I want you I say to her and she looks into my eyes and says. You will have me and then she walks towards me out of the tree!
A full moon vision of a goddess, a dark goddess with a full juicy body!
She pushes me down onto the earth and removes my clothes. When she comes to my hard cock she smells me as if she hasn’t ever smelt a man’s body before. She opens her mouth and then begins licking my hanging balls and sucking them. Oh, it feels so good. She then sniffs some more and rises up to the tip of my turtle wand and mouths me. Dipping me deeply into her mouth and taking me all the way in. I moan in delight. She pulls up and I am out of her mouth. She then stands up over me and points to me and speaks. You are the charge of your life and the spirit of sexual delights. I honor you under this full moon! And she points upwards towards the moon. And says I am here great goddess! Your daughter! Speak to me as you speak to yourself! So I may speak to others! I am filled with the perfect god/goddess consciousness as my arms are the branches that grow into bringing heavens riches on earth. I am the Tree Goddess!
Naked above me I see into her wet pussy and I start to feel my cock dripping in anticipation of the love we will share together.
She looks back down to me and I see the heavenly glow around her. Red Orange Yellow Green Blue Indigo and Violet and this energy is radiating upwards towards the moon as if it is feeding her. Wow…she is beautiful.
I will give you my womb, priest, and you will give me the gift of your breath and your offering to me of your semen will impregnate me for the world to be healed.
She then sits right on top of my stiff rod and her wet warmth just runs up my spine and my energy field is growing stronger. She rides me and strokes me perfectly. I am in love with this woman. I never want this to end. I wrap my hand around her firm ass and help her journey through my lingam. All the parts of my lingam welcome her. My hard shaft my tender tip. I feel her everywhere. I feel her in my heart and mind. She bends to kiss me and her breasts rest on my chest and I feel her heart center connecting to me. We kiss and kiss and together our breaths meet. We are becoming one. She is riding me and I am loving her. Her womb is wet warm and her life force is sharing itself with me. I am experiencing true love in sex!
I feel her rocking body on top of me and the heat between us start to create more sweat. We are sweating and she is dripping on my and she tastes good. Riding and kissing and holding each other. I feel the tip of my cock touch her inner wall and this sensation moves back into my body.
We rock and rock together and I see the moon looking down on us in the warmth of this night. The light shining down gives us just enough light to see each other.
You are a beautiful man, my goddess says to me. I love your energy in my pussy and I now want it all inside of me. Come for me and give me life.
I seem to get even harder once she says that to me and I pump my ass of the ground and lift her into the air. She moans louder. I grab hold of her and turn her over onto her back. I lay her down and spread her legs wider and I travel deeper and harder inside of her and I look into her eyes as my trembling body simmers in me and now I am rocking all over and am going to blow myself into her wholeness.
I love you, I say to her. She looks at me with her deep knowing eyes and smiles.
Come in me, she says and I feel it from my spine and in my balls building and building and I scream in pleasure as I give her all of me! All of me!
I collapse.
Great Goddess, please receive his offering. And continue to bless him with his divine birthright of prosperity on earth and healing for us all.
We lay in love on the earth.
We sleep.
We wake up in the early morning just when the sun is beginning to break through the moon light. A crisp clean light blue is flowing down to us from the sky.
I look at my goddess in the light and her beautiful shape and soft strong body. I remember everything. The sex the messages I received from her. Everything and I am blessed by it.
She looks up at me and smiles. Rises and kisses me. I love you too, she says. She gets up and walks over to the tree. I reach for her and she turns and joins the tree once again. You have everything you need now, she says. You are a powerful man and you have laid with the tree goddess. My wisdom has joined yours. We are one. Use it wisely.
And she completely forms into the tree again.
And I get to keep the tree in my back yard. I wonder if she’ll come again to me in her flesh form and love me. I hope so. I’ll always chant the goddess trinity and love this world.
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Full Moon Erotica The Pink Moon April 2007
Springtime Ritual: The Altar-Bed
Springtime is a wonderful time of year! It follows winter, with its dark cold nights of hibernation, and offers visions of warm weather and lots of sunshine. In the beginning of Springtime, the ritual for prosperity is to be done in the Altar Bed. I look forward to this time and this particular ritual because it joins me and my lover together stronger and supports us in creating healthy and abundant lives, whether together or separate. We will be blessed. Anyone that knows of this time and this ritual is really given a gift of knowledge.
To actually do this ritual is powerful and says to you and your partner that we believe in life, love, and goddess. Married couples do this ritual but you don’t necessarily have to be in love or ongoing lovers to do this ritual. I just happen to maintain a lover relationship and he enjoys doing rituals with me. Especially when they involve sex!
When two people come together and share their bodies and spirits for mutual pleasure only good things can, and when you two do it with the knowledge of sex magic watch out! Prosperity is on its way!
I wish to share this springtime story with you because this one is so special to me. And my hope is that you will then have the power to create a similar ritual and spread prosperity where ever you go and with whom you come in contact with.
I pick up a few bottles of red wine, flowers, and grapes for the ritual. The bedroom is draped in soft sexy music, candles and cinnamon incense. Low lighting helps the candle show add to the ambiance.
My lover arrives with a bag of goodies himself! Rose oil, a large silk wrap, Astroglide gel for sexual ease, and a book of erotic poem and prayers. He is handsome and kind to me, and our mutual love and respect for each other is perfect recipe for the Springtime Prosperity Ritual.
We remove our shoes at the door. He goes to the bathroom and begins running a warm bath and adds the rose oil. I am putting the final touches on our altar bed: clean white sheets on the bed with the red candles glowing all around the room - and the cinnamon incense for prosperity and mutual harmony is burning now - to add the right vibration to this sacred space.
I say a few personal prayers myself to cleanse the room of any negative vibrations and I pray for a successful ritual between us. We all pray in one form or another. Even a wish is a prayer from the heart. I lay the large silk wrap over the bed. It is a beautiful deep purple and this is a God power color for creating.
He comes to me and we both look each other in the eyes and begin with a long sensuous kiss. His breath is like a cool breeze flowing through me and we embrace tightly. I am already beginning to experience the pleasures of what’s to come because I know he has been waiting for this day as much as I have. We chose to fast this day so that our high together would be even greater. Couples do not have to fast before doing the springtime ritual. It’s a personal couple choice. The important thing is that you both need to do the same: if one fasts, the other needs to fast as well. If one eats, the other needs to eat as well. What ever works best for each couple brings the blessings on even stronger. We break our grip on each other and stand facing each other, and then place our hands in a prayer position, fingers straight.
He bows to me first and says, I honor the Goddess in you. I feel honored for he is acknowledging the divine sexual essence I posses as woman. I in turn and with similar delight bow to him and say, I Honor the God in you. The life-force in his body and cock are needed for me to create life, love, and joy - and we both know this.
He then kisses his hands and bends to reach my feet he says. Blessed are thy feet, then moving to my knees he says, blessed are thy knees and continuing to my sex center he says, blessed is thy sex and flowing upward to my heart he touches me and says, blessed is thy heart and then to my lips - he touches them and says, blessed are thy lips.
You are so beautiful, he says, kissing me gently once more.
He begins removing my clothes, kissing each new bare spot as he does. I start to tingle and I can already feel the wetness building up inside of my pussy. As he disrobes me he strokes my body while I am standing there floating with his gentle touches all over me. His fingers feel like silk as he combs my body front and back, not saying a word just preparing me to receive. He spreads my legs wide so he can get in between my thighs and as he strokes my leg I know now he is aware of the wetness in my pussy.
I hear his breath stop short as he is contemplating what to do with this waiting and wanting pussy. He then gently moves towards my pussy and licks up and down between my wet lips, making them wetter. Soon he finds his way to my clit and is able to grab hold with his lips around my clit and start sucking it like a little dick. My clit grows and I am feeling the waves build in my body and I want to shoot my load in his mouth. He soon lightens up and kisses my clit and licks my pussy one good long sucking stroke.
Then he stands up and moves behind me and wraps his left arm tightly around my waist and then finds his way towards the front of my body with his right hand and then presses his middle finger right on my clit again. I can feel his hard cock through his jeans behind me and this turns me on even more.
I am trembling with arousal as he is rubbing and circling my clit and making it grow larger and larger. Just like his cock is. I am breathing loud and I just want him to bend me over and fuck me hard but I know for the ritual we must reach a much higher state of arousal so I am going to go happily crazy with pleasure for a while. He starts biting my neck and is really pushing his fingers pretty deep into my wet dripping pussy now.
You are my Goddess he whispers into my ear. I am yours tonight and you can do what ever you want with me.
Stroking deeper and deeper in me - I feel like I am going to turn him over and rip his clothes off and fuck him silly right now. I want it bad and then he moves his left arm from around me and pulls off his belt and undoes his pants and pulls them down to kick them off and his hard erect cock is sticking out of his underwear and going right in between my ass cheeks.
He pulls out of my pussy and for a quick second he smells his fingers and hand to drink my scent into his aura and then he spits into his hand and strokes his hard cock and slides it back in between my round firm soft ass cheeks. Oh… the aching pleasure. He moves his hands up my back as he is enjoying his view of my arched back and the moans leaving my lips now. He travels with his hands up the sides of my back to my breasts and starts massaging my breasts and nipples.
I want it! I want it so bad and I start to feel so powerful with the sensations moving all over and in me now. I grab hold of his hips and he is rocking on my ass and I say. Take me my lover, my God. I am your Goddess and you can do with me what ever you want!
I feel tears of joy starting to fall from my eyes as the pleasure and love I feel in this moment is starting to overwhelm me. He starts squeezing my nipples harder and with all the sex juice between us he strokes his cock right into my waiting ass. He yells so loud as he enters me, I think we’re going to fall over. Oh….God…I swear I’m going to come or he’s going to explode in me.
He is directly focused on my nipples and stroking my ass wider and wider. I am moaning in delight and I am very happy. This is for you Goddess! May you be blessed with my cock inside of you and may you always receive your due because of your beauty and kind generosity. May your pussy stay wet and tight and may you know love in all of your days until the day you leave this gorgeous body. Right then I am ready and I can’t take it any more. I’m going to come right now! He bends and bites my neck again and pulls his lingam out of my ass and kisses me all over my back and backside.
God!
He carries me over to the bath and sets me into the warm rose water, then begins removing the rest of his clothes. With his lingam still hard, he starts to wash my body.
Our orgasm is for later when we come with a purpose!
He bathes me clean lovingly and as he washes my hair I feel his love and honor through every touch and I just relax and trust every moment we create together. Our purpose is to arouse and cleanse each other and to meditate on our wishes and blessings for each other throughout our ritual. This is prosperity.
I sit up to unplug the tub and allow some of the water to release. As it drains out of the tub I stand and bring my lover into the bathtub with me. He is beautiful and strong and just what a goddess needs. The water is mostly out now and I plug in the tub and begin running fresh warm water for his bath. I pour rose oil into the palms of my hand and begin washing his hair. He is so tall but the height with me having to reach up to his head to wash his hair only brings pleasurable sensations as my body strokes his.
I continue down his body as the warm water splashes into the tub. I stop the running water and bend to my knees and massage his lingam and wash his ass. His dick is bouncing up and down in celebration of my touches and I clean off his “turtle head” with my tongue. I suck him harder and he manages to get even bigger in my mouth. I choke him deep in my throat and I taste him and smell him and he is so eatable.
I want her to fuck my dick and I want to give her my gift right down her throat! I’ve been waiting for this time to be together with her and love her. I feel my body becoming more alive as she sucks my dick wide awake and I am remembering love, desire, power! I feel so strong I could fuck every woman in the world right now! She gives herself to me fully and I will do the same. I am going to explode in her mouth and wash her with my come!
I spread his ass checks wider and gently stroke his rosy asshole and send more tingles of pleasure through him. I tease him and make him want me in his ass the way he did me. His moans are becoming so loud I wonder if anyone else can hear the love being created now.
I want to give her my gift and I grab her head and push her deeper down onto my cock. I hear her gag some and her saliva is all around my lingam. Her energy is going into my dick. That’s what I want. I want her…my goddess.
I pull my finger out of his ass and move my mouth off his engorged dick now and move lower to suck his balls lovingly. I rub more water on him and give him a final rinse then I move back up his body to standing and just look into his eyes and we are one.
The art of giving and receiving pleasure are mutually enjoyable and to be able to shift into both spaces is truly magical. So often people take pleasure from another and leave their partner feeling empty and lost that I’m surprised some days that the goddess consciousness has survived amidst all these hard times and profane, selfish sexuality.
We step out of the bath together and walk back into the bedroom. The room is aglow and the colors rise and shine as we step in. The vibrations seem to be waiting for our return to join us in our ritual dance of love and prosperity. Shimmering red orange yellow green blue indigo violet pulsates off the walls and the altar-bed in our sacred sexual space.
The music is talking about sex and wetness and we respond with a slow dance. I sit my lover back on the bed with a pile of pillows against the headboard. I straddle his lap and hips and we begin our breathing exercise to connect.
Looking into each other’s eyes I breathe into his mouth and he swallows like I am his meal and inhales deeply. He in turn blows his breath into my mouth and I receive him the same. We continue this wave for some time and soon I am rocking gently on his body and he is growing once again.
Soon we are in a deep tongue embrace and our kissing is felt with warmth and love. Our eyes close and I see visions of joy and happiness and I am soon taken by these feelings of complete happiness and I know that now we are beginning to receive the gift of our joyous ritual of prosperity.
With our bodies clean and connected I reach over to get our wine and grapes so that we can commence our goddess communion. One big glass of red wine and a big bowl of grapes are symbols of our body and blood. I take the wine first as woman is in direct energetic embrace with the goddess consciousness and I say, My body to your body.
I drink and then hand the goblet over to him.
He takes the wine and says, My body to your body and drinks. I pick a grape and I say to him as I feed him the grape My body to your body. He receives the grape, eats it, and then returns with a grape in his hand and feeds it to me, saying My body to your body. I take it in my mouth, licking a couple of his fingers as I do, then swallow it.
We then place our right hands over each other’s heart center and then we say our blessings for each other - as that is the purpose of our time together this full moon.
I say: I honor you as a man as a god-man and I worship your life energy with my body. I wish for you all good things in this life and for you to continue to grow in your erection, courage and wisdom. May your body and mind stay strong and healthy and may you have prosperity in all areas of your life. Goddess Blessings to you. I bow my head to him and remove my hand.
He says: I honor you as woman - as Goddess - and I see your strength in your body and in your voice that speaks wise words. May you grow in prosperity in all areas of your life and I wish for you health and wealth and the wisdom to know how to use these gifts. May your off spring be blessed and all those you come in contact with. Goddess Blessings to you. He bows his head to me and removes his hand.
We drink our wine and eat the grapes as we relax in our sacred space: We are one.
I rise up and move between his legs and I kiss my hands and place them onto his feet so I can begin the five-fold kiss. Blessed are thy feet. And I move up to touch and bless the other parts of his body. Blessed are thy knees. Blessed is thy sex and I fold my hands over his cock and balls and hold him for a moment. Blessed is thy heart and blessed are thy lips.
I then kneel over his sex center and gently place his softened wonder wand into my mouth. I don’t start off sucking right away I just let him drink in my wet mouth and soft lips around his cock.
Her mouth speaks to my cock and she is saying she loves me and wants me deeply in her. My dick is happy and I am growing in her mouth. My hardness lets her know that what she is doing feels wonderful to me. As I grow larger and larger I start to rock my hips because I am making my body ready to press myself into her body and go deep into her pussy.
I twist my mouth side to side as I now lick his cock gently as he is growing in me. I rub his balls gently as they start to grow harder and as they grow harder I give a little more pressure. He loves it! Now I am sucking up and down his dick and getting his dick as deeply as I can down my throat. I want him to have as much pleasure as he can.
I am on my knees and my back is arching as I am stroking his cock with my hands and mouth now. He is rocking his hips up and down meeting every stroke I give and his pelvic thrusting supports the deep throat action.
All of a sudden I feel a pressure in my pussy from behind me and this sends me shivers of arousal. I slide my wet mouth off my lovers cock to swing my head around to see who is trying to enter my pussy! There is no one there but I continue to feel the penetration of my body and my heart fills with desire for this to continue. I turn back to continue rubbing and sucking my lover and I am deeply pushed into now and I can’t help but moan with delight.
Is there a sacred sex spirit in here with us?
I look up to see why my goddess has left my stiff rod and I notice a smoky aura around her body. I look up rather quickly just to make sure no candle has fallen or maybe the incense is to strong. But it’s nothing like that. As I look on and still enjoying the pleasure my cock is receiving. I see the energy looks like a shape. Only moving about my goddess’ body. Wow! Could there be another here? I do feel something else though... I feel more arousal and I smell pussy in the air.
I feel her body pulsing and her throbbing into me makes me feel sexy and my cock starts to drip. I feel my face being stroked and now it feels like kisses are being given to me on my face. I look up to see who is in here kissing my face while my goddess is blowing my flute? As soon as I look up I feel wetness on my mouth and a sweet smell of vanilla and the taste of it too is entering my mouth. I start to lick my lips and this sensation on my lips brings me more excitement! I feel a gentle pushing on my face and it feels like I’m sucking another woman’s pussy. And I like it.
Is there a sacred sex spirit in here with us?
We ride in unison - all of us - and soon it feels as if our room is filled with lovers in the air.
I rise up and grab for the lubricant and pour some in my hand and I gently rub my lover’s ass as I continue to suck and enjoy him. I am having intercourse with someone or something else and this mutual pleasure feels amazing! I slide my finger around his rose bud asshole and tease him for a while. I enter him with my middle finger and I love the openness and trust between us to share in such erotic delights. I am stroking his cock and stroking his ass and he is rocking his body for more. I look up at him and it looks like he is kissing something or someone. Wow!
One lubricated finger and he opens to me. Two fingers, he opens more. Three fingers now and he is going to explode so I slow down some.
I pull out and rise up - moving away from my ethereal intercourse companion and roll up to my lover and sit on top of his cock. I am so wet and loose from being fucked that I just jump onto his cock and grind him hard.
He is screaming with pleasure and I now feel hands over my face and now running up and down my back and shoulders. Soon these hands are on my breasts and squeezing my nipples. I love my nipples to be squeezed. His dick is getting bigger in me and I am opening and closing my pussy muscles to add to both of our arousals. I’m going to come! he says and he grabs hold of my hips and starts pounding me.
Oh my…..I’m going to come now too! I feel it! I feel it riding up my spine. He raises himself up towards me and pulls me closer to him and starts sucking my tits. The grinding between us is intense and I love his body.
I’m going to give it to you goddess. I’m going to give you my offering. Do you want it in your body or in your mouth?
I’m so close to coming too I don’t think I could move to receive him in my mouth although I love the taste of him. To drink his semen is a special gift also. I could slide off of him and move quickly to his cock with my ready hand and mouth and let him burst into my mouth and I would swallow him whole and then we would kiss and he could taste a little too.
Oh…he screams and holds me close to him and I know my mini fantasy of eating his come is over and we both climax together. I feel the rumbling in his body and it starts my trembling into action in my womb.
He holds me close by grabbing my ass and stilling my body so he can direct is cock right where he wants it inside of me. My swollen clit is rubbing on the base of his dick and I am beginning to explode!
It’s coming! It’s coming! And oh Yes! Yes! Yes! Yes! Yes!
We are together in our ecstasy.
I feel his lingam pushing his juices into my holy body and I am returning with gobs of my own wetness and throbbing pussy as I come on his dick.
We start kissing with the same passion as our ejaculations and we are one!
The sounds around us continue as the vibration in the room seems filled with otherworldly lovers.
We are spooning now and the glow of the room continues in red orange yellow green blue indigo and violet. So beautiful, so special, so sacred.
I Bless you my goddess.
I Bless you my god-man.
He reaches for the book of poems and prayers he brought and reads a few love prayers and poems acknowledging and reinforcing the gift we just gave to each other until we fall asleep, slipping into dreams of peace and prosperity.
One week later. Things are great since our ritual - abundance flows into my life and the same for my lover.
Two months later. Life is sweet and I know the support of the wonderful experiences and the good opportunities that are now in or coming into my life are in a big way because of the springtime ritual.
Six months later. Loving and being loved is a powerful gift we can give to each other and I am so happy to know it as the life-force. I met a new and wonderful man and he may be doing the next springtime ritual with me. Things are great and life is goddess.
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Full Moon Erotica The Worm Moon March 2007
Spontaneous Combustion
Sitting and working at my desk all day, dutifully dealing with daily concerns of work and life, I am suddenly hit with a sudden warmth in my heart that tracks its way to my pussy with a thump!
Whew…I feel the heaviness in my body and I am reminded of how long it’s been since I had an orgasm!
I stopped my work to think of just how long it’s been since I gave my gift or even spent time loving myself. And for the life of me right now, I cannot remember!
I wonder why now when I am so busy with my work does my body shift to this energy surge. I look up and out the window and I see her peeking through the sun The Full Moon! No wonder my body is acting like this right now! I’m sitting right in front of the big window facing my beautiful oak desk and her rays are moving through me. Oh man and do I feel the rays! I look into the beautiful sky and all the colors are floating around the sun and the moon is making her way up in the twilight sky.
Red Orange Yellow Green Blue Indigo and Violet, our spectrum is pulsating at a rate that matches my own heartbeat and arousal.
I can’t take it any longer and I press my fingers outside of my cotton pants and push. The pushing sensation shoots right back into my body as I help it ride up my body by humping on my stiffened hand. I begin to rub circles around my clit and I start to feel it become harder. Oh…it feels good as I push harder and harder on my fingertips! My breathing is growing louder and my moans support my arousal.
As I am rubbing myself into a heated frenzy I start to hear a sound not my own. Something like, a whisper saying, Yes – come to me, yes come, come to me...
I open my eyes and out of my big window these colors seem to be radiating larger, Red Orange Yellow Green Blue Indigo and Violet! As I see and connect with them I am beginning to experience more erotic pleasure. I feel tingling moving all along my body from the top of my head into my face. My mouth waters with the thought of another tongue joining in a dance of bliss with me. Between my lips I feel as if I am kissing another. I am being embraced by the joys of these colors and I hear her calling to me. Yes come to me, come to me...
Each time I hear these words it makes me want to give of myself fully. I stand and move my desk chair aside and remove my clothes as quickly as I can. I say to myself I am going to come. I feel that there is a real purpose in my orgasm; something powerful for me is coming in my joyous rapture that I’ve never understood before. I love sex and sharing my erotic love with others and I was always blessed for it. And now there is more happening inside of me and I also feel it happening with the growing of The Full Moon!
I lay on the floor on my belly and push two of my fingers inside of my pussy and I grind the palm of my hand on my clit and I rub and pump. I rub and pump and my nipples are so hard they are rubbing against the hard wood floors and I feel as if I am about to come right then. Then the heat from the colors rays pull me up and I feel the need to be in direct contact with these colors. So I remove everything off my desk and lay my body face up with my legs spread wide toward the big window towards the sky. The heat from the sun is cooling now as the moon is becoming prominent. The colors are circling round the moon like a prism and I am in awe of my connection and hope others are enjoying this moment as well.
I am wetter than I can remember and I have the need to be penetrated the way I feel these colors are penetrating my soul. Then I feel it! It’s as if my mind is able to communicate with the colors in the sky and manipulate energy to meet my needs with the full moon. Wow…I knew I was a goddess and could commune with nature and energy, I just didn’t realize how much.
My pussy feels pressure as if someone is sucking on it. I feel the pangs of pleasure ripping through me and I fantasize that a man is climbing on top of me and putting his enormous cock inside of me while placing his wet mouth on top of mine. We embrace in a lip lock and I see all the joyful lovers I’ve had in the past. I feel a tremendous power of blessing going out to these lovers as my body is being rocked! He is stroking me deeply and my wetness is growing as he kisses me all over my face and then moves down to my erect breasts and begins sucking each nipple bringing me closer to a screaming orgasm. I am holding onto him and receiving all that he has to give.
He rises up for a moment and looks into my eyes and I see it again, the Red Orange Yellow Green Blue Indigo and Violet. I ask him why am I seeing the spectrum and why is it controlling my body so much? It’s not controlling your body, he answers, you called me into you and you’ve worked so hard to balance your chakras and honor the goddess that now you are powerful enough to receive me fully! You are Goddess and I am here to love you.
He lifts me up with one arm and turns me over on the desk and now I am straddled over him and on his huge love wand inside of me. “I love you and have been waiting until you could see me so I could be with you.” How do I see you I ask? As I am loving his cock with strokes of my wet pussy and rubbing my hands all over his chest and shoulders. When you see the rings around the sun and the moon, you are connected to a higher consciousness and when you can bring the vibration towards yourself you have become one with the goddess.
Now I am here. All humans can see this if they just believe that the goddess exists.
Now fuck me, goddess…I want to give you my gift.
I couldn’t believe this was happening and at the same time I completely understood what my lover in spirit meant. I do believe in the goddess and that we all are created through sexual love. I believe that our vibrations bring to us what we want need and desire depending on our level of gifts and honor and the only way to have these experiences is to be in human form. I’m a woman and I love sex through the physical body and I know more than I can share now and all the truth will reveal itself when those that believe are ready.
I am fucking him and my wetness seems to be pouring out of my body uncontrollably. I feel as if I am going to explode again and then he just lifts me right off of him and bends me over my desk belly down. My ass is high in the air and he bends to his knees and inserts his tongue into my pussy and sucks up my juice as he is stoking my body. I hear sounds and moans from all around as if there are others in the room enjoying such pleasures as mine. I look up expecting to see people and there is no one here with us but I feel the presence of others making love and sharing their gifts of semen and vagina juice that smell of sweet vanilla and musk and of myrrh.
Then he is in my ass with his tongue and it feels cool and silky in me and his mouth water feels like oil dripping inside of me. He then stands and glides his now soft erection inside of my melted asshole and as he glides into me he becomes harder and my back stretches to receive him all the way in!
I can barely breathe with the rush of sensations moving through me and he is holding onto my hips supporting us both as he grips my glide back and forth on his dick to make sure I am in no pain. I am hearing sounds of people screaming in rapture from one orgasm to the next and moans of delight and some are just getting started on their journey. Now I am realizing what is happening, I have the sight, I can see all the lovers in the world fucking in this full moon time. All of them enjoying pleasures of delight and wonderment with each others bodies and feeling loved and honored. There are so many out here just loving and embracing one another. Love is in the air and I am given the gift of sexual sight for being strong enough to take on this male goddess lover.
The more he fucks me the more I see and hear and I will remember.
I am being fucked really well now and I now stand up and am able to grab hold of his hips and thighs as he rocks me harder and takes hold of my chest and begins to squeeze my nipples and soon I am screaming. I am screaming don’t stop please don’t stop, I need this and I know I am about to burn with the pleasure of erupting all over us both. I feel on fire and now he is biting my neck and sucking hickies all over my neck and shoulders. This just goes on and on, he is in my ass longer than he was in my pussy!
The growth of pleasure never stops I just keep going and going getting wetter and wetter and now my nipples are excreting liquid! He rubs my wet nipple juice all over my breasts and continues biting me all over. He starts to growl and tremble and I know he is close to giving me his gift. “I love you goddess.” He whispers into my ear, “I will come back for you every month if you want me,” he finishes. I feel the trembling inside of my body coming from my ass and this trembling sensation begins falling into my vagina and pushes out of my pussy and I yell! Yessssssss! Oh……Yesssss! And I stretch my arms up high as in a halleluiah praise!
And my male goddess grabs hold of my body really tight and I feel him inside of me. His moan is so loud I feel the whole earth hears him, definitely the next door neighbors. He is building and building and I am experiencing extended orgasms. I feel my body opens up to him and I am nothing but everything and anything in this very instance. I feel I am one with life and all life is love.
He screams as his ejaculation pushes into my body and he comes so hard in me his semen just fills and fills my ass full. He fills me so much that his sacred juice falls out of me and starts falling all over us and onto the desk and on the floor. We can’t stop pumping and he just continues coming into me and fills me fuller and fuller with is juice and now the room is full of his come and now it’s falling out of the window and falling onto the dark earth and the full moon lightens it’s path.
We turn to watch his life force flying through the air and some falling onto the earth feeding the souls of the blessed ones on the path of discovery. You know what they are going to be doing later. His seed moves up and into the full moon and begins to circle the strong vibrant colors of Red Orange Yellow Green Blue Indigo and Violet and it flies back towards us to me! And it hits me right in my heart and I am again in rapture of spontaneous orgasms and I am filled with a love that cannot be explained and at the same time this feels pure. I smile and fall completely on my desk.
I wake up at my desk after having worked all day. I look around and I wonder about the dream I just had. I look around my office, it’s a mess. I smell something, is that sex?
I look outside my window and I see it’s a full moon and she seems to be looking back at me. I feel warm in my heart.
I feel love.
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Full Moon Erotica The Snow Moon February 2007
Imagine
It was that time of year again, when we all gathered together for rejuvenation rest and sexual appetites fulfilled. Every full snow moon….this time of year was a winter wonderland and the perfect energy was around for just this sort of escape. All the goddesses and god-men from all walks of life, people just like you and me that knew who they were (that they possessed a divine and creative energy through their sexual spirit) and lived it every day in their various professions and lifestyles would come here each February for the joining. In this sacred secret place where only those of like minds and visions could share and heal each other in a pleasure-seeking, safe, and joyous atmosphere.
Every year we met in a different location to add to the new experiences we would create together and the environment was also always blessed by our presence.
It would normally be a place picked out of the way of noise and pollution as much as possible and up in the mountains where the clearing in the woods at the top would give way for the spectacular views of snow topped mountain peeks winking back at us in celebration of this special time.
I am sharing this story with you because I believe allot of you have joined me here at some point in time years back or maybe you’ll be with me tonight. You know who you are. You know who I am. I am sharing this story because I believe it’s time that we know that we are not lost and that we continue to come together every year to heal, replenish and enjoy each other in honor. We’ve been coming together each February full moon for hundreds of years now and yours and my ancestors and their ancestors evolved into this erotic wise understanding.
Each person would choose to spend no less than one night and no more than three days together. The whole time of the full moon is powerful and when you arrived and left was dependant on your own responsibilities, which enhanced the whole wave of joy. So no decision was a wrong one everything and everyone was perfect for the joining.
I would always arrive just at twilight on the first day, because I would love to watch the sun set and her glow from the moon to erupt out of the sky and into our sacred secret dwelling.
Afterwards I would join the others in the baths for my cleansing ritual which priests and priestesses would be there to serve us gods and goddesses as part of their training in consciousness to bring out their goddess and god spirits fully. They were only allowed to serve and please us with their tantric touches and oral blessings, which we never exchanged.
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